Fall in love with your enemy

The next time, I secretly ran to Lin's house. I originally wanted to clean up the house quietly, but unexpectedly I ran into Aunt Lin who came back suddenly.

For me, it was really an unexpected situation. The transfer date for Mo Nian was still next week, but Aunt Lin came back so early. The explanation she gave was that her ex-husband said he could help her take care of Mo Nian for a while, so she came back early to prepare. The opening of the studio.

Maybe I believed it in my last life, but now...

I smiled bitterly. I used to feel very sorry for Aunt Lin. She gave birth to three children, both of whom inherited the heart disease caused by her first love. Among them, Brother Shu and I lived together. She worked in Linjiang. Although she was very busy at work, we They don't meet often, but at least they can come back two or three times a month, but silent reading and reading are even more pitiful. They live abroad with their stepfather all year round, and they can't see their biological mother more than a few times throughout the year.

Mo Nian was very close to her stepfather and regarded her as her biological father. However, although her stepfather also loved her, after many years, he could no longer afford the high cost of treatment, so he still filed for divorce from Aunt Lin. He had done his best to benevolent and righteous.

I still remember, in my last life, how long Mo Nian was sick after returning to China. She went crazy when she saw Aunt Lin's face. She only got better after seeing Mo Du. Her own daughter was so cold to me. How strong a person would be when she saw her. It's heartbreaking, but thinking about it silently, in my opinion, it's really pitiful.

Just like when I lost my dearest writing brother, didn't I also make everything in front of my old master?

I have soothed Aunt Lin's emotions. Looking at that scene, I really seemed to be a very generous person, but it was just similar. In fact, I knew many things in my heart. Aunt Lin's kind of kindness that seemed distant, distant and sometimes close to me. In other words, it's not torture.

After all, she never took the initiative once, and even refused to hold my hand. She hid in the corner and cried tremblingly. I looked at her haggard look and thought to myself, forget it, maybe it will be better for her. She said that my too much concern is also a pressure for her, so forget it.

I took a long breath, but the blockage in my throat was stuck there. I had nothing to say, so I had to open the door and face the broad sky.

"Cherish the time, these things..." Liang Sen pointed to a pile of sparse furniture in the courtyard and muttered in a low voice.

I glanced down and said, "Move them all back and get a few useful things. After counting the expenses, report them to me and I'll ask someone to transfer them over."

"But didn't you say you didn't want Mrs. Lin to be under too much pressure?" Liang Sen looked worried.

I shrugged and chuckled, wiping the tears from my eyes: "She has already seen it anyway."

The door to the main room was opened again, and Aunt Lin ran out with red eyes. This time, she held my hand.

"Shishi, please don't waste any more money. Mom really doesn't want to trouble you anymore..." Aunt Lin burst into tears, and her pitiful look made everyone feel distressed.

"Mom, take a closer look at the things inside. Can you bear it? Can you recite it silently?" I was very tired. At that time, I couldn't even lift my hands.

Aunt Lin looked back, her mouth slightly open but unable to say a word.

She is a good mother, and I have always known that if it can really make the life of my beloved daughter better, what does it mean to be more stressed?

Aunt Lin slowly let go of my hand with a low eyebrow, which made me extremely heartbroken.

I don't hate her, no matter what she is, I won't hate her, but I am really sad, and I even thought that without us, she could have had a bright and prosperous life.

"Okay, everyone, go back and get everything done as soon as possible. I'll come to check later and the overtime pay will be doubled." I said to the workers.

"Okay." The workers acted swiftly and quickly left Lin's house with their old things without a trace.

I really can't stay any longer.

"Mom, I still have some things I haven't had time to deal with. I'll see you later." I smiled tightly, as if this thing was very rare in my world.

Aunt Lin hesitated to speak, and finally had nothing to say.

I didn't wait and walked out of the house. Liang Sen followed me closely. Although he felt sorry for the Lin family, the most he could do was to close the door.

But when I actually came to the wide road, I was at a loss until I realized that the corners of my clothes in my hands were crumpled and soaked with sweat.

