Fall in love with your enemy

Next time, I made a plan and dragged the entire second room in. I deliberately took advantage of the second grandma to go to burn incense to show my dissatisfaction with grandpa, and then stuffed the recorder into the innocent cousin. At this point, I finally All the second uncle's inner thoughts came out.

I finally knew everything, but I couldn't be happy. I looked at the shore helplessly at my second uncle. I didn't know how to face him. I really hoped that this ship would never dock.

It would be easy for me to die trapped here.

My second uncle probably didn’t know how to tell me, so he sighed slightly, handed my phone to my cousin with trembling hands, and then turned around and left. I looked at his vicissitudes of life and felt guilty. , but to no avail.

My cousin probably didn’t want to see me anymore. He hesitated and finally put his phone on the place where he was sitting. He waved goodbye to me vaguely, and then left without looking back.

I don't know whether to be sad or relieved.

Gone, all gone.

I don't know what I did wrong, but I really lost everything. Maybe it was wrong from the beginning.

Just like the second grandma said, with my temperament, I should not be born in the Fu family. I am not suitable. No matter how much I argue, I should... died of influenza when I was three years old. Death from pneumonia, or tetanus at the age of nine, or drowning at the age of thirteen. In short, he shouldn't live and cause trouble for everyone.

But why didn't I die? No, I've already died once, so why am I reborn again?

I still can't figure it out.

I went ashore and put my phone back in my pocket. Liang Sen stepped forward and handed the bracelet he fished out of the lake back to me. I looked at it, not knowing whether what I did was right or wrong.

If I was gone, wouldn't they have to worry so much and could live a simple and happy life?

"Miss, Master Yun Jin sent a message saying that he wants to see you. Do you want to go there?" Liang Sen glanced at the phone and said suddenly.

I feel even more helpless. I understand that if it is not the end, Yun Jin will not be willing to see me. I understand that I will lose him soon, but I have to see him for the last time.

"Where is he?" I asked.

"He said, the old place." Liang Sen replied.

The old place was naturally the place where he played the piano for me every day.

Before seeing him, I first heard the sound of the piano, and the lingering sound lingered in my ears.

Every time I come to Shenghuating, I feel like I'm in a fairyland, but today is probably my last time here.

I saw Yun Jin from a distance, his face pale and withered, but he still stubbornly sat in the court. This was the first time I had seen such a stubborn person in all my years.

The song he played is called "Hua Xuyin". It is the song I have heard most often in the past ten days since we have known each other, but it is also the song I hate the most. It condenses all my sorrow into one moment. freed.

"Yun Jin, why is the sound of your piano always so sad?" I stepped forward and asked knowingly.

Yun Jin did not raise his head or answer. It was the first time he was so indifferent to me. Before the end, his eyes were empty. Finally, at this last moment, the bitterness that had accumulated for many years burst out from his heart, as if he had been trapped in this deep house for a long time. The canary finally managed to see the light again, but was told that it had already lost money and its life was not long.

No matter how optimistic people are, they will feel fear when facing death, and everyone is no exception.

Death is fair. No matter who you are, you will eventually die, but death is unfair. Good people will not live long, and harm will last for thousands of years.

Yun Jinsheng waited until he finished playing the song before he looked at me. When he saw me, he still laughed, but this smile was accompanied by tears.

After chuckling, he looked at the piano again. His white fingers touched the piano. Suddenly, he exerted force, and veins appeared on the back of his hand. The messy piano sounds appeared briefly, followed closely by the sound of the strings breaking, and blood. It flowed out from the fingers, and it was hot and dripped to the ground, as if it was going to burn the old house to ashes. Except for his, all souls could break out of the cage, flutter their wings and fly high, no longer bound.

Yun Jin laughed so hard that he couldn't stand up straight, laughing that this inhumane old house would eventually suffer retribution. Even if my revenge was minimal, he would be excited, ecstatic, and extremely crazy! For a person like him, in order to protect the people around him, he pretended to be so deliberate, well-behaved and obedient. Everyone believed him, except me.

