God vs. Lone Star, you and I are a pair

When Shen Xiujun returned home, he went to the study first. When he lay down on the bed, it was already two o'clock in the middle of the night. He kept convincing himself that he was busy investigating things, but both he and Zhou Jingyan understood that this violent and cruel side of him made Zhou Jingyan... He was frightened. Although this was not the first time, he still didn't know how to deal with this matter.

He drank a little. In Shen Xiuyun's dictionary, drinking would make people move slowly and reduce judgment, and using alcohol to numb oneself was even more despicable to him. But today, he drank a full half glass of white wine. He finally understood that in everyone's life, there will be times when we are weak and need excuses.

He smelled of alcohol and lay next to Zhou Jingyan. Zhou Jingyan's back was turned to him. He was a little angry and deliberately moved towards her again, his arm with the man's hot body temperature pressed tightly against her back.

Listening to the slightly heavy breathing behind him, Zhou Jingyan sighed secretly, turned around, and gently touched his face with his hand: "I know you are sad, sad, and angry. Although I don’t like you like that, I understand you.”

In the darkness, Shen Xiujun's eyes suddenly turned red. He just turned off the lights and could not see anyone but himself. Starting from the night of the car accident, his childhood was terminated. His youth was spent in hospital beds and rehabilitation, and he would never see him again. No one had comforted him like this.

He hugged her tightly, buried his head on her chest, and said in a choked voice: Thank you.

Zhou Jingyan touched his hair. The fragility this man occasionally showed was so life-threatening that it made people feel weak.

After Shen Xiujun calmed down, he kissed Zhou Jingyan gently. Maybe he would never admit it even to death. The wet tears on his face at this night were because he was afraid that she would stay away.

When Shen Xiujun unbuttoned the first button on her chest, Zhou Jingyan did not refuse. She just shyly looked to the other side. Shen Xiujun gently bit her chin with his teeth. There was a slight moonlight shining through the room. Through the loose curtains, Shen Xiuyun could see the tension and expectation in this woman's eyes.

The stray kitten Zhou Jingyan brought back often squatted under the window sill of her stage at night. Tonight, what sounded inside was not the gentle breathing and occasional talk in sleep, but the intertwined breathing sounds and deep moans of love.

The kitten turned over lazily. The two of them were too impatient. It was almost dawn, so the movement became quieter. But as the saying goes, the most terrifying thing is a man who has held it in for many years.

Shen Xiuyun was crawling on Zhou Jingyan's body, breathing heavily and heartbeating rapidly. He nuzzled her ear gently with the tip of his nose. The usually dull voice now had a deadly sexiness to it.

"You know, you smell a lot like my mother."

Zhou Jingyan used his fingers to comb his sweaty hair, "I think you said it before."

"But after getting along with you for a long time, I realized that it is still different. She made her own perfume. Although it also has the fragrance of grass and trees, it feels like several flavors are mixed together. The smell on your body is like dew. Green grass." As he spoke, he took a deep breath and breathed it out slowly.

Zhou Jingyan's whole body trembled from the stimulation of the hot gas. She felt that the skin on her neck, next to Shen Xiuyun's mouth, was numb in waves. Moreover, she found that Shen Xiuyun was becoming restless again.

She begged with a trembling voice: "Xiuyun, no, it's almost dawn."

Shen Xiuyun did not stop as she asked. He gasped and said: "Call my name, keep calling my name."

Zhou Jingyan hugged Shen Xiujun's broad, strong and smooth back tightly, raised his slender neck, and shouted softly:

"Xiuyun, Xiuyun, Xiuyun."

"Jing Yan, Jing Yan."

"Xiuyun, I'm here, I'm here."