Fall in love with your enemy

The next time I came out of the ward, my mind went blank.

I say it's blank, but I feel sad unconsciously. I don't know what's wrong with my body. I can indulge myself in crying and making a fuss over some very unnecessary trivial things. Every time I really feel like it, I should cry. At that time, I didn't know what was suppressing me, and there was something stuck in my throat. I couldn't make a sound.

My whole body was sore and weak, and I felt as if I would collapse at any moment when I walked.

I can't do this anymore. When I was sick, my symptoms were almost like this. The doctor told me that if something happened, I must cry. Tears are a way to vent my anger. Even if I was seriously ill at that time, I would take medicine or hypnosis. I couldn't feel my emotions, only discomfort, but I could see my tears falling. This was rarely the case for me, so I reached out and pinched my other wrist hard.

The pain was vague at first, but gradually became clearer, occupying a small stronghold, and when he let go of his hand, the injured area turned white, and eventually turned red and swollen.

The pain awakened my stiff body, my soul took over my body, and I finally burst into tears. In this dark corridor, I couldn't see the road ahead clearly. I could only hear the tranquility in my ears. I heard the emergency call not far away. The cooing sound of the cart and the hoarse voices of a stranger's family urgently calling the name on the cart.

When he came to his senses, he quickly made way and leaned against the cold wall, listening to the cries gradually go away, and the lights in the operating room turned off and on again.

I think this happens every day.

I think someone gets sick every day.

But I am really a selfish person. Everyone in the world can get sick and everyone can die, but I never want such a thing to happen to the mother who raised me.

I squatted down and leaned against the corner. I was afraid of disturbing others, so I could only cover my mouth and try not to make any sound. The few words I read silently echoed in my heart for a long time.

"Shishi, I'm sorry. I didn't expect that the love I tried my best to suppress still caused trouble to you, but please believe me, I never wanted to do anything to you, let alone hurt you, but neither did my mother. We all misunderstood she."

"You have been away from her for a long time, so you can naturally avoid these topics, but as her only healthy child, I cannot escape the blame. I have been to the hospital before, because I was in a bad state of mind when reciting, and I always woke up in panic. But she refused to tell me why. I didn't dare to take her to see a doctor directly. I was afraid that she would be stressed, so I wanted to walk her through the hospital first. But who knew that I accidentally got my mother's case from the psychiatrist? .”

"She suffers from bipolar disorder, anxiety disorder, and not too serious depression. Shishi, I'm sorry, it's us who have caused you trouble. She has been worried about her brother and silently, and she has exhausted everything she can think of. She tried her best to make money. Gradually, her body collapsed and she developed mental problems. I couldn’t share her worries. I admit that I haven’t seen her for so many years. Even before you came back, Mo Nian and I were still at odds with each other. I accepted her as my mother until I saw her trying so hard to protect us, and my iron heart melted. I don’t ask you to forgive her, just because she has raised you...for the sake of my brother. Come on, go back and see her. She is really dying recently. She has become haggard since you left. I am afraid that one day..."

I interrupted her and told him firmly that my mother would not leave.

But how can I guarantee it now? It was the same in my last life. I also said I would protect her in my last life. If only I hadn't been angry with her because she hit me, how could she leave alone...

But now I really don’t know what identity and why I should go back.

The silent reading told me that I don't need a reason because I am her daughter, but am I really her daughter? She obviously has her own biological child.

I buried my forehead in my knees, and my clothes were soaked with wet tears.

Until there was someone's footsteps beside me, soft and slow, I thought he was just a stranger passing by, because there were not a few people crying in the hospital, even in the silent night, I thought I It won't attract anyone's attention.

The footsteps still stopped in front of me, and then there was the sound of paper tying above my head. I raised my head slightly and saw a pair of polished leather shoes in front of me. The windbreaker reached to my knees, and was covered by a light purple flower. The roses blocked the view.

I took it, wiped my tears and was helped up by him.

"Uncle Hou?" I was stunned: "Why did you come to the hospital so late?"

Uncle Hou was dressed particularly formally today, no less elegant than when attending a banquet as usual. A pair of gold-framed glasses really matched his name: Wen Bin, elegant and elegant.

Actually, I have a feeling that his previous rudeness was all just an act.

Uncle Hou glanced at me up and down, then let out a long sigh, raised his eyelids a little higher, and then completely returned to his original state. He may have thought that he was being condescending to me, but in fact, he just looked at me. It could be seen that he was feeling very sad, and his mouth turned into an inverted crescent moon.

"Well, if Old Man Fu sees his precious daughter crying like this in our Hou family's hospital, it will be heartbreaking. It will be even worse if it is misunderstood that our Hou family is bullying you. "Uncle Hou didn't look at me, looked at the corridor and shook his head: "Come on, my bouquet originally had nine flowers, which was just right for my wife, but the clerk gave me an extra one, so I took it out to cheer you up. Oh, that's right. Ang, I give this to you for my son."

"Huh?" I laughed inexplicably and looked at the purple rose in full bloom in my hand.

