Fall in love with your enemy

The next time, Cheng Ling came with a big belly, and she wanted to go to the old house to kowtow to Zheng Lin, saying she was saying goodbye and repaying Zheng Lin for her kindness in upbringing.

If the kindness of upbringing could be repaid with hatred, and the person could be repaid by kowtowing after he died, then everyone in the world would be a mistress, and everyone would be innocent. How ridiculous!

In fact, I know what Cheng Ling wants to do. The kowtow is false. What she hopes is that now that Lu Yinyin is in jail, if the old man files a lawsuit, he can get a divorce. The old man once said that he wanted to give Cheng Ling a status. That was because she later married Lu Yinyin and was unable to realize it. If Cheng Ling walks around the old house pitifully with a big belly this time, there is no guarantee that the elders in the clan will not be soft-hearted for the sake of their children, and the old man will also think of the past. promised to marry her.

I'm not worried. After she really becomes a wife, she will overwhelm me, but I won't accept it.

Cheng Ling held her belly and bent over with great difficulty, tears streaming down her face: "Miss, just let me go and take a look. I have made many mistakes. I know I cannot atone for my sins. At any rate, let me kowtow to her. It can be alleviated a little bit, and for the sake of the child, you don't want my child to be born with no name and no status, wouldn't it be a disgrace to the Fu family..."

"So I deserve it? Why do I have to hide the things you did wrong to save face? I will be a ladder for you to climb up!" I looked at her coldly and said this unconsciously.

"I didn't!" Cheng Ling screamed suddenly, her tears falling faster and hitting the floor of the ward: "I really like him, and I didn't do it for any money, he gave it to me I have saved them all, and I am willing to take them out whenever he wants! He can do anything he wants me to do, I am just like a plaything! But I am willing to do it. After so many years, I have never lived based on my face. Yes, I just want a status that allows me to stand upright by his side..."

"But he was already married when you liked him! He even had children! He had a family, he was living a happy life, and his wife was still the one who sponsored you to go to school. Why did you have to get involved! Can you have some sense of shame? You still come to show generosity to others. Don’t you know that I have no home because of you people? My mother is dead! I want to take her home, I want her to enter It’s so difficult for me to open up a lot of connections in the Fu family’s ancestral hall! Now you use this kind of thing to kidnap me and you still want to be my father’s first wife!”

I was so angry that I swept the glass vase off the table. The bright petals fell into the dirty muddy water and broken porcelain pieces, looking very sad.

Everyone present was stunned, and then Chengcheng gently pulled on my sleeve, but soon let go and lowered his head.

Obviously this was something Cheng Ling had planned well. She knew Chengcheng was next to me and I couldn't say anything about her child. I didn't want Chengcheng to think too much, so after calming down, I held Chengcheng's hand first. I squeezed his palm with my hand and looked away from Cheng Ling. I wasn't that sad anymore.

I wiped away my tears and held Chengcheng tightly while organizing my words. I couldn't control Lao Fu's private life, but at least now I wanted Cheng Ling to disappear.

"Jinhai and Linjiang are not close. You are about to give birth again and can't leave. I advise you not to bother. I am not in the mood to talk to you recently. You also know that you live your life based on your appearance, so don't provoke me. Be honest. You really have given birth to a child. If the old man wants to marry you, I can't stop him. If he doesn't want you, he is seeking death. I won't help you to persuade him. Just stay in Linjiang and wish for yourself. .”

"Did you hear me? Get out!" Brother Qingyun couldn't hold it in any longer and yelled angrily.

Cheng Ling's goal may not have been fully achieved, but knowing that I had no intention of stopping her, she at least had hope of taking another step forward. She didn't have the shame to wait, so she immediately stood up and left, holding her belly.

I also ended up in a clean state. Anyway, I could never figure out Lao Fu’s thoughts. He would not do anything according to my wishes. Whoever he wanted to marry had nothing to do with me.

