Fall in love with your enemy

Next time, I left first, no longer standing between Lao Fu and Lu Chengcheng and his son, lest it affect their relationship and be rejected.

I walked straight out the door and saw the sun setting in the west. Soon, it would be dark.

I could hear someone calling me from behind, and I could tell it was my cousin, but I didn't want to look back.

I just want to get out of here, I really have no energy...

"Shishi, don't run away!" My cousin finally caught up with me by the lake and grabbed my arm.

His strength was so great that I almost couldn't bear it. I fell into a daze and fell into the lake. Maybe I was still stubborn and refused to give in. I forced myself to stand upright to prevent my cousin from noticing anything strange.

I lowered my head and brushed my messy hair randomly, showing an indifferent expression. My cousin looked at me, feeling distressed and angry. He finally caught me but was speechless.

I swallowed, raised my head and smiled, knowingly asked: "Brother, what do you want from me?"

Unexpectedly, my cousin didn't scold me, or even roll his eyes at me. Instead, he gently held me in his arms.

I leaned on his shoulder, speechless for a moment, my eyes were red, but as I just said, I am a stubborn person.

I laughed, and my cousin cried while I laughed. I joked: "Brother, do you pity me?"

My cousin was stunned, as if I was not him. He let go of me and took a step back. He looked at me and had never felt so strange. But he quickly held my cheek again and rubbed it. He rubbed my hair and whispered softly: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid..."

It's strange, what am I afraid of.

I pressed my hand against his palm perfunctorily, feeling the scorching temperature with an expressionless face. He took it easy for a while, and finally said what he was thinking.

"Shishi, why did you leave... Everything here should belong to you. You are not wrong."

My eyes lost sight for a moment, and I couldn't even pretend anymore, so I broke free from my cousin's hand.

"Whoever said he belongs to me is willing to admit that he belongs to me." I said coldly, "Brother, if you are angry with me because I am using you or because of the Xu family's affairs, just scold me. There is no need to use these nonsense. Come and humiliate me.”

The cousin's hand stopped in mid-air and could not be taken back for a long time.

How could he not be disappointed after hearing such words.

I regretted it, but I had already said it, and after all, I couldn’t take it back. I thought, I should indeed be the one abandoned, and I deserved it. It was me who personally hurt all the people who loved me and loved me. .

But I really can't change this shortcoming... I can't give my sincerity to another person so easily, not even to my cousin who is connected by blood. We are blood relatives, but I really don't dare. Believe in him, no matter how good he is to me.

Lao Fu is my biological father. He pampered me, but he did not care about my wishes at all. He personally drugged me and sent me to Gao Xinci's bed.

My brother-in-law also said that he loved me, but he also planned carefully and pushed me into the river and almost drowned me.

I really can't believe it. Even though my cousin hasn't done anything yet, I can't guarantee that he won't do it in the future. I really don't dare.

My cousin put down his hand, but he didn't give up completely. He seemed to think he could save me.

"Shishi, I have never been angry with you. I know you are right, and there is nothing you can do about it. I am just angry with you. Why don't you tell me all the sad things? My uncle shouldn't treat you like that! You are obviously the one who has been wronged, why don't you fight for it once, not even once!" He shouted at me, as if this could break through my cowardice and awaken the "courage" in my heart.

As everyone knows, my "courage" had already died on the first day I came to Fu's house. If I had kept that thing and went on a rampage without fear, I wouldn't be alive today.

I am extremely tired, but I am still willing to provide an answer to this ridiculous question.

"What should I fight for?" I asked, calmly at first, and then venting like a turbulent wave: "What should I fight for! I only have my old master, and I have to rely on him to live. He can coax me when he is happy, no? Are you happy? He can just forget about me and trample me under his feet like today. What can I say to him!"

My center of gravity was unstable and I couldn't stand any longer, so I had to lean against a tree behind me. This scene always felt very familiar to me, as if I had experienced it in my previous life and had thousands of grievances that no one could tell me. I spent many nights like this.

I gave my best, but in the end, I got nothing.

"In front of so many people, he gave Lu Cheng all the things that you think should belong to me. What's the difference between him and declaring that the whole clan has abandoned me! Brother! I have nothing left! I dare not If you continue to argue, just let me go..."

"But... uncle is not that kind of person. He must have his own difficulties..." The cousin looked like he was having difficulties. It was better to say that it was him who had his own difficulties.

With tears in my eyes, I raised my head and didn't know where I was looking: "Can you treat me like an object that can be deceived and harmed at will if you have a hard time?"

My cousin is speechless. He will never feel the same way as me because he is the second uncle’s only child, but he will not think that I am being unreasonable because he was once as stubborn as me and was entangled in the cause of his mother’s death. Beaten.

"Brother, I know it is difficult for him, but I am not a puppet or a saint. I have my own feelings, and I will be sad. I can't get over that hurdle. Of course, I also understand that people who care too much I can't get benefits in our family. I will try to come out on my own, but you have to give me some time..." I made the final retreat.

My cousin was silent for a long time. After a while, he stepped forward and hugged me tightly.

I snuggled into his arms and felt somewhat relieved. At least, there would be someone at home to take care of my mood.

