Mr. Qin’s divorced ex-wife

She didn't knock, but entered the code and opened the door directly.

As soon as the door opened, the man was seriously sticking a receipt into a photo album. Hearing the noise behind him, he suddenly turned his head. His cold eyes turned into astonishment when he fell on Shen Nuo's face. He lost his grip on the receipt in his hand and it fell lightly to the ground.

"Nuo'er?" He seemed a little uncertain.

Shen Nuo didn't say anything, his eyes fell on the receipt that fell on the ground. The man suddenly came back to his senses, pretended to be calm, bent over to pick up the receipt and held it in his palm.

His expression looked very calm. He placed the back of the receipt on the table very gracefully and asked softly, "Why did you come back so suddenly? Did you forget to take something?"

Shen Nuo still didn't say anything, but walked into the room.

As she entered, the sensor door closed.

With a "click" sound, Shen Nuo slowly came to Qin Siyu's side.

She lowered her eyes and looked at the open photo album on the table. A small receipt was pasted on a blank page. It was a movie ticket for last night, for Xia Qing's recently released movie.

A movie ticket was neatly pasted on the cardboard of the photo album, and next to the album, there was another small receipt that someone had just thrown on the ground in a panic and picked up again.

Shen Nuo looked at the man beside him: "Can I see?"

Qin Siyu's eyelashes trembled slightly, her fingertips clenched slightly, and she lowered her eyes.

"Nothing to see."

"I want to see it," she asked. "Can't I see it?"

His Adam's apple rolled slightly, and he whispered, "Yes."

Shen Nuo turned the receipt over, and it showed a movie ticket information that was exactly the same as the one in the photo album.

入场时间：2023年09月28日，21：00。

last night.

Her fingertips trembled slightly. No wonder he was hesitant to speak when he got off work last night. It turned out that he had this little idea in mind.

She didn't say anything, but pulled the chair next to her and sat next to him. She lowered her eyes and carefully placed the receipt next to the receipt on the album.

The man raised his thick eyelashes slightly, turned his head to look at her quiet and gentle profile, and then his head fell on the photo album.

The woman's slender and well-proportioned fingers carefully pinched the small movie ticket and placed it next to another one with great care.

It’s as if... the person who has been waiting alone has finally seen the light.

It’s like… people who are obsessed with the past gradually become clearer and return to reality.

He caught the ethereal man.

All those illusory and unfinished things finally had their perfect ending.

Her eye sockets were slightly red, and her beautiful eyes, cold and deep, were like spring water, with ripples swaying, clear as water, clean as new, without any impurities.

Two movie tickets were neatly stuck on the cardboard of the photo album. Shen Nuo took a look at the layout and found that there was some empty space underneath the movie tickets. She paused, glanced around, and saw the pen next to the photo album.

She took the pen, touched it lightly with the tip of the pen, and a line of words appeared on the paper.

On September 2023, 09, Shen Nuo owed Qin Siyu a movie. ——Shen Nuo.

After finishing writing, Shen Nuo put down the pen and was about to turn around to look at the man, but the man put his arm around her shoulders, grabbed her hand with his big hand, and added a sentence under her words: On September 2023, 09, she came. ——Qin Siyu.

Two different handwritings, one is delicate and graceful, neat and beautiful, the other is vigorous and powerful, with vivid charm.

The same thing is that they all look good, and when put together, they complement each other and are unexpectedly a good match.

Shen Nuo was startled and looked up at the man, only to see the man looking at the two lines of words side by side, the corners of his lips raised uncontrollably, his eyelashes hung with crystal clear tears, but a dazzling smile appeared on his face, an extremely contradictory beauty.

Shen Nuo blinked slightly and raised his hand to touch his face: "Why didn't you tell me last night?"

He lowered his eyes to look at her and said, "You are tired."

Shen Nuo pursed his lips: "I still have the energy to watch a movie."

"Well," he said, "but I can't bear to part with it."

You should rest when you are tired instead of forcing yourself to accompany him.

He didn't need her to do anything for him, he just wanted her to accompany him through this long and short life, through this lonely journey.

When you enjoy company, you can no longer stand loneliness, just like a dry traveler in the desert encountering an oasis, like a hungry and cold beggar encountering delicious food, like opium, a dangerous but sobering sinking.

