God vs. Lone Star, you and I are a pair

Zhou Jingyan especially likes to sit alone on the swing in the middle of the lotus pond at night. The wind at night is not so hot, and the sound of crickets and frogs is coming and going. She can't see the tall buildings and can't hear the real sound of traffic. It makes her feel a little like Su Yunqin. Master.

Today she stayed outside until 9: as usual, meditating and reviewing the contents of the scriptures taught by her previous master. When walking back, I found Shen Xiujing sitting alone in a pavilion in the middle of the lake drinking, with an indescribable feeling of loneliness in his figure.

"Would you like a drink?" Shen Xiujing saw her and said lightly.

Zhou Jingyan shook his head, "Sister, are you unhappy with anything?"

Shen Xiujing took another sip, her face turning slightly red.

"Have you ever loved someone, only to find out later that not only did he not lie to you, he was also a scumbag."

Zhou Jingyan continued to shake his head.

Shen Xiujing remembered what her brother had told her. The experience of the woman in front of her was also another kind of tragedy. A 27-year-old woman had no chance to experience it, so there was no talk of love and hate.

"I was very beautiful when I was young. I had a good family background and a good education. I was admired by stars wherever I went. Everyone praised me for being beautiful and smart." Zhou Jingyan couldn't empathize and couldn't answer the conversation. He could only listen quietly. .

"When I was 22 years old, my brother and I returned to China and both worked in my father's company. They said that my father wanted to train two successors, and my daughter was no exception. I met a man, and I didn't like him at first. I felt He is too superficial, he just has a good-looking skin. But, who knows, maybe when pheromones rise when you are young, even the smartest people become fools." He said with a self-deprecating smile, and drank again Take a bite.

"Except for the fact that he doesn't have a prominent family background, he really has nothing wrong with him. We quickly fell in love. I spent most of my private time with him. He took me to the night market, to eat at roadside stalls, and there. Dancing in a small dance hall with a lot of people, riding bicycles. In short, it is a life that I have never experienced as the darling of the Shen family. "

"Only my brother and my mother knew about my relationship with him at the time. My brother said he had too many calculations in his eyes, and I scoffed. The women around him were not the same. My mother only said that I was still young and could use more experiences. Decide later.”

Shen Xiujing sipped the wine, her eyes slightly confused, as if she couldn't understand herself when she was young.

"The day my mother and brother had an accident, I was supposed to come back, but he kept pestering me in various ways, so I ended up not going home and hanging out with him. Maybe it was the telepathy of the twins. I woke up from a nightmare at about 2 a.m. Come here, I'm so flustered that I can't sleep. He's by my side to comfort me." At this point, Shen Xiujing's eyes were full of hatred.

"After my brother and my mother had an accident, I was hit hard, but I managed to help my father handle his funeral arrangements, take care of the company, and take care of my younger brother. Until I found out that my father had been with me even before my mother died. My boyfriend's sister was having an affair. My brother was right. One brother and sister fell in love with me, and the other hooked up with my dad. I lost control of my emotions that day. That woman, who is worthy of being a movie actress, said in front of me, She wants to be my stepmother and let me call her uncle from now on. At the same time, she cried to my dad that I bullied her."

Shen Xiujing recalled the farce and sneered.

"I had a fight with my father. I said that he and this woman teamed up to kill my mother. I also found someone to follow her. I couldn't sleep all night long. I often dreamed that my brother was covered in blood. Tell me, look, I said your man is a bit bad, but you don’t believe it. Now I am dead, my mother is dead, and my younger brother is disabled. I made a fuss with him and asked him to kill his sister with a knife."

When Zhou Jingyan heard her breathing getting faster and faster, he knew that she was getting emotional and drank again, so he put away her wine glass and gently stroked her back with his hand. Shen Xiujing felt that the hatred that could not be vented was rushing to the top of his head. And unwillingness seems to slowly settle over the years and become trance-like.

"Later, he and my father personally sent me to a psychiatric hospital, saying that I was suffering from brain problems due to stimulation. However, his sister did not become my stepmother as she wished. Who knew that in the end, after all the mechanisms were exhausted, she got married to someone else? Clothes, hahahaha." Shen Xiujing burst out laughing, choking and coughing. Zhou Jingyan gently comforted her and asked softly: "What happened next?"

"Well, my father later brought Zhu Fenglin in less than a year after my mother died. At that time, that little bastard Shen Xiuzhe was already half a year old. When my grandfather found out, he was furious and beat my father's head with a cane. After everything was broken, he picked up our siblings, and I slowly woke up."

Shen Xiujing's eyes were filled with sober cruelty. "The word "emotion" is nothing more than the love between you and me. It cannot compare to his flesh and blood relatives, and I accept that."

"But no matter what the reason is, I will never forgive you for harming my relatives."