Fall in love with your enemy

The last time, I didn't dare to go home. I couldn't face Chengcheng or our common family. Why did he have such feelings for me? I am his sister. I did not tell him the truth to protect his self-esteem. Why did it cause such consequences...

In the process of escaping, the more I thought about it, the more I thought about him telling me that he had fallen in love with me since the first time he met me six years ago. Then in the last life, didn't he...he never regarded me as his sister? ?

I always didn't understand Chengcheng's feelings for me in the past. He said it was good, but he didn't talk to me very much, and the more he talked, the less he talked. When Lu Yinyin made trouble for me, she always stood on her side without asking whether she was right or wrong. It can be said that it is not good. He would quarrel with Lu Yinyin because of me afterwards. He would take care of me when I was sick. He would listen to whatever I said. He could also offend the whole family because of me and take the Fu family to break off diplomatic relations with the Gao family. In the end, he even lost his cell phone. The passwords are all my birthday.

If it is here or there, it is sometimes false and sometimes true.

I began to doubt whether his feelings for me were true. Maybe it was just his impulse. He just wanted to show his kindness to me so that I could make a choice with the Gao family. Just as I was about to confirm this answer, something was wrapped around my neck. There was a dull pain in the place where I was sucking.

The desire for the body will not suddenly form in a day or two. Chengcheng's feelings for me obviously include this. I know that he is at this stage at his age, but he can't do it to me. I don't know what he thinks. How much, but if he pounces on you at the moment of confession, hugs, kisses, and touches, he will no longer be just impulsive.

I tried desperately to cover up this pain, but it was like a burning flame that could not be covered no matter what. I didn’t dare to think about what would have happened if I hadn’t pushed him away on that empty street. I can't bear the consequences of what will happen on the street, and none of us can do anything about it...

But this kind of thing is related to more than just the two of us. If it was me or Chengcheng who failed to bury this matter completely, what would Gao Xinci think? What does Lulu think? We are both engaged. The most important thing is, what does Lao Fu think?

My thoughts are getting more and more confusing. I don't know how to deal with our relationship or how to face his feelings. I didn't know what to do but ran away, got in the car and cried softly on my knees until I reached my destination and ran towards Gao Xinci's arms.

Gao Xinci was surprised. He didn't know what I had gone through. When he took me back to the room, he noticed the red hickey on my body and quickly unbuttoned my chest. Fortunately, for a short while Gao Xinci breathed a brief sigh of relief, but he immediately mentioned it again.

"Who did this to you?!" Gao Xinci grabbed my shoulders with both hands.

I also misunderstood him if I didn't say it. No one in the world can accept this kind of thing safely. I also need someone to share my burden, so I explained the causes and consequences in detail. But what I didn't expect was that Gao Xinci listened. After that, he didn't show any anger, or maybe it was behind his back. I couldn't see clearly. Gao Xinci sat on the edge of the bed and thought for a while, then put a pillow for me to lie down.

"Get some sleep and don't think about this."

"where are you going?"

I held his hand with tears in my eyes, but my vision became increasingly blurry, and even the touch was faint. I glanced at the warm water I had just drank, and it was only then that I realized that there was a layer of powder underneath the clear water. Probably sleeping pills.

"There's something going on in the company. I'll be back soon after I finish it. You have a good rest. I'll make a call to Uncle Fu later. Don't think about it. Maybe tomorrow... there will be a reversal." Gao Xinci patted him gently. Patted the back of my hand and kissed my forehead.

"How can this be reversed?" I still had no idea, but I still fell asleep under the influence of the medicine.

I hid in Gao's house for two days in a row, and my old man found an excuse to deal with it. He just thought that I was sad because of Zheng Lin's fake death, so he didn't be harsh. In addition, my brother's marriage and the family were busy all the time. There was only a Chinese-style wedding on that day, and a small Western-style wedding was held the next day. Many relatives and friends who were close to each other on weekdays were invited, and the most important thing was some political connections.

Due to my status, I still went to stay for a while, but it wasn't long before someone said that I didn't look well. I dealt with it by pretending to be sick and went home early to rest. Fortunately, there was no trouble. The old man only told me My whole family will go back to Jinhai on the 13th, and I have to go home on the night of the 12th to prepare for departure.

The 13th is the day when my sister-in-law returns home, and it also happens to coincide with the Mid-Autumn Festival two days later, and it is also my eighteenth birthday. But on that day, I am destined to make everyone embarrassed and suffer with me.

I am not willing to let it go easily. Maybe I really hate her because of the harm she has caused me, and Lao Fu hates her too, but she has not wronged anyone else in the Fu family, and she still sacrifices for the Fu family. For half of my life, I can't just disappear silently. I want her to go home, and I want everyone to pray for her death. Even if it's disgusting, I want everyone to watch! Even if she makes mistakes, no one can erase her achievements. She must be buried in the Fu family's ancestral grave, and her name must be placed in the Fu family's ancestral hall and be praised and worshiped by future generations.

Even if I might hate her so much like the old Fu did to the old man, and refuse to burn incense for her after death, I will not take away her name, nor will I allow anyone in the Fu family to disrespect her.

Ji Bin came to pick me up on the night of the 12th. He still looked the same, with a lot of skin on his face. In order to be able to deal with his second uncle and younger uncle when he came home to say hello, he took a fire stick and burned one cheek. A hole was dug out, and the examination results showed that the face was almost burned through, and there is no possibility of recovery in the future. But at least, the previous appearance is gone forever, and there is a reason for wearing a mask before, saving a life. .