"By the way, I'm here to pick up my wife and go home. Why do you, little girl, come to the hospital when you're not at home in the middle of the night? What's wrong with you?" Uncle Hou asked me while looking around.

I sat back on my own and said, "Stop looking. I just saw Aunt Wensu going for surgery, but I heard that she was an appendectomy surgeon. She just needs someone to help temporarily. She should be there soon." Just came out. I'm fine, I came over to see my friends."

"Oh——" Uncle Hou pursed his lips and sat down one seat away from me, placing the bouquet in the middle. He seemed to be bored and started talking to me again: "I want to ask you something."

"You say."

"Why don't you like my son?" Uncle Hou suddenly changed his face. He was so angry that he hated iron and steel. I couldn't help but step back. He put his hands on his hips and said, "Hey, what's your last name?" Why are Fu’s eyes so cunning? Your dad doesn’t look down on my Susu, who is gentle and quiet, and you don’t look down on my Xiangyang, who is so handsome! And he is so mature. That kid from the Gao family looks good on the outside, but in fact he is private. You are secretly singing children's songs down there, how can you stand being so childish? How can a man be childish!"

"Xiangyang? Become... mature?" I recalled in my mind the scene where Hou Xiangyang hugged my calf and called me mom when he was drunk at the end of my engagement ceremony, and the fight he had with Gao Xinci, a primary school student, when he was just reborn. No, does the word "mature" have anything to do with him?

Fortunately, I didn't ask the last question in front of his father. I coughed and said, "Uncle Hou, there is no reason to like someone. It has nothing to do with appearance or personality. Xiangyang is very good. , also helped me a lot, but I am not an eloquent person, so I don’t want to have contact with you in terms of relationships, and I can’t have contact with you. Over the years, you have taken the trouble to teach me how to love someone and love the world bit by bit. , I will recall who was kind to me, who took care of me, and in turn love them. Xiangyang is in the latter group. For me, his arrival is late, and even if it were earlier, we It doesn’t fit well enough either.”

Uncle Hou seemed to be confused by what he heard. He rolled his eyes and scratched his head, but he finally let me go. He waved his hand: "Okay, your father also said a similar thing back then, but if it weren't for If he lets me go, I won’t be able to marry my wife, and my son deserves better.”

"Aren't you and Aunt Wensu divorced? This is both sending flowers and expressing love." I smiled bitterly.

Uncle Hou stood up, patted the dust behind him and straightened his hair: "After the divorce, she is also the mother of my child, and she will be tied up for the rest of her life." Suddenly he turned back to me and was inexplicably excited: "Hey, I'll tell you again. Let’s gossip, don’t cry. Your dad failed the first college entrance examination in China, and he didn’t do his job properly for another three years. In the end, he took the exam with me, and his score was even lower than mine! Even after going to college, he still didn’t Study hard and hook up with your mother. Your mother is five years younger than your father!" Uncle Hou's expression was filled with indignation, as if he could jump on my dad's face to criticize in the next second and said "Eh": "Tsk, tsk, tsk, old man Cows eating young grass, let me tell you, I can’t stand it! It’s too much!”

But I looked calm and breathed steadily: "Uncle Hou, Aunt Wensu is seven years younger than you."

Lao Hou immediately changed his expression, looked to the side guiltily, and finally broke his guard: "Hey, you stinky girl, you are so lenient. I said your dad just said, why did you remind me of this?"

"You also know you are talking about my dad." I laughed angrily.

"Okay, okay, don't talk about me. The old man scolded me so much for this matter back then." Uncle Hou burst into tears: "Come on, I originally wanted to sow discord between your father and daughter and avenge my son. , do you know how long he cried on the day you got engaged! Who knows, he even lost a thousand dollars. I won’t play with you anymore. My wife should be out soon. It’s not safe for the little girl’s family to be alone. I’ll find someone to take you back. Bar."

"No need, Uncle Hou, my dad sent someone to wait for me downstairs." I stood up quickly, but just as I was about to take the foundation from my bag and put it away so that Lao Fu's people wouldn't notice, I was interrupted by Uncle Hou.

"Pull them down, let me drive everyone out."

"what?"

Uncle Hou waved his hand innocently: "Who knew you were here? I thought he was getting old and wanted to contact my wife, so I sent her away because I didn't like her."

"Then...okay." I couldn't laugh or cry.

When I went downstairs, I heard a noise, and I looked back. Sure enough, it was Aunt Wensu coming out of the operating room, and Uncle Hou circled around her. They looked like a loving couple, but not I understand why they are still separated after this. Emotions are really difficult to judge.

The neon lights were flashing on the way home, and the night near the river was not quiet, but what reassured me most was that half of these shining buildings were printed with the logo of our Fu family.

Thinking about it, I have done so many things in the six months since I was reborn, and I must be feeling grievances and resentment. But I don’t care how helpless others are when they want to take advantage of my family. How can my family and my family not be innocent? So even if I really have a guilty conscience, I don’t regret it.

