After I was killed by domestic violence, I violently raped my whole family

"Why don't you let him beat me to death?" Ai Xiaolan said in a hoarse voice.

"It is impossible for Ai Xiaoqing and I to reconcile. Either she dies or I die. Hehe, she is magnanimous. If it weren't for her, would I be where I am today?"

When Chen Aru saw that Ai Xiaolan still looked dead after she had said so much, her lungs immediately started to burn.

"Just do it, I'll see when you kill yourself."

"Your father is right. As you are, it's really better to die outside back then!"

After Chen Aru finished yelling, he turned around and left angrily. As soon as he left the ward, he met Ai Xiaolan's attending doctor in the corridor.

"Hello, are you Ai Xiaolan's family member? I'm looking for you. Come to my office. I have something to ask you."

Ai Xiaolan turned to look at her mother's leaving back, with no emotion in her eyes. This was not the first time she heard this sentence, and it would not be the last time.

When she was ten years old, her parents gave Ai Xiaoqing the new clothes she planned to use for the Chinese New Year without her consent. When she found out, she cried and made a fuss, insisting that Ai Xiaoqing take them off and return them to her.

During the quarrel, for some reason, Ai Xiaoqing rolled down the stairs, and then she was slapped twice by her father. She was so angry that she cursed her parents for being partial, and then ran out of the house crying.

It was dark and cold outside. She was very scared, but she didn't dare to go home. She could only stand crying not far from home, waiting for her parents to come out and call her back, but she waited for a long time and no one came out to look for her. she.

Her parents, mother, and brother seemed to have forgotten about her, and they all comforted Ai Xiaoqing at home.

It was obvious that her new clothes for celebrating the New Year were taken away, it was obviously her who was beaten, and it was obviously her who ran out crying in the middle of the night, but no one came out to look for her.

Everyone was comforting Ai Xiaoqing at home, who couldn't stand steady and fell.

She hated Ai Xiaoqing so much that she turned around and ran further away. Then an uncle appeared. He took her home, gave her food and told her to stop crying.

She escaped only in the afternoon of the next day. She was extremely scared. When she got home, her parents scolded her, and her brother even glared at her as if he were an enemy.

It turned out that because she ran out last night and had not returned home late at night, Ai Xiaoqing went out to look for her because she was afraid that her parents would be worried. Then she caught a cold and coughed in the rain.

Everyone gathered around Ai Xiaoqing, coaxing her to take medicine and taking her to see a doctor. No one noticed what happened to her.

Later, she became increasingly unable to control her emotions, especially Ai Xiaoqing, who made her very easy to lose control. Although later, after Ai Chengpeng took her to watch the execution, she also restrained herself a lot.

But only she knew that she was in great pain in her heart. In order to prevent her parents from being angry and looking at her with such disappointed eyes, she tried hard to suppress her desire to do evil.

But it is not easy to restrain yourself from doing bad things.

In particular, she had to face Ai Xiaoqing's provocations every day, and was stimulated by their loving mother and filial piety at any time. She became more and more painful and her temper became darker and darker.

She started to harm herself non-stop. She knew that she must be sick. She told her mother, who told her to stop making trouble.

She told her brother, who looked at her with disgust and said that she deserved to die from illness.

She wanted to tell her father, but before she could say anything, his father left impatiently.

She was in too much pain and depression. She often tortured herself at night, then bought medicine and applied it on herself. During the day, she pretended as if nothing had happened. No one could save her. She wanted to save herself. She tried hard to go to the library, search for books, and think Want to know what's wrong with you?

Then I randomly prepared myself some diazepam and anti-anxiety and irritability medicines according to the book.

Chen Aru followed the doctor to the office. The anger on her face had not subsided, but her good upbringing allowed her to quickly calm down.

"doctor?"

Doctor Ge looked at Chen Aru and said bluntly, "How long have Ai Xiaolan been having this symptom?"

Chen Aru was a little confused, "What are these symptoms?"

"It's just irritability, poor self-control, self-abuse, etc."

"Self-abuse?" Chen Aru raised her voice fiercely.

Then he said to himself, "This is another new trick, it's endless, it's really endless!!!"

Her face was full of boredom, year after year, day after day, let alone Ai Chengpeng, she, the biological mother, had reached the point where she couldn't bear it.

Doctor Ge looked puzzled, "Comrade Chen, you don't know?"

Chen Aru looked impatient, "How would I know? She is in and out all day long. Who knows what is going on in her mind?"

Dr. Ge said solemnly, "You guys should clear it out. Look at the scars all over her body. New injuries and old injuries alternate. They should have been there for many years. Also, try not to irritate her and keep her emotionally stable. If conditions permit, If so, take her to a psychiatric consultation as soon as possible.”

When Chen Aru came out of Dr. Ge's office, her whole body was about to explode.

Ai Xiaolan just wanted to commit suicide at home, but now she was so embarrassed that she came to the hospital and was treated as a lunatic.

She rushed into Ai Xiaolan's ward angrily. Ai Xiaolan still looked dead as before, lying on the bed expressionlessly, staring at the ceiling with wide eyes.

Chen A'ru stepped forward and threw the quilt away, "Are you done yet? How long are you going to make trouble? How long are you going to torture us? Tell me?"

"Didn't you harm yourself? Come and see, where did you harm yourself? Why didn't you stab yourself in the heart?

Why not just wipe your neck? ", Chen Aru lowered his voice and roared angrily, and reached out to pull Ai Xiaolan's clothes.

Ai Xiaolan curled up quickly like a frightened shrimp, but Chen Aru was faster, grabbing her clothes and pulling them down hard. With a crash, one sleeve was torn open.

The nightmares from the past emerged in her mind, madness flashed in Ai Xiaolan's eyes, and she started to go crazy, screaming and jumping.

"Ah ah ah ah, go away, go away, kill you, kill you..."

Chen Aru was frightened by Ai Xiaolan's madness and took a big step back. Her eyes were fixed on the opponent's exposed arm. There were criss-cross scars on the arm, some were new, some were old, and some were scars. The knife marks had burn marks, which looked shocking.

She finally understood the seriousness of the matter, "Doctor!!!"

"doctor!!!!"

Following Chen Aru's rapid and sharp roar, Dr. Ge rushed in with several people in white coats.

Ai Xiaolan was subdued, and with one injection, she was completely quiet.

Chen Aru was shocked, "Why is this happening? Xiaolan, what happened to Xiaolan?"

Several medical staff put Ai Xiaolan on the bed and walked out. Doctor Ge frowned and looked at Chen Aru, "What did you say to her?"

"Didn't I tell you not to irritate her? Just after I finished explaining, she lost control of her emotions."

Chen Aru opened his mouth, but nothing came out.

She walked towards the quiet Ai Xiaolan and reached out to lift off her clothes.

Then his pupils trembled, he covered his mouth and took a big step back.

"How...how could this happen?"