I was reborn, and so were they

Chapter 192 Past Events·Lu Xian Chapter·2

It was another summer, and he was restless.

It's that feeling of forgetting something and just not being able to remember it. There's a thorn stuck in the throat so suddenly that it makes you toss and turn, and you have to think of it all the time no matter what you do.

The mood is extremely bad and irritable. Outside the window is the last heavy rain in the summer of 2021 in the weather forecast. Today's rain is so heavy that God is just pouring water outside.

There was not a single customer in the bar today, and only Su Qi was on duty at the bar. A heavy rainstorm shrouded the entire commercial complex, and raindrops hit the windows and aisles indiscriminately, creating a white noise that made the space inside the bar even more empty.

In fact, Su Qi likes heavy rain weather very much. He likes all undisguised scenes, such as a sunny day without any cover, such as the current heavy rainstorm, which can give him a feeling of carefree and smooth, that kind of Gloomy weather with no rain, no sun and no wind will make him very irritable.

But the current heavy rain still did not bring him a good mood. Su Qi's recent state and fortune were not good. After breaking up with Jiang Chuyao, he felt that he had been in a low ebb, and the job he had originally applied for was temporarily terminated. Contracts and resumes submitted one after another came to nothing. Logically speaking, his resume was strong enough that he would not be unable to find a job. However, it has been almost three months since graduation, and he is still staying in Lu Xian's bar. work within.

So why are you so bothered today? As if something was about to happen, Su Qi sat back on the chair at the bar in despair and looked at the weather outside the window. No matter how heavy the rain, no customers came to the door. Su Qi asked Lu Xian on the phone, but got no response. After thinking about it, he simply closed the door of the tavern. Lu Xian basically gave him half the rights of the store manager. He could still decide on this small matter. Went home directly.

Su Qi felt that he would not work in this bar for too long. The relationship between him and Lu Xian had almost come to a showdown. Su Qi was not ready to accept a new relationship for the time being. The end of his four-year relationship with Jiang Chuyao gave him It brought too deep pain, but Lu Xian was forcing him harder and harder these days, and there was a strong trend that the two of them would either become lovers or become strangers from now on.

When I got home, my inexplicable irritability continued. No, I must find something to distract my attention. Let’s read some novels. Yes, read some novels. Recently, the new writer Mr. Wei wrote quite good ones.

Ah, let me see, Luo Er recently bought a physical copy of his book in a bookstore, and it seems that it is still here with me.

Su Qi rummaged through the bookshelf and found it as he wished.

"Life is a mass of ups and downs of desires. If desires are not satisfied, they will be painful, and if they are satisfied, they will be bored. Life will oscillate between pain and boredom."

What the hell is this? Su Qi closed the book angrily. Luoer, this girl, couldn't help but look at this kind of literary and youthful thing. Literary and artistic young people are really annoying.

Su Qi hesitated again, why would Luoer read such a useless book? Could it be that he paid less attention to her these days? Isn't it going to relapse again? A few days ago, I and Lu Xian bought her some sets of clothes. Isn't she in a good mood?

Wait, who are you with?

Oh oh oh, I went to buy it with Lu Xian. The two of them had a lot of fun that day, eating, drinking and having fun.

Speaking of which, I went to the aquarium with Lu Xian at that time, saying it was to relieve his mood. Now when I am really in a bad mood, I don't have much chance to go there together. It's a pity.

Lu Xian was so obsessed with him, especially in the past three months after he and Jiang Chuyao broke up, they were almost inseparable. Couldn't they wait for him to recover? Su Qi didn't want to be in a relationship where he hadn't gotten over his last relationship. situation, to have feelings for others.

Su Qi recalled the relevant memories again. Once when he and Lu Xian were making dessert, he seemed to have read a very literary saying. What was it called?

The love people talk about is nothing more than a chemical reaction that promotes reproduction. It will suddenly become passionate and then slowly disappear, leading you to an inescapable, insurmountable and failed marriage.

Inexplicably, Su Qi read it out accurately, word for word. Did my memory turn out to be so good? Was that several years ago? Su Qi was also a little surprised.

However, Lu Xian seemed to have said something when he heard this sentence, but he didn't remember it clearly. Anyway, it was quite quiet.

