Saved an autistic girl

Human emotions are like the weather in June. It rains when it rains, and collapses when it collapses.

Jiang Mumu couldn't control her emotions. The better Gu Jin treated her, the more uncomfortable and guilty she felt.

Whenever Jiang Mumu felt uncomfortable, he thought of the family he had never had, and it became even more uncomfortable.

"Mumu, it's time to eat!" Gu Jin's voice was loud, and the empty living room was filled with these words.

Gu Jin, who received no response, stretched out his head to look and found that Jiang Mumu was not in the living room.

Combined with Jiang Mumu's state just now, Gu Jin panicked.

He didn't even have time to change out of his apron before he hurried upstairs.

Click.

Gu Jin directly opened the door of Jiang Mumu's room.

The room was very dark, the curtains were closed and the lights were not turned on, but with the faint light projected from the corridor, Gu Jin could barely see Jiang Mumu's petite figure huddled in the corner, crying.

At this moment, Gu Jin breathed a sigh of relief.

Even though Gu Jin opened the door so loudly, Jiang Mumu still didn't respond. Gu Jin stood silently by the bed, watching Jiang Mumu.

Cry, just cry.

He knew the discomfort of an emotional breakdown, the feeling of being depressed, like a jack was pressing down on your chest, making you unable to breathe.

It was like that before when he missed the family he never had.

During the Chinese New Year, every household hangs up couplet lanterns, and while they sit together to eat dumplings and watch the Spring Festival Gala, Gu Jin always stays alone in a dilapidated rental house, eating the leftover steamed buns and noodles from yesterday.

How come he doesn't collapse?

Gu Jin never wants to eat noodles cooked with only boiling water and salt.

Even now that his material conditions have improved, Gu Jin still thinks about committing suicide because his mental conditions have not kept up.

Humans are social animals, and no matter how strong and cheerful a person is, they will become depressed if they live alone for a long time.

After a few minutes, Jiang Mumu's sobbing slowly stopped, and her trembling body gradually calmed down.

"Miss your family?"

Seeing Jiang Mumu's mood calm down, Gu Jincai asked softly.

‘He, has he been watching? ’ Jiang Mumu suddenly didn’t want to look up. She didn’t want Gu Jin to see her like this.

Very ugly.

Gu Jin, who didn't get a reply, wasn't unhappy. He just said calmly: "Wash your face and go downstairs to eat."

When he heard Gu Jin's footsteps gradually walking away, Jiang Mumu raised his head and glanced around.

he's gone.

Taking a clean tissue from the bedside and wiping his tears, Jiang Mumu put on his plush slippers and got out of bed.

Coming to the corridor, Jiang Mumu couldn't help but cover his eyes from a dark place to a dazzling place.

After calming down, Jiang Mumu walked into the bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror with red eyes.

She put her hands on the countertop, lowered her head and looked at the clean sink, and finally turned on the faucet and washed her face.

When Jiang Mumu raised his head again, the tear stains had disappeared.

A few minutes later, Gu Jin, who was sitting at the dining table, watched the girl carefully come down the stairs.

The red eyes engraved deeply into Gu Jin's mind. He only knew that the girl must be feeling particularly uncomfortable to cry like this.

"I……"

The moment Jiang Mumu saw Gu Jin, he opened his mouth, but lowered his head and walked down slowly without speaking.

"Eat some food first, Mumu." Gu Jin still said softly.

He knew in his heart that he couldn't mention what happened just now, as it would only make Jiang Mumu more embarrassed.

The meal was eaten in silence, both of them silent.

pat.

Gu Jin put down his chopsticks and put away the two empty plates in front of him. Jiang Mumu hurriedly stood up and said proactively: "I'll wash them."

It's a little bit that can be repaid.

Jiang Mumu didn't want to owe Gu Jin like this anymore.

"it is good."

Gu Jin came to the balcony, leaned on the railing and looked up at the crescent moon hanging in the sky.

What happened in the past few days was too chaotic, and he needed to calm down.

He needs to seriously think about how to help Jiang Mumu treat autism.

This situation is okay once, but if it goes on for a long time, Jiang Mumu will inevitably not have the same thoughts as he did two days ago.

End his life by suicide.

Gu Jin was a little naive when he thought about it before. He always thought that Jiang Mumu's mental endurance was particularly strong.

It turns out that I just kept it in my heart.

He thought before that Jiang Mumu had autism and was bullied and isolated without even thinking of committing suicide. He had a strong psychological endurance, so he planned to live a peaceful life with Jiang Mumu like this every day until Jiang Mumu finished his college entrance examination.

Maybe sometimes take her out to relax and relieve her autism.

Now it seems that just that can't cure Jiang Mumu's condition at all.

After two days of work, take Jiang Mumu to see a psychiatrist. Xu Yitong should know someone better.

"Gu Jin." The girl's unique soft voice sounded.

"Come on, sit down for a while."

Gu Jin pointed to the chairs on the balcony.

"Can you tell me what happened just now?"

"I, I just feel that I can't do anything well. Now I owe you money, live in your house, and can't even cook a meal."

"Who said you can't cook well? The food you cooked last time was delicious. Maybe I have experienced too many things today and am just not in the right state. I have often been like this before.

You don’t owe anyone anything, Mumu. Even me, my spirit would have collapsed if I lived alone for a long time. But when you came, my mental state became much better. This is what I need most.

And money, that little food, and an empty house that no one lives in, what do they mean to me? "

Gu Jin said a lot in one breath.

He was telling the truth, he really needed someone to live with him.

As for Jiang Mumu, what he saw in him was his former self, with low self-esteem and sensitivity.

Maybe when I asked on the forum, I just simply liked Jiang Mumu's appearance, but now, more of my affection for Jiang Mumu has been incorporated.

In the future, there’s no telling whether it might develop into other relationships?

After all, where can you find such a good girl?

"and……"

Before Gu Jin could continue to speak, Jiang Mumu, who had been silent just now, suddenly put his arms around Gu Jin's neck and half hugged Gu Jin.

The warm and soft touch made Gu Jin hold his breath, and his body trembled as if he had been electrocuted.

The girl's breath was blowing between his neck, and her black hair was tickling on his hand hanging in the air.

"Thank you, Gu Jin..."

Jiang Mumu thanked Gu Jin from the bottom of her heart. She knew that Gu Jin said so much just to make her feel no debt.

"No, you're welcome." Gu Jin's voice trembled.

Is this what a hug feels like?

No, not yet.

Gu Jin's hanging hand moved slowly, and finally touched the girl's back gently.

that's.