Fall in love with your enemy

Next time, I wanted to go find Gao Xinci, but he missed the appointment.

I don’t want to go home, and I don’t want to find him. I have been in this situation for more than ten years. The blood flowing in my body proves that I am not mediocre, but I can’t learn to be diplomatic and worldly in any way. I deeply feel that I don't belong here. Brother Shu is gone, and my backbone is gone. Since then, I always feel that no matter where I go, I am alone, and no one can understand me.

This is the city center of Linjiang. Everyone here is originally from a noble family, but I can only watch from afar, feeling ashamed.

The more I looked at the sentence Gao Xinci sent me, the more eye-catching I felt.

I believe that he has his own difficulties, and I also understand that I have not given as much love as him, and I cannot even compare with his personal and world vision, so I am not qualified to stand on an equal footing with him, but God, I want to To become his wife, I also want to be like him, a useful person that attracts attention. It is not my original intention to be so stupid, but why can I just accept my fate? Let him take the initiative and decide everything? What the hell is he doing, refusing to even listen to what I have to say?

The phone is turned off and there is no sound. He can do it, but why can’t I do this...

I don't know where to go, and I don't even want to be around Aunt Lin. Her miserable life is partly due to me dragging her down. I think that many times, I should still keep a distance from her, especially now, Aunt Lin needs space.

Every time at this time, I think of the lonely souls wandering on the barren mountains in the distance. I go to a remote place to buy some paper money and go to the cemetery.

It didn't take long before I arrived at the foot of the cemetery hill. It was cold and desolate. It was indeed what a cemetery should look like. But after thinking about it, some more crooked ideas came to my mind: the people buried here are all the prominent figures in Linjiang. Come to think of it, if they were bright and glamorous during their lifetime, wouldn't they be buried in a cold cemetery after their death? Like everyone else, death is fair in this world. Everyone will die and everyone will return to silence.

In the past time and space, after my death, it was like this, right?

Thinking of this, I laughed easily.

When I came to Brother Shu's tombstone, I leaned on the edge of the stone monument and chatted with Brother Shu for a while, crying and laughing at the same time, which was very strange.

In the end, I burned the paper money and plunged a lot of paper money into the brazier. The cold wind came and the flames jumped up and down. The wind was very strange today. I obviously couldn't feel much, but the paper money was very active. , spinning around and around, as if someone was directing a gorgeous dance.

Is the writer here?

I thought of this question inexplicably. No one would regard me as a lunatic. So I raised my hand, looked at the gray foam hovering in the sky, and reached out to touch it.

"Brother, are you there?" I asked.

No one responded.

Naturally, no one responded. He was now a gray photo on the stone tablet. When I looked back at him, his face seemed to have turned into a bitter smile. Even if he was with me and his heart was filled with perfect love, how could he talk to me? Woolen cloth?

Suddenly a gust of wind whizzed by, whirling in my ears, as if he was talking to me.

"It would be great if you could really show up. We haven't seen each other for seventeen years, one month and nineteen days. I have almost forgotten what you look like. Now, I really regret burning that letter. You kept it." There aren’t many things given to me, and I can’t even look at things and think about people.”

Summer is inexplicably so cold, biting to the bone, and now it's like a trapped beast, imprisoned in an iron cage, with no way out no matter how hard it struggles.

It wasn't until the ashes were rising and the yin and yang still tried their best to touch my forehead that I faintly woke up.

"Are you there?" I whispered with tears in my eyes, but naturally there was no reply.

But for me, just that once was enough. I lowered my head and cried loudly. I don’t know how long it took, but drizzle began to fall in the sky. I held the cold stone tablet in my arms and touched the line of words carved on the tablet—— My favorite writer of all time.

I took out the knife from my pocket and added a sentence in the place closest to his handwriting - write about my favorite moments.

I think that one day I will come back here to accompany him, and writing my name will be nothing.

It was six o'clock in the evening when I got home, which quite surprised me. It turned out that I had been with Brother Shu for more than three hours, but this time was so fleeting that I didn't even realize it.

"You're back! Didn't you say you were going to live in the Gao family? You still knew you were coming back..."

The person who greeted me was Lu Chengcheng. I was changing my shoes at the door when I saw that the kid was quite surprised at first, and then he started to get weird and really needed a beating.

"How jealous are you? I feel like whenever I mention Gao Xinci, you're like a gun." I sneered.

Lu Chengcheng immediately exploded: "Who is jealous! Who wants to be jealous of you? You are my sister and I am your brother. We just maintain a good relationship between siblings and teammates. Other than that, don't even think about it!" "After saying that, he crossed his arms and looked very arrogant.

"What you said makes it sound like I have some undue thoughts about you. My fiancé is much more handsome than you!" I left my coat at the door, poked Lu Chengcheng on the forehead when I walked in, and went to the kitchen on my own. Looking for something to eat.