Shen Nuo didn't say anything, withdrew his hand, and his eyes fell on the photo album again.

"Can I open it and have a look?"

His fingertips tightened for a moment, and his smile was a little forced: "Can... you not look at it?"

Shen Nuo glanced at him and said, "I want to see it."

He lowered his eyes: "Oh."

Shen Nuo smiled and said, "Then I'll read it?"

"………Um."

Shen Nuo closed the photo album first, then started from the first page.

The first page was a sketch of her. The clothes she was wearing... Shen Nuo thought about it and it seemed to be the clothes she wore when she first transferred to Imperial Capital Middle School.

Shen Nuo lightly traced the sketch with his fingertips and commented: "It's a good drawing."

Not only were they beautiful and pretty, but even the anxiety and expectation she felt when she first entered the Imperial Capital High School were portrayed in those eyes.

Memories brought the two back to those beautiful youthful years. Qin Siyu thought of the little girl standing blankly in the crowd. She was as pure and beautiful as a little angel who had strayed into the world and she entered his heart at first sight.

He slowly raised his lips and said nothing.

Shen Nuo then flipped over.

The little notes she used to pass messages to him when she was in high school, every birthday card she wrote to him, the candy wrappers she gave him... those small items that he could not remember clearly or remembered clearly were all carefully put on this photo album, and different words were written under each small item.

There were also cards she had never seen and photos she had never seen.

October 2011, 10, happy birthday, little fool.

July 2012, 07, I wanted to take her away.

On June 2013, 06, I said I would take her abroad, but she didn't want to. I wanted to hide her, imprison her, so that only I could see her. I was afraid that she would cry, afraid that she would hate me, so I gave up.

.........

The following secretly taken university photos only had a simple date and occasionally a few words like: stupid, ugly, really bad taste...

Shen Nuo was originally in a complicated mood, but when he saw this, the expression on his face disappeared. He flipped through the photos one after another with an expressionless face, and the man behind him reached out to cover the album.

"Why don't you just stop looking at it."

Shen Nuo turned his head and looked at him, smiling: "Why not? I didn't know that Master Qin was a sneak photographer when he was in college."

Qin Siyu frowned and pursed her lips: "I didn't."

Shen Nuo pointed to the photo in the album of her sitting in the university pavilion reading a book: "What is this?"

Qin Siyu remained calm: "I didn't take the photo."

"Oh," Shen Nuo said calmly, "Then how did you get here?"

He stopped talking.

Shen Nuo snorted and continued to flip through the pages, only to find that they were full of international air tickets.

Palo Alto, America - the imperial capital of China.

Palo Alto, America——Paris, Country F.

.........

Every city and every moment in time are footprints left by her during her four years in college.

Shen Nuo's hand paused.

She lowered her eyes and looked at the plane tickets quietly. You could hear a pin drop in the room.

What on earth was this, she wondered.

She thought so and asked: "Qin Siyu."

She said, “Why are you doing this?”

She turned her head to look at him again: "If you say that you have loved me for a long time, I don't believe it, because three years of marriage have brought me fragmentation; but if you say that you don't love me, everything in this room is a trace of your love for me, and you have risked your life for me again and again, I believe you have feelings for me. But you don't tell me what you think or do, as if what you think and do is your own business and has nothing to do with me. If that's the case, why do you still do these things? What's the meaning of these things?"

During her four years in college, she visited Paris, London, New York, and Rome, but she only skipped one place - Palo Alto in America.

She instinctively avoided where he was. She didn't know if it was because of fear or because her remaining rationality told her not to go there, because if she went there she would be doomed.

At that time, he was the last greed and desire in her heart. She couldn't touch him or think about him, otherwise she would lose herself.

The subsequent three years of marriage confirmed this.

A moth flies into the flame and perishes.

Phoenix Nirvana, ashes.

But she is not a moth, nor a phoenix, she is just her, she is Shen Nuo.

She is the one who becomes paranoid, she is the one who wakes up after burning herself to death, she is the one who is cold-blooded and ruthless, and she is the one who becomes soft-hearted and rekindles her heart.