I don’t know how long I sat there blankly like this, but Chengcheng had probably calmed down and squeezed my palm. I looked up and saw that he was smiling at me: “Sister, let’s go back to Jinhai. "

"But your body is still like this, you might as well rest more." I sighed and said.

Chengcheng shook his head, with a somewhat meaningful look on his face. He raised his eyebrows towards where Cheng Ling left. He lowered his voice and said, "The coming-of-age ceremony is getting closer, and your birthday happens to be the Mid-Autumn Festival. By then, all the Fu family members will We all go back to our old house, and there are so many people, and I'm afraid that if I go back late, something will happen to my family. We haven't gone back yet, and this is the one that's coming to our door. Besides, don't you still want to hold a funeral on that day? Go back early and prepare."

"Can you hold on?" I asked, still a little worried: "Aunt Wensu told me that there is something wrong with your liver function. Originally, your heart would not have stopped within two hours after rowing a few strokes, but You have coagulation disorder and have lost too much blood. You have been receiving blood transfusions since last night. Do you feel bloated? You can go back tomorrow."

"Well...actually, I was arranged to take you two back when I came back today." Brother Qingyun said suddenly. When I looked over, he shook his head very embarrassed.

I didn’t understand even more, so I immediately turned around and said, “Brother, Chengcheng lost so much blood, and his blood clotting is not good. The doctor said that he basically had to replace less than half of the blood in his body. How could he? You can travel far away so quickly. Why are you in such a hurry to go back? Who asked you to pick us up?"

"Uncle, originally my father told you to take a rest..." Brother Qingyun muttered with his lips pursed.

He was just complaining at first, but I still heard it, and I was immediately embarrassed. It turned out that it was our father who had been forcing him, and no one else. I didn’t know what he wanted to do, and I didn’t understand why he wanted to take Chengcheng home. And regardless of his life or death, in his eyes, as children, apart from increasing his face, what other use do we have.

Brother Qingyun probably realized something. He turned his head and kept silent. After thinking for a while, he looked over with a smile and winked at Chengcheng: "Look, isn't he okay? He might as well go home early. He has been Staying in the hospital is also a favor to the Hou family. Besides, the hospital has a lot of things to do, and they may not be able to take care of it. There is a private doctor in the old house, so Chengcheng can also have more careful care, right?"

"Sister, I'm really fine. Think about it, if I go back late, it won't do me any good in the future." Chengcheng said immediately.

What else can I do? If I continue to stop him, it will turn out that I am the one who has no regard for the overall situation, and I will have to accept my fate.

I immediately asked Liang Sen and Qin Ke to prepare for the trip back to my old home. For the convenience and safety of Chengcheng on the way back, I asked a few doctors to follow me and applied for a route to take a private jet back. At least it was a safe journey. Chengcheng was on the way. I vomited twice. After arriving at the station, the people from my old house were waiting at the airport gate early. After a long time of tossing and going back, it was already sunset.

White flowers for the funeral had been arranged in my courtyard early. Looking across the field, I could see the overwhelming suffocation. The dazzling white seemed to swallow my soul alive.

The closer I got, the more something fishy and sweet seemed to want to pierce my throat, like a wandering needle, piercing the eyes, piercing the flesh, squeezing the blood vessels and drilling in, following the blood within its reach. It stings everywhere, and eventually the pain stops in the brain and comes out of the eyes.

I cried again.

It was so sticky that I even doubted whether it was tears or blood. I wiped it on, but the pain around my eyes was still scratched, but the liquid I wiped off was transparent at least, glowing crystal clear under the magnificent crystal lamp. Guang, I don't want to shed unnecessary tears because of Zheng Lin's pretense of leaving, but every time I approach this scene, I just can't help it.