What did she say? Oh oh oh, I remember, she said her love will never disappear, it is very reliable, she is willing to use time to prove it.

Su Qi was startled for a moment. He suddenly remembered the last time he and Lu Xian visited the aquarium. After he sent Lu Xian home, the girl seemed to have said something very quiet.

What it is, what it is, I can’t remember clearly.

Why not ask her? Is it okay anyway? Su Qi suddenly had an idea.

It was raining heavily, Lu Xian's house was far away from Su Qi's house, it could be said to be on the other side of the city.

It was very quiet inside the taxi. The heavy rain was so frightening that even the driver didn't want to talk. It was probably because the rain affected his mood.

It seems that Lu Xian dismissed the people around her a few days ago, and she has been living alone during this period? I don't know if she is afraid of such heavy rain.

So what? What is it? Su Qi was still trying to recall. He really didn't remember it clearly. Lu Xian's voice was so low when he said those words, it was like subconscious babble.

There was a thunder strike, and it was so huge that it burst into pieces.

The lightning stretched out extremely far in the sky, illuminating the surrounding night sky with a faint blue glow.

Like her very short gaze at that time.

she said at the time.

She said, it’s time for you to look at me around you.

But Su Qi never went to see her, and she has been avoiding him all these years.

It rains so hard in late summer that it washes away all the temperature.

Su Qi suddenly understood why he was suddenly irritable for no reason today.

Lu Xian has been out of contact for two days.

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uncomfortable. The girl climbed up out of bed in a daze. She broke out in a thin cold sweat at some point, and her whole body couldn't stop feeling chilly.

Was it raining so heavily? The woman looked out the window with half-squinted eyes. The high-end apartment she lived in was on a bird's-eye view floor with an excellent view. She could see most of Haizhu City. The scenery she thought was excellent was now covered in white by the heavy rain.

He took a cup of hot water with difficulty and stood in front of the window. Some temperature slowly seeped into the palm of his hand from the wall of the cup, but it didn't help, and his body still felt cold and sore.

The rain curtain is thick and white, and when looking down from upstairs, you can only see the yellowish-brown lights of vehicles passing by the rain curtain, which is a bit warm in the bustling and civilized world.

Most of the people in the car are busy going home. With such a heavy rain, it must be more at ease to stay with family members.Lu Xian drank water in small sips, either because she didn't want to drink more in one go, or because she simply didn't have the strength to swallow.

There was no one around, and the whole flat was extremely quiet. Lu Xian stood in front of the window, in a daze.

The entire Haizhu City was covered with a thick layer of fog, like so many mosquito nets stacked on top of each other, and only a blur of yellow and white light could be seen on the tall buildings.

What is Su Qi doing? He hasn't gotten off work yet, so he should still be busy. He's busy day and night like this, and doesn't know how to pay attention to the time. It's raining so hard now that the temperature outside has probably dropped a lot. I don't know if he has I didn't turn up the air-conditioning in the bar, because I wouldn't be able to feel sorry for him if I got too busy waiting.

After all, it was not her turn to take care of Su Qi anyway. With Su Luo and An Qianmei here, they would probably be more distressed and anxious than she was.

Hehe, yes, when is it his turn to take care of him? Even if Jiang Chuyao leaves him, he still has a lot of people to choose from. How could it be her turn? Even though she forced him like that, he still doesn't want to face her.

The girl mumbled resentfully, although she was a little confused, she still remembered things about him firmly.

Although she is still jealous here, the girl has already begun to complain about her body and how she got sick for no reason in the past few days. She also thought that she could go to his place to chat again, which would be good. Since that day with Su Qi, he I came back from visiting the aquarium and now feel uncomfortable.

There's nothing big going on at the bar right now. It's raining so hard. He probably has to close the door and go home. He still has his sister and Aunt An to take care of at home, so he won't think of himself.

So why did it come to him again? The girl rubbed her eyes imperceptibly, wondering why she was so full of emotions when she thought of him?

No, my head hurts again. It's raining heavily now and I can't get anyone to send medicine over. I'd better just endure it for a while.

He casually pulled the blanket over his body, which made his body feel a little less lonely, but it was still surprisingly cold.