Yun Jin is a human being, not a god. No one can survive alone in such a living environment, not even him. But I can see through him, but I still can't save him. I can't even save myself.

And Yun Jin, after seeing his own ending clearly, he wanted to use his blood to carve a mark on me that I would never forget. He smiled and cried.

This was probably the first time in his life that he had released his emotions crazily.

Those who have never cried cried, and those who have never laughed laughed.

I don’t know how to comfort him. Even though I have faced death, death is just an ordinary word to me. I am not afraid of it because there is nothing in this world that is worthy of my nostalgia, so I have never been able to communicate with him. Yun Jin feels the same way.

He is different from me. No matter how lonely he is, he still has a sister. He is the oldest child like him in the old house. He still has so many people who need his protection. And I, I don’t know what I can do now. Who lives.

I lost Brother Shu, Gao Xinci left me and went somewhere, and there is a gap between Chengcheng and me that can never be crossed. Now I finally found someone I can talk to, and he also Leaving soon.

I thought about it and had no clue, but fortunately Yun Jin pointed out a clear way for me.

He stood up and held me in his arms.

The boy who used to refuse to touch me with his fingers for a moment, now hugs me tightly, even if death is coming, he doesn't care.

I feel Yun Jin's heavy heartbeat in my ears, and the warmth of Yun Jin's palms in my waist. Even now, he is still approaching me endlessly, asking for me...

My forehead was moist for a moment, then my nose, and soon my lips...

I hid in a hurry.

"Yun Jin, don't be like this..."

I have never been as embarrassed as I am now, neither leaving nor staying. I avoided his eyes, but I couldn't help but want to help him, even if I was just an unconscious moth, I threw myself into the fire without hesitation. It might as well be to fight for a small amount of freedom for him.

I lowered my head and leaned stiffly on the stone pillar behind me, feeling a little at a loss.

Yun Jin looked at me helplessly for a long time, and finally all his resentment turned into a long, trembling sigh.

"I'm sorry..." Yun Jin said feebly: "I'm not convinced. I took advantage of you. Over the years, I have been hating everything here, even the third master, who left me in the Fu family. , at first I hoped that I could live a simple and happy life with no worries about food and clothing. The former was indeed achieved, but the latter... Third Master pushed me into a devil's cave. Everyone here, everyone like me, must not Ansheng, we live under someone else's roof, who can treat us like human beings? The second wife and the third wife's stewards are too bullying, beating and scolding us every day. We have thought about leaving, but how can they let go so easily? Let's go, cherish the time, and when I die, I will ask you to come to my funeral to see and keep it, it will be more lively than other people's weddings..."

Yun Jin paused and laughed again, full of self-deprecation, but soon his expression changed again, and the hatred in his heart burst out.

"I hate them, I want revenge, but I also understand that my body can't last long. Fortunately, you showed up." Yun Jin looked at me greedily and muttered: "From the reactions of the two ladies, Judging from the actions of Yu Ting and Liu Zonglan, I can probably guess the old man's attitude towards you, and I also know that we are on the same side. Only you can help me avenge myself, and only you can save us. Cherish the time, Yu Ting His death was not only due to the coercion and inducement of the two ladies, but I also had a share in it. Not only her, but also Taozhi and Xu Ting now. If they die, I will also have a share of the credit. Even if they don't die, one of them will be indispensable. The fate of madness is worse than death, and I am satisfied."

Yun Jin almost gritted his teeth and spat out these words clearly word by word. After saying that, he breathed a sigh of relief and died without regrets.

"I tried my best to make the third master see me again, and then sent me to you. Because with your help, I was able to perform, and I was considered complete." He looked at me with the same soft eyes as before Me, but I feel that he will never come back.

"It's not worth it to trade your life for theirs." Every word I spoke was like weeping blood, and my heart was piercing my bones.

