Fall in love with your enemy

Continuing from the last time, I hurried back to my room as soon as I got home. It was not until I actually touched the warm skin and body temperature of a human being that I felt scared of the scene just now, not for William, but for myself.

I can use Liang Sen, Jiang Yinan and others as bargaining chips. Even when William threatened me by saying he would kill my whole family, I just said lightly, "Whatever." I hate him, but I shouldn't let hatred cloud my mind. Not many people have wronged me. I just need to take revenge and shouldn't involve others.

I was really scared. I was afraid that one day I would change to a point where I couldn't control myself and hurt someone I once loved deeply, and it would be too late to regret. Fortunately, I came back in time and regained people's love in time.

Jiang Yinan pushed me onto the small sofa in the room, which was just big enough for me to sit on. He covered me with a dark ball, one knee between my legs. I looked up at him. In the darkness, his dark blue prosthetic eye was glowing. For a moment, I actually felt that Xie Ge came back and looked at me, but soon he felt that he couldn't see clearly and raised his hand to turn on the desk lamp on the small table. The dim warm light should have been cozy, but at this moment it was filled with something else.

He paused and didn't continue kissing me. He just looked at me in a trance. For some reason, he was sweating all over and his hair was falling down. Finally, he couldn't hold it anymore. His slender hands reached out to me and unbuttoned his collar in a few seconds, but he didn't dare to go any further. I still pulled him over to kiss him, slowly moved down and kissed his neck, and fumbled with both hands to unbutton his shirt. He didn't dare to move with me, but he was fast. He seemed to think I was too slow. He grabbed my hand and not only increased his speed, but also stripped off the poor black shirt and threw it into the corner, and then held my hand and stroked it.

Suddenly my earlobe was bitten, and I couldn't help but groan. My head was dizzy and I felt like I was holding my breath. I wanted to continue kissing him but he refused. He moved his head slightly to my collarbone, biting and twisting it, causing a tingling pain. He hugged my waist tightly with both hands, and lifted me up. Only then did he kiss me lightly as if rewarding me.

I don't know why this touched my heart. He just kissed my earlobe, and I hugged him, buried my head in his shoulder, and cried softly. Not long after, he smiled as if he had taken revenge. This scared him, and he quickly stopped and looked down at me, then hugged me tightly and comforted me incoherently, but I was in a hurry. I had cried enough, so I pushed him away and let out a long breath.

"Shishi..." He gently lifted the strands of hair from my forehead and tucked them behind my ears. He couldn't bear to ask any questions, so he tried to lower his voice a little bit, "What did he do? Did they completely break up? I will protect you."

"It's okay." I pushed his hand away, and even if it was just to comfort him, I forced myself to smile, held his cheek with my hand, and looked at him expectantly: "Jiang Yinan, I just want to ask you one thing, my brother's death has nothing to do with you, right?"

I watched him stare blankly, unable to tell whether he was disappointed or worried. He wiped away the tears from my eyes, choked up and asked, "Did he say something nonsense to you? He..."

"William didn't say anything. I was just scared. My brother is the only thing that bothers me in my life. I was reborn and I can see you again. It's God's mercy to me. But I can't see my brother anymore. Ever since the day I was dragged out of the operating room at the age of thirteen, I have never seen my brother again. No one takes him seriously. Everyone is forgetting him, but I can't forget him. I can't forget him..."

"He, he brought me up since I was a child. He was only three years older than me, but he knew everything. He cooked for me, put me to sleep, taught me to write, and always thought of me first when it came to anything good. In the end, he gave me his life, all because of me. He was only sixteen years old at that time. Why couldn't I let him go? Why... He was only sixteen years old, and he had suffered so much. I was the only one he had..."

"At that time, Xie Ge had already discovered that Aunt Lin was different. She was always going out and meeting some strange people he had never seen before. No one would have thought that he would be on guard against his own mother. After he found out about that, he informed Uncle Fu and sent people to chase them away. It was fate that was ignored. What they discussed was not an important matter. They were sending poison to add to his medicine..."

Jiang Yinan clenched his fists, not daring to look at me, always looking elsewhere, and then sighed deeply for a long time.

"In fact, if this incident hadn't happened, William didn't intend to kill my brother. He added poison to his medicine just to hold him back and prevent him from having to investigate everywhere. But he found out. It's not that he didn't find the murderer who poisoned him, but that person was his mother. He couldn't say it, so Uncle Fu had to conceal it for him and let Aunt Lin go. He just kept her under surveillance without calling the police. William cut off Aunt Lin's connection because he was afraid that Aunt Lin would eventually wake up and want to save her son, and would change her confession to the Fu family, and that we would be implicated, so..."

I watched him shed tears, and in the end all of them were on my flesh. My whole body was still in pain, but my face looked relieved. I desperately wanted to let go of the pain, but I couldn't do it no matter what I did. I couldn't muster any strength, and I wanted to cry but no sound came out. It was like a ball of cotton wool stuck in my blood vessels, clearly trying to take my life from the beginning, but fresh blood poured in from the cracks, giving me the illusion that I could survive if I held on.