Later, I fell asleep for some reason, and when I woke up again, I was already in my room. Probably because my weak body couldn't resist, I fainted, and my cousin carried me back.

I was groggy and felt uncomfortable everywhere. I was dizzy and weak, as if I was about to die. I wanted to go to the window to blow in the cold wind. When I lifted the quilt, I saw a large blood stain on the quilt. I was stunned. For a long time, I couldn't remember when I was injured. I finally remembered it after patting my head.

It had been almost a month, and I had forgotten about it. I took the coat beside the bed and put it on and went to the bathroom to clean up. Halfway through, the phone next to the pillow rang again. I wiped my hands and went to answer the phone.

The voice on the other end of the phone was like a ray of light dispelling the gloom: "Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

I don’t know how to describe my mood at that time. The most appropriate word should be: mixed feelings and overwhelmed.

I was stunned for a while before I remembered to reply: "Oh, okay, are you... busy recently?"

"I'm fine, but I suddenly remembered that you might be feeling unwell today, so I thought of giving you a call. I've put the thermal pads and ginger tea in the second drawer of your bedside table. Remember to use them." His tone was calm, as if nothing had happened between us.

He is a saint, he has no joy, anger, sorrow or joy. We occasionally quarrel, no matter who is wrong, he will completely forget it within two days, and then come back to me as if nothing has happened, just like a couple who have made an agreement. On a regular day, it would be as difficult as trying to get him to hear my grievances in my tone and let him coax me.

I was a little unhappy and didn't reply for a long time.

He was a little confused and asked: "Wife? Are you okay? You're offline..."

I quickly replied: "No." I rubbed my hands eagerly. I thought of a stupid idea and mumbled out "I just miss you a little bit." As soon as I said it, I regretted it and almost wanted to smoke. Slap yourself.

Although I forgot how we quarreled, usually it was just a trivial matter, but why do I always back down first? ! Doesn't this mean giving him the initiative? I should firmly hold the initiative in marriage in my hands and make him unable to live without me!

Well, yes, that’s it! After thinking clearly, I puffed up my energy and said powerfully to the other side: "Gao Xinci! Just think that what you just said was an auditory hallucination! I haven't asked you yet, you..."

"No socializing, no drinking, no young, beautiful and considerate good sister. The passenger seat of the car can only be yours, no one else can sit in it. All the women I have seen are a generation older than me, and I am very proud of them. Nod politely and call auntie with a smile, but you will never be a good person and send them home mercifully." Gao Xinci said a rhyme that made me choke on the words that came to my lips.

I was at a loss for words.

but! I can't just admit defeat! I had an idea and changed direction.

"That kid..."

"I picked him up and sent him to help me with my homework. I went to the parent-teacher meeting. I am familiar with my son's class teacher and teacher. I also memorized his student number. I also negotiated with the principal and there was no problem at all, oh. By the way, my son’s teachers are also men, so don’t worry, I can’t run away.” Gao Xin finished this paragraph, and the last sentence even meant to mock me a little.

I was speechless.

Gao Xinci took advantage of the victory and pursued it: "Honey, if you want me to say it, just tell me, why are you taking so many detours? If I don't know you well enough, you can't guess it. Don't you feel uncomfortable holding it in your heart?"

"Can you tell me that you can appear in front of me right away? I'm just trying to pick a few thorns in your mind. Maybe you can come back sooner..."

I sat down holding my waist, opened the drawer and took a look. It was divided into two layers. One layer contained thermal patches, woolen vests, etc. for keeping warm. The other layer contained neatly packed ginger tea arranged by day. It's different from what's bought from outside. It should be made by Gao Xinci himself.

I felt aggrieved for a while. I had forgotten why I was aggrieved, but I was just sad. I thought that his mood had reached its peak for a while.

"Husband, where are you? I want to find you." I said in a hoarse voice that was as artificial as possible.

Gao Xinci smiled triumphantly: "Finally admitted it?"

I can see his eyebrows flying up to the sky through the screen, and the corners of his mouth are shoulder to shoulder with the sun.

"Okay, I won't tease you anymore, open the door." Gao Xinci said solemnly.

My young mind was shocked by him three times in just ten minutes, which was really exciting.

"You came to my old house?!" I said in surprise.

"Of course, is it possible for my wife to be bullied here alone? I can't bear to do it." Gao Xinci replied.

I rushed out the door, and sure enough I saw Gao Xinci standing in the courtyard facing the moonlight. When he saw me, he opened his arms. I ran over and threw myself into his arms. My sadness was like a flood and could not be stopped. , she wiped her nose and tears on his clothes!

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu She cried so hard that the sky was dark and the sea was dry and the rocks were shattered. She was quite like Meng Jiangnu who cried down the Great Wall.

Gao Xinci has a mysophobia, but he doesn't dare to hide from me now, for fear that I will find a reason to say that he doesn't love me and run away from home again! If he couldn't find me and didn't tell me, I would still have to take his bank card out to spend money like crazy! Eat and drink like crazy! Finally, I was crazy enough. I came back crying with gastroenteritis and high blood pressure. He still had to serve me.

