Fall in love with your enemy

The next time, I pretended to drink the medicine into Zheng Lin, asked someone to tie her up with a rope, and then served her food and ate peacefully while waiting for the medicine to take effect. However, I felt strange. Normally, I used to give her When she was giving medicine, she would always go crazy for a while, kicking and punching her, but this time she was very quiet.

Her hands were tied to the legs of the sofa, her eyes were dull, and her legs were placed on the ground casually no matter how they were held down. The posture was awkward but did not change once. She stared blankly at the wooden floor in front of her, her hair messy. , but her pale face and naturally beautiful appearance actually made her look particularly fragile and pitiful when the breeze blew by.

I gradually couldn't eat anymore. I had always thought that one day I would be able to suppress her and let her see what it felt like to be bullied by a close relative. But after I actually did this, I still felt soft-hearted in the end.

I sighed, put down my chopsticks, walked over and leaned over, and then Zheng Lin pretended to look up at me.

"Can you be quiet? If you can, then eat." I said as I untied the rope from her wrist.

But just as soon as I let go of Zheng Lin's thin, skeletal hand, she pinched my wrist. I was shocked and fell to the ground. But before I could regret it, I was hit by her weak and stubborn cry. Off, Zheng Lin pretended to raise her knees as if she were kneeling. She was taller than me sitting on the ground, but her momentum was not as good as before.

She was actually pleading.

"Shishi, please take me away, please take me away, okay... I can't bear it anymore. Don't worry, I won't delay you. It's only for the past few years. I won't live much longer. You will spend the last time with me. Please stay with me, okay? I have nothing left. I really can’t live without you. You are the flesh that fell off my body. I almost died in the operating room to give birth to you. Don’t abandon me..."

I have mixed suspicions and always have my guard up. I have also suffered from mental illness, so I know what it is like when I am sad, but this does not mean that I have to give up my own peace because of empathy.

I then broke away from Zheng Lin's hand and said, "What nonsense are you talking about? I've never seen you behave like this before. Now that I've moved to a better house, I've hired so many people to take care of you. If you give birth to me, I'll give you a way out." "

"You don't understand!" Zheng Lin pretended to be in pain and hugged her head, crying desperately. Her white hair flowed out from between her fingers. She cried helplessly: "I don't dare to take medicine. It's so peaceful, all the time, you know what that feels like, right? I, I've really lost a lot of memories, I always feel like I've forgotten a lot but everyone here tells me that nothing actually happened, and there were times Maybe I really was hallucinating. They couldn't see what I could see anyway. They asked me not to think too much, but I couldn't help it... I took medicine and had no emotions of my own. Even if I wanted to be stimulated, I have no strength to get up. What is the difference between this and the living dead? They are different from me, so naturally they cannot understand my pain... All the time, I have been waiting for you to come see me, and I have been waiting, because I know that only you can understand me. , understand me, but why didn’t you come, and when you came, you tried to drug me like them? I don’t want to live like this..."

When I heard these words, I suddenly calmed down. For a moment, it was more effective than taking medicine, like a basin of cold water poured on my heart.

I dusted off my pants and stood up: "You said I understand you, and I do. I've basically taken all the medicine you take, but have you ever thought about how I got sick?"

I was a little dizzy when I straightened up. Fortunately, before leaving the company, Liang Sen had prepared a bag of glucose tablets for me. I tore one and ate it. The sweetness spread in my mouth and I felt much better. Then I could continue. Speak calmly.

"You just like to torment people who are not sick, just like you. I can even understand your selfishness, because if everyone in the world was like me when I was suffering, I wouldn't feel abused. It’s a shame to treat people as mentally ill. It’s just that I’m less courageous than you. I can’t put down everything I have and immerse myself in it. Zheng Linjie, I understand you. You are sick, so I won’t blame you, and I won’t put my head down. How about you, but I will never forgive you."

"You should still hate me." She suddenly smiled again and slowly stood up from the ground: "At least, it can dispel the resentment towards the world. People must have some emotion that can support themselves in life. Even if it’s hate?”

This seemed to be truly normal. I breathed a sigh of relief and retorted, "That's not necessary. I have love, so I don't need to hate."

"Whose love? Is it your father or your fiancé?" Zheng Lin pretended to smile and shook her head. She also stroked her messy hair as before, took it off, rearranged it, and patted her clothes: " It’s time to replace these things again. Fortunately, the people you left behind are still useful. They can treat illnesses, but they are still effective at serving people. They didn’t think I was a useless old woman, so they secretly bullied me.”

"Who dares to bully you? With your current attitude, people are afraid that they will be hacked to death if you get upset, right? You don't have to bear legal responsibility." I rolled my eyes and sat back down to eat. , To be honest, I feel a bit shortchanged. The cooking skills of the cooks in this small courtyard are better than those in my own small kitchen. How can someone who is crazy and mistreating me be treated like this?

I have to find a chance to change her away!

