Fall in love with your enemy

After the last time, I still didn’t extend the slap that represented the moon to punish the old witch, because I am a lady, and ladies do not hit people. I am a civilized person, and I cannot destroy the persona I have established over the years for this kind of old witch. I swallowed back the resentment that was about to burst out.

Ah, how noble I am!

……

Forget it, I'll admit it, this old witch has learned karate, I can't beat her, even if I can beat her, I can't beat the eyeing Lu Chengcheng standing next to her.

That little bastard has learned Sanda since he was a child. Although he looks as skinny as a thin dog, his attack power is amazing. He can knock me down in three or two blows, and send me to the hospital in five or six blows.

No, I have to restrain myself...

I will endure!

Fortunately, the old witch didn't say any more irritating words. She felt wronged and lost face, so she took her son away. This time... I won!

Today can be considered a very happy day. To sum it up: I got a hundred thousand yuan pocket money from my old master, got rid of my future stepmother, and got a beautiful blue Maserati~ Even if I can’t drive yet, I can’t drive. I am also happy to see it at the door of my house!

It was evening, I had a good time, my old man went back to work, and Uncle Cai also sent me home. I thought my life would go on so easily, but I forgot that my mother was also resurrected in the next life, and there were still things at home. There's big trouble waiting for me.

As soon as I went back, took the key and opened the door, a vase was thrown at me. I quickly dodged it with my quick eyes and hands. The vase exploded on the edge of the security door, and broken pieces of porcelain were flying in the sky. I still didn't escape, and was smashed by a piece. The porcelain shard scratched the arm.

This is my big problem - a mother who is going crazy.

After she divorced her husband, she got married to a pretty girl with a very sweet mouth. She was so deceived by his two sweet words that she was deceived. I tried to persuade her several times but she didn't listen. I just went with her. As a result, after a while I ignored her for about ten days and stayed with Brother Shu in the hospital. She suddenly called me crying and said that the pretty boy had defrauded her of all her money, including her real estate and company shares. Gone, she lives on the street.

I had no choice but to call Lao Fu, who found us our current house. It was not too big, about a hundred square meters. Lao Fu originally only wanted to let my mother live alone, so he took advantage of her bankruptcy. He took me away and told me that he could live in a big villa when he returned to Fu's family, but my mother insisted on it, and I didn't want to move all the time. I wanted to stay with my brother, so I didn't agree to Fu's request.

Now that I think about it, I should have gone with Lao Fu in the first place, because my mother is crazy. She has been crazy since that pretty boy defrauded her of all her property. She also blamed all of this on me, saying that I was a Broom star, that sweetheart must have given up on her because of me. I argued with her, and I said you should wake up a little. Do you still think you two are in true love? How old are you? You two are more than 20 years apart. Apart from being rich, what else is there for a newly graduated college student to like about you? You should have known what he wanted from you the moment he approached you? Just have fun and give him his shares! Now that I have nothing, you blame me instead!

I followed her just to be with Brother Shu, but not long after this happened, Brother Shu also left, so I no longer had the need to follow her. If she hadn't begged her so hard, I thought she had changed her mind and didn't want to To add insult to injury, I must have followed Lao Fu early.

But not long after, she showed her crazy nature again. I couldn't stand it anymore and wanted to leave again. She begged me again, and I forgive her again. This went around and around for several times, until I finally made up my mind to leave. The day I left her, she fell ill. I stayed to take care of her, but I didn't leave. Later, she died of illness.

When I thought about it later, she was actually quite pitiful. No one had truly loved her in her life. No love, not even money. In the end, she died of illness. Except for me, no one looked at her again, including her former colleagues. The husbands who shared the same bed, including Aunt Lin, who had been her lifelong best friend, never came to see her, and in the end they never even made a phone call.

But this does not mean that I am reborn and willingly suffer her madness. I am used to Gao Xinci's life and have developed a temperament that cannot bear the slightest grievance. I didn't say anything at that time. Don't wait, he scolded her to shut up before she could open her mouth.

As for what you are scolding, you can make your own guess.

I have always called her the Empress Dowager Cixi, and now that she is reborn, it is no exception, because she is just like the Empress Dowager Cixi. She has no ability outside and will always be in trouble.

The Empress Dowager Cixi was stunned when she heard what I said to her. At that moment, it seemed that I was not her daughter who came home.

In my last life, I was really a doormat, and I could get a little bit annoyed everywhere. The key is that I am a generous person who can support a boat. As long as I don’t step on my bottom line, I can still give me a way to survive. I have always been I didn't want to get into trouble with anyone. I thought that as long as I lived peacefully, they would let me go one day, but it turns out that I was completely wrong.

Empress Dowager Cixi tortured me until the day she died.

The old man tortured me until the day I died.

If I hadn't been reborn, if I hadn't seen the facts clearly and lived my life again, then I would be really resentful!

Can I continue to be a resentful person in this life? cannot!

How generous is the Empress Dowager Cixi? The vase she threw was an amphorae with doucai and pastel clouds and dragon patterns from the Yongzheng period. It was given to me by the old master for my collection. It was priceless. The Empress Dowager Cixi went bankrupt. It is better to smash such a treasure at will, since I am a mother. Being so generous, as a daughter, I can’t lag behind, right? I tore her last luxury silk scarf hanging by the door into pieces on the spot.

