Fall in love with your enemy

The last time I talked to the young man about my feelings, it couldn’t really be considered as me telling it. He was too transparent and had already guessed it. He was worthy of being the person that my uncle had taken care of. I couldn’t hide anything from him.

I heard that my uncle originally planned to accept him as a student and teach him to become a psychiatrist. Unfortunately, he was in poor health and could not withstand the intense study. My uncle had to give up and could only raise him in his old house. I originally thought that this young man would live in an old house and become decadent day after day and year after year. When I saw him again, he would definitely be a useless person. Unexpectedly, the young man did not give up and became self-taught.

When the song "Looking to the South of the Yangtze River" ended, the young man stood up and picked up the piano.

"Besides Third Master, there must be something else on your mind. However, I am not as smart as Third Master. I really can't guess it. All I can tell you is to face it. Third Master said that everyone in the world Everyone will have his own troubles, and the way he solves them will determine his future trend, but no matter what method he uses, the only way he has to go is to face it, and escaping is not an option." The young man smiled. He nodded slightly to me.

I also smiled, but it was a forced smile.

Maybe what he said makes sense, but he still missed one sentence: There are strong and cowardly people. Strong people will try their best to face it, while cowardly people will try to delay it for one day. Unfortunately, I am the coward.

I always say that I can bear it, but in fact I am afraid. I have experienced the feeling of losing once, and I know how sad it is. I dare not let it happen again.

Can I really watch myself die again? If it was really possible, maybe I would have jumped into that river as early as the first day of my rebirth, and the flowing water would take me away quietly, as if I had never been here, but I didn't, I looked for it. Reasons for me to live on by myself, even if it's like a walking zombie, even if it's the same as before without any change, I still survived.

It's not that I haven't resisted, I've tried, but I can't change anything.

I sighed.

In my peripheral vision, I saw the boy's eyebrows lowered, the light dissipated again, and his head drooped, as if his expression changed with my mood.

But he liked to laugh, so he had to grit his teeth and think of ways to make me laugh. He made up his mind, squeezed Qin's hands tighter, and suddenly raised his head and said decisively: "Fu Xishi, I like you. "

The moment I heard this sentence, there was no surprise or doubt. It was as if I had already guessed it, but I still laughed.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because I think you can change this place." The young man tilted his head, and when he said this, the blush climbed onto his cheeks again: "If I hadn't met you this year, I might have left here. A person goes to a place far, far away and never comes back. But as soon as I see you, I suddenly feel at ease again, as if everything I saw here before is nothing. I want to go with you. .”

"Follow me? Come back to Jianglin with me? Then you have to get ready. I'm afraid my time here is running out and I will go back soon."

I didn't hesitate. At that moment, I just wanted to take him away, but the boy shook his head.

"You misunderstood me. As long as my heart follows you, it will be fine. As long as a person cares about her, when he thinks of her, his heart will feel warm and he will not be sad." The young man lowered his head and said. Then he pursed his lips and dared to secretly look at my face. When he saw me smiling, he laughed too.

He is really a very smiling person, but it is a pity that his eyesight is not very good.

How can I be the one who can change this place? I am nothing, nothing. I sighed.

But I didn't want to hurt him, he was very pitiful, so I had to think about it for a while and then change the topic: "I'll take you back."

"No, you go face your own troubles. I'm of no use. I can't help you. It's good not to drag you down."

"How can this be a drag..."

"Someone will come pick me up. Thank you for your clothes." He turned around and left without giving me a chance to refuse. I didn't even have a chance to ask his name.

I sighed.

After listening to his words, I took out my phone again and opened the message that Shang Mingyu sent me. I can't hide from the bright Hongmen Banquet, so let's face it.

Half an hour later, I was sitting in the coffee shop closest to my old house, and Shang Mingyu was sitting opposite. When he saw me coming, the first thing he did was not to say anything to me, but to look around.

I stirred the coffee in front of me with a spoon irritably, "Don't worry, Xin Ci didn't come."

Shang Mingyu breathed out, but the movement was very slight. I laughed at his guilty and pretentious behavior. His expression of wanting to glare at me but not daring to glare at me almost made me unable to hold back my laughter.

coward.

I lowered my head, smelled the coffee, then threw the spoon away, leaned back on the seat and looked directly at Shang Mingyu opposite.