Alas, I feel so uncomfortable now that I can't sleep. Lu Xian sighed. She originally thought she could let him come over to stay with her when she was sick, but it turned out that it was raining heavily and she couldn't bear to have him come over in the rain. Anyway, a small cold wouldn't kill anyone, and her physical condition was still good, so she just fought it off. Yes.

My head was dizzy and I couldn't think about it, but when I got bored, modern people would always touch their mobile phones when they were bored. Lu Xian also took out his mobile phone to check his circle of friends.

The wallpaper was a photo taken with him a few days ago. The two of them were smiling silly in front of the camera. They felt like good friends. Su Qi's eyes were so clean that just looking at them made him feel easy to bully.

I really want to bully him, let him accompany me well, have a good relationship with me, lose my temper with him, and then ask him to humiliate me. In fact, when I see him lowering his eyes and accepting the anger, I will endure it first. I can't help but feel bad.

But now I really hate him, but I want to see him so much. In fact, if I send him a message now, he will definitely come to pick me up in the heavy rain. His home is so far away from here, so don’t bother him. .

But I still miss him so much. I have been lying in bed after taking medicine for the past few days, feeling groggy. I think of him inexplicably in my mind. I shake my head and try to forget him, and then I think of him again within a minute.

But what's the use of thinking about it?From that summer to this summer, how many years have I thought about it?

But she still thought about it, and the girl pursed her lips in grievance, and tears fell down.

What do you want me to do?Forget you but can't forget, hate you but don't want to part with you, watched you for three whole years, and made yourself into what you are now.

It's strange, why do I like you so much?

My head hurts so much, my body feels so cold, and I feel so uncomfortable.

Can you come and see me? I feel really uncomfortable right now.

Come to me. I should be your only choice now. With me, your work and all the problems you will encounter in the future of your life will be solved.

She mustered up her courage, gritted her teeth, and dialed the phone number she cared about most.

After getting through, it seems that it is raining more heavily on his side, with mixed voices.

Before Lu Xian could say a word, the phone screen suddenly went black and turned off.

The girl then remembered that she had not charged her mobile phone for a long time.

Someone suddenly laughed, threw the phone under the bed, and buried his head in the bed.

She curled up and trembled all over.

He bit the back of his hand hard to resist.

The collapse and sadness that came like a tidal wave.

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The door was opened. It seemed that apart from her, he was the only one who had the key to his house, but he would not come in such a heavy rain.

I guess I had a fever and hallucinations.

Not having much energy, Lu Xian still straightened up to see who was coming.

The person who came was dressed in black and was soaked all over. He hurriedly rushed over and fell on the ground, not caring about so many people running over.

His black hair was soaked with water and was vaguely stuck to his forehead. His usually quiet eyes were bloodshot. His lips were white and trembling, and he looked so cold.

Hey, I'm dreaming.

She tremblingly touched the man's face, but her hand was grabbed by the man. His hand was extremely cold.

"You have a fever." His voice was frighteningly low.

"None of your business." She wanted to pull back and not look at this annoying guy.

"Why didn't you call me earlier?" Su Qi looked at this girl who was as pale as himself, his eyes were surprisingly cold.

"I said it's none of your business, who the hell are you?" She almost didn't have the energy to be hysterical, so she could only grit her teeth and glare at him.

Unable to stare at him, he watched as his eyes became foggy little by little, but they seemed to be looking at an enemy.

Lu Xian never glared at him, but still begged for mercy carefully, "Is it just a minor illness? I'll get over it. You don't care about me anyway."

As Lu Xian said this, she started dropping little pearls.

"Small illness, you are a minor illness. I said how restless you have been these few days, and you still have to stay at home and endure it. What's the matter, Lu Xian, you are very good, aren't you? You can get rid of it without taking medicine or seeing a doctor. Is it cured? Are you here to be a hero? Awesome, you are awesome, just toss yourself like this, and tell me to pay attention to rest. I will stay at home on heavy rainy days without even bringing an umbrella to you It looks like you lay on the bed for half your life, and then you told me that you survived?" The man held her hand and read each word, his tone became more and more fierce. "You think you can make me subdue by playing hard like this?"

"Do you really want to be with me?" He held her hand and his voice was hoarse.

He leaned over and touched the corners of her eyes carefully with his cold lips. Her tears were warm and slightly salty.

"You win, let me be with you."

Lu Xian was held in his arms and laughed softly. He finally got it.