"I was originally a dying person, so I didn't lose anything by dragging them to hell together." Yun Jin was a little proud, as if he had picked up a huge advantage, "But, I still feel sorry for the third master. He was You taught me psychology in the hope that I could save myself and more people, but now I’m using it to harm others." Yun Jin said calmly.

I looked at him and felt a lump in my throat. I desperately wanted to find a way out. It seemed that I only had one way.

I stepped forward and took Yun Jin's hand.

"I'll take you away!" I wiped away my tears, took him and ran outside the old house.

Yun Jin didn't resist and followed me closely, with the stars and the sea in his eyes again, just like when we first met.

Hua Xuyin came to my ears again, and I couldn't get rid of it no matter what. I seemed to have seen the end of time and our ending. I always had a hunch that we couldn't leave. I couldn't escape with Yun Jin in the end. He is here, he will stay here forever, and will never be reincarnated.

No, never...

I ran and cried all the way, and my tears penetrated every corner of the old house.

Yun Jin has always accommodated me, even if his body can no longer bear it, even if his mouth is full of blood, he will always remember my promise to him and his yearning for me.

"I want you to take me away."

"I'll take you away."

But in the end, these words did not come true. What came true was the sentence that Yun Jin wished to die: "I just want my heart to follow you."

The heart has left, but the body has not left.

No, absolutely not...

We arrived really quickly. Soon, I had already seen the door of the old house. As long as I stepped out, I could take him away from here forever and never come back again. But why, Yun Jin ran faster and faster He came slower and slower, and later, he could no longer take a step...

Can not be done……

We are about to succeed, and he cannot fail before success...

Does the sunflower have to die before dawn?

Does God really want to put all the bad luck on the poor people?

Yun Jin finally fell in the courtyard less than a hundred meters away from the gate of the old house. Black blood kept pouring out of his mouth, and his whole body was shaking. Only his eyes did not move, and he never left me again.

He no longer yearns for the light, only for me. Maybe in his eyes, I am the light, but I am not...

I hugged him, and there was nothing I could do except cry.

Maybe I shouldn't have come to the old house in the first place. I ruined him.

He didn't blame me, but instead raised his hand to wipe my tears, but his hands were full of blood. The tears on my face were clean, but hot blood was left behind.

He blamed himself so much and wiped his hands repeatedly on his white clothes. How could I bear it?

"You... don't waste any more energy. Just wait, I'll find someone. I can save you..." I burst into tears and was about to call someone, but Yun Jin held my hand again. , his hands are so cold.

He shook his head.

"Xishi, I know I can't get out, don't feel sorry for me, I killed someone, this is my retribution." Yun Jin emphasized the last two words, but there was no regret in his voice, only happiness, he He smiled again, comforting me and himself: "Death is not the worst outcome. If I die, I will no longer have to be conceited or flattery to anyone. I am no longer the good-for-nothing they say in the row house in the backyard." I am just Fu Yunjin, I am just myself..."

"I can take you away..." I was still persistent, but I could only say it.

I had no strength left and couldn't stand up at all. I could only watch Yun Jin walking to hell in front of my eyes, his breathing getting weaker and weaker.

It seems that I am not the one who can save him after all, just like what he whispered at this moment: a yellow beam is always a dream, and love without a last resort becomes empty.

"It would be great if I could meet you earlier..." He exhausted his last strength and said to me.

"Don't leave me alone...don't leave me alone..." I kept begging.

But I still can't change destiny.

Yun Jin is just one of the lonely souls in this huge house. Even if I take him away by force and take him out of this door, what will happen? There is no turning back for Yun Jin, and after him, there are hundreds of lonely souls waiting to be rescued, wailing in prison, never to see the light of day again. I can take Yun Jin with me, but I cannot take others with me. Taking away his body cannot take away his soul.

Yun Jin shed her last tear and slowly closed her eyes. She held my hand and slid it down the gown embroidered with white roses. The blood drops were stained and condensed into a dazzling red.

When he left, the clouds stopped, the wind stopped, and the flowers fell.

After all, I still couldn't take him away, leaving him alone, trapped and dying in this man-eating devil's cave.