God vs. Lone Star, you and I are a pair

"I can't let my child be born into a family like this. He will watch his mother being beaten when he was a child, and then beat his wife when he grows up." Su Ho clenched the knife in his hand and walked step by step towards the bedroom. .

She went from being extremely shocked when she was beaten for the first time to wanting to call the police for divorce to being numb. Su Ho couldn't even remember why she had indulged this man over and over again. She had watched a TV show called "Don't Talk to Strangers" when she was a child. The gentle doctor's face changed instantly, which was a shadow of her childhood. But how many times had they expressed their feelings towards her? The heroine sneered at the weakness and firmly believed that such a thing would never happen to her. Even if she unfortunately encountered such a scumbag, she would definitely stay away from him as soon as possible.

Su Ho held the knife tightly and walked to the bed step by step. What happened to him? Step by step, he became like this. He was even grateful because a certain beating did not leave any scars.

The handsome face he once had has long been blurred in his memory, and all he can remember is that ferocious and disgusting look.

He pinched his neck, his already big eyes seemed to fall out of their sockets, and the facial muscles that had become a little loose after the age of 30 moved horizontally as he gritted his teeth. His nostrils also opened wide, and the flesh of his cheeks trembled with the force of his hands.

"Let me tell you, you are my son in life and I will be my ghost in death. If you want to divorce, there is no way."

"You want to die, dream about your parents, think about it for yourself, I will stab them to death one by one."

"You want to sue me? Go? You go, I tell you, I will come out in five or six years at most, and the first thing I will do when I come out is to kill your whole family."

These words followed each other like a shadow, appearing in Su Ho's mind sentence by sentence. When she took one step back, Lu Xiaoyu took ten steps forward, threatening her with her job and her parents.

Now, she has retreated to the point of no return, and when she thinks about tomorrow, she feels deep despair. Her life was already so miserable, how could she bring another ignorant child into the world under such circumstances. She even foresees that a child will be another bargaining chip to contain her. What's more, she feels sick when she thinks that there is a child in this world who has the same blood as her and him.

Su Ho's whole body ached. She had been beaten three times since she found out she was secretly taking birth control pills. She realized that her future was a dead end, and the only way to solve it was for him to die or for her to die.

She thought of Liu Jingru she met today. When they looked at each other, she saw relief in Liu Jingru's eyes. It would be great if her husband suddenly died in any way one day. She just sat on the ground. She imagined that she was sitting at work in the Shen Group, and suddenly a policeman came and informed her, "Lu Xiaoyu is dead."

Su Ho suddenly admired Liu Jingru. She could still hold back her happiness and joy in front of outsiders. If it were her, she might not even be able to pretend to be expressionless.

When the time comes, she will definitely sell the house, get rid of the old woman, and start her new life again.

She raised the knife repeatedly, but finally lacked the courage to stab the sleeping Lu Xiaoyu.

"Why do you, a rotten person like you, want me to support you even if you die?" She knew that even if she had ten million reasons, as long as she stabbed her with this knife, her life would be completely over. No matter how sympathetic her experience is, the law is still the law.

She suddenly remembered the mutual aid organization she joined in the church three months ago because of domestic violence. Thinking of this, she laughed to herself. Everyone inside was just like her. They were being abused at home, but they still pretended to be nonchalant outside. Even their mutual aid organization did not dare to mention the word domestic violence. Said he was depressed.

There was a sister who was a few years older than her. When she went there for the third time, she suddenly left the mutual aid club with a smile on her face.

She was confused at the time, because in this mutual aid group, she saw similar experiences on the faces of other people. That was the first time she saw someone leave with a smile.

Two months later, another group member left, but it was said that she could not bear the torture and committed suicide.

Recently, she kept thinking of that smiling woman. She was almost sure that she had solved her troubles once and for all, and at this moment, she seemed to be sure of what it took to solve her problems once and for all.

She opened her phone case and found a small note inside. It was the phone number left for her by the cheerful elder sister at that time.

The woman seemed to be named Xu Hui, and when she gave her the number, she said meaningfully: "Call after you think about it."