After being homeless, he was picked up by God and brought home to be his husband.

There is an icy pond deep in the Royal Garden. It is still chilly in the summer, and the tentacles are so cold that they bite the bones.

The edge of the ice pond was dotted with fluorescent lights. Chu Yitang held a lamp in one hand and made a seal in his hand. Fish were swimming in the ice pond. The fish scales were transparent, projecting a fine jade-like luster under the moonlight. The lake surface trembled, and a floor tile on the side split, showing There is an underground corridor, and the rock walls on both sides are inlaid with countless luminous pearls all the way down. The light and shadow cast on the wall are divided into many uneven apertures by the cobblestones, illuminating the road ahead.

This corridor is very long, with stone steps winding down. At the corner at the end of the corridor, a faint blue light can be seen. It is not dazzling, but very weak, and it is lonely for a long time.

Chu Yitang held the lantern and slowly stopped at the corner. The dim light of the lantern made his face very white, without any blood, very sickly, and his fingertips were also pale and tight.

He hesitated at the door for a long time, and finally leaned the lantern gently against the door and walked in slowly.

This is a secret room.

The secret room was filled with cold air and was paved with crystal clear ice tiles. It was very empty and there were no extraneous furnishings. Only a glazed box was placed on the stone platform in the middle of the secret room, which could be clearly seen through the barrier. .

Chu Yitang lowered his eyes and dug his nails into the palm of his hand. He almost exhausted all his strength before he dared to reach out and touch the glass box very lightly. His lips moved and he called inaudibly.

"...Lanyu."

The young man was lying quietly in the glazed box, with a dense goose feather cushion underneath him. He had long black hair, gentle eyebrows, long eyebrows, a straight nose and thin lips. He had a unique appearance, even if he was lying quietly. Even without words, it is difficult to conceal the beauty of her appearance.

Chu Yitang looked at him through the glass box, his fingers caressing his face inch by inch with nostalgia. He didn't come here often, only once a year.

Only come to accompany him and talk to him on his death anniversary.

"I miss you so much, Lan Yu."

He leaned against the stone platform, his forehead pressed against the cold wall of the box, tapping his fingertips again and again, and talking to himself, his voice so low in his throat that he was almost inaudible.

"Have you missed me? I haven't come to see you for a long time. Don't you even remember me?"

Tears slipped down unknowingly, hitting his sleeves, blurring out a hazy water color. Chu Yitang's eyes were so empty, there was nothing in his pupils, only sadness that was so deep that it could not be seen in the sky, drowning him to the top, and there was nothing more. Call for help.

Chu Yitang only felt a numb pain in his heart, so numb that he had no other consciousness. In the blur, he seemed to see him in this fantasy again. The young man stood under the locust tree, turning back and smiling at him, with a bright and energetic smile.

Sophora flowers fell all over his body. He twisted the petals, looked back at him in the fragrance of the flowers, and called him Ah Tang.

Chu Yitang clutched the bracelet, tears streaming down his neck. He closed his eyes and sobbed uncontrollably. His lips were bitten and hurt, and the smell of blood overflowed into his lips intermittently.

"Lanyu, do you really not miss me at all? I haven't dreamed of you for a long time. Lanyu, I haven't dreamed of you for a long time. Why don't you even want to see me in your dreams? Lan Yu..."

Memories came in like a raging tide. Over the years, he always recalled repeatedly that during the time at Yuehua Mountain, he could not see through Lan Yu. However, it was not until his death that Chu Yitang woke up from a dream and he could Overnight, I understood why Lan Yu's eyes were always misty when he looked at him, as if there was a layer of shadow buried in his eyes.

He turned out to be so reluctant to let go of him.

But he still hid it from everyone. He stroked Chu Yitang's cheek and told him that he had no regrets and that he only wanted Chu Yitang's good.

Chu Yitang woke up from his sleep countless times. As long as he closed his eyes, everything in front of him was a depressing red, boundless, rich and dark.

On the Wei Ri Abyss, Lan Yu didn't even look at him again and jumped into the abyss, but Chu Yitang couldn't catch him no matter what. No matter what he did, he couldn't even touch a corner of his clothes.

He was troubled for a long time and couldn't sleep, but he always wanted to see him in his dreams. After waking up, he just sat with his head bowed by the bed, and the night was not over until the morning light outside the window dimmed.

It's like this every night.

When he returned to Guyu Mountain, Chu Yitang never dared to open the door, but to collect Lan Yu's remaining soul, he needed everything from his life.

There was dust everywhere in the room, and a thick layer of dust fell. When Chu Yitang saw the letter on the table, his breathing paused, and his heart suddenly hurt unpreparedly.

That letter was left to him by Lan Yu.

There are only a few lines in the letter.

He didn't dare to think about when Lan Yu wrote this letter and what kind of situation he was in when he wrote it.

He wrote, Ah Tang, I have never asked for anything in my life, but what I ask for is hard to come by from you.

It is my heart's desire to die on your behalf, Ah Tang. After I pass away, I hope you will find a lover who will treat you sincerely, love you forever, and grow old together.

Under the envelope was a letter from He Li that had already been fingerprinted.

Chu Yitang held the letter with a blank look in his eyes. All the accumulated pain suddenly broke out at this moment. After the pain passed away, the pain that had been suppressed seemed to have a vent at this moment. He curled up on the dusty bed. On the ground, he burst into tears. He held the letter in his arms and trembled. In front of his eyes were the years that passed by, a past that could never be undone.

Growing old together and loving each other for a lifetime.

But his beloved has long since disappeared from this world.

We are far apart, and we have no chance of meeting each other again in this life.

Chu Yitang held the bracelet so tightly. He desperately wanted to grab something, but he couldn't stop tears from flowing down his face and could only mutter.

Lan Yu, I really, really miss you.

Don't let me see you, okay.

I really, really can't live anymore.