Abandoned Daughter from a Noble Family: Poison to the World

Yuan Li naturally knew that Xisu was not talking about how close the relationship between her and that man was. She looked at Xisu, who was becoming increasingly haggard, with some pity.

She is a knight-errant, "a knight-errant in Chang'an for many years". In her life, she doesn't like being bound, she likes freedom and likes to do whatever she wants.

"Eat it. She has always been a little stupid. If you call her a cunning person, she is a little stupid. If you call her stupid, she is a little smart."

Yuan Li was so tired that she slumped in the sandalwood armchair opposite the desk, her eyes bloodshot. She was so exhausted that even her temples had dense white hair growing on them.

Xisu moved the wheelchair and poured himself two cups of tea. The color of the tea was strange, a deep red, abnormally red. From a distance, it even smelled like blood.

She ate the life-extending herb.

"You can wait for Her Highness in Yunchuan. I have already sent a letter to Her Highness. She will be back in Beijing soon."

Xisu was talking about coughing up blood, and seemed to be used to it, always carrying a handkerchief to wipe the blood.

A black handkerchief embroidered with a large gardenia.

Yuan Li was extremely worried. In her mind, Xisu was a gentle and reliable senior whom she could entrust everything to. She was someone with whom she could feel absolutely at ease.

"This Gu fetus looks so scary."

She still said it out loud.

There are thousands of monsters in the Poison Sect, and she doesn't know what kind of poison is in Xisu's belly.

If it was the kind of fetal worm that Lan Yutai described, only a drop of blood would be needed to abort it.

Xisu stared at the strangely bulging belly with sadness, "I actually understand why the Poison Sect is so obsessed with eating the fetal worms that simulate pregnancy. After I had this little monster in my stomach, I thought, how great it would be if it was really the child of His Highness and me."

Now it was Yuan Li's turn to feel sorry for himself.

She felt that the world was not normal.

"I have never considered myself the same as you. Su Bai spent money to buy motherless and fatherless children from human traffickers, and spent a lot of effort to train these children to become assassins who live and die for him."

This is how Xisu was raised by Su Bai.

"I have killed countless people with my hands, men, women, old people, children, and even my only sister who is related to me by blood. Su Bai said that if I don't kill others, then I will die. I listened to him and took it as my guiding principle."

Xisu held the blood-stained handkerchief in her hands, her eyes cold and cruel.

"I have killed too many people. Every time I killed someone, I knew that I killed someone who should not have died. It is only natural that bad people should die, but what about good people? Su Bai has countless political enemies. He asked me to kill his enemies in the court. I did it, but the people were crying and begging for mercy at the execution ground."

Perhaps it was because the Gu fetus was wriggling inside his body, and Xisu's body was particularly fragile, causing his emotions to easily get out of control.

Pearl-sized tears fell like broken strings, wetting the lapels of her clothes.

"I can't figure it out, and I can't stop killing. If I don't kill, I will die. An assassin must keep killing to ensure that he is useful to his master.

In the end, I had to stop thinking of myself as a human being. If I were a wild beast in the jungle, without morals or honor, it would be reasonable for me to bite and kill animals weaker than me.

Xisu is unwilling to accept his duty as an assassin.

However, she had no way to escape from the body imprisoned by the word assassin.

Either cut off the visible and invisible shackles on your body with one knife, or accept death obediently in some unknown special mission.

"Sister Xisu..."

Yuan Li's words were choked in her throat. From the day Xi Su saved Shu Yu, she knew that she was a good person with empathy.

She thought Xisu was just an ordinary guard.

She didn't know about her past, she only knew that the Xisu she met was wonderful.

Such a gentle and reliable senior.

"I ate my sister. I was six years old at that time. Su Bai told me that if I ate my sister, I would be the first assassin to get a badge and I would never have to worry about food and clothing."

Xisu almost crushed the handkerchief in her hand.

“Every time I see Her Highness, I feel like I’m seeing my sister, but I know she’s not, my sister is dead.

My sister is my sister, and your Highness is your Highness. Your Highness at that time was like a little meat ball. I looked after your Highness from the time she was born until I lost her. "

When Xisu first saw Su Wanqing, she was just a baby in swaddling clothes. The moment he saw her, he thought she was so cute.

Xiao Su Wanqing held Xisu's finger, as if it were her mother's finger, and held it tightly.

From that moment on, Xisu split his personality into two.

One is an ordinary maid who takes care of little Su Wanqing in the Marquis's Mansion, and the other is an assassin who kills people for Su Bai.

Only in this way would Xisu feel that he was not so crazy.

Xisu pinched her palm painfully, "What a ridiculous monster, to survive, she ate her last relative in the world. After my sister died, there was no one to rely on for blood and share life and death with me. Another six years have passed, and I still left His Highness outside for the sake of killing people."