The green tea female partner wins in the novel about cultivating immortals

Lu Sangjiu couldn't explain how he felt.

Cang Ming, like Xing Shan, was once her closest family member. She thought that even if they disagreed or quarreled, their feelings would never change.

She once doubted Cang Ming and also doubted Punishing, but more importantly, she prayed countless times in her heart that it wouldn't be them.

But now, the naked truth is right in front of us.

If Cang Ming was deceived, or finally chose to betray for the sake of profit, maybe she wouldn't feel so uncomfortable.

However... he just couldn't satisfy his possessive desire. If he couldn't get it, would he destroy it?

What a ridiculous reason!

Cang Ming did not answer her question this time. After a long period of silence, he twitched his lips and said, "Lu Sangjiu, do you think I'm scary?"

Perhaps he shouldn't be irritated at this time, but Lu Sangjiu couldn't help but asked, "Don't you think you are terrible?"

"Loving someone shouldn't be like this. You don't call it love, it's just possessiveness."

"After killing her, you can pretend to miss her and find someone similar to her as a substitute to continue to satisfy your ridiculous possessiveness."

"Cang Ming, you are not only scary, you are also pitiful!"

She spoke mercilessly, and her words pierced Cang Ming's heart, but Cang Ming did not become angry with shame, but instead looked at Lu Sangjiu with rare calmness.

"You think I'm scary, what if it's you?"

"The person you like doesn't like you either, right?"

"You should also feel the feeling of asking for something but not getting it... If he wants to leave you in the end, what will you do?"

Lu Sangjiu was silent for a moment, and Xie Ningyuan's face appeared in his mind.

I didn't know where the love started...but when I discovered it, I already fell in love with it.

She didn't escape her love for Xie Ningyuan, but she never thought of saying it.

Xie Ningyuan is a person who truly has great love. He would have had his Buddha's heart broken because of the good and evil of the demon cultivator. She believed that one day he would reunite with his Buddha's heart as an equal for all people in the world.

Lu Sangjiu didn't know what the true meaning of Buddhist cultivation was, but she felt that... Xie Ningyuan had always been worthy of the name of a disciple of Buddhism.

Therefore, his future should be to ascend to the upper realm and become a true Buddha.

She liked him, but she never thought of hindering his footsteps. Instead, she looked forward to seeing how glorious he would be in the future.

She liked him and never thought of stopping for him... Everyone belongs to themselves first, and only by truly being yourself can you have the energy to love others.

She never thought of saying her love, let alone getting a response.

So she actually answered Cang Ming's question easily, "If he leaves me to pursue a better self, I will bless him."

"But if he wants to leave me and it's not what he wants... I will try my best to keep him."

"As long as it is his true inner choice, I will respect it."

"Instead of defining love by your own narrow possessiveness like you."

Lu Sangjiu stared at Cang Ming and said word by word, "You are not worthy of being liked at all."

After saying that, she turned and walked towards her room without looking at Cang Ming's expression.

A mystery that had been troubling her had been solved, and she should be happy.

But... I really can't be happy.

Do you hate Cang Ming? She should hate it.

But it's probably been too long since she felt hopeless and helpless under the thunder, and her resentment seems to have faded away long ago.

Whether it was to kill Ye Zhiyao or Cang Ming, she wanted to do so, but it was far less intense than her desire to break free from the shackles of fate.

To put it bluntly, whether it is love or hate, placing your hopes on others is not as important as living a good life yourself.

At this moment, Lu Sangjiu could suddenly clearly feel that his mood had sublimated. The problems that had arisen due to the mood of death were quietly dissipated at this moment.

She walked back to her room step by step, and the moment she stepped into the room, she calmly and smoothly broke through to the late stage of Jindan.

After a slight pause in his steps, Lu Sangjiu suddenly smiled softly.

At this moment of breakthrough, she seemed to feel that the heaven and earth were naturally moving because of her... She suddenly seemed to understand why her ascension failed in the first place.

Maybe there were external factors, but more probably it was because she missed this disaster.

Her death and rebirth may never have been a bad thing.

At least... this allowed her to see a broader world.

In the yard, Cang Ming sat motionless for a long time.

Finally, he raised his head slightly, looked at the stars in the sky, and grinned silently.

It was an extremely self-deprecating smile, and he murmured to himself, "People like me... really should be despised."

He also despised himself, so he didn't even dare to say an explanation that he regretted, even to an unrelated Lu Sangjiu.

In fact, he had regretted it long ago. He regretted it after quietly putting the thing that could activate the power of heaven and earth into Guhuang's yard.

At that time, Lone Phoenix had reached the late stage of transcending the tribulation and was about to ascend.

He was afraid that she would succeed in ascending and disappear from his world forever.

So when that person gave him that thing and told him that as long as he activated the power of heaven and earth and allowed her to dissipate part of her cultivation in time and her realm fell, she would not die or leave him, he accepted.

But he forgot, that was Lone Phoenix, how could she make the choice to give up part of her cultivation to save her life?

So when he rushed over with all his strength, it was still too late. He only saw her figure disappearing into the sky, and He Xingshan's eyes were full of worry.

He comforted himself that she was so strong, maybe... maybe she would be fine.

Unfortunately, they failed to see the vision of the heavenly gate opening wide during the ascension, and the fate tablet she left in the room was also shattered.

After all, she... failed to come back.

He regretted it, but he killed her anyway.

He closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, Cang Ming's eyes had calmed down.

...It doesn't matter, when I let all the people in this world who bully you and humiliate you be buried with you, I will also die of despair in the thunder like you, feel the feelings you have experienced, and walk the path you have walked. road.

Guhuang, the destruction of the entire world of immortality will be the last gift I give you.

wait for me.

When he left the room the next day, there was no sign of Cang Ming in the yard.

Lu Sangjiu's eyes turned around, and then fell on the door of Ye Zhiyao's room next door... The door was open.

Frowning slightly, she hurriedly took a few steps in, only to find that the room was empty and there was no one left.

Ye Zhiyao was taken away by Cang Ming?

Lu Sangjiu guessed that he might still want to use Ye Zhiyao as bait?

But it doesn't matter, her news has been passed on to Yan Lingzhi. The Tribulation Patriarch of the Seven Emotions Sect should not be stupid enough to rush to death.

But...why do I still feel uneasy in my heart?