She can accept all of this and acknowledge all of this because this is her, the real her.

But she never understood him.

Every time you seem to understand it, but the next second you will find that what he shows you is just the tip of the iceberg.

At least she never knew that he had been keeping track of all her movements during the four years without him.

This gave her a slight chill in her heart.

"You've been spying on me," she asked, "right?"

The man was silent for a long time, and finally uttered one word: "Yes."

Shen Nuo's pupils suddenly shrank and his whole body felt cold.

"you………"

Her eyes were covered by a pair of big hands, and the man whispered in her ear: "Nuo'er, you are right, I am a lunatic, and in the world of lunatics, there is only possession, not giving up. When I graduated from high school, I asked you if you wanted to go with me, but you refused. That night I was drunk, and I told my uncle that I wanted to tie you up and take you away, so that you could only see me and belong to me. When I woke up the next day, I walked to your door, but I was stopped by my uncle."

"My uncle told me that flowers bloom and fall without regrets, and fate comes and goes like water. He said that you and I are not destined to be together, so don't force it, and don't do stupid things, otherwise both of us will suffer."

"Then he let me go. I stayed downstairs of your house for the whole day, thinking that if you came out today, I would accept it even if we both suffered losses. I would take you away."

"But you didn't come out all day, not even once... not even once. It wasn't until the next morning when I left that I saw you walk out the door."

"You go east, I go west, we go in opposite directions."

"After I went abroad, I didn't miss you on purpose, nor did I do anything on purpose. I just sometimes thought in the dead of night, how nice it would be if you were by my side at this moment."

"Later, I became more and more unwilling to give up. I asked someone to film every detail of your life for me. I knew where you went and what you did. Every time you bought a ticket and arrived at the airport, you returned silently."

"Later, I completed all my studies, and Dark Rock was firmly established, so I came back."

"I didn't go out of my way to look for you. For four years, I watched every little bit of you, but I didn't really think about you that much, and my feelings for you seemed to have faded."

“I think love is like this.”

"Later, my parents urged me to get married. I resisted for a long time, but I finally succumbed to a photo of you."

“I point to you and say to them: I want you.”

"We got married, embraced each other, and I saw so much of myself in your eyes. Sometimes I thought, you are such a liar."

"If you like me so much, why didn't you come with me?"

"As time goes by, I don't bother with it anymore. You'll never leave anyway, so it doesn't matter what the answer is, right?"

"Later, Qin Xue became critically ill. Mom had several attacks because of this and almost went to the emergency room. I was afraid that something might happen to her, so I took over Qin Xue."

"In the past two years, I felt that you were drifting away, but I always thought that you loved me and you would never leave me no matter what. As long as this is over, I will let go of everything in the past and be with you. I will give you the best wedding and everything I have."

At this point, he laughed at himself: "It is said that those who are favored are always fearless. It was not until then that I realized that I could be so reckless with you, just because you loved me."

Just like children are unscrupulous towards their parents, they are simply relying on their parents' love for them.

Saving their bad temper for the people closest to them is a true reflection of many people.

He put down his hand that was covering her eyes, rested his chin on her shoulder, and whispered, "You asked me why I did these things and what the meaning of these things is. I don't know, maybe I just wanted to do it subconsciously, so I did it. Maybe my heart is more honest than myself, that's all."

Before the divorce, he always felt that he didn't love her, and the affection he had in his youth had disappeared when she rejected him.

But the actions that were taken unconsciously have already explained everything.

He was blind and arrogant, so he lost her.

Fortunately, she was soft-hearted enough.

Fortunately, she learned to fulfill her wish.

He knew that she didn't love him now, only because he had seen how she loved him.

When you love someone, you can’t hide it.

Even if you don't love someone, you can't hide it.

But it doesn't matter. She is no longer rejecting him. She is willing to try to open her heart. This is his greatest luck in this life.

How lucky he was that the person he fell in love with was her.

Life is so long, they have enough time to learn to love and love slowly.

This time, it was his turn to chase her.

She didn't have to run, he would slowly approach.

She just needs to wait there.

He kissed the side of her face and asked softly, "Are you scared, Nuoer?"

Are you afraid of such abnormal love and such paranoid feelings?