Fall in love with your enemy

Continuing from last time, Gao Xinci suddenly looked up and fell into the pool. I hurriedly grabbed my skirt and rushed over. I saw that he didn't even struggle! He was slowly sinking to the bottom of the water. This pool is at least six meters deep. This is a water feature for the underground floor to raise big fish, not for playing. He must have drowned!

"Gao Xinci!" I shouted anxiously on the shore, but there was no response.

At this point I was really convinced. Although I always remembered his character, I thought he would forget all those bad things after we broke up!

This is a rule we set a long time ago. In the previous life, when we just got married, I did cut my wrists because I didn't want to do it. I didn't get angry at him, I just felt useless, but he would still find out. We did almost everything together, and he saw my wounds. At first he just coaxed me for a few days, but later he finally thought of a permanent solution. That is, wherever I cut myself, he would pull my hand to hold the sharp knife, and cut a heavier cut on the same place on his body.

The time I tried to commit suicide by cutting my wrists, he almost cut his tendons. I cried and promised him that I would never do it again.

This time he was obviously punishing me, even though I wasn't hurting myself out of emotion.

His eyes were closed, but his fingers were still pointing at me. He didn't even hold his breath. Bubbles were gurgling up in the shimmering water, as if he was sure that I would save him, and I did so.

Before I jumped in, I forgot that I was afraid of water. When I fell into the water, I only wanted to save him immediately. He was about to sink to the bottom. I didn't understand what he wanted to do. It must be difficult to sink with such great buoyancy. I struggled hard and finally reached the bottom of the water. Fortunately, I listened to my uncle and learned to swim seriously, otherwise I would be doomed today. I grabbed Gao Xinci's clothes and immediately turned back, dragging him up.

At least the pool left a way for people to survive. There was a slope at the right edge, which was convenient for pulling people up. I thought that many guests had fallen in over the years, and the hotel had taken precautions. I dragged Gao Xinci up, but he had been submerged for too long and had lost his spirit. I anxiously called him and patted him several times, but there was no movement. I got anxious too, and didn't care about anything else. I straddled him and pressed his chest to push the water out. Fortunately, I didn't row in the first aid class, but I still knew how to do artificial respiration.

His lips were not as cold and bitter as before. I didn't have any other thoughts when I pressed them against him. I tried several times but he still didn't wake up. But he was warm now. It didn't look like he was drowned. I was almost crying. I hurriedly took out the phone I had just thrown on the shore to make a call. I thought it couldn't be that there was something wrong with the first aid I learned. But the phone was just to my ear and the other party hadn't answered it yet. Suddenly, a hand snatched it away and threw it into the pool, splashing some stars. Before I could see, someone pressed the back of my neck and kissed me back.

What excuse for artificial respiration? Gao Xinci had a smile on his face from the beginning. I thought he was frozen, but he was just teasing me. I knew that he couldn't expect someone who was always afraid of water to save him. He just wanted to see if I would do everything for him, break through my own haze, and even forget the wound on my hand and save him without hesitation! That's how he teased me!

I couldn't break free, and he kissed me for a long time. This time it was passionate and more in line with our reunion after not seeing each other for many years. He pressed the back of my neck at first, but slowly even I gave in and let him do whatever he wanted, until I couldn't bear it any longer and cried heart-wrenchingly.

My chest and back felt like they were being clamped by something, I couldn't breathe, and my crying was silent. Gao Xinci finally let me go, but he only broke up the kiss and still didn't allow me to leave him. I had no choice but to lie down with my hand covering my mouth. I cried too weakly and slowly shrank into his shoulder. He was even kind enough to gently stroke my back and pinch my legs.

"My baby Shishi is so good, he came to save me, he is not afraid of water or infection..."

"Gao Xinci! You've really gone too far!" I couldn't hold back my anger any longer, I sat up and hit him on the chest, but I didn't have the strength to cry. It seemed like hitting him was playing hard to get. Gao Xinci was obviously more satisfied. He had been drowned for too long and his face became paler. He looked more like a victim than me.

Gao Xinci's skin is of different types from Jiang Yinan's. Although both of them cannot get tanned, Jiang Yinan's skin is translucent and seems to be glowing, while Gao Xinci looks healthier. He is indeed stronger. If he presses me down and carries me back, I will not be able to resist. I feel uncomfortable sitting on top of him, and I cannot run away. I also cannot be obedient. I can only cry in his arms and pat his head to comfort him.

"Shishi is so well behaved. She curses people so nicely without using a single dirty word."