It was past one o'clock in the morning when I got home, and most of the lights in the house were out. Thinking that everyone was sleeping, I quietly changed my shoes and went in. It wasn't until I thought about it that it felt ridiculous.

I just heard Uncle Hou mention Zheng Linjie, and then I remembered that she said she wanted me to ask me to visit her. I felt a little stupid. I forgot how big the Fu family's yard was, and it was soundproofed. Even if I was here, No one would hear me if I yelled, so I relaxed, hung my coat on the rack by the door, and prepared to go back to the house to sleep.

But suddenly a figure flashed past.

Before I could say anything, I was held tightly by a broad embrace, and a pair of big hands stroked my back extremely hard. The feeling was one of love and hate, and I couldn't bear to let go but couldn't bear to let go.

I was startled, and when I was about to ask, I was interrupted by the man's faint tears.

"From time to time, I knew it was you. It was you who did it. I just didn't expect when you would become so cruel. I really don't know whether this will be good or bad in the future..."

"Uncle!"

I was startled, and everything in my heart was suddenly blocked. There was no other sound. In the silent night, the sound of my heartbeat was extremely conspicuous.

Boom, boom, boom.

It felt like the whole world was about to be shattered, and I was really scared.

Memories came flooding back in an instant. No matter how kind my uncle has been to me over the years, and no matter how much he favored me, he could not let me forget it. When the water in the river covered my nose and eyes, I called for help over and over again, while he was ambivalent on the boat beside me. Looking at me, he didn't pull me up until I was about to faint.

At that moment, even though I knew that Lu Yinyin was basically a scapegoat and he was the real murderer, I could only hug him tightly and tell the old man with tears streaming down my face: "I don't know anything, I only know that my uncle saved me." .”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." I hugged him tightly this time, with tears streaming down my face, but no matter what, he was cold and his eyes were as contradictory as when he watched me flopping in the river.

To kill or not? Save or not?

I can only make myself look more pitiful and innocent. I also really hope that the family issues can be resolved earlier. I can't think of any other answer except Liu Zonglan.

"I really didn't mean it from the beginning. I don't know why it turned out like that. I didn't want to harm my brothers and sisters... I really have no way to help the Zhou family become like that. I can't just watch the rumors spread. Word spread bit by bit and destroyed our family. Uncle, I only have this family left. If it is destroyed again, I will have nowhere to go. And, and I really didn’t do anything to actually hurt the Zhou family. I just Just scare them, this is the only solution I can think of..."

After a lengthy explanation, I found in the end that I didn’t even have the courage to raise my head. My uncle held my cheeks and forced me to raise them. With tears streaming down my face under the moonlight, I sighed deeply. , and then forcing himself to be gentle, he reached out and wiped the tears from my face.

"It's okay, it's okay. You did the right thing. If something like this happens again in the future, you must remember to protect yourself first no matter how you use it. No matter who your opponent is or how close you are, you will always protect yourself." Protect yourself at all costs." My uncle seemed to be sincerely advising me, but this kind of advice was too depressing and helpless, and it took a lot of effort to say it out. He hugged me tightly again, stroked my hair, and Tears fell and soaked my clothes: "We will grow up."

I can't reply, my heart is broken.

I don't know how I should understand the meaning of my uncle's words. I can only hold him stiffly and feel the boundless fear.

Suddenly the door was kicked open by someone, and I trembled. Before I had time to look, I was pulled away by the person behind me and held in my arms.

This embrace was warm, and I felt like I had been rescued from death, hiding behind him and shivering.

"I am her biological uncle, don't you still love her?" The uncle smiled coldly, and immediately many people poured out from all over and surrounded us.

Liang Sen asked me to hold his sleeves, while he stood in front of his uncle to protect me. He bowed mechanically with a straight face: "Third Master, your love is not incompatible with my responsibilities and duties." contradiction."

"Then what do you mean by suddenly appearing and snatching her away?"

"Of course I feel that the people guarding the yard have suddenly become strangers, and I instinctively want to keep an eye on my young lady to ensure her safety. I have no problem with you loving your niece, but if you have anything to say, my young lady has to stand behind me and say it."

One smiles, the other is quiet.

The people around me came closer one by one. Liang Sen was immediately level with me and put his arm around me.

My uncle just looked at me hesitantly for a long time, until we were less than one meter apart.

He raised his hand, and everyone stepped back with a sigh of relief.

Liang Sen rubbed the palm of my hand, but in fact his whole body was also cold.

The uncle made up his mind, then smiled again when he raised his head: "I passed the test, so I feel relieved."

Before he finished speaking, Pei Zhen, the only one behind his uncle who did not make a move, closed his eyes and trembled slightly.

"It's a boring test, one after another." Liang Sen replied to my uncle while comforting me.

But the uncle could only smile "cheerfully". He opened his arms and then lowered them: "You also know that I am too suspicious. I always have to try two or three times for one person or one thing. I believe it. Liang Sen, you'd better protect her forever, after all, I am only a niece."