Future World: Love Through Time and Space

"Don't you want to know if Yabo is happy?" Ruidi really wanted to anger Xia.

But Xia just smiled vaguely, "I think you are very happy..."

"Me?" Ruidi was stunned by this unconventional question, and then raised her chin arrogantly, "Yeah, you can't think of it, I will get him in the end!"

"Yes." Xia nodded honestly, "You are so charming and pretty, you are absolutely a queen."

"Sooner or later, I will be the queen of Saibai!" When Ruidi said this, there was no trace of cowardice in her eyes. Xia even felt that she no longer knew her. She was no longer the timid little girl who needed her and Yabo's protection.

why?

Was it Yabo who made her so brave?

Siya looked at Ruidi a little puzzled.

And how could Ruidi say that what could make a girl grow up quickly besides emotional pain? No matter how confident she was, she couldn't ignore his absence.

From childhood to adulthood, the person who gave her the deepest loneliness was her most beloved husband; but she could not tell others about this trauma. After all, he was chosen by herself, and he was chosen against all odds!

"I wish you happiness!" Siya said this sincerely.

Ruidi was obviously surprised, "I thought you would hate me."

Qia smiled bitterly and shook her head, "You love him very much."

"Have you known this for a long time?" Ruidi asked, "Did you know it during those years in Sebai?"

Siya nodded, then shook her head, "I have a vague feeling, but I'm not entirely sure. Sometimes I'd rather believe that I'm overthinking it. After all, you were such a cute little sister back then!"

Qia's kindness came to Ruidi's mind again. She couldn't sit still and stood up. "I don't know when we will meet next time."

"Yeah." Siya nodded.

"The same goes for you and Yabo..." Ruidi added arrogantly, really wanting to anger her opponent.

"..." Qiya didn't respond this time, and her dim eyes dimmed again.

This gave Ruidi a little satisfaction in her competitive spirit, and she asked again, "Do you have anything to say to Yabo?" She didn't understand why she asked this question. Would he really convey it to her?

"Live as happily as possible." Siya's wish at the moment is that simple. Her fate cannot be changed. She just hopes that everything will go well for him and be better than herself.

"?!" Ruidi raised her eyebrows in surprise. She didn't expect Siya to say this. She didn't mean to be jealous at all. She was stunned for a moment and didn't know how to respond.

"Go back early, it's getting dark." Siya urged.

"Do you think...you still have hope?" Ruidi asked uneasily, knowing that she had not won his heart.

As long as you are alive...there is hope!

Many books said this, but Siya didn't think so at the moment, so she just smiled and shook her head. She wanted to bless Ruidi again, but it was too difficult... The boy she loved most was hers. husband!

In the end, she could only shed bitter tears...

Ruidi raised her chin again. Anyway, she got Yabo, she won. Thinking about it this way, she left like a proud peacock with a sense of victory.

A few days later, Lingxiang accidentally mentioned that Saibai's princess consort had left the palace. After hearing this, Qiya just gently put down the tea cup that had been brought to her mouth, and tried her best to hold back the tears that burst out of her eyes...

After this day, the emperor began to come to Qiya's place every day. When he came, he did not wear court clothes, but mostly wore moon-white brocade robes, holding a folding fan or a string of Buddhist beads. She talked a lot with Xia, sometimes explaining some poems to her, and sometimes holding her hand to practice calligraphy. At this time, she already knew that the posts she saw when she was in Prince Li's Mansion were all from him. handwriting. No wonder Master was frightened when he saw it. His calligraphy is very beautiful. At first glance, it looks neat and graceful, but upon closer inspection, it turns out to be vigorous and powerful, with power that penetrates the back of the paper!

On this day, when the emperor came to the Epiphyllum Terrace, he brought a bouquet of purple roses. Purple roses are rare in Qingfo. Siya picked one and played with it for a while, stuck out her tongue and said mischievously, "Purple roses in Graves mean 'imprisoned love', so..."

"Forbidden love?!" The emperor frowned, obviously not liking the meaning at all, so he interrupted Xia's words, sat leisurely in the Xinan Pavilion, and asked with a smile, "I have always been curious, Why do you want to save the third prince and the fourth princess?"

"Your Majesty, don't you want to save them?" Xia asked.

"You..." The emperor did not expect that she would ask such a straightforward question. He was speechless for a moment, and then smiled bitterly, "You must think that I am not a good father."

"What kind of father is a good father? Actually, I don't know..." Qia also smiled bitterly, "I have a good friend who grew up together. When I was a child, I was very envious of her being held high in her father's arms. I also envied her being able to lie on her mother’s lap and talk about her thoughts. At that time, I thought, that should be the happiest thing in the world..."

The emperor knew that Qiya lost her mother when she was young, so he sighed slightly, gently held her hand, and then said, "Don't mention this anymore..."

"..." Qiya smiled and shook her head, "What should the soup made by my mother taste like? What kind of birthday gift will my father give me? What will a family of three talk about when they are together? I am very curious about everything."

In fact, Siya almost never mentioned these things to anyone. Without the warmth of family and the love of her parents, it was the pain she was least willing to face deep down in her heart. Every time she mentioned it, she felt sad again. So even Yaojun has never heard of these concerns. In addition to Yabo, there was Emperor Qiantong. Xia looked at his gentle and tolerant eyes, took a deep breath, and then continued, "Because it was difficult to give birth to me, my mother passed away a few days later; my father suffered such a blow. , disheartened and refused to remarry. I have always felt deeply guilty about this. Because I have never seen my mother and rarely see my father, I feel more guilty than missing. When I was young, I always Just thinking about how wonderful it would be without me..."

Before Xiya could finish her words, the emperor's warm fingertips touched her falling tears, and then he hugged her tightly...

His embrace is warm, generous, solid and tight...

Qia couldn't stop sobbing and said intermittently, "When I was little...when I was sick...no one cared about me, I was alone in the room, shivering from the cold...At that time, I thought, if I die like this , will dad not be sad anymore? Will I be able to see my mom, will she smile at me and give me a hug..."

"No." The emperor sighed with heartache and comforted, "She must hope that you live healthy and happy in this world, and she must not have blamed you. Those things are not your fault..."

"Yabo said the same thing." Qian Ya choked.

The emperor did not expect that she would mention Yabo and was slightly stunned.

"I went to save my brother and the princess just because I thought of my childhood self. I hugged them and said to them, 'Don't cry, come on.' It was like saying to my childhood self that someone loves you, don't be afraid. ..." Xia didn't notice the emperor's absence.

The emperor quickly put away his surprise, lowered his head and kissed Qian Ya's forehead, comforting, "Someone loves you, don't be afraid..."

That night, at the window edge of Xinuang Pavilion, Siya lay in the emperor's arms and cried for a long time... Even she herself was very puzzled as to why she mentioned her childhood injuries to him and why she cried to him... …