Veterinarian: From unemployment to the top of life

A warm childhood can heal a lifetime, but a painful childhood takes a lifetime to heal!

I can almost imagine the scene described by Feng Fei, of Teacher Xiao Jiang hanging himself.

But it is impossible for me to completely enter her sad world.

Because for many things, if you are not the person involved, your imagination will be false...

What a horrible scene it was, seeing one's own mother hanged from the beam of the house.

"Baby, let me take care of you for the rest of my life. I swear that I will never let you suffer any injustice again..." I hugged her tightly in my arms.

Feng Fei did not respond to my question, but asked me: "Mr. Song, do you know...what is the most terrifying thing in the world?"

"You said..." I hugged her tighter again.

Feng Fei murmured, "It's just that others know you are afraid of something, and they use this thing to torture you..."

"Can you be more specific? What do you mean?" I asked, kissing her forehead.

Feng Fei said: "When I was a child, the thing I was most afraid of was the big-headed dolls they wore when they danced the Yangge. Each doll was as big as a color TV, with a painted red face, frighteningly white skin, and shiny black eye sockets, just like the monsters that I imagined had turned into spirits on the mountain..."

"I know the props you use for the yangge dance in Northeast China," I said.

Feng Fei murmured, "When I was in kindergarten, I was afraid of that thing. The kindergarten aunt teased me. I was thin and small, so she stuffed me into it. I was so scared that I fainted and my pants were full of shit and urine... Other children also laughed at me. Later, my mother came to find them and had a fight with the aunt, tearing her face..."

Feng Fei paused and continued, "As a result, when I got home, my dad, oh, I mean my ex-dad, scolded my mom. My dad was very docile and timid when he was outside, but when he got home, he was domineering and very troublesome. He said this was not allowed and that was not allowed. Every day, he would scold this or that... Sometimes he would get drunk and beat my mom."

At around four in the morning, Feng Fei, who couldn't sleep, seemed to open up and was willing to tell me some stories about her childhood.

Although her speech was rather disorganized and she talked about whatever came to her mind, I was deeply moved by her willingness to speak, and even felt an indescribable sense of happiness.

To be honest, I rarely encounter this subtle sense of "happiness" in other women.

Although they brought me more joy and even unprecedented excitement.

But physical pleasure is actually vulnerable to spiritual fusion.

Why do I like Wu Xinwen so much?

In addition to other factors, it was also because she often told me stories about her childhood.

For example, she pricked her finger after eating luncheon meat, and she wanted to become a boy and chase rainbows...

If a woman is willing to share these things with you, it means that she is really willing to interact with you soulfully.

But those people who have little culture, low quality, are full of foul language, and love to show off, as well as some parents and children who don't understand anything about the world, their souls have not reached this level, and they cannot experience such delicate emotions, and they will only feel nagging and annoyed.

Feng Fei said that in her memory, her mother had never complained. Even when facing criticism from others and all kinds of hardships in life, she never blamed others!

"I asked my mother what kind of person my biological father was. Why did you become someone else's mistress?" Feng Fei said sadly, her tears streaming down her face and onto my arms.

"My mother said that my biological father is a very good man, an amazing person, and that my mother is not a mistress. My mother gave birth to you because she loves my father... But I asked my mother, why didn't my biological father care about you? My mother said that it was because she was not motivated and had no future..."

When Feng Fei said this, she could no longer control her emotions and burst into tears.

I helped her wipe her tears and listened silently...

Feng Fei choked up and continued, "At that time, I hated my mother very much and didn't understand her. My mother and I were so poor that we almost had to beg for food, but she was still speaking well of my biological father, saying that he was more perfect than anyone else. And my biological father didn't give us a penny... He even refused to show his face! At that time, I thought my mother was so cheap! I even scolded her like outsiders, but my mother didn't get angry. She just said, I'm sorry..."

"My mother never said a bad thing about my biological father until she died, woo woo!"

Feng Fei's emotions were completely out of control and she was crying bitterly.

I remained silent and wiped her tears silently.

She paused and continued, "Later, I came here and saw his extravagant life. I also heard that he liked to make women strip naked and lie on the table with food all over their bodies, and then eat... I thought at the time, this is a scumbag, a beast! He doesn't deserve my mother's love for him, he doesn't deserve... He doesn't deserve a woman's true heart!"

I held Feng Fei tightly in my arms and kissed her face gently.

"Later, didn't a girl want to kill him? But she failed..."

Feng Fei cried so hard that she couldn't breathe and her nose was sniffling. I took a tissue from her.

She blew her breath hard and continued, "I thought at the time that this was retribution for him, but it was such a pity that the girl didn't succeed... Later, I heard that the girl's parents were forced to death by him. Their family was broken up and they couldn't live anymore, so they came to kill him."

"Who told you that?" I finally couldn't help it and asked with a frown.

Feng Fei replied: "His own daughter, Li Lanlan, doesn't even treat him as a human being. How can he be a good person?"

"Can you be more specific? How did Li Lanlan tell you that your father forced the girl's family to be broken up?" I asked.

Feng Fei shook her head: "They just said that and didn't tell me in detail. Some things should be mentioned briefly. Is it necessary to explain it so clearly?"

"It is necessary!" I answered seriously: "Feng Fei, there are many tricks in this world, and many things...you only know one side of the story, but not the other. You said...your father likes to see naked women as dinner plates, but do you know that the women lying on them are all Japanese women? You said...Li Lanlan, as a daughter, looks down on her own father and thinks that Li Jianglong has a bad character, but do you know what kind of person Li Lanlan is? I have no grudge against her, but she still wants to set me on fire!"

"She wants to burn you to death?" Feng Fei raised her head in surprise, frowned and looked at me in astonishment.

I saw uncontrollable anger in her eyes!

"Yes!" I pondered, "She wants to burn your man to death. Actually, these things are not complicated. Your father... wants to gather all the illegitimate children back. After all, they are his own flesh and blood. Then, he will give each of you some shares to ensure that you will have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of your life. I have to say that he is an idealist. He thinks... you can't write two "Li" characters with one stroke. He wants you to recognize your ancestors and form a big Li family. But the vested interests are not happy, right? They are unwilling to give you shares, just like that Li Haiqian, who installed a bomb in your father's car and almost blew your father to death!"

I paused and continued, "As for why they wanted to burn me to death, it was because I was your father's right-hand man, and she wanted to clip my wings first, and then..."

"But the girl who killed him was obviously not Japanese!" Feng Fei asked with a frown.

"Haha," I hugged her tightly and said, "Your father was also deceived. I was at the scene at that time. The people pushing the carts were all Japanese, and your father was still showing off his Japanese in front of me! What's wrong with him? He gave the job to Li Haikun, and Li Haikun outsourced the project, but... an assassin sneaked in!"

I paused and continued, "You may think that he is not a good person because he hangs out with the Japanese and learns their perverted behavior. But in fact, your father was offended in Japan and wanted to give him a taste of his own medicine. In fact, sometimes he is just like an old child, very cute. You don't understand him!"

"As for your mother," I looked at Feng Fei seriously, blinked, and said, "Your father and your mother were lovers before, but they broke up later. However, their feelings were still there... Then they met again by chance, and that's how you were born. But things in the world can never go as planned. After many years, both of them got married and had their own families. Your mother didn't want to destroy your father's family, so she chose to withdraw and stopped contacting him. That's why she said she wasn't a mistress. But love is definitely still love. Can feelings just disappear? Do you understand now?"

Feng Fei looked at me in surprise, her eyes full of disbelief. I could truly feel that her soul was touched...