As for thinking about it unnecessarily, I did do it a bit before, but now I don’t dare!

"Stop looking for it, the food is ready and on the table." Lu Chengcheng sat on the sofa angrily, flicking the dust on the coat he had worn, making a crackling sound.

I caught a glimpse of hot food on the dining room table from a distance, and I felt extremely guilty.

Old Fu's second uncle and brother-in-law know that I'm not here, and they've been busy lately, so they probably won't be back in the evening. The nanny at home has taken advantage of the situation, and followed the temper of the elders and doesn't give Lu Chengcheng a good look, even if she doesn't cook, that table These several plates of food could only have been cooked by Lu Chengcheng himself, but looking at him like this, he was already full, so these could only be specially given to me.

"You knew I would come back?" I asked, leaning against the doorframe.

Lu Chengcheng is still like that. Although he is angry, he still looks at me secretly and then quickly looks back. It is the same in every life.

"Hmph, I don't care about you anymore. I feed Wangcai and Laifu."

"Then why don't you put it in the dog bowl? Who feeds dogs to put them on people's plates?" The more I looked at it, the more I wanted to laugh. I couldn't hold it in anymore, so I just laughed out loud.

I have to say that Lu Chengcheng's arrogant little appearance is indeed quite cute, especially after he was so angry after being exposed by me.

"Why are you laughing! Just give me what's given to you! I'm telling you, you are so heartless!"

"Then what do you want? Can I give you a kowtow?"

"you……"

Seeing that Lu Chengcheng was so angry with me that he wanted to cry, I quickly stepped forward and dragged his double chin to comfort him.

"Hey, hey, are you going to cry? Don't worry, I'll record a video for you and send it to the class group, haha!"

"That's so bad of you! What evil did I do in my previous life? How could I have a sister like you? I've been miserable all my life. God, I'm already miserable. Please let me go..." Lu Chengcheng wailed.

He's already like this, and as a sister, I can't comfort him.

I pulled Lu Chengcheng's arm back. Lu Chengcheng's feet were unprepared and he immediately stumbled back, losing his center of gravity and threw himself into my arms.

I hugged my dear brother and patted him hard on the back twice: "Don't worry, my sister won't let you have any misfortune. I'll tell the uncles and aunts who do chores at home right away. Our family How can the young master, who is so delicate and expensive, allow you to cook by yourself! Why do you pay them to hire them? This makes our family a big target! You also have a bit of a temper, okay? "

Lu Chengcheng was stunned, and a blush appeared on his face. I thought that I didn't hit him, but before I could raise my doubts, Lu Chengcheng hugged me back again, and his breathing sounded in my ears like the gentle sound of April. wind.

"I don't care about any of this. At least it's enough for you to care about me." He said.

This tone is a bit coquettish, but it's also very reasonable. Don't say anything... Even if the sisters in the family are all tigresses, the younger brother can only act coquettishly and beg for mercy! After all, he is my biological brother.

I don't hesitate to hug him. If I can help him, it can be regarded as a merit of mine. Besides, in this world, he is probably the closest person to me. I can't help myself, but I can try my best to save him.

Yeah.

"Don't worry, you are so smart. Sooner or later, Lao Fu and the others will like you very, very much, I'm sure."

"I want you to like me."

"Oh, you are so verbose! I always like you, that's all!"

After the meal, the dizzy feeling I had before gradually dissipated. I checked my blood sugar and found that there was still something wrong with my body. I didn't dare to slack off. I didn't want to die before my wedding and be labeled as an ominous person. , I usually carry a lot of glucose tablets in the pockets of my clothes.

But during this period, Lu Chengcheng, who was sitting opposite me, finally saw my face clearly, pointed at me and laughed loudly: "What is that on your head! I just saw it, did you go dig coal? Did you do it?" Dirty!”

After he reminded me, I went to look in the mirror and noticed that there was ashes of paper money on the center of my eyebrows. This look was very similar to when Brother Zhi drew a painted face on my face while I was sleeping. Lu Chengcheng laughed so hard. I couldn't bear the pain, so I covered my mouth and smiled softly, but there were two hot tears rolling down my face in this smile.

I know that he is really by my side, and that's enough.

"That's too bad." I muttered to myself, moistened a paper towel and wiped away the dust.

I made a phone call to summon the housekeeper and nanny at home, and showed Lu Chengcheng the affectionate relationship between brother and sister, which allowed Lu Chengcheng to show off his power.

After that, there was nothing to do, and I was about to return to the room, but something unexpected happened.

I knew that after dealing with Fang Qizhang, I would definitely pull out his former mistress Lu Yinyin. Originally, Lu Yinyin had been quiet for a few days after I retrieved Lu Chengcheng who had run away from home, and she did not cause trouble for me anymore. , but even if she later wants to be with me, she still has to ensure that the evil she has done before will not be revealed to me.