At that time, I didn’t know whether it was because I had a brain twitch or something. I glanced around the whole room, and then said to Chengcheng who was sitting on the sofa watching Li Xi pack his things: "It would be unlucky for me to do such a thing. It doesn't have much to do with you originally, so why don't you go and stay in Lao Fu's yard for one night, he has your room there."

Chengcheng paused, but before he could react, he shook his head and replied casually: "It doesn't matter, I'll just stay with you. Besides, Aunt Zheng is your mother."

"You'd better go over there." I said coldly, feeling upset and clinking the teapot and cups while pouring a cup of tea in my hand. "Li Xi, go pick up the things and take them to Lao Fu's yard. Then go to the backyard and ask a few doctors to move to the guest room and be on call at any time."

Both Chengcheng and Li Xi were startled, and slowly they understood what I meant. Li Xi was a little embarrassed, and still had his head buried in packing his things. When we first arrived, Chengcheng didn't pack much of his stuff, so he quickly took it back. In the suitcase, Li Xi stood up and zipped it up.

"Young Master..." Li Xi called in a low voice and handed the suitcase to Shen Qilin.

Chengcheng's movements became extremely slow, and his whole body seemed to be frozen. He stared at me pitifully for a while, but in the end even he felt ashamed, so he moved little by little and walked out of the door. The door was closed on me. I just regretted it. I was afraid that he would do something stupid again, but it was too late to stop him.

Forget it, Chengcheng is also reborn now. He carries the memories of his previous life and won't be so easily distracted. At least, he won't embarrass me at this juncture.

I still put down my hand that was about to send a message, and put my phone on the sofa. I walked quietly to the carpet and sat down, as if I was afraid of disturbing anyone. I picked up the white flowers on the ground that needed threading, and used the needle to thread the pale flowers. Some gray white flowers were strung together. Ji Bin said that he had forgotten whose funeral he was attending in his hometown. They used white flowers to wear through a huge curtain. It was very beautiful. When he said this, he was beaten by the elders. Had a meal.

Now such beautiful things are also used in Zheng Linjie's funeral. I don't know what he would feel like. I dressed a little bit, and my vision gradually became blurry. The shadows of the small white flowers under the light were cut into the shape of a memorial. In the empty yard Filled with the resentment of the dead, it swam back and forth in front of my eyes, but it was so cheerful. Maybe it was not an evil spirit, but an elf on the mountain. When I thought about it, even the monotonous colors in front of me became richer.

I rubbed my eyes, and all the elves were gone again. Then I realized that what I just experienced was just an imaginary nightmare. I might really be too tired. I wiped the cold sweat from my forehead, and then I picked up something unknown. When the white flowers fell to the ground, my eyes are still tired. I don’t know what’s wrong. I obviously can’t sleep, but my eyes are sore and painful. I can’t wait to close them. My hands have been pricked many times. I didn't feel anything anymore. I kept it in my mouth for a while and then took it out again to continue.

Until there was a roaring sound in my ears, my breathing gradually became a little faster, as if I was angry. I shook off those pale but light things with all my strength, and there was no sound when they fell to the ground.

"Shishi, what's wrong with you?"

Suddenly someone called me, and I raised my head suddenly. I don't know when, but Lao Fu was already in front of me. I stared at him for a long time, and then shook my head blankly for a long time.

Old Fu breathed a long sigh of relief and then sat on the sofa.

I clearly complained about him before I came here, including the things about Zheng Lin and Cheng Cheng. I had a lot of things I wanted to ask him. But when he came, I had nothing to say and swallowed it all with bitterness.

Because I have always known that it is useless to say it. He always has his own reasons, or he just regards these things as guilt that he will never make up for.

I didn't sit down next to him, I was still on the carpet at his feet, and I was still in a stalemate. I was still tinkering with the white flowers. Seeing that I was bored without talking for a long time, the old man lit a cigarette and started smoking. He never smoked next to me before.

Is he using my sadness as a tool for entertainment? I didn't quite understand, so I wiped away my tears and lowered my head.