Don't I blame her? I'm still angry with her, right...

Money may not be that important to me, but there are already so many people in this world who have lied to me. I really can't bear one more person. As long as she tells the truth once, just once, I can do whatever it takes. Looking back, I can do anything you want.

But she never did.

Not only money, but also the incident between me and silent reading. She should know that I don’t care if anyone in this world insults, abuses, or sarcasts me, but she...

I will always remember that sentence: "You are a disaster! You killed your own mother and killed my lower case. Now you won't even let me read silently! People like you shouldn't live here In the world! Why aren’t you the one who died! Lower case and silent reading are gone. You think life is worse than death, so why don’t you die!"

She was originally a kind-hearted and amiable mother, but at that time, I really didn’t know where she got so much strength. Her palm fell on her cheek. I couldn’t count how many nights I would wake up in pain, and then... Despair that will never see the light of day.

"It's time to go home. It's getting late. Dong Fu and the others will wake up in a little while." Liang Sen poked my wrist.

Sighing again, I feel like a sentimental old woman at this moment.

"Old Fu and my younger brother are sleeping in, but my second uncle gets up at five o'clock every morning for morning exercises. He must have known about it and didn't expose me." I shrugged, just as my cell phone rang. When I lowered my head, I saw that it was true. It's the second uncle.

"From time to time, I'll come back early after packing up the Lin family's things. If I can't catch breakfast, I'll eat some outside, but remember not to eat greasy food. You like to eat Longjing shrimps for lunch. When you come back late, your brother will snatch them all. "

I turned the phone over to Liang Sen. After reading it, Liang Sen exaggeratedly beat his chest and said, "It must be the second master. He is so kind to you and has set the restrictions for you to go home. If Director Fu said that you wouldn't listen at all."

"Indeed." I nodded helplessly.

"Then what should we do now? Go home? It's still early. Why don't we go to the next town for breakfast first?" Liang Sen waved his hand.

"That's okay." I motioned to Liang Sen to get in the car.

But before I even took half a step, my feet suddenly sprained. I was standing on the edge of the road, with a large slope behind me. I fell backwards unprepared. I almost even thought about my last words!

But halfway down, I was enveloped by a familiar aroma, and I fluttered again. He grabbed both my wrists and lifted them up, and put his other hand around my waist.

I don’t know when Silent Reading came about, and I don’t really want to know. The problem that bothers me most now is that if I am embarrassed like this every time, will I leave the image of a stupid girl in his heart?

"Be careful." Silu stood on the edge of the road, with strong arms. He tightened his grip slightly, and I threw myself into his arms, wrapping my hands around his waist.

The reminder came from the direction above my head. He was too tall, and I could only reach under his shoulders, with my ear close to my heart.

Although it was a life-saving gesture this time, such an unexpected hug still made us all stiffen up. He wouldn't let me go, and I couldn't let go of my hand.

Until the breeze blew, my hair got into the collar of Silent Reading, and the throbbing of adolescence was unbearable. He trembled violently. In addition, there was a scream like Liang Sen's marmot: "What are you two doing!"

We both stopped our hands quickly, neither of us dared to look at each other.

This was the first time he met me, and my situation was a little better than his, but only that much.

In my last life, I was really shy. Before falling in love, I didn’t dare to touch me. After falling in love, I set limits. I blushed for an hour before hugging. The only kiss I had was when I proposed. I didn’t even think about anything else. But What about after rebirth?

No need to say more, just give me a hug first.

It feels like I have teased a good man in broad daylight, which is very shameful! And reading "Losing Chastity" silently makes me want to hit the wall.

We were at a loss for a long time, and Liang Sen turned behind me without knowing the current situation: "Restrain it, my dear, find a reason to leave quickly -" After that, he covered the corner of his mouth and coughed until his lungs almost vomited out.

Until I pinched a piece of flesh in his palm with two fingernails, his face suddenly looked like Guan Gong.

"Sister, I was wrong! Hiss——"

"You have a sock stuck in your throat? Speak up."