As for his brother, although he met Ji Bin once, he didn't leave a deep impression. From his perspective, Ji Bin was just a stranger who replaced Xie Chen. It is not uncommon for wounds to appear suddenly. Ji Bin previously managed foreign markets, and the public security in the area under his jurisdiction has not been very good, so things like pursuit and revenge are quite normal, so he doesn't pay much attention to it, and he never mentioned the previous things. .

I looked at Ji Bin in a really scary way, so I deliberately avoided him while sitting in the back seat of the car. Ji Bin drove the car and looked at me in the rearview mirror. He seemed to be aware of this problem and stopped at the red light. I took a mask and put it on.

"Take it off. Didn't you burn your nose? You can't breathe easily." I casually flipped the ring on my hand and said.

"Aren't you scared? Just take one or two breaths." Ji Bin replied calmly, as if his face and health were already the least important things.

I'm not in the mood and don't know how to care about him. Maybe for him, Zheng Lin's funeral is the most important thing. I've been asking Feng Shizhi to help me prepare things for the funeral these days, and it's almost the same now. I said it as if it was unintentional: "I have almost arranged the funeral. You don't need to worry about the date anymore. Let the old man handle it according to the rules."

"One day later."

"what?"

"I said, let's wait a day later and do it on the 16th."

"What's inappropriate about the 15th, the Mid-Autumn Festival?" I sneered, opened the car window and leaned on it. The evening wind blew my hair flying, and it stained the tears. I wiped them away from the corners of my mouth distractedly, He suppressed his choked breath and said, "I'm not afraid of you saying I have no conscience and laughing at me. I can't reunite myself. On the day when my brother got married and everyone was happy, I was cremating my mother's body. I just thought, Why am I the only one who feels uncomfortable? I just want to take her back to my old house, and I want to make everyone unhappy, pretending to cry with me!"

"It's your birthday, let's wait a day later." Ji Bin's tone was still as calm as stagnant water, without a single ripple.

But for me, it was like a pebble thrown into stagnant water, but it soon fell. I smiled bitterly and shook my head: "I don't care about birthdays at all. I thought you were trying to persuade me not to take her with you." She’s not necessarily happy to be back in that place.”

"You are her daughter, you can decide."

"Don't you love her?"

"I only love her to the point where I love her." Ji Bin's snorting voice was heavy for a moment, but soon he relaxed and slightly raised the corner of his mouth: "She doesn't love me."

"Does she want to go home too?" I leaned against the car door and looked at the scenery outside the window.

"Think about it, that was her most glorious place." Ji Bin finally answered after thinking carefully, looked at my head in the rearview mirror, got out of the car and pushed me back when parking for the second time. Then he returned to the driver's seat: "Didn't she tell you before?"

"During the time I lived with her, she kept mumbling and couldn't explain what she was talking about. I thought she hated the Fu family."

"Then you will take her back to Fu's house?"

"Because I hate her."

Ji Bin frowned and looked in the rearview mirror, only to see me smiling even though I was tired, puffing up my cheeks as if to say something, but in the end he could only sigh.

Winning Ji Bin was meaningless. It seemed to be just a harsh episode in my depression. We didn't speak again, and there really was nothing to say.

I don’t know why, but the journey home today was so long. Gradually I started to feel a little sleepy, so I leaned on my seat and squinted for a while. When I woke up again, I wasn’t home. The phone in my hand was no longer there. After the vibration stopped, I sighed quietly and muttered something about sleeping that makes people uneasy. I picked it up and saw that it was Li Xi calling. I glanced at Ji Bin in the rearview mirror and felt that there was nothing to avoid him. , and picked it up.

"Hey Li Xi, what's wrong?"

What came from the other side was Li Xi's wailing voice. I suddenly felt a chill on my back and sat up straight.

"What's wrong? Did something happen?"

"The young master is gone..."

I was stunned for a few seconds to understand the meaning of Li Xi's words. This question was completely unobtrusive and immediately imprinted on Chengcheng's body.

But I can't believe it. I saw Chengcheng was fine a few days ago. What does it mean that she's gone? !

A pinprick-like pain spreads all over my body along the blood, and it becomes difficult to breathe. There is something stuck in my throat. No matter how hard I try, I can't get it out. I can't believe it, and I can't believe it! But why are the tears still flowing down...

I clutched my chest, and it was with great difficulty that I was able to speak.

"What nonsense are you talking about! How, how is it possible!"

"I'm not lying. The young master is really gone... No one could have imagined that he had been fine when he came home for the past two days, but suddenly he didn't leave the room all day today. The husband said that maybe he was not feeling well. They didn't ask him to take care of him, but who knew he had slit his wrists in the closet in the room... After Mrs. Lu surrendered, the people in the young master's house have been slacking off. When they found him, it was already too late. He was out of breath as soon as he was sent to the hospital... …”

"Miss, Miss, where are you? Come and see the young master... Doctor Ruan said that if there is no response after the final rescue, he will be sent to the morgue..."

There was a roar in my ears like a huge thing collapsing. At that moment, I thought that my life seemed to have turned into a stiff straight line according to the display on Chengcheng's ECG monitor.