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There are so many places worth visiting in Xinjiang. I have been away for nearly twenty days and I really don’t dare to delay any longer. There is a lot of work waiting to be done at home.

It is always difficult for adults to achieve complete freedom. If you play for a few more days, you really have to go back.

Tao Zeru really loves wild places, so he had to go to Duku Highway No. 1, and Dushanzi Grand Canyon was the first stop.

Billions of years have passed and time has passed, but I still love you! This oath sign stands on the edge of the cliff. Passers-by will take a picture of it, with the millions of ravines on the earth in the background.

This oath is our countless attachment and yearning for this planet. I will still love you even after hundreds of millions of years have passed!

"Billions of years ago, there was a glacier here. I imagined that glacier in my mind, but I couldn't imagine what it really looked like. Later, the earth's crust moved and the glacier melted. It was continuously washed away by the glacier water of hundreds of millions of years. Finally, there are thousands of clear ravines. There have been countless such crustal activities on the earth. This is the most spectacular... shocking!"

Tao Zeru took her towards the canyon. He really wanted to fly over and touch those black and gray sedimentary rocks with his own hands. Their lines were so magnificent and moving.

The Grand Canyon in winter is gray and black, the snow is almost invisible, and the waves are majestic. The texture photographed by the drone is like the strange scales of the earth. It is difficult to imagine that this is the mark left by the melting glacier.

Tao Zeru looked at the wrinkles, oldness, desolation, majesty and depth. Every time at this time, the loneliness of his childhood would come to his mind, and he would always think of the unspeakable past in such a desolate place. How many days no one knows, I sit alone at home. A child's day is completely different from an adult's day, how many minutes and seconds that is!

Every minute and every second washed over him like running water, and his heart was already like the thousands of ravines, landslides and rivers in front of him. No one will understand, ever.

With his intestines dry and his lungs thirsty, he never imagined that his world was easily locked by that lock. Who would have thought that Lu Rangwan's intrusion would break his story.

When walking on the glass plank road, he was instinctively afraid and unconsciously tightened his hold on her hand. Knowing that he was probably a little afraid of heights, she took his arm and smiled at him.

"When I was little, I wanted to be a circus performer, someone who could walk on a high rope. I always deliberately practiced standing on high places. One year, I climbed a tree and walked from one branch to another. There was no doubt that , the tree was crushed, and my arm was broken..."

"Fortunately, when I was young, my bones and flesh healed quickly, otherwise I wouldn't be able to hold your arm right now."

"Oh my god, this is the first time I know about your arm..."

"Not only that, it seems that I was always accompanied by scars when I was a child. I also have a less conspicuous burn on my neck, just below my chin. With my fair skin, almost no one knows about it."

Tao Zeru stopped and bent down to look up. He was familiar with this position. When kissing, his hand always liked to hold it here. When he held her face, his hand was also here. He had never noticed so many touches.

Are those childhood scars hidden deep? But they were clearly there and never hid.

"It's true, I've never noticed before..." He stroked her face with his hand, and gradually forgot about her fear of heights as she told her story.

"When I was very young, my father was still here. He poured water and put it on the table. Being ignorant, I knocked over the enamel cup, and the boiling water just poured on my face..."

"At that time, one of my faces was ruined. Everyone looked at me, who was burned to pieces, and came up with an idea: Throw it away, and have another one. How can I survive when I grow up? How can I get married when I grow up like this? Children are discriminated against... there are many well-intentioned people. person."

"My mother couldn't help but shed tears every time she said this. She and my father were so sorry for me that they could only tie up my hands and take me to the hospital to prevent scratches. There was only so much the doctor could do. Every day I cried until I collapsed, and my father couldn't bear it anymore, so he asked the doctor to give me an injection. My mother didn't say whether it was for pain relief, sedation, or sleep. She just said that after each injection, I fell asleep and calmed down. When I woke up, I was heartbroken. I was crying with splitting lungs, and I had no idea how many injections I had, but I finally got through the most difficult time. My mother said that the scar on my neck was caused by the friction of the collar of her cotton-padded jacket when she kept twisting her neck in pain."

"On the third day of the burn, my mother can't remember. My grandpa got a box of dog oil from a friend and applied it carefully on me day after day. Chinese medicine said dog oil can treat burns. Chinese medicine is really great. Without this, It's a folk remedy, I can't imagine it..." She turned to look at him, and he had been watching her.

"At that time, I really didn't know how patient my family was when facing me with a ferocious face. They were sad, desperate and hopeful... Finally, the face Tao Zeru liked was saved!" She stood in front of him and asked pretending to be surprised. Do you still like this face?"

"I like it!" Without a moment's hesitation, at the end of the glass walkway, "I asked why this face is so beautiful. It turns out that she suffered a lot and was reborn." He kissed her lips.

"Thank you..." She walked with him through this more than 100-meter high-altitude glass plank road during her childhood.

"When I was a child, I had a lot of skin injuries. These skin injuries hurt my body and my parents' hearts. I never remember these injuries. My mother would talk about them later. She would shed tears every time she talked about them." And his The hurt is hidden deep in my heart, the pain is deep in my heart, and no one can understand it.

"When I grew up, I was afraid of going to the hospital. I was very scared. The shadow left on people's psychology can never be erased." She snuggled into his arms, "Tao Zeru, it's great that we have met each other in this life.

It's such a pity that we can't go back to our childhood. We really want to go back and cheer for our younger selves.

Those difficult times are like the thousands of sharp cuts in the canyon in front of us. They are about to split the weak us. They will never be able to achieve us. They are our weaknesses, and they hurt when touched.

I love you, your ravages, your bravery and wisdom.

Don't be afraid, I will always be with you.

You hold my hand, I will be with you. "

Tao Zeru didn't talk about her loneliness at the moment, but she could understand "How did you find out?"

"I don't know. Just looking at the landscape of the canyon, which has been going on for hundreds of millions of years, and has naturally destroyed the world, and you are standing on the cliff, indescribable desolation. I think you miss your childhood.

I don’t know how much suffering you have suffered...

Think of it as a gas station. That little self must have wanted to know what happened to him later, so we worked together to tell him the answer.

Tao Zeru..." She squeezed his hand, "I will stay with you, like this, for the rest of my life. "

"Okay!" It's enough that there is one person in this world who understands. "Rang Wan, you are my answer.

You brought me out of the darkness and confusion. "

"Then I'm great. But I still think the best thing is you. You gave the world a chance to love you."

"You don't know how comforted I am to tell you this. If I didn't have you, how would I complete myself." Tao Zeru held her hand, "No, you have always been you. I have been accumulating strength for a long time."

They stood side by side. I should write this moment with soul-stirring words, but the beauty in my memories is like the sediment accumulated at the bottom of the river. Even if you stir it up, it will soon settle down. Memories cannot surge, they just sink quietly at the bottom of the river. When you step in and search, you will find them shining brightly, bringing you infinite peace.