Mr. milk tea, sweet

Tao Zeru chased after him. He didn't want to suppress his feelings anymore. He had waited for too long...

"Rangwan, don't you really understand what I mean?" He quickly stepped forward and stood in front of Lu Rangwan.

"I like you. I want to stay by your side, and I want to take care of you. I don't want the person I like to work like this all day long."

He bent over her and stared at her, his words calculated. But at the moment when he said it, his heart was tense and scared.

"I used to be too stupid. I always thought... I thought there was a lot of time..."

"..." Lu Rangwan met his hot gaze, her heartbeat quickened in disbelief.

The shrimps in the fish tank are walking leisurely. She thought this might be a dream.

Is it a dream?

"Why can we meet on the university campus? Why am I there every time you go out to play? Are there so many coincidences in life?" He looked at her affectionately and slowly held her face.

"I have always... been paying attention to you silently. It's just that I... didn't know how to express my feelings at that time. Until now, I still don't know... I restrained all my emotions, reluctant to let go, reluctant to exert force. I'm afraid it will bother you, and I'm afraid you won't understand." There were tears in his eyes.

"You are different from everyone else. You are kind, tough, serious, excellent, and independent..."

"Rang Wan, I'm so afraid that you will disappear again as soon as I leave. How many more four years do we have to wait?"

"Let Wan..."

After these days of getting along, she had doubts, and she had seen it when she looked into his eyes sometimes.

At this moment, when everything came to the surface and faced with his deep affection, she couldn't explain her emotions.

She wanted to move her legs and find a place to sit, but she simply couldn't move. She looked up at him, and she heard her other self sneer in her heart, "Do you think he really likes you? Why do you want to get yourself into those ridiculous relationships? Are you not having a good time alone?"

"I'm fine by myself. Really fine!" She interrupted him. After compiling her mood, she looked into his eyes, "I always wake up and work, and when I'm tired from work, I go to rest."

"I'm doing fine in my world."

"I have never been able to convince myself to enter any relationship. I don't want to..."

Her voice was trembling and choked, and she was holding back the tears that were about to fall out, "Tao Zeru..."

The look in his eyes that looked at her dimmed again. He tried hard to calm the raging love and struggle in his heart.

It turns out that all her rejection and defensiveness came from fear.

Fear of losing, fear of being given up, fear of leaving, fear of being alone again.

It turns out that she has already closed her heart, takes care of everything by herself, sees through the harshness of the world, and no longer trusts anyone. She had been alone for so long that she thought she had become hard-hearted and invulnerable.

She suppressed her already torn emotions and spoke slowly, "...Tao Zeru, if that person is you, I want to give it a try."

She raised her head and looked at him. Her tears could no longer be restrained and fell one after another.

Her voice seemed to have traveled through time and space, so far away yet so clear. He raised his lowered eyes, which had just dimmed, and now looked at her tenderly and brightly.

Thousands of words are stuck in my throat.

He gently held her in his arms.

I understand your fears, your worries, and your weaknesses. Your strength, your warmth,

I knew it a long, long time ago.

Sorry, I am late.

He hugged her tightly unconsciously. It seemed like she would disappear in the next second.

Her eyes flashed and she leaned against his warm chest, countless tastes rolling in her heart.

She didn't know how many worries she still had,

But at this moment she just wanted to indulge in his arms.

This comforting embrace for her.

Lu Rangwan's tense body slowly relaxed. All doubts and precautions were removed at this moment.

What has been missing in my heart is true and down-to-earth love.

After holding her like this for an unknown amount of time, he held her face again, wrapping her in a warm, compassionate and restrained breath.

"Rang Wan, I like you." He lowered his head and slowly approached...

"Well... I'm hungry..." Rang Wan was holding her face in his hands. He was so close, her heart was beating fast, and that familiar breath hit her face. She's a little shy and a little nervous, and she...

He stopped and watched her face flush. Seeing her shyness, he made a low and soft voice, "Well... can we go out to eat?" He gently touched her face, Wipe those tear stains clean.

"Ah."

"Then don't drive me away..." He leaned over and stroked her hair, sorting out the mess he had made.

"..."

"If you don't answer, I'll take it as your default."

"If you don't behave, you still have to leave..."

"Young ones are guaranteed to be supervised."

A sweet feeling washed over him. The first time he held her hand, he will hold yours like this forever.

After dinner they took a walk along the Pihe River.

"Tao Zeru..."

"Ok?"

"I feel so unreal..." Not knowing how to describe her feelings, she squeezed his hand that was holding hers.

"Fool." He stroked her hair lovingly. He turned around and stopped in front of her with affectionate eyes.

"What can I do to make you feel real?" He unconsciously leaned down and stared at her.

"I……"

He looked directly into her eyes, "Rang Wan, I came too late. I left you alone for so long. I will always be here from now on. You will never be alone again."

Tao Zeru just looked at her quietly, the moonlight seemed to cast silver light for him, and his affectionate eyes were filled with all his affection, which was irresistible.

"Shall we go back later?" He held her hand and never let go.

"Okay. Let's take a walk then."

He suddenly squatted in front.

"What are you doing……"

"Let me carry you!" He patted his shoulder.

"..." She lay gently on his back, "I may be a little heavy..."

"But your boyfriend is tall and strong."

"...What...who wants a boyfriend like you..." She pinched his Adam's apple and muttered.

"You have to ask for it even if you don't want it, don't even think about defaulting on it!"

The water of the Pihe River flows slowly and leisurely. Moonlight fills the water.

No one doesn't expect love. Throughout our lives we go around loving and being loved. Longing for love but wary of love.

Lu Rangwan hugged his neck, and she asked in her heart, would she be like this if it were someone else? I feel so warm in my heart that I can't help but want to get closer. Is it because that person is Tao Zeru?

"Tao Zeru, when we humans like someone, does it happen to be that person at that moment, or can anyone do it at that moment?"

"If that person wasn't you, I would probably still be in the office thinking about which city would be suitable for the next store."

"We love someone only because this person is this person, and we will burst out with such emotions. If anyone can do it, what else can human beings sing about?"

Hearing his answer, he unconsciously pursed his lips and smiled, "Are you tired? I'll go by myself."

How could she be willing to let go of such a sweet and gentle woman?

"Your boyfriend is great, okay?" She lay on his shoulder, her eyes a little blurry. After a while, she started talking to herself.

"I used to be very... bad. I couldn't do e-commerce well. I couldn't sell a single order for half a month. I went to the library alone to look for e-commerce books, and also searched for tutorials on Douyin. At that time, it was easy to get discouraged, but it was also very difficult. It's easy to cheer up. On days when I don't have orders, I just read books, including Yu Hua, Lu Xun, and our professional books.

Afraid of being idle, afraid of being useless.

I memorized many, many books that I didn’t need at all. After memorizing them, I would drink a cup of yogurt. If I couldn’t memorize them, I would drink a cup of yogurt and continue memorizing them. At that time, I had drank a lifetime of yogurt.

During those days, I really wished that someone could take me for a while. I was eager for someone to take me and yet extremely afraid of someone taking me. I hesitated like this until today.

I was the only one left in my family, and I lived alone in this city for four years. Looking back now, four years, just like four days, a lot of things seem to have changed quietly in that time. Thank you very much for these days of silence. "

He carried her on his back, felt her gentle breath, and listened to her pour out her heart.

"You know what? I regret these past two years. Why didn't I go back and finish reading? In high school, we worked so hard, slept so little, and memorized and did questions every day. I really failed... we worked so hard at that time. of myself.”

"It seems that no matter what path you choose in life, you will always have regrets!"