Is the target of the strategy darkened? Then die again

[Qiao Senfu said that after I returned to China, he would not be able to pay attention to my situation at all times and asked me to record my mood that day in my notes. But there are the same people and the same things every day, so what is there to remember? 】

When I opened the diary, the first thing that caught my eye was this passage.

It seems that through the random font, you can see the person who wrote this paragraph at that time. He must have turned the pen and showed various bored expressions.

Yong Jinyao did not stay on this page for too long. The records on the following pages were mostly separated by ten days and a half, until January 1th, the day they met.

【I'm in love. 】

[Qiao Senfu said it was just an illusion of dopamine secretion, but I think it is love. 】

【He must be mine! 】

After that, every moment of getting along with him, Qin Yili in the text is like a young man in love, and his heart will be moved by the person he likes every day.

but--

Yong Jinyao, who unconsciously had a smile on his face, froze when he saw the records in May.

[How can I make Brother Yao belong to me alone? Work, Gao Xiangming, they all compete with me for Brother Yao. 】

[Should Brother Yao be tied up with his limbs and locked up in a beachside villa, with only the two of us watching the ebb and flow of the tide, so that he would only have eyes for me? 】

After that, I recorded some of my daily moods bit by bit, and never wrote anything creepy again.

It's just that there is no longer a smile on Yong Jinyao's face.

He was watching the person who wrote the note like a spectator.

【I did something wrong. 】

【what to do? what to do? what to do? Brother Yao will never forgive me! 】

【No, absolutely not! I have to do something, I can't just be abandoned by Brother Yao! 】

The words at the back are so messy that one can only make out the general meaning, which shows how mentally endangered the person who wrote them is.

[As long as I disguise myself well and don't let Brother Yao find out, he won't abandon me. 】

This is the last sentence in the diary.

Yong Jinyao felt chills all over his body when he saw it, and his hand holding the note was trembling slightly. Why did he just need to pretend?

Suddenly, Yong Jinyao remembered the details that he had ignored.

Could it be that Qin Yili had memories of his previous life from the beginning, so he was not drunk at all in the hotel, but he was just acting in front of him on purpose?

The purpose is to make him believe that he is the Qin Yili who knows nothing.

"Brother Yao, what are you looking at?" Suddenly a faint voice came from behind.

Yong Jinyao was startled, and when he turned around, he also dropped the diary in his hand to the ground.

Qin Yili, who was thought to be sleeping, suddenly appeared.

Their eyes fell on the diary that fell between them.

"you saw it?"

Although it was a question, the calm tone already convinced him.

In the past, the face that he thought was exquisite and made people happy to see it, now under the dazzling light, those green eyes were like a vampire that wanted to drink human blood, and it was deep and terrifying.

"Brother Yao."

Qin Yili steered the wheelchair in his direction and stretched out his hand to catch him.

Frightened by the descriptions and conjectures in the diary, Yong Jinyao subconsciously took two steps back and avoided his movements.

"..."

A flash of hurt flashed across Qin Yili's face.

When Yong Jinyao saw this, he reflexively wanted to step forward to comfort him, but after thinking about what he had done to him, he despised himself in his heart for how he could be so soft-hearted.

Qin Yili, who didn't wait for Brother Yao to comfort him, retracted his hand and took the initiative to move the wheelchair back, keeping the two of them at a safe distance.

He raised his face and tried hard to smile: "Brother Yao, are you going to break up with me?"

"..."

This smile is so ugly.

Yong Jinyao stared at him deeply, his eyes filled with incomprehensible complexity: "Why do you want to kill me?"

This is the doubt hidden deep in his heart.

When Yong Jinyao knew that Qin Yili was ill, although he doubted his love for him, at the same time he was also thinking about whether Qin Yili killed him because he was uncontrollably affected by his illness.

In this case, at least their relationship would be less embarrassing.

Qin Yili's eyebrows were confused for a moment, but then he said again: "I didn't want to kill you."

When Yong Jinyao's newly raised heart heard his next words, he completely fell into the ice cellar.

"I just want to be with you, Brother Yao." He smiled innocently like a child.

and so……

After he killed him, did he jump into the sea with him?

This knowledge made Yong Jinyao's chest heave.

"Qin Yili, you are a lunatic! You must be sick, why don't you get treatment?"

Qin Yili accepted all his accusations and abuses: "I'm taking medicine, but it doesn't seem to be working~"

Those emotions that make him calm down after eating them will revive when he sees Brother Yao.

His medicine is Brother Yao.

but……

Now his medicine doesn't want him.

Seeing those broken green eyes, Yong Jinyao no longer felt pity. At this moment, he only felt bored and disgusted: "Do you want to destroy me again?"

Qin Yili shook his head.

"Okay, then from now on you and I will break up!"

Even though he was prepared, Qin Yili couldn't help but choke when he heard these words. Even though the pain seemed to tear his head apart, he didn't show any signs of it.

"it is good."

His attitude attracted Yong Jinyao's attention, and he asked tentatively: "From now on, we will be strangers no matter in front of us or behind us."

"it is good."

"Even if I fall in love again in the future, you can't interfere!"

Yong Jinyao showed his biggest trump card.

Tears overflowed from his green eyes, and he tried not to let them flow out. Qin Yili asked carefully and in a low voice: "Can... we talk again in half a year?"

"Why half a year later?" Yong Jinyao asked sharply.

"Because..." Not daring to look at him anymore, Qin Yili lowered his head, and the cry in his voice made people feel distressed: "I will withdraw from the circle in half a year and no longer disturb your life."

Withdraw?

"So let's talk about it in half a year, okay?"

Yong Jinyao was already unable to resist Qin Yili's face, not to mention that at this moment, his eyes were filled with tears, and he was looking at him with longing eyes, exuding an aura of despair.

"it is good."

He originally just wanted to test whether Qin Yili would get angry and behave like he did in his previous life.

His love affair with Qin Yili had exhausted his mind, how could he still be in the mood for another love affair.

His tears turned into a smile, as if he was as happy as getting his contact information when they met for the first time.

"I can..." Qin Yili originally wanted to ask him if he could move tomorrow. He wanted to stay with Brother Yao for one more night, just one night, but when he saw his suddenly defensive expression, he smiled bitterly and said: "I'm leaving tonight."

"you can--"

Qin Yili looked at him hopefully.

"Have people move all your things away together." Despising himself for always feeling sorry for Qin Yili, Yong Jinyao forced himself to cut off everything.

Brother Yao, I really hate him.