Zheng Lin pretended to clean up briefly and then took the bowls and chopsticks to eat. I glanced at her secretly, and sometimes I doubted whether I was the child of her and Lao Fu. Lao Fu had extraordinary appearance when he was young. Except for him, In addition, although I don’t want to admit it, the fact is there. Zheng Lin pretended to be a queen of the country just by cleaning up. How come these two beautiful people gave birth to me like this? Which link is the problem...

Could it be said that appearance comes from the heart? Zheng Lin pretends to go crazy every day or is in a bad mood due to a disagreement with her old man. Will I be ugly after giving birth? That's really outrageous.

"What are you looking at? I'm not eating."

Zheng Lin pretended to eat and suddenly glanced at me, with an unconcealable smile in her eyes. She sat up straight and wiped her lips. Suddenly, a pair of hands were put on my face, and I hurriedly avoided it.

"What are you doing?" I covered myself with both hands. I didn't care about her fights in the past because I had no desire to survive. Even if she didn't hit me, I would still find a way to kill myself. But now I'm sick of all kinds of things. alright! I'm afraid of pain!

Zheng Lin pretended to "tsk", but rolled her eyes and seemed to think it was unreasonable. Finally, she took her hand back and sighed softly: "Forget it, take your time. The doctor said I still have a few years left." With your soft-hearted attitude, it’s not far off to get along well with you.”

I almost choked to death with a mouthful of water, and immediately retorted: "Who wants to get along well with you! Stop being narcissistic. I am soft-hearted and will not face someone who wants to kill me."

"Really, what about your brother-in-law?"

"I've been hurt for a long time, but you haven't even thought about taking care of me!"

I said something contemptuous, but in my heart I had to agree with what she said, but the essential reason for my soft-heartedness was just because I wanted to live a peaceful life.

"I will try my best to be nice to you in the future, otherwise, I'm afraid you will never come to see me again." Zheng Lin pretended to stir the rice in the bowl, not knowing whether it was my hallucination or reality, she quickly wiped it She calmed down her tears again and said, "Send someone to tell me before you come here that I will take medicine in advance, so you won't see my crazy look again."

"Didn't you send someone to call me here?"

"I've called you so many times, when did you come? Who knew you would agree this time."

"Then you said you don't want to take the medicine because it's too bitter."

"My good girl, you want to take medicine when you are sick? Wasn't that why I opened your mouth and stuffed it in?"

Zheng Lin pretended to laugh at me very obviously.

"You said you would understand me, but you understand me just like this."

"I suddenly felt that it would be better for you to be crazy. Sure enough, what people outside said is right. I can't blame you for not having friends. You are so vicious and unreasonable." I pursed my lips and shook my head.

Zheng Lin pretended not to care, and was even happier: "The people who said these words are obviously jealous. You don't know that when my business just started, many people came to join me, but they were in the same school and wanted to join me. How can I not know what kind of goods you are? How can I appoint you and give them an advantage? I don’t want any of them. I really need the help of noble people, so I turned around and married you in their envious eyes. Dad, I don’t need any friends anymore.”

"My dad is so easy to chase. I heard that there are still little girls crying and clamoring to get married. Aunt Wensu was the same way at the beginning. Uncle Hou is still jealous to death." I chuckled.

Zheng Lin pretended to shrug her shoulders: "Oh, Ruan Wensu is a stubborn person, and someone like Hou Wenbin who is willing to fight and suffer will like it. It was your father who chased me back then, and it was life-or-death. It seemed that I would be able to marry him that day if I didn't marry him." It was like jumping off a building, although I also knew that at that moment, he was having a quarrel with the old man, or simply said that he wanted to fight for the family property and needed a hot-tempered wife to quarrel with him at home. The moment he saw me, his eyes were filled with tears. It was all exposed, but why bother not to take advantage of that little bit of love when you have the advantage? I reluctantly accepted his proposal. Now that I think about it, I don’t regret it. Not to mention how your father treats me, as far as I can I'll be happy if Ruan Wensu suppresses her! What I said back then was right, she just can't marry better than me."

"Isn't my life pretty good now? I have money, a job, and a reputation. I have a child who is the sole heir of the Hou family. My father-in-law is still my master. My ex-husband is stupid and has unresolved feelings. He pays me back from time to time. Give me a little surprise. Actually, I think such a day is not bad, at least it is quiet, and I feel more at ease when I can see the end at a glance." I stirred the soup in the bowl and blew on it.

"Silly? My silly girl, your dad wouldn't dare to say such arrogant things." Zheng Lin pretended not to know whether to laugh or cry, her eyes widened. She shook her head and put down her chopsticks and told the story again: "Hou Wenbin, that's called pretending to be a pig and eating the tiger. He's pretending! How much money does the Hou family hospital make? Mr. Hou and Ruan Wensu also donated money, so why are the Hou family still on an equal footing with ours? It's not all Hou Wenbin who is doing it. You can say he loves peace. I don’t want to argue with others, but you can’t say that he is ignorant and useless. I think back then, he graduated from Tsinghua University. In Tsinghua University at that time, your father almost failed to pass the exam, and his grades were still very good. If he had No, how can Ruan Wensu, who is so arrogant and arrogant, leave him a heir? For the sake of his son's future, he went against his own will and went to mistresses and mistresses to make him unable to have children. "

"I'm talking emotionally."