"Why didn't I realize you were so shameless before! We break up!" I yelled so loudly that my voice almost broke. Then I hated myself for never being able to hold back my tears. Even my harsh words sounded pitiful, and Gao Xinci fell for it even more.

He stroked my face slowly, carefully appreciating the bite on the corner of my mouth, and shrugged aggrievedly: "I have always been shameless, this time is considered light, you just didn't notice it, if I had been reserved, I would never be able to catch up with you in several lifetimes." He pulled me close, leaned close to my ear: "In fact, you like me too, don't you? Otherwise, you have plenty of opportunities to destroy me, why do you still love me so much? Why is the first thing you do after rebirth to be with me? Don't you have a shadow? What is a shadow? A shadow is that you only hate that one thing but not me? What did Lu Zeyun tell you today, a yandere? Yes, I admit that I have the desire to possess, and I am mentally ill, so what is it about you who love me? You are my prey."

"I just like to see you struggle, but in the end, you still compromise and we are together." Gao Xinci paused, lifted me up to look at his face, and as if it was so funny, he even twisted my lips and pulled the corners of his mouth to smile: "As for breaking up - have you ever heard of a word called reconciliation?"

"I'm getting married..." I prayed in a crying voice.

"He's not important." Gao Xinci wasn't angry and didn't say anything else. He just said casually, "I only know that you love me. That loser is useless even if I give him a chance. So you better get out of here as soon as possible."

"He's my fiancé!"

"Are you defending him?" Gao Xinci rolled his eyes and replied in a very amusing tone, "Only a weak man needs a woman to defend him. You never defended me before, and you always tried to smooth things over. Why are you so firm with him? My dear, don't think too much. I'm also a bit weak. Can you be fair for once? Think about it - I'm not a bad guy. How did he take it away from you? I'm going to take it back."

"I'm not an item for you two to fight over! Why don't you ever consider my feelings!"

"Because you love me." Gao Xinci turned over and pressed me down, his palm kindly placed on the back of my head, then he quickly took it away and used both hands to undress me. "I have always respected your ideas, but you don't respect yourself. If you had really glared at me so hard that a hole could be seen, I wouldn't have come to you. Or you shouldn't have saved me just now. I would have drowned. It's not against the law to watch someone die without saving him, and no one would affect your normal life in the future! Shishi, really, I'm back, and I can also let you live in peace. I will have that ability soon. Can you trust me again?"

"sorry."

"what?"

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have provoked you... I'm sorry..."

As soon as I finished speaking, Gao Xinci was stunned. I stopped resisting and just drooped to the ground. I couldn't cry anymore, so I turned my face to apologize. My eyes hurt. I saw him pause and then raised his hand to unbutton the last button of my petticoat. There was only a small white vest inside. I covered my face as if I accepted my fate, and also hoped to cry softly. Gao Xinci couldn't bear it and wiped my tears.

I let go of his hand, thinking it through and being more straightforward, I reached out and pulled off the shoulder strap, and put my hands around his neck: "Does it look good?"

"What?" Gao Xinci was stunned again.

"I say, does it look good?" I couldn't control my tears anymore, and just kept falling until Gao Xinci in front of me was blurry. He would never let me go, so let it be. I choked and twitched all over, and I suppressed my tears to calm myself down, looking up at him: "You said you like to see me cry, like me struggle, is it beautiful?"

"It looks good." He smiled, stretched out his hand and brushed my lips again, and spoke again in a slower tone. It should have been gentle, but it hinted at something else: "My baby, you are always like a child, so easy to bully, crying before anything happens, but you have to cry softly later, and you can bite me if it hurts, after all, I don't have a name yet."

I knew that this was what would happen today. No matter how much I argued, there would only be three results. Either I would be discovered, which would make me die directly. Or I would be covered in red marks by him and still be discovered when I go back. It would be better to die. Obedience would be the best policy. I took a long breath, took out the small box and threw it at him. Gao Xinci almost wanted to praise me for being sensible. I relaxed, but he couldn't wait even a little longer. He was impatient when his clothes were half taken off. It was a pity that I was not as cruel as he thought. I bit myself with great pain, not him. I became more sober when the blood mist dissipated in my mouth, and suddenly thought, why?

It's my fault again. No matter how I proceed, it's wrong?

But it is true that I asked for it. I came to him on my own.

