"Here's a diary, would you like to see it?"

Chen Xuan pulled out a blood-stained diary from the evidence bag.

He opened a page at random. The handwriting in the diary was crooked, with many typos and pinyin mixed in, exactly the same as the handwriting in the letter.

This is...my brother's diary.

Sang Yu took the diary from Chen Xuan's hand, then opened the worn cover and turned to the first page of the diary.

Monday, rainy

Dad hits Mom again, I don’t know why…Since coming to this new home, Dad always hits Mom and Mom always cries…

why?

I wanted to protect my mother, but she was very angry. She said it was all my fault and that it would be better if I didn't exist...

I am very depressed.

But my brother said it wasn't my fault.

Wednesday, rainy

I hate the grandpa across the street. He stinks like garbage.

He always looked at my brother and me strangely, and then asked us to go to his house to play, but I hated it because he smelled too bad.

But…my brother and I saw another kid go to his house to play.

I thought the grandfather across the street was a bad guy, so my brother and I waited in the corridor, waiting for the kid to come out, but he never came out.

The grandfather opposite suddenly opened the door and asked us if we saw anything.

I didn't see anything at first, but after he opened the door, I saw through the crack that the kid's face turned horrible...

What's up with him?

Saturday, rainy day

Dad was not at home, so mom gave my brother and me a dollar to buy some candy. We were very happy.

But the elevator was broken, so we climbed the stairs for a long time and finally reached our doorstep.

so tired.

An aunt's head rolled out of the elevator, with a lot of blood.

My aunt's mouth was open and she seemed to be saying something, but I couldn't hear her.

A strange uncle in his underwear walked out of the house, he seemed very scared.

My mother gave my brother and me another dollar and told us not to tell my father about the strange uncle, otherwise he would beat her to death.

The younger brother didn't want his mother to be beaten, so he promised to keep the secret for her.

But I think I should tell my dad.

Tuesday, rainy

My brother and I picked up a white kitten. The cat was so cute. My brother named it Marshmallow.

But mom and dad definitely won’t let us keep a cat.

The security guard said we could leave the marshmallows with him and he would take good care of them for us.

I don’t like the security guard. The way he looked at us was the same as the grandpa opposite, which made me very uncomfortable.

But the younger brother thought the security guard was a good man and agreed to give the marshmallow to him.

Wednesday, rainy

Marshmallow is dead.

My brother and I went to the security guard to look for marshmallows and saw that there was a lot of blood on his body.

But Marshmallow had more blood.

Its stomach was cut open, its tiny internal organs spilling out of its body, and its marshmallow-like fur was all dyed red.

Marshmallow will never meow at us again.

The younger brother cried very sadly. He finally realized that the security guard was not a good person.

The security guard smiled at us and said that compared to cats and dogs, he would rather dismember children.

My younger brother was very scared and didn't dare to go out again.

Thursday, rainy

Several children went missing in the neighborhood, and my brother and I saw a family posting pictures of that child everywhere.

They should be his family!

If I disappear one day, will my parents look for me?

My brother wanted to tell them that the kid was at his grandfather’s house across the street, but I thought we shouldn’t meddle in other people’s business.

I always feel like someone is watching me lately...

I'm scared.

Is it the grandfather across the street?

Or the security guard?

Who on earth is it?

*month* day, Sunday, rain

Why does it keep raining? It’s so annoying!

After an aunt died in the elevator, no one dared to use the elevator, not even my younger brother.

But the corridor is so dark!

Every time I walk in the corridor, I feel like someone is following me.

My brother thought I was being suspicious, but... when I turned around, I seemed to see a figure, and he suddenly disappeared like a mouse.

Monday, rainy

The child thief was caught.

Everyone said it was done by a homeless person hiding in the corridor.

I asked them what a tramp is?

They say a homeless person is someone without a home.

I feel like I have a home, but I also feel like I don’t have a home.

I feel like I'm a bum too.

When I climbed the stairs to go home today, the shadow behind me disappeared.

But the grandfather opposite suddenly stood at the entrance of the corridor, which scared me.

He laughed at us and said: I'm watching you, and if you dare to tell anyone about that child, I will kill you.

My younger brother was so scared that he screamed loudly, and the grandfather opposite quickly left.

Tuesday, rainy

Mom and Dad said my illness had gotten worse, so they gave me white sugar.

Sugar is bitter.

Dad said only one of me and my brother could stay.

Mom said it would be better if I disappeared.

They all seem to like their younger brother more...

My younger brother didn't want to be separated from me and cried for me to stay.

Dad was very angry and beat my brother.

I was afraid that my brother would be beaten, so I had to hide and dared not come out.

Wednesday, rainy

I did a bad thing.

I kept it a secret from my brother and told my father about the strange uncle.

Dad was very angry and he beat Mom severely.

It was the first time my mother looked at me with murderous eyes, and I was very afraid of such a mother.

She locked me in a suitcase as a punishment.

The suitcase was really cramped and uncomfortable.

My brother kept crying, just like the rain, it was very annoying.

I said to him...give your body to me, from now on I am the younger brother...you are the older brother...

I will face your parents for you and face all the harm for you.

You just need to hide in my body and enjoy everything quietly.

I will protect you……

Thursday, rainy

My younger brother agreed, he is stupid.

I don’t understand why my parents still chose my younger brother even though he is so stupid.

He is just a coward, a snail that retreats into its shell.

Friday, rainy

It was so awful, I felt like I was going to die.

I just got this body, why am I facing such terrible things?

I don't want to disappear.

Everyone wants me to disappear, but I don't want them to.

I will prove to everyone that I am smarter and more fit to survive in this world.

Finally, I saw the light.

It was so dazzling that I shed many tears.

Several uncles in blue clothes surrounded me and asked me who I was?

who am I?

Who should I be?

I looked them in the eye and said my name.

I am Lu Li, my younger brother...

Monday, Sunny

The medicine tastes bitter and the needle hurts.

The uncles and aunts in white kept asking me, "Who are you?"

"I'm your younger brother."

"Do you hope your brother will show up again?"

"do not wish."

"why?"

"Mom and Dad said that my brother was a figment of my imagination and that he doesn't exist in this world. I hope he disappears forever."

I will take my medicine properly and get the injection obediently.

I will make sure that "brother" will never appear in my world.

There is only one me in this world.

And he...

Trapped in his nightmare forever.

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