My eyes were almost swollen from crying, but Gao Xinci laughed so hard that he held my face and said, "How old are you? Be careful about your son laughing at you."

"I don't care. If he wants to laugh, just laugh. I'll grab his lollipop and make him cry!" I retracted into Gao Xinci's arms again and sobbed. By the way, I complained about my bastard son who laughs at his mother every day. Is a crybaby.

"Don't cry anymore, don't cry anymore..." Gao Xinci became more serious and patted my back and coaxed me for a long time.

I gradually got better. Gao Xinci let go of me and looked into my eyes. I had never felt him so gentle before, but he said again: "Close your eyes."

I was a little confused and asked, "Why?"

"Be obedient." He couldn't help but reach out and cover my eyes. After a while, I felt a soft and real kiss on the corner of my mouth.

It was rare for him to be so careful, for fear of hurting me, he bit my lip with almost no force, and retracted it as soon as the tip of his tongue touched it. He moved his fingers upward little by little, and the fingertips touched the spine, and slowly tightened, I Feeling the force, I couldn't help but stand on tiptoes.

He kissed me gently, his breathing quickened.

Ah! The man is quite interesting, but he is a bit too "pure". A small move can reveal his nervousness. Alas, I don't know what is going on. He is rarely so cautious, as if I am a person. A piece of white paper as thin as a cicada's wings will shatter at the slightest touch.

As if to reassure him, I hugged him tightly with both hands. He was surprised for a moment, picked me up again, and went back to the room. He put his hand on the back of my head and gently put me on the bed, and then...

I quickly grabbed my coat! He twitched his lips and said, "What are you doing! You want to run a red light..."

Yaoshou, my husband can't be so arrogant?

Unexpectedly, Gao Xinci smiled "evilly" and patted my forehead! He didn't say anything, he just continued his actions and pressed me hard.

Ok……

Okay, it was quite exciting, but although I was reluctant, I didn’t know how to refuse. I could only watch the shoulder straps fall off and my earlobes turn red.

I obeyed and slowly touched his waist with my palms.

but! While we’re indulging in this! But a "terrible" voice suddenly appeared in my ears. That voice was evil and cunning!

"Hehe, mommy is a crybaby!"

"Ah!" Gao Xinci and I turned around together. The person lying beside the bed was my unjust person who didn't understand anything but always interrupted good things!

"Little bastard, why aren't you asleep yet!" I was so angry that I felt ashamed and embarrassed, so I started to pull the little bastard's ears.

But another accident happened. When I went to catch my son, I stepped on nothing. I fell off the bed. Suddenly the whole world changed, and everything just now fell into nothingness.

I broke free from the dream.

So it was a dream?

Oh, yes, I remembered, I have been reborn.

I remembered why I felt wronged and sad, why the two of us were separated, why I was alone, and I also remembered that I could not see my son at all. Now Gao Xinci and I are not married yet, and we will not have children. Not to mention lingering, everything just now was just a dream.

I woke up crying. When I woke up, my cousin was still beside me, holding my hand and leaning on the pillow. He was still a little confused after being woken up by me. The old man was sitting on the sofa next to the bed, looking like After waiting for a long time, he finally relaxed his brow when he saw me wake up.

"Shishi, are you feeling better? You are sick again..." Old Fu said softly.

But before he finished speaking, I had already stood up, put on my shoes and rushed out of the hospital. I searched anxiously. I couldn't tell what I was looking for. I knew it was an illusion, but I still had hope.

I searched the whole courtyard, but it was all empty. I couldn't catch anything, and I couldn't get anything. I stood stupidly in the courtyard where he had been, and my whole heart was empty.

The sadness that I had finally put down rose again, and I could no longer cry silently. I really couldn't bear it anymore. I was still sobbing at first, but it didn't take long for me to burst into tears.

My cousin and the old man chased me out. The old man looked worried and didn't dare to get close. Only my cousin ran to my side, took off his coat and covered me.

"Little ancestor, your fever has reached 40 degrees! You dare to run out and don't lie down properly. Are you going to die of illness? What are you looking for?"

My brother-in-law is also staying in my yard tonight. He was probably in the room next door just now. He woke up due to my fuss. Now he is leaning against the door and drowsily lecturing me.

"Hurry up and go back to sleep. Your dad is quite old and has stayed up all night with you. If you continue to make trouble, it will be too much for him. Go back. If there is anything you are looking for, I will ask someone to find it for you."

"No need..." I muttered lonely.

What are you looking for? I already knew he wouldn't come. I miss him so much, but it's been a long time and he doesn't answer my calls at all. I don't know where he is.

Perhaps out of concern for my family, I turned around and returned to the room, but I really couldn't rest.

I sat on the ground beside the bed, leaning against the bedside table, curled up into a ball and cried softly. My cousin didn't know what I was crying about, but he still knelt down and hugged me gently.

I cried until I fainted, and my cousin stayed with me until late at night. I pretended to be asleep and tricked him into sleeping, and he fell asleep on the sofa, breathing evenly.

Still unwilling to give in, I opened the second drawer of the bedside table.

Inside are neatly placed warm patches and ginger tea.