There is no good feeling in such a place. At most, I can just vent my anger. Gao Xinci used two of the small box and that was enough. I saw him move away from me, and naturally got up and put on clothes. Only then did I remember the pain in the wound. The blood was diluted by the water dripping from my body and stuck to the gauze in a mess. There was nothing I could do now, I could only bear it. I didn't know if the water pool was dirty or not. It looked and sounded clear. I hoped that it wouldn't fester when I woke up the next day. I still wanted to get better soon, so that someone else wouldn't find out when I go back.

Gao Xinci probably noticed my little movement, he stood up and hugged me from behind, and made a circle on my wound with his fingers: "Does it still hurt? Let me apply medicine for you?"

"No, I'll go back and pack." I said as I buttoned my clothes. The evening breeze blew, and even in the summer night, I shrank back in coldness. Gao Xinci hugged me tightly for warmth, and I felt a little annoyed. I turned around and looked at him: "Aren't you going back? Didn't you say you don't have a status and don't want to be seen?"

"Aren't you going to give me a legitimate status?" This time, Gao Xinci gave me a very surprised look. Seeing that I really didn't seem to have this idea, he immediately flew into a rage, but he didn't dare to speak loudly. He could only suppress his temper and stamp his feet: "You don't recognize me after you pull up your pants! Little girl, don't you have to be responsible for me?"

"I'm not planning on it." I shrugged. "You took the initiative, and I was wearing a skirt."

"Does the skirt mean you don't need to take responsibility?!" Gao Xin pounded the ground in anger, gritting his teeth and almost crying: "Fu Xishi, in other words, if you don't want to, you don't have to come to me! How can I see you if you just go back to your room and lock the door! Can I break the door? You obviously did it voluntarily, don't make it seem like I forced you! You have to have a reason to come to me, right?"

"Oh, it seems to be true. Don't open the screen. I know what to do." I reached out and moved his face away, stood up and straightened my clothes. Although they were still wet, they didn't look good at all.

"Spread the tail?" Gao Xinci sat on the ground and pointed at himself angrily and aggrievedly: "Am I a peacock?"

"You're not?" I patted my dizzy head, struggling to speak. I pondered for a while and confirmed my answer: "I remember you are."

Gao Xinci slapped his forehead and fell down, feeling as speechless as he could be.

"Get up, I have something to tell you." I sat down and pulled him.

Gao Xinci covered his face and uttered two words through the gap: "I don't want to hear anything that has nothing to do with responsibility."

"It was originally an exchange. You got the benefits and now you leave me alone. Are you a profiteer?" I was completely calm at this moment and sighed deeply. Romantic affairs were too extravagant. It would be better to be direct. Although Gao Xingci wanted to pack me up and take me away immediately after he turned over.

"Switch?" Gao Xinci repeated, gritting his teeth to temporarily suppress his anger: "Fu Xishi, do you want to go a little further?"

"You were the first to overdo it. Besides, you were the one who asked for it. I didn't force you." I said this. My tone was quite calm from beginning to end, but it was like a lighter to Gao Xinci. He almost fainted from anger. I reached out and pulled him back: "Don't faint. I really have something to do. And this won't hurt you. I can even count it as helping you."

"Marry?"

"It's about marriage, I guess."

"Me and you?"

I raised my head and gave him a tired look: "Mr. Gao, I don't have that many chips to give you. If you are still not sober, I can come to you tomorrow."

"Come on, so you don't have to cheat me again." Gao Xinci turned his head away in annoyance. To be honest, I really felt that his words were so shameless, and I really wanted to refute...

Oh, forget it. Anyway, according to what he said, he has been shameless for a long time.

I patted my head to sober up a little, sorted out my thoughts and said, "I need you to move up the wedding date, preferably before my birthday, anyway, the sooner the better, and also, be nice to Song Fei..."

"You sleep with me so that I can be nicer to Song Fei?" Gao Xinci sneered.

"I haven't finished. I don't want to control your life. You can like whoever you want, but you should at least pretend and don't show any abnormality before the wedding is over." I sighed and my voice gradually became smaller.

Gao Xinci became impatient and grabbed my waist and hugged me in his arms: "What exactly do you want to do? If you can't tell me clearly, I will let you know what I want to do first."

"I know, it's me." I stretched out my hand to push him away: "I really want to talk about business. I don't know if you have received the gossip about William..."

"I know." Gao Xinci suddenly relaxed his tone, raised his eyebrows and laughed, which I never expected. He smoothed my hair and his eyes changed, as if this was a very romantic and interesting thing. He stretched out his tone: "Liang Yun is dead, and you did it."