Mr. milk tea, sweet

Tao Zeru stood there and wanted to say something more, but he didn't know what to say.

He looked at the back, and Mao Youan didn't look back. He walked away simply.

Tao Zeru suddenly felt that it was another version of himself in a parallel world.

If it hadn't been for that piece of tea, would the meeting between him and Lu Rangwan have been like this?

He picked up the wine glass and took a sip, the coolness stung his throat.

Of course he knew he shouldn't feel any more emotions, but his heart just couldn't calm down.

"Mao Youan actually stayed in Xinjiang."

"Yeah." She didn't know how to say goodbye. After all these years, she was only good at leaving silently.

"Is he gone?"

"gone."

"..."

Lu Rangwan didn't look back at that figure. She just misses herself at that time. She didn't know how to say goodbye.

That goodbye has no meaning anymore.

"Tao Zeru, cheers. The watermelon juice here is really delicious." She drank the rest of the watermelon juice. It was sweet and delicious, even better than the one she made with a wall-breaking machine.

In this great city of Urumqi, watermelon juice is so unique.

"Let's go back."

Tao Zeru held her hand and walked through the crowd. He held her hand and held it tightly.

Many encounters in life require timing. We can't leave room for too many people.

I remember that he had been here, and we recognized each other at first sight in the crowd.

Still profound.

Mao Youan was scrolling through their Moments while walking. Lu Rangwan looked very beautiful under Tao Zeru's lens. Her cute face is full of smiles, and she smiles so beautifully. It was the first time I saw her so happy. She must be doing well.

He turned over it with sadness in his heart.

Their ignorant youth can never go back.

He really wanted to assume that he would meet her earlier when he returned to Ancheng, but he couldn't think of it.

My self-esteem at that time was both strong and ridiculous. He missed the wind and sand of Korla accompanied by the horns in the camp. It was impossible for him to choose to go back when he was so high-spirited.

But the throbbing of youth will always be precious and unforgettable. Even if we see the known reality again, the residual warmth will still come back thousands of times.

The nights in Urumqi are too long.

Mao Youan walked for a long time before standing at the door of the unit, looking at the familiar work unit and sorting out his mood.

"Bless you. Remember to notify me when you get married." After sending this message, he closed the phone.

He remembered the sentence "How can we meet if we don't owe each other."

From then on, they never owed anything to each other.

-

"Rang Wan, can I hug you?"

Tao Zeru hugged her from behind and stood in the room looking at the bustling night scene outside the window.

"Are you unhappy?" She could feel his breath.

"It's not that I'm unhappy. It's that the feeling of regret spreads throughout my body."

"It's very sad to see You An leaving."

"I'm really afraid that the figure on the back is me. And can I be as calm and decent as You'an?"

"he and I……"

Lu Rangwan didn't know how to explain it. She could not say that she had never been moved, nor could she say that she had longed for the windy sands of Korla.

Twenty-year-old youth is like bland boiled water. She had known that Korla's windy sand had fallen into it.

But at that time, she couldn't even face herself.

"I know. No need to explain."

"Then you can't think too much. The person I like now is you."

Tao Zeru still heard these words, his heart tightened rapidly, and the terrible possessiveness made his eyes sharp.

Although it was pointless and completely unnecessary, he couldn't control himself.

How could she have loved anyone else. The person he liked silently once wrote his heartfelt thoughts to another young man in a quiet night.

He was beside himself with jealousy.

He pulled her chin and kissed her hard, but he didn't allow it.

The domineering and hot lips seemed to swallow up all her emotions.

"Rang Wan, you can't like others, I will go crazy."

"I love you, you can only be mine."

"Fool, you are the only man I have." She coaxed her voice out of control.

"I'm so jealous. You guys write so many letters."

He kissed her too hard, and Lu Rangwan's lips became red and swollen. "Tao Zeru, I only love you."

He pulled away his tie, held her waist and kissed her crazily,

"Untie..."

"I want..." There was no resistance in his voice.

He is brave, wanton and domineering. His kisses burned into her brain.

She is so good and fragile, how could I do this?

Tao Zeru seemed to wake up from the nameless possessiveness.

How could he not understand Mao Youan? Don’t you understand that ignorant feeling? He used to be Mao Youan.

Was he so overbearing that he would not allow her at twenty to fall in love with someone else?

His kiss slowly became gentle, restrained, soft and powerful. He will take care of her and his love should include respect.

He regained his senses, she shouldn't like him like this, and I shouldn't hurt her heart.

Unable to restrain herself, his hot kiss made her melt.

He caressed the girl who was even more tired than him, with her rosy face resting on his arm and her hair still stuck to her forehead.

"Shall we go to Jonkush Terrace tomorrow?"

"Is it far?"

"In Ili. Snow mountains, lakes, forests, grasslands, rivers, lavender, everything you want in Hayao Miyazaki's comic world is there. Let's go there."

"It's up to you. The place you choose is where I want to go."

"Then we'll have another day's rest in Urumqi tomorrow, and then drive directly to Ili."

"it is good."

"Did it hurt just now?"

She kissed him and shook her head "It's so comfortable and amazing. I love it."

They lay in bed together, his chest wrapped around hers. She placed her fingers on his chest.

"Take it off, I want to stick it to you."

"No."

He lowered his head and kissed her.

That night was very quiet, and he didn't want to stop. She was hoping for him, she was waiting for him.

Extremely gentle, wanting to fill all the regrets.

"Can I do it again?"

"Rang Wan, do you like it?"

Ups and downs, endless, tireless.

Her increasingly rapid breathing mixed with her moans, and she gradually fell.

Those deep and shallow marks are his medals.

The night in Urumqi makes people intoxicated, and the vast world makes people feel small.

Lu Rangwan knew that those youthful throbbings had completely passed away tonight.

The encounter offered by Sailimu Lake is not cruel.

When they are young, most people are unable to face their emotions truly and bravely.

But you can’t afford to make mistakes in life and you can’t afford to wait.

The person I thought about day and night and the reply that never came have no meaning.

Later, the encounter was deliberately arranged by fate, just to let you know that she/he was doing well. In all the mornings and midnights, we no longer have to go back and forth.

Lu Rangwan indulged in the softness given by Tao Zeru.

She covets and enjoys all his tenderness and sincerity.

Love is always direct.