I didn't hesitate: "It's just right. You cut a cut on my hand. Use your silk scarf to bandage it."

But it was only then that I saw that there were many scars on my hands.

Oh, I remembered that in my previous life, the Empress Dowager Cixi went crazy every day and it was common for her to get some blood stains on me. Today is not a special event. It was only after the Empress Dowager Cixi died that my wounds gradually healed. Then To put it this way, I was too "making a fuss out of a molehill" to resist today, right? It's a pity that she will have to experience the unfilial nature of an unfilial woman that I make a fuss about every day from now on.

I was very upset when I saw the blood marks. There were so many wounds that I didn’t know which one to cover, so I had to cover the one I just scratched first. As for the others, they had been left to dry for so long anyway. A moment is nothing.

I bandaged the wound and turned back to confront the Empress Dowager Cixi. She was still frozen in place, as if she was confirming whether I was her daughter who had just walked in. After a while, she confirmed it and started to lose her temper again.

There were many scoldings: "Shameless thing, which wild man did you go out with? You came back so late!"

"I have never seen such an inhumane person like you. Your mother is suffering at home, and you go out to seduce men every day."

"I get angry when I think of you. When your father and I divorced, I asked you to decide who to marry. You were too coy to follow Lin Mo and write about that guy who came out of nowhere. You kid is fooling around, he's almost dead and you still won't let him go

hand! Don’t you know, he is your god-loving Aunt Lin who went out to fool around when she was a child and was deceived by a scumbag into an alley and was born just to live there! Now you have to be like that stinky bitch and bring me back a bottle of oil one day! I don’t want…”

I don't mind how she scolds me. After all, there are many people who scold me, and there are also many people who say that I am shameless. I can shamelessly climb up to Gao Xinci and force my way into Gao's house with a baby in my arms. Those ugly words But after getting married, what do the Empress Dowager Cixi’s curses mean? The rank is too low, but I can't stand her scolding Brother Zha and Auntie Lin.

"Without them, I would have died long ago!" I grabbed a pair of scissors from the shelf by the door and threw them at her. "The dirty people in your eyes are the people who raised me from childhood. If they are dirty Dirty, then I will be like them. You can kick me out of the house. I won’t tell the truth if I complain about you. Anyway, I never regard you as a mother. No other family’s mother can do that. How noble do you think you are when you are like this? If it weren't for me, if I wasn't with you, how could you get the mercy of the old man and have a home to return to? You would have been living on the streets a long time ago! Then you will be just like Aunt Lin! Just like us! Dirty!"

I threw a pair of scissors at the Empress Dowager Cixi's face and scratched a mark on her face. She covered her face and cried. I didn't pity her at all. I just wanted to know how she still had the nerve to cry. How do people live to live like She is the same.

I didn't want to quarrel with her. I was afraid that one day I would be assimilated by her. I didn't want to live the same life as her. I found it disgusting, so I left after cursing these words.

With a bang, I closed the security door, went downstairs, and stepped into the night with one foot.

It's so late, I don't know where I'm going if I don't go home, but I would rather wander than go back "home". It's full of the most terrifying memories of my childhood, and I don't want to go back at all. After this experience, I am not afraid of how the Empress Dowager Cixi will scold me if I don't go back that night. I don't care what she says about me in her QQ updates, or how her friends will talk about me. I think I have to live my life for myself. Yes, let them say whatever they like.

I walked along the flower bed in the community and reached the river bank. I touched the cold railing with my hands. The coldness made me feel sober, and I felt a little more relaxed.

On the first day of my rebirth, it was only the first day, so many things happened, and I still don’t know what will happen next... I don’t even have to think about the future, I don’t know how I will live tomorrow.

I write about every day after my brother died, and every day after the person who loved me the most died. I lived a gloomy life, busy and inactive. I don’t know what is still supporting me after his death. In this world, why didn't I die with him early? This world is obviously so unfair to me, so why do I have to stay here? Maybe... the fear of death.

I will always remember the pain I felt before my brother died. I will never forget it, let alone a lifetime. I was so scared at that time, but I still forced myself to stay with my brother and hold his hand. Watching him go from struggle to death, I was scared, but at that time, I was full of thoughts that it would be great if I could bear it for him, but unfortunately I couldn't, he still died, and at that time, my heart also died with him. , I don’t know how my body has survived for so long, I even admire myself.

I finally died, why did God want me to be reborn again and let me experience such a gloomy life again? Or do you want me to rise up and kick away those who hurt me? Oh my god, you really bet on the wrong person. I don’t have the ability or the mood. Maybe I really don’t want my stepmother Lu Chengcheng or other people who hurt me to live a good life, but I won’t put in much effort, because that It's all so unworthy.

Why should I tire myself? I thought about this problem and found that it really wasn't necessary. I thought, I will die anyway in the near future. During this period, I have nothing to do and nothing to miss, so why should I? Why bother to live such a life again? I don’t need to be some “big heroine” that everyone admires.

I looked at the bottomless river at my feet, and I had a desire to jump down and fulfill my wish that I had never been able to fulfill - to accompany my writing brother.

I put out a foot...

But at this moment, someone tapped me hard on the shoulder. When I turned around, it was Gao Xinci.

I just remembered that he was also one of the few people in my short life who truly loved me, the last bit of color in my life.