In the end, I couldn't help it, raised my head, and realized my embarrassment and quickly lowered my head: "Dad, my throat hurts, can you... can you go to the window?"

"Oh." Out of the corner of his eye, the old man frowned and felt guilty again. He put out the cigarette butt on the table, paused, and suddenly put his hand on my shoulder again. With a little effort, I followed him. Crying on my knees.

I really thought at first that he was aware of my sadness and really came to accompany me this time, even if he couldn't say anything to comfort me?

"Shishi, Xin Ci told me your plans for the Gao family's marriage. I thought about it. Marriage is not a trivial matter. The engagement ceremony and the wedding should be separated to show formality. If you can't take care of it, the engagement ceremony Just arrange it in the form of a dinner party.”

My mind was in a mess and I couldn't get around it, but I still squeezed out a little space to understand the meaning of Lao Fu's words. I raised my head in surprise.

The old man probably thought it was not clear enough, so he paused and said: "The engagement ceremony will be arranged by the Gao family. It won't take anything for our family. You are not in good health, so just take care of yourself. Dad will take care of the rest." It's been prepared for you, just go over there when the time comes. I've looked at the date, and if it's early next month, it won't be too hasty."

"Rush? It's really not hasty." I was crying and laughing, and wanted to hit the sofa with my fists, but I didn't know who I was showing my anger to. Anyway, no one would feel the same way as me.

The old man told me that he didn’t shed a single tear when his grandma died, but he loved his mother. When the old man died, he cried and even cursed at the corpse when no one was around. He said: "You deserve to die! It's so refreshing!" He said that he was actually swearing, and what he said to me was glorified. He didn't want me to know how vicious he was when he was so hateful.

How could I expect such a twisted person to feel the same way as me? I can't tell if I'm not as scary as him or if I'm more twisted than him.

I thought that surrendering to crime was still an opportunity to make amends, so I was not in a hurry to explode. I still lowered my head, suppressed my sneer, hugged the old man's calf tightly, and leaned on his lap: "Dad, I'm still mourning." What about the period..."

The old man put on a more guilty look and gently touched my hanging hair: "Shishi, you don't want to get engaged, are you still blaming the Gao family?"

I finally sneered and stood up suddenly: "Why should I blame them! I blame you even more! Holding a wedding during the mourning period? How could you have imagined it! At the beginning of next month? My mother died less than a month ago! You Let me destroy the family and honor for what reason! Get married happily!"

"From time to time..."

"Stop talking, I don't want to hear it! Dad, you always tell me about your past, how much you hate grandpa, and how much you hate him for creating such a cold-blooded and indifferent family. In this family, there is no freedom or freedom. Happy, but after he died, you still kept the vampires in this family fat and fat, and then turned around and inflicted all the suffering you suffered on me. What does it have to do with me? You don’t hate me at all. Grandpa, you hate me! I see you hate me so much, don’t you! I did something wrong and you want to do this to me!"

I frantically vented out all the unpleasant words, but the old man still had no expression on his face.

Guilt, guilt, guilt.

The word guilt was almost written on his face, and it was of no use.

I held my forehead, and the hot temperature surged out like lava. I even thought about finding a knife, cutting the bloody flesh, and digging out the beating things inside, so that I would never feel pain again.

Silly idea, I cried and laughed.

"Why do you always have to force me..." I held my face and cried and laughed, "Why do you always have to force me before I make a choice? I am about to accept my fate. Dad, in your eyes, who am I? what kind of person?"

I couldn't hold the tears in my palms, and they slipped from my fingers along the lines of my skin. I couldn't bear the stickiness anymore, so I broke open the door and fell into the darkness, threw myself into the pool in the courtyard, and was falling and suffocating. During the process, I felt the relaxation and pleasure brought by death for the first time in a long time.

Wuhu~ I finally wrote a famous scene that goes well with my new cover. Did you enjoy watching it today?