"The relationship is good, but it is also unilaterally good by Hou Wenbin. Outsiders always take it out of context and think that Hou Wenbin's cheating is the main reason for the failure of the marriage, but in fact anyone who knows the inside story can see that they are the same! As for Lao Hou, no matter what Ruan Wensu can't control her lower body, and she can't control her head! She thinks about your dad every day, even if she doesn't take any concrete actions, I just look at her dead fish eyes all day long and get annoyed! You say, old man After all, Hou is also the head of a wealthy family, so he is used to being proud, so can he not feel uncomfortable?"

Zheng Linjie has always disliked Aunt Wensu. I heard that it was due to the disagreement over academic cooperation at the beginning, and she also liked a man at the same time, and even when they met and quarreled, she took the time to curse him, even now that she is older.

"Hou Wenbin is not stupid. He is lustful, but he still knows what to do and what not to do. How could the things that happened during the marriage not be considered humiliating? How can we not hate him? So even if he is divorced now, he is just pretending. He is so good that people think he is very affectionate and henpecked, but in fact, look at who dares to pursue Ruan Wensu? She was only in her early thirties when she got divorced, and she was not ugly, so why didn't she have a suitor? She is the serious wife of the Hou family, Ruan Wensu can't run away even if he wants to, so she can only fight with Hou Wenbin."

"Then since we were at odds with each other, why were we together in the first place? Could it be that because we were in the same school, Uncle Hou didn't know that Aunt Wensu had someone he liked?" I scooped up a bowl of soup and drank while listening.

Zheng Lin pretended to sigh faintly: "It's fate, it's destiny. Who would have thought that the age gap between us is quite big. After both Lao Hou and Lao Fu graduated, there would be a chance to return to school and meet the two of us. However, Yue Lao's red thread got sidetracked, causing the Hou couple to fall in love with each other. Ruan Wensu did it because your father married me, and she had no hope, so everything didn't matter. As for Lao Hou, he felt that As time goes by, he can always win back a person's heart, but he fails to understand the truth that love is not something that can be tempered. The relationship between husband and wife that can be tempered is called family love or friendship. However, compared to her, I gradually feel that My life has been difficult for me. Your father and I had feelings back then, but our personalities were incompatible. I believed that even ten cows couldn’t pull something back. He kept accommodating me. It’s cute. There is always a relationship. There is a limit, no, the relationship of more than ten years is still divorced."

"Then you still said that Aunt Wensu didn't marry as well as you." I didn't know why I laughed, but it was also a forced smile. Maybe it was because my relationship was not going well. I felt uncomfortable at the time of the divorce, but now I feel relieved when I think about it.

It is my biggest wish to live a peaceful life, and I am grateful to God for giving me a chance to come back. Gao Xinci and I have a good life, and it is up to me to accommodate him.

"Your dad never had an affair during the marriage! Well... except for Lu Yinyin, who put her in bed by herself, she was also pregnant with the child. I was still pregnant with you at the time. You made me so angry that I even issued a fatwa. , who knew this stinky bitch was so perseverant, she has been running around with her children for more than ten years without asking for a penny from the Fu family. I can't find her no matter what, and she is waiting for me to divorce your dad. She just came back after the child was taught to be a puppet again. What can I do? But Hou Wenbin is looking for her every day." Zheng Lin pretended to stumble and said, I also admire people who can still be proud in such a state.

"It's so outrageous." I agreed perfunctorily. In fact, I didn't know how many times she had recited these stories in my ears. My ears were almost numb and I really couldn't arouse my interest.

Zheng Lin pretended to be dissatisfied as expected: "Mom taught you these are serious truths, you have to listen."

"I'm listening..."

Zheng Lin pretended to frown, dropped her chopsticks and put her hands on her hips: "I see you are listless and confused, Baden. What did you do last night? Also, who told you these stories? Why did you suddenly mention that the Hou family is here?" "

I laughed angrily: "Isn't it the topic of the Hou family you mentioned? Why should I be interested in this? It has nothing to do with me."

But Zheng Lin still pretended to be "off", so I had no choice but to find words to deal with her: "Last night, a friend of mine drank too much and suffered from stomach bleeding. When the hospital call came on my mobile phone, I called her. When I went to pick him up, I happened to meet Uncle Hou picking up Aunt Wensu from get off work, and we chatted with Auntie Wensu while he was waiting."

"Is the child from the Lin family who is sick?" Zheng Lin pretended to smile coldly.

"how do you know?"

"If this were my son-in-law, or that girl from the Han family, would you call him 'a friend'?" Zheng Lin raised her eyebrows in disdain.

After thinking about it for a while, it seemed that was indeed the case.