"I don't like drinking this stuff, and Xin Ci told me that you don't like it either, but you are too inferior. It's like you have changed all your living habits to be like Lao Fu and Aunt Gao. You You can stand on a parallel line with them, as if it can show your specialness, which is really sad."

I deliberately said this, not to belittle Shang Mingyu. On the one hand, I felt guilty, and on the other hand, I wanted to frustrate Shang Mingyu’s energy. When I finished speaking, I saw that Shang Mingyu’s fingertips were clearly visible. The ground trembled.

However, this abnormality was fleeting. He put down the coffee in his hand. After all, it was a piece of old ginger. Even if I live my life again, there will be no parents. It’s not easy to deal with.

"You are like me, what else is there to say?" Shang Mingyu took out a paper towel and wiped the coffee on his hands. He said quietly: "You are not nobler than me. I was taken in by the old man. I was born with a gift." You are a head lower than your father and the others, but you are not much better. You are the biological daughter of the Fu family, but they don't want you. You are also lower than your cousin and those younger brothers, aren't you?" Shang Mingyu pursed his lips. Mouth smiled.

This scene is like two miserable people competing against each other.

"I'm different from you." I faced Shang Mingyu's ignorance with a cold face.

He didn't say anything. He just picked up the coffee he had just given and looked at it for a long time before saying: "Kid, I actually admire you. In the Fu family, you are very capable to live like this. In other words, you You are very lucky that your father is kinder than the old man and can keep you alive to this day. God has mercy on you. You don’t know what I saw in the Fu family. The girls were very, very sad. I It is true that I don’t like drinking coffee, but I still try my best to learn to like it, because I am afraid that even if I fall behind in my living habits, I will be kicked out of the Fu family. I am just a useless poor student without a father. No mother, if I really leave the Fu family, I will definitely die. Later, I climbed to the peak of Langyue. Langyue was very good to me. From an outsider's perspective, I did harm her, but I have no idea."

"It sounds like you are still being forced to do anything," I said.

Lang Yue is my poor love-minded mother-in-law. I can feel that Shang Mingyu still has some feelings for her mother-in-law, but the feelings are not as good as his ambition, which can make him turn against her mother-in-law.

Shang Mingyu felt a little lonely when he mentioned the past, but as I have said before, feelings are not as good as his ambition. He soon felt relieved. Then he continued to face me, and he still told me stories: "Of course I was forced Helpless, in terms of knowledge, ability, and connections, how could I not compare to her at that time? But she was too strong and would never allow me to get past her. And regarding Xin Ci, I really took a lot of steps back. I don’t ask for Xin Ci’s surname to be Shang. I just hope that the two of us can have another child, a boy or a girl, but she always talks about her career or plans to deal with me, and I really can’t stand it anymore.”

"Then you can divorce peacefully. Why don't you leave a way out for others?" I retorted. I really wanted to catch Shang Mingyu's ear and ask him, "How dare you talk about your connections and knowledge?" Didn’t your mother-in-law get these things for you? ? ? But before I could say these words, I was interrupted by Shang Mingyu's roar.

"A way out? Did she give me a way out?! I wanted to divorce peacefully, but she didn't want to! She even cut off my thoughts. Isn't she cruel!"

I knew he was talking about the Gao family making him infertile.

It is true that the Gao family is a family that leaves no room for escape.

But after all, I also married into the Gao family. I am a fan of the authorities. I can’t tell what is right or wrong. I only know my purpose. I didn’t come here today to listen to these stories, and I don’t intend to see it through Shang Mingyu’s perspective. to understand him.

"You came to me today just to talk about this, right?" I said solemnly.

Shang Mingyu finally regained some consciousness, exhaled and sat down, took off his glasses, wiped them and said, "No."

I knew that this guy... Oh no, there is a difference in seniority. This uncle didn't hold it in well!

"Then tell me quickly. I want to go home early. Your son will go crazy if he doesn't see me at night." I said something sinister.

Shang Mingyu rolled his eyes at me and murmured in a low voice: "I don't know what Xin Ci sees in you..."

After finally finishing the troublesome things at hand, Shang Mingyu slowly took out a folder from the briefcase at hand and handed it to me. However, I was always annoyed by words and was too lazy to read them, so I didn't take it.

