Mr. milk tea, sweet

"That person doesn't look like me, that's not the reason why you do what you do, right? You just wanted to do it on a whim, so why do you want to take my name?"

"Don't you think that person is like me, so you won't do it?"

"Rang Wan, last night I..." He realized that he might have told the whole story.

"Yes, you said it. You said you met that person who looked like me again. No matter what happened between you, it's your business. I don't care, but I can't stand it when you said that person looked like me. Is it really because she looked like me that you..." Her voice turned from louder to softer, and she slowly lost strength. Arguing was not her thing.

Love is really unfavorable, it can easily turn a person into a sensitive and suspicious neurotic.

"..." He didn't say anything, turned around and sat on the sofa. Lu Rangwan tied his hair and went out with his bag.

The wind in Zhoucheng was very cold and it hurt her face. She wrapped herself in a thick down jacket and prepared to buy bread. The store was a bit far away and she needed to take the subway and walk a while.

When he came back, Tao Zeru was still sitting on the sofa and didn't move.

"My friend made King Cake, which was so big. I also bought some scones and slices of bread. I took the subway and there were a lot of people. Guess what else I bought?"

Tao Zeru watched her put the bread in the refrigerator without saying anything, and she didn't continue talking.

"Let me." He came over and pulled her to sit down. "I might..."

He tried to explain something, but couldn't seem to explain clearly, "I know, let's let it pass." Maybe the cold wind made him sober up.

"Let me finish, I don't want this to be a hurdle for us."

"..." She sat on the sofa, opened a bottle of Umemi wine she had just bought, and poured two glasses. "I just bought it. I really want to try it. Is it okay if I want to try it?" She raised her little head and looked at it. Look at him as if nothing happened.

She was always so pure and free of impurities. Tao Zeru was fascinated by it. He sat aside and said, "Rang Wan, I don't know how to explain it, but I..."

He kept thinking, but didn't know how to explain it.

She took a sip and smiled, "Let me tell you...

You missed me very much then and wanted to find me. When you see someone who looks like me, you feel a little happy, and I feel like you, but you know that it's not me after all, so you restrain yourself.

I understand this, I understand it, and I accept it.

I never doubted you, never wanted to get to the bottom of it. I believe that we love each other. I am not noble but selfish.

I really don't like hearing this, I don't want to hear such words, it will make me feel very uncomfortable.

Your wife is very beautiful, but I can't accept it. I don't want to hear these things, it's so uncomfortable. "

She still cares about it. If she doesn't mention it, she won't know. If she knows, how can she pretend that she doesn't know.

It turns out that falling in love with someone can happen thousands of times. If I had known this, I shouldn't have entered into such a complicated relationship.

She picked up the wine glass and took another sip. "Sorry for the delay."

"It's me who should say I'm sorry. Obviously you did nothing wrong. It's my own problem."

"Tao Zeru, it's over, let's not talk about it again, okay?" She felt that her heart was full of glass shards, and it hurt if she moved even a little bit.

Tao Zeru thought of the women he was looking for. Some had a personality like hers, some had eyes like hers...but none of them were her. Yes, he shouldn't have said how cruel he was to her.

"Rang Wan, I used to lose my mind and go crazy. I shouldn't..."

"I am despicable and shameless. To tell you such a ridiculous thing will make your heart beat wildly."

She took a sip of wine and lay on the table. "I don't know if it's because I'm restless, but my heart hurts. I feel like countless pictures are flying into my mind, and they keep telling me everything that happened in the past..."

Her voice was obviously moist. "How can I make myself a bystander... Is Wan Wan Lei Qing the reason why you do everything? You shouldn't let me know."

Seeing her lying on the table in pain and muttering, he panicked, "Rang Wan, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have,"

At that time, he seemed to have experienced a lot of wind, rain, and mud, going from low to high. He probably wanted to indulge himself and couldn't find an excuse. She was his only excuse.

"Rang Wan, forgive me..."

"I'm not angry with you, it's because I'm too fanciful. You have absolute freedom to do anything, but I'm too demanding."

Should she be happy? A man loves her so much that he even wants to have sex with someone who looks like him. How come the more she thinks about it, the dirtier and dirtier she becomes, and the more uncomfortable she becomes.

She poured another glass and drank it in one gulp. It feels really uncomfortable to suddenly discover that the person you love has so many stories.

She remembered the many nights in the past when she would turn on the projector with potato chips in her hands after work, huddled in the bed, still greedily wishing for time to slow down even late at night.

At that time, I was so simple, and my heart was empty and unfettered. Now, one or two words can make waves in my heart, which is really bad.

I can't go back, I can never go back, I only have myself in my heart.

She was lying on the table, her head buried deeply, and Tao Zeru was stroking her hair. She didn't want to cry. She felt that she was becoming more and more crying and less and less like herself.

"Let Wan...I'm sorry."

Not wanting to hide all her grievances, she raised her head and lay in his arms, crying. She was used to getting along with herself, her emotions were habitually restrained, and she never let her emotions go.

"Tao Zeru, you can't use my name in the future..." Tears filled the corners of her mouth, and Tao Zeru's heart ached.

"You like it if you like it. How can you say it's because you look like me...I'm not dead. Why do you have to say you go there because you look like me...I don't like your game bearing my name!" He nodded repeatedly. , he knew he was terribly wrong.

"You really went too far, why did you say these things?" She beat him, the more she beat him, the more aggrieved she became. In the end, only tears fell on his heart.

"Life will make me miserable in the future. When you meet me who is more like a teenager, will you..."

"Rang Wan, never again." He hugged her tightly, "I only love you. When I'm confused, when I'm awake, I love you."

"You will, and you still will. There are countless possibilities in your world, and I am just one of them."

She had always known that they were not in the same world from the beginning. It was his obsession with them when they were teenagers that led to this relationship.

"Tao Zeru, I used to be alone. It would be better to be a little lonely than it is now." There were so many tears that I couldn't stop.

"Rang Wan, I don't have so many possibilities. I only have one possibility like you. With you, nothing matters." He really wanted to explain himself, but how could he explain it all clearly? The more she said that she would only The sadder it gets.

How should he express his heart when he could only hug him tightly?

"You're talking nonsense! You can still live a good life without me. You can always find countless beauties like me!"

"Let Wan..." He was so cruel. How could he let her know such a story? It was neither romantic nor exciting. It was like the barbecue condiments dropped on the back. The grainy and foreign body feeling in contact with the skin was unimaginable.

"I need to sleep, have a good sleep, maybe I'll be fine when I wake up. I'll fall asleep after I drink this bottle." She started to pour the wine, and he took the bottle, "Say late, I'll coax you." Go to sleep. Don’t drink. I’ll hold you.”