Rebirth: My girlfriend is a paranoid

"You can continue to protect her."

There was not much description in this diary, but it made Su Qianyi feel even more uncomfortable than before.

Xie Shu had really always been with her and cared about her, but why did she take it for granted before?

She was heartbroken and burst into tears.

The excessive sadness made it difficult for her to breathe, and her chest kept rising and falling as she gasped for air.

Although she was extremely sad, she still dared not cry.

She was worried that she would attract her parents, and then when he saw her like this...

Although she had cried from time to time before she was discharged from the hospital, and her parents had seen her cry several times, they still didn't want them to see her.

Tears flowed out quietly, and she wiped them all with paper. After she calmed down a little again, she continued reading.

After college, Xie Shu probably stopped writing diaries because he didn't bring a diary.

Every time Su Qianyi read an article, the time almost jumped by half a year.

Moreover, every diary entry that follows is equally brief.

As for the specific content, there is nothing to elaborate on. They are just records that simply record the holiday dates.

So Su Qianyi felt quite calm when reading these articles, and she flipped through them quickly because the contents were really short.

Soon, she turned to a day during the Spring Festival last year.

That day, Xie Shu also wrote a diary, and the content was longer than the previous ones.

Su Qianyi read the content carefully. Xie Shu recorded what happened before the Spring Festival last year.

Before the Spring Festival last year, they went out to buy new year's goods together.

Just the two of them...

On that day, the two of them went to many places together, wandering around while buying New Year's goods. Sometimes they would stop to play for a while after passing some entertainment stalls, and they would also buy some when they met someone selling snacks.

It was a very ordinary day-to-day life, but Xie Shu seemed to like it very much.

He wrote down everything they did together that day, and finally wrote: "I'm already looking forward to next year's Spring Festival. I don't know if I can hold her hand and go shopping together by then. I don't know either." , but it will come true one day, right?”

After reading it, Su Qianyi couldn't stop crying.

Last year's Spring Festival... was only a few months away.

Who would have thought now...

Holding hands while shopping, she... also really wanted to. Xie Shu's palms must be very warm. She had never experienced this before.

In so many years, she has never experienced it once. She...

When she thought of this, the image of Xie Shu holding Ruan Nianxi's hand suddenly appeared in Su Qianyi's mind.

Such memories made her sad and angry.

I can’t let go, I really can’t let go!

After so many years, how could she let it go so quickly?

Moreover, the other party is Ruan Nianxi whom she hates...

There were very few head-on conflicts between the two of them in high school, but privately she had always known Ruan Nianxi's thoughts, but at that time she had never taken her seriously because of Xie Shu's preference.

But now she suddenly stood beside Xie Shu...

A series of complex emotions such as unwillingness, unwillingness to believe, and regret poured into Su Qianyi's mind crazily.

Although she has been rejected many times, she just doesn't want to give up.

She likes him and can't let him go, but she still...

The messy thoughts in Su Qianyi's mind suddenly stopped here.

Because she had turned another page unconsciously.

The current page of the diary is today’s date.

today?

Su Qianyi immediately stopped the previous methods and took a careful look at the date. It was indeed today.

Before she had time to think about it, she looked down again.

"Saturday, May 20, 5xx, sunny"

"Life is not perfect, and not everyone can successfully realize their original wishes, but after many experiences, it is not impossible to let go of the past."

"I still look forward to the unknown future. In the days to come, I will protect the girl I love most. She has sacrificed a lot for me and has been waiting for me for a long time. I have no reason not to love her."

"I'm sorry for not being with her before. Now, if I can, I really want to be with her every day. I just want to pamper her even more and grow old with her."

"She is not a second-best choice. She is the girl I love most in my life and will be my wife for the future."

"I'm glad to have met you, Ruan Nianxi."

There wasn't a lot of content, so Su Qianyi read it quickly.

After reading it, her tears stopped inexplicably.

Moreover, she read this diary several times.

Later, she turned back again.

But this is the last one, and there are blank pages after it.

So she could only turn it back and continue to stare at the last page in a daze.

I don't know how much time has passed, but Su Qianyi is still sitting at the desk, and the pages of the diary on the table are still not turned.

She didn't make a sound the whole time, let alone shed a tear.

After a long time, she was curled up on the computer chair.

She hugged her knees with both hands and stared blankly at the dark night sky outside the window...

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the other side.

After Xie Shu returned home, he had been video chatting with Ruan Nianxi.

Except for one time when he went to wash up and hung up the video, the videos between the two of them were always connected.

Even when they chatted late into the night and both parties felt sleepy, no one took the initiative to hang up the video.

Later, Xie Shu simply plugged in the charger for his phone, lay on the bed and talked to Ruan Nianxi with his eyes closed, and then...

Then it was the next day.

When Ruan Nianxi woke up in the morning, she found that the video between her and Xie Shu was still going on.

She was also afraid that her phone would run out of power last night, so she plugged in the charger in advance.

Later, the two of them suddenly fell asleep while chatting. She didn't even know what time it was.

She only knew that she was very sleepy at the time and wanted to sleep but also wanted to talk to Xie Shu. Since Xie Shu didn't hang up the video, she didn't say anything.

Who knew they would fight like this all night long.

Well...a special experience.

feel good.

She looked at the ceiling in the video and could faintly hear the sound of snoring on the other side...

It seemed that Xie Shu hadn't woken up yet.

Why wasn't the camera pointed at Xie Shu? She wanted to see him.

Ruan Nianxi stared blankly at the ceiling in the video for a while, but in the end she never called him out.

Worried that her mother would knock on her door again soon, Ruan Nianxi had no choice but to hang up the video. After sending a "good morning" message to Xie Shu, she put down her phone and prepared to get up.

But when she stood up, she suddenly felt severe pain in her legs.