"Uncle Shang, can you tell me the key points directly? You probably have to wait until dawn tomorrow for me to finish reading these words." I raised my eyebrows and smiled awkwardly but politely.

Shang Mingyu looked like he really wanted to roll up the folder in his hand and slap me, but he couldn't resist me, so he had to take back his outstretched hand, and honestly explained to me "On Conspiracy to Kill Children" A Thousand Ways for a Daughter-in-Law".

For me, his first words were a critical hit.

"How do you and your brother get along?" As soon as Shang Mingyu spoke, I panicked.

He was good at mentioning everyone, but not Lu Chengcheng. I didn't doubt that Lu Chengcheng would harm me with him, but I didn't know why, but I panicked the moment he mentioned Lu Chengcheng.

Maybe it’s because Lu Chengcheng and I did have a grudge, or maybe it’s because I’m really afraid of that little brat. In short, in this family, I’m most afraid that something will have something to do with him, whether it’s worrying about him or being involved with him. No matter if he confronts me, I don't want to.

Seeing that I couldn't resist, Shang Mingyu leaned back as if he was gloating and picked up his least favorite coffee again.

"You're used to it, you can't change it." He pointed at the coffee, smiled and took a sip. His eyes never left me, watching every change in my expression.

I can't fall into his trap.

What does Lu Chengcheng have to say? If it was the last life, I should have stayed away from this little brat, because our relationship is indeed very close. It would not be unusual for us to blow up the Fu family if we made trouble, but in this life we After reconciliation, what else can he do? So Shang Mingyu must have deceived me.

I calmed down and burst into laughter.

"Uncle Shang, we are doing well. Otherwise, you would know my temper. If it were not good, I would not personally bring him to the old house to recognize him."

But after I said this, Shang Mingyu didn't seem to lose his momentum because of it. He still looked condescending. He squinted his eyes lazily and stared at me for a long time, whetting my appetite before he said: " Also, a harmonious relationship between you siblings is the right thing to do."

My head suddenly felt like a bolt from the blue.

What does "sibling" mean?

"What do you mean?" I hid my hands under the table and clenched my fists tightly.

"I mean, you siblings, of course you get along better than outsiders. Don't get me wrong. I just remembered that the old man and I are also masters and apprentices. I am also the elder of you and Chengcheng. I care about you occasionally. I just care about you." Shang Mingyu smiled softly.

Come on, I'm about to explode!

I carefully recalled the past, and then I realized that Shang Mingyu's words were not unreasonable. Lu Chengcheng might really be Lao Fu's biological child. Judging from Lao Fu's care, trust, love and tolerance for him, none of these are far more than I? And... Moreover, Lao Fu and I did not live together for the first thirteen years. If he really had other children, it would be really difficult for me to know...

But why did the old man lie to me... He clearly said that he only has a daughter...

Yes, he only said that he only had me as his daughter, but he never said that I was his only child.

The corners of my eyes felt a little sour, but I wanted to argue: If the old man likes him so much, why was Lu Chengcheng raised outside for so many years like me? And as far as I know, Lu Chengcheng's life was very poor in the past. Didn't the old man help him? My money is for Brother Zhi's medical treatment, but what about him? He is healthy. Also, why doesn't Lu Chengcheng know who his father is? Hasn't Lao Fu visited him? Why didn't Lu Yinyin tell him? These are all the reasons!

There is only one possibility: Lu Chengcheng lied to me.

Would Lu Chengcheng really lie to me? I can't think of any.

I took two deep breaths, but I was still speechless and couldn't stand up.

"What, don't you know about this? I'm really sorry, I may have accidentally ruined your family relationship." Shang Mingyu happily greeted the person and ordered another cup of coffee.

I knew he was seeing my joke and leading me to fight within myself, but I just couldn't break free.

Until the phone in my hand suddenly vibrated, I picked it up and saw that it was a message sent to me by Lu Chengcheng.

"Fu Xishi, when will you come back? Everyone is waiting for you to eat. If you don't come back, I will starve to death!"

Plus a big yellow face and nose-picking expression.

"Lu Chengcheng, you better not be lying to me..." I muttered in my mind.

I think, even if what Shang Mingyu said is true, family matters should be resolved at home, and he is most likely lying to me. You know, lying does not need a basis.

I leaned on the table and stood up with a smile: "I don't believe it."

After saying these two words, I picked up my bag and turned around to leave.