Gave me hope, but then discarded me.

I still cried and laughed, raised my head, and held back my tears. I had to live with a smile and take revenge. This was my path.

"You are finally willing to tell me." I whispered, stroking his pale cheek: "In fact, I have long known that the truth will be more cruel than a lie. You are doing this for my own good, and so is Brother Xie. He always creates a dreamlike illusion for me and protects me like a child. William asked me why I was soft-hearted and kind-hearted, but suddenly one day I became like this. In fact, I have never been a soft-hearted and kind-hearted person. The origin of my life is in the Fu family who regards human life as worthless. I am destined to be a bad thing. I am still living in that broken illusion. With the memories of Brother Xie, he is still desperately pulling me ashore. Although the biting wind keeps pouring into the broken fantasy, Brother Xie is still saving me. He didn't let me know. Even if I went to investigate, the one who was pushed out was Kang Rui, who took the blame. Even Kang Rui herself thought that she killed Brother Xie. Everyone, one ring after another, concealed the truth of mother killing son, and he took it into the coffin alone."

Jiang Yinan's mouth trembled for a long time before he finally uttered something unclear. It was difficult for me to make out that he was asking me when I knew about this.

"Do you want to know?" I looked at him, holding his hands and squeezing them. "It was the first time I wanted to kill Aunt Lin. She wanted to kill me just for an uncertain heart source. She only used me as a tool to make money. Although it was only a moment, it was absurd for a son to kill his mother. Even though she didn't let me go, she still had the grace of raising me. I was frightened for a long time because of this, but suddenly one night I figured it out. I figured it out. If a son kills his mother, it's not impossible for a mother to kill her son."

"Kang Rui is such an excellent nurse, how could she not know how much toxin would lead to death? Would she bear the crime of murder for a little money? She was so scared when she ran away. The only possibility is that she didn't know the existence of another person. She thought it was an accident, but she didn't expect that she was a scapegoat prepared in advance. Aunt Lin, although my brother is also her own flesh and blood, at that time, my brother was already terminally ill. He had no spare heart source and no way to survive. If killing him can exchange the safety of the other two children, if I put myself in the perspective of a mother, perhaps I would choose the same way..."

"But brother, ever since he caught Aunt Lin and William plotting, he has watched his gentle and kind mother tear off a layer of skin and become a murderous demon. He is waiting for his mother to kill him with her own hands and face his unpredictable death. How does that feel..."

"I understand." Jiang Yinan said suddenly. I looked up at him and remembered that he had lived such a life. My eyes suddenly became sore. He leaned over and kissed me. Then he sat on the edge of the sofa. Such words were said with a smile and in a relaxed manner: "For good or bad, I was raised by William. He was my adoptive father. He only treated me as a tool. It was good, but most of the time I was waiting to die. My heart no longer belonged to me since I was eight years old. I only have the power to choose who to give it to."

I choked up, bit my lip and swallowed the anger: "Are they going to exchange your heart for Nian Nian or Nan Xing?"

Jiang Yinan nodded: "Yes, this is the worst outcome. They are looking for other sources of hearts, but I know the hope is slim. There are very few people with single Rh negative blood type, not to mention a suitable heart. I even made the worst plan to choose between Nian Nian and Nan Xing. Speaking of this, I feel a little sorry for Nan Xing. It seems that I have never chosen to save him, but he never cares about this with me. He advised me to run away, and I asked him, what would happen to him if I ran away? He rolled his eyes at me and said that even if I kept him, I never thought of saving him."

"But you are also an independent person. How can you exchange your life for others?"

Jiang Yinan smiled bitterly and shrugged, patting my head gently: "Except for you, no one has ever thought so before. Shishi, although I voluntarily gave my heart to Nian Nian, you are the only one in the world who treats me as your beloved, and you are the only one who thinks I have the right to live. Nian Nian and Nanxing persuaded me, they just felt sorry for me, saying that I was a good person and should have a good life. The two of them have reached this state and will no longer be happy. There is no meaning in living. Only you think that no matter who you are, life is the most basic right. You don’t care about my future, you only care about my current life and happiness, even if you will die the next day? I still have the right to selfishly spend this day, so I really love you. I’m afraid you will laugh at me when I say it. When I first met Lin Shuyuan, I was brainwashed by her every day. Not only did I have to remember to leave my heart to Nian Nian, I even had to work hard to make money to cover Nian Nian’s medical expenses, and earn money to dig out my own heart. Now I really feel terrible even for myself. Fortunately, I have you, and fortunately, God has mercy on me, allowing me to endure for more than ten years, and finally gave me you."

"But even though you've taught me so many things, I still can't bear to see you sad. I think Xie Ge and Nan Xing are twins, so their physical characteristics must be very similar. I can save Nian Nian and Nan Xing, and Xie Ge and I might be able to succeed because of our matching characteristics. If I could have met you earlier, maybe I could have saved Xie Ge for you, and the person who loves you the most would not have left."

