After I was killed by domestic violence, I violently raped my whole family

But when he arrived at the door of the store, Su Ping hesitated. It looked quite impressive, so it must be expensive, right?

He turned around and looked at his thin little sister, gritted his teeth and strode in. He had about seventy yuan on him, so he probably ate less.

I just don’t know if there are any steamed buns for sale there, so he can just order a plate of steamed buns.

Su An took his brother to find a seat and sat down, and said to the younger brother who came up to him, "Brother, we want two bowls of haggis soup, a plate of grilled buns, and twenty meat skewers."

As soon as he finished speaking, an old man at the table opposite raised his head, "Xiao Su?"

Su An turned around and looked over, with a smile on his face. "Uncle Luo? What a coincidence? Are you eating here too?"

"It's just a coincidence, it's fate." Uncle Luo was not polite at all, and walked towards Su An's table with the soup bowl and pancakes in front of him.

Su An quickly raised his head and said to the waiter, "Well, add ten more meat skewers."

"By the way, Uncle Luo, do you want haggis soup?"

Uncle Luo shook his head, "No, no, no, I'm almost done, but I can still eat two meat skewers."

"Okay, that's it." Su An waved to the waiter.

"This is?" Uncle Luo looked at Su Ping and asked Su An.

Su An quickly introduced, "This is my brother, my real brother, his name is Su Ping."

"Brother, this is Uncle Luo. Just follow me and call me Uncle Luo."

Su Ping looked at his sister and shouted angrily towards Uncle Luo, "Uncle Luo."

Uncle Luo, who was familiar with him, stretched out his hand to squeeze Su Ping's biceps, patted his shoulder, and sighed, "Good frame, so strong, but it's a pity that he is a little older, otherwise he would be a good young man in martial arts. "

Su An smiled and said, "Come on, my brother is not interested in practicing martial arts. He has a simple temper and is not suitable."

"By the way, Uncle Luo, you haven't been to the gym recently? I've been to the gym several times in the past, but I haven't met you yet?"

Uncle Luo pushed the large stack of fried pancakes in front of him towards the middle of the table and motioned to Su An to eat while talking.

Su An was not polite, picked up a piece and took a bite. Seeing that his brother didn't move, he also took a piece for his brother.

Su Ping took a careful look at Uncle Luo, then took the pancake handed over by his sister, put it to his mouth and bit it slowly.

"Something happened some time ago. I haven't been there for a few days. I'm done with my work during this period, and now I start wandering around all day again!"

"Why are you eating out alone?"

"Anyway, I will eat alone when I go home."

Su An was puzzled, "You live alone?"

"Yes, the children are busy. Few of them come back. The children were gone years ago." Speaking of this, Uncle Luo's mood seemed a bit low.

"By the way, how are you? Last time I heard you say that your in-laws..."

Su An glanced at her brother and nodded quickly, "It's good, it's good, I didn't suffer any loss."

"As long as you don't suffer a loss, it's just a fool who stands still. Your own comfort is the first priority. The rest... hum... none of my business..."

Looking at the rebellious old man with an open-minded personality, Su An couldn't help but ask the question that he had been thinking about.

"Uncle Luo, why do some people in this world, when faced with conflicts with others, only have extreme fear in their hearts? They are like useless people and have no idea how to resist..."

After hearing what Su An said, Uncle Luo grabbed the pancake in his hand and threw it into his soup bowl, while answering casually.

"What's so strange about this? The environment in which they grew up, as well as something that the other party remembers vividly while growing up, as well as many, many reasons, can cause this situation."

"There is a person like this around me. When he was a child, his father was an alcoholic. When he was drunk, his father liked to beat people. When he grew up, he resisted and experienced conflicts first-hand, and was beaten and abused. Repeating this experience many times made him subconsciously develop a fear of conflict in his mind."

"So his character is also cowardly, and he will subconsciously avoid conflicts."

"Humans, after all, are intelligent creatures. They have been beaten and scolded a lot, and have experienced a lot. So when they encounter similar things, they will subconsciously avoid the pain from happening again."

"Human imagination is very rich, and it is easy to connect different and different things together, which affects normal life and self-control. The most important thing is that the old shadow in his heart has been there for a long time. After a long time, it will affect his normal habits and thinking!"

"It is very difficult for this kind of person to change, or they need a lot of desensitization training, which is to repeatedly rehearse the conflicts he is afraid of so that he will not be afraid. But this is very painful and painful for people with psychological shadows. scary."

"If you say that a person can have these experiences, then his native environment must be very bad. It takes a lot of courage and courage to escape from this environment and face conflicts head-on..."

"Xiao Su, let me tell you this. Many of people's psychological flaws, timidity, fragility, and helplessness are the self-preservation rules for survival in harsh and cruel environments and under the control of elders. That is the survival instinct. Establish a psychological barrier.”

"If you've been beaten a lot and scolded a lot, of course you'll hide from people when you see them. This is human nature."

"Of course, such people are also weak in terms of competitiveness and survivability in all aspects. That's why there is a saying that misfortune in childhood will lead to trouble in youth, which will then lead to misfortune in middle age. It may even be a vicious cycle, which will affect My own next generation.”

Confusion flashed in Su An's eyes, "This kind of person is really incompetent, useless, and annoying, right?"

Uncle Luo shook his head, "You can't say that. He was forced to compromise and was weak. He was incompetent and useless in the eyes of others. At least he protected his past self and allowed himself to survive."

"There's nothing he can do. I think that only by experiencing life and death can we break through this limit."

After listening to Uncle Luo's words, the big stone that Su An was pressing on broke into several pieces with a click, and he felt relaxed.

Even after she came back, she never let herself suffer again.

But she has been regretting, blaming herself, and even resenting herself in her previous life. Every time she thinks of something, she hates her incompetent self.

How could she be so useless, so incompetent, and how could she live her life like that?

Why is it that every time when faced with a conflict or even a small conflict, I can't help but tremble with fear?

Even if a stranger yelled at her loudly, she would be so frightened that she would shed tears.

Those bad memories made her continue to reject herself and struggle with self-disgust.

Thinking about it now, before she entered the Zhao family in her previous life, for a long time, even if she was alone or even sleeping, she would be afraid of a sudden slap on her face and head.

Su An obviously felt that something was wrong with her mental state.

Now, she seems to have a persecution delusion. She always feels in her heart that if she doesn't kill the other party, the other party will secretly come back with revenge, but the other reason in her mind keeps telling her that she can't kill, killing is... illegal…..

"Here you go, your haggis soup and kebabs~"

"An'an? The food is served."

Su Ping shouted angrily to his stunned sister.

Su An came back to her senses and saw her brother sitting in front of her with concern.

She seemed to have figured something out, and a relieved smile appeared on her face.

Su An in my previous life, I forgive you.