A woman who uses all despicable means to get high for money, has no favor from her husband, and whose identity as a son is not known to the public, her life will often become more and more empty as time goes by. This is the case for Lu Yinyin.

Just when I was approaching the door of the room, Lu Yinyin suddenly appeared and dragged me to the corner. The corner was dark and dark. Only through the dim moonlight outside the window, I could see the worry on her face, and I couldn't help but sneer. laugh.

"Aunt Lu, what's the matter?" I asked.

Lu Yinyin was sweating profusely just hearing this sentence. If she didn't say anything else, she should have picked up some tricks after living with Cheng Ling for so long. She just pretended to be calm on the surface: "It's nothing. I'm just a little curious about what happened in the morning. I can't ask anywhere else, so I have to ask you. Tell me, what will happen to Fang Qizhang..."

I raised my head and muttered: "I probably won't survive. Our family is quite tolerant. The old man is too old to see blood, and I am too lazy to vent my anger on him. But as far as I know, Sun Haoping is a small-minded person, so I probably won't let him." The trash who knows the secret is left in this world.”

I downplayed it, as if a human life was just a passing cloud, which made Lu Yinyin's legs shake with fear. However, I didn't know that it was not what I wanted. In fact, it was useless even if I paid attention. I firmly believe that Sun Haoping would not want to leave his hands dirty. Flaw, Fang Qizhang's ending will only be suicide.

Who cares about suicide?

Lu Yinyin thought for a while, then she suddenly gritted her teeth and cursed loudly: "This Fang Qizhang! He really deserved it. Someone was protecting him before, so he was so cunning and evil that he harmed countless people! To tell you the truth, Chengcheng and I I had an encounter with him before I came to the Fu family. I was poor at that time, so I was often bullied by these bullies. If Chengcheng hadn't been brave and beat them all away, I might not be able to appear in front of you today, eldest lady."

"Then he won't survive tonight. Are you happy?" I asked with a smile.

Lu Yinyin was immediately stuck.

I also know that she is very ambitious and wants to fight. Unfortunately, she is not strong enough and too timid to take risks. Therefore, even if she gave birth to Lao Fu’s eldest son over the years, she cannot exchange for Lao Fu’s support. Her respect was used instead. The only time in her life that she ever thought of murder was against me. After that, even if I borrowed her courage, she would not dare to do so. Fortunately, she was lucky to meet someone like me. Stupid.

"You don't need to test me, I know what you want to ask." I sighed and said: "Since you gave birth to Chengcheng, in order to make Chengcheng's name justified, I will definitely let you sit down in your current position. There is nothing to worry about. As for what happened before, I can endure it for the sake of Chengcheng. As long as you are willing to be honest, then our whole family will naturally be able to live in such a muddle. I will say this, you can take care of yourself."

After that, I left her and turned around to leave. I met Chengcheng at the entrance of the corridor. He was coming with a plate of cut and peeled fruits. When he saw me there, he immediately came up to me and handed it to me happily.

Just seeing him, I couldn't help but think about his life experience. I didn't know whether it was right or wrong to hide it from him. I didn't know what it would be like if one day he found out. He would definitely have a broken heart and intestines, and his flesh and blood would be blurred. If that were the case. , I hope he is a person who puts interests first and never has any feelings for this family, and the harm he will suffer will be less.

But he raised his knuckled hand and gently lifted the strands of hair from my ears and tucked them behind my ears.

I think everything I thought was a dream after all.

The lychees I had just taken out of the refrigerator became as hot as lava when I swallowed them. I couldn't bear it, so I raised my head and squeezed it tightly even though there was nothing in my hand. It was a white mist that I dared to wipe away lightly when no one was paying attention.

But if I choose to let myself go, others may not let me go.

Before he could even enter the room, the housekeeper suddenly ran in in a hurry. When he crossed the threshold, he almost tripped and fell into pieces.

I was about to help him, but the housekeeper hurriedly got up as if he didn't care. Without any explanation, he rushed to me and shouted with all his strength: "Miss is not good! The Gao family... The Gao family is here again!"

I was confused: "What are you here for?"

"Propose the marriage!" The housekeeper gasped, his chest heaving violently, as if he would fall to the ground in the next second.

But I became even more confused: "What do you mean? Didn't I mention it once already? It was agreed that we would consider it for three days, but it has only been one day."

The housekeeper shook his hand: "No...it's not Chairman Gao. It's the second master of the Gao family who is here! He said it was for his grandson Gao Hanxuan! The Gao family brought more than a hundred people with many betrothal gifts, and they couldn't help but take Ke We are surrounded. Mr. Fu and our second and third masters can’t get out of the house, and the news can’t be spread. This is really trying to steal the bride! Please think of a way!"

My heart thumped, my eyesight went dark, and I almost couldn't stand still.