I gently patted his hand to interrupt him. I couldn't even think of crying. I just felt sorry for him. "Don't talk nonsense, Jiang Yinan. No matter how much I love you, no matter whether I love you or not, I will never trade your life for yours. I will never accept a heart like this. You know it's wrong. Don't think about it. Everything is over. All the things in the past have disappeared. Okay? Keep your heart for me and protect yourself. I'm here, and I won't let anyone bully you anymore."

Jiang Yinan probably really listened to me, and he reached out and held my hand tightly again: "As long as you are with me, I am not afraid of anything."

"So, at that time, you just knew about your brother's affairs, but never got involved, right?" I finally asked him with concern.

A tear happened to fall from his eye socket, and his good eye turned red, while his artificial eye was still icy cold. He smiled lightly with a pair of tired eyes and shook his head.

"I believe you."

I held his waist and led him back to stand in front of me. Now, for me, everything is the best arrangement. I think I must do something to keep him before the last suffering happens. From now on, it will be all warm sunshine. I sat up, took a deep breath, unbuttoned the last few buttons of my shirt, dropped it from my shoulders, and looked at him straight. His whole body was like a boiled crab, instantly red, but my eyes never left him for a moment.

"I think……"

I said this lightly. I was going to hold his hand and quietly break free. I stretched out my index finger and slid it down from the solid muscles of my abdomen to the buckle of the belt. With a click, some part of it loosened. I rubbed it gently with the back of my hand, but it didn't help him relieve it. Instead, it completely aroused the anger in my heart.

He couldn't stand it anymore, so he suddenly picked me up from the sofa and walked straight forward. It was the first time he was so rough. He threw me on the bed and then got on top of me. I was still a little scared. I tilted my head and didn't dare to look at him. My body was a little stiff. Then he remembered to comfort me and his hands were not so heavy. It was just that he was still a little bullying. Knowing that I was ticklish, he interlocked my hands and placed them on both sides, biting the flesh on my shoulder with his teeth and teasing him with his lips and tongue. I wanted to butt his head against him, but it was a pity. Although I had thought of the plan, I didn't have time to put it into practice because there was another knock on the door.

"Shishi, are you asleep?"

Well, Feng Shizhi's voice sounded quite sad, and Jiang Yinan's face looked quite ugly too.

Jiang Yinan was still lying on me, reluctant to get up, his eyes kept switching between me and the door, as if he was still thinking, pouting his lips in dissatisfaction. I raised my eyebrows and teased him: "Hey, time is up, the third uncle is here."

"Tsk! What Third Uncle? He's just a surveillance expert! He even installed a thermal sensor..." The little vixen completely drooped. It was indeed very uncomfortable to be interrupted, but with a powerful enemy at hand, the main thing was to focus on the business. Poor Comrade Xiao Jiang chose to sacrifice his small self for the greater self. He reluctantly moved to the side and lay down, pouting his lips and almost crying: "Go ahead, come back soon."

"I'll come back to sleep with you." I quickly put on my clothes and leaned over to kiss him. I couldn't help but laugh when I saw him like this. He was so cute.

After calming down a bit, the little fox raised his head proudly: "Tsk, come back and tell me, I might have fallen asleep."

"I'll turn you over if you fall asleep, so that won't be a problem." I patted him lightly and left. The lewd words were a bit embarrassing. I was afraid that he would say something even more perverted than me, so I ran away. After all, it was said on the Internet that men are naturally good at this kind of thing. If I, who has been driving for several years, can't beat him, wouldn't it be embarrassing...

As soon as the door of the room was opened, the atmosphere changed, and a dull sadness surged in. Feng Shizhi was sad for my sadness, and before he could recover, William had already taken action, causing the "third uncle" to have to interrupt us. He gave a wink and took me to the rooftop. Li Xi and his men were guarding the door and would not let anyone in.

Before the phone was handed to me, I had guessed what trick William would use. It was quite vulgar. Dozens of people surrounded me at the ski resort in the suburbs, as if they were afraid that I couldn't notice there were so many people. The resort was peaceful, and no one had sneaked in. Yuanyuan and Hehe were still playing around, and had no idea what was happening outside.

After reading it, I handed the phone back to Feng Shizhi: "That's normal. He can only ensure the safety of his children and grandchildren by sending more people to guard them."

"But William will figure it out sooner or later. The trick of locking up Yuanyuan and the others won't work for long. Yuanyuan and Lianghe can't be under our control forever. What if something happens and they go out or school starts? William will always find a way to bring the children back to him. What should we do then?" Feng Shizhi said anxiously, not understanding what I was trying to do.

I just turned the ring on my finger and said calmly: "Since he wants his child back so much, there is no reason for me to stop the family from reuniting. Then tell Liang Sen about this matter and see what Liang Sen chooses."

"what?!"

As soon as I finished speaking, looking at Feng Shizhi's expression, he seemed to want to knock my head open to see what was inside.