We both kept our voices as low as possible. It was like a tonsil infection patient meeting.

Liang Sen straightened his legs: "Okay, okay, I will keep it a secret for you. I will never let Director Fu and Mr. Gao know about it."

"Who do you think I am!" I kicked Liang Sen in the back with disgust, turned around and looked at the awkward silent reader with a polite smile.

As the saying goes, when you meet someone you like, smile at him with your upper teeth exposed; when you meet Liang Sen, smile with your lower teeth.

"Well... you should be more careful in the future, it will be bad if you fall." Mo Du reminded me seemingly plainly, but I understood that he was still shy, otherwise the two fingers would not keep fighting and clasping back and forth.

It was the same in the last life. I held his hands tightly to prevent him from moving. On impulse, he rushed forward and kissed my lips.

Breath exchange, soft touch.

I don’t know what I was thinking. In short, the moment I saw his face clearly, an idea came to my mind, and I blurted it out without thinking at all: "Sidu, this is your first time coming to Jiang, so you are not very familiar with the area. ? Let me take you around."

There are some surprises when reading silently, and the fingertips tap more frequently.

"Isn't this... bad..." he said, lowering his head slightly.

But in the eyes that looked at me, I could see that he had expectations.

I took a step forward to stop his erratic hand and held it in my palm, "What's wrong? Isn't it easier for you to take care of your mother and meditate on her if you become familiar with the area."

Liang Sen's eyes almost popped out of his head, and his speech was slurred, and I couldn't understand a single word.

Seeing that he was in the way, I smiled kindly and said, "You go back first. I will go home by myself when the time comes."

Unable to wait for Liang Sen's response, I pulled Silu and walked towards the left side of the road.

How long has it been since we walked together like this? I secretly calculated in my mind, nine years.

If there were no accidents, we should have been an old husband and wife for nine years. It's just a pity. It seems that we really don't have enough fate.

There was a sour feeling in the corners of my eyes, so I pulled off the hair rope and covered my face with my long hair. I wiped away the sadness without being able to see it while reading silently.

If it's something I can bear alone, I don't want to add it to him at all.

He lowered his head and smiled while reading silently. Normally, he doesn't like physical contact, but if the person is me, he won't take the initiative to separate. At this moment, the palms of my hands are warm, and I can still feel his hot heartbeat.

"Where are we going?" he asked after walking for a while. It turned out that he had been following me around like a headless fly.

I rubbed the spout of his pot with my fingertips and happily pointed in the direction of the rising sun in the distance: "It's still early in the town, let's go buy something for breakfast."

He said he liked the pork wontons I made the most, and I also said I wanted to raise him into a piglet for stew.

I took Mo Du to walk around the place in the town that I had told him about, to make sure that everyone would take it to heart when I explained it. Then I and Mo Du carried the noodles and wonton stuffing and went home side by side. It was still early. Under the sun, our shadows were stretched long.

With the silent reading present, Aunt Lin and I got along much better, but she was shocked and asked me how a young lady like me who had never been in the kitchen could learn to cook.

I couldn't say anything, I just smiled bitterly. It's hard to tell. I was already married in a stall that they didn't know about, right? I learned it when I was bored at my husband's house.

After finishing breakfast, the watch hand had already pointed to ten o'clock. I accompanied Silent Reading and cleared the table and dishes.

Sitting in the living room, I once again carefully examined every aspect of his appearance, not even letting go of a single hair.

The window on the door of the main room sent sunlight into the gray room, and his eyes turned clear brown. He took out the medicated oil from his schoolbag and poured it into his palms. Kneel down in front of me, lift up a little of my skirt, and rub it gently on my knees.

"If it hurts, tell me." He looked up at me, looked at me, and then quickly dodge.

"It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt..." I repeated mechanically, and my nasal voice got worse before I reached out to block it.

My eyes moved up from his knees, and finally stopped in front of those eyes.

Whatever he does, he is always a hundred times more serious than others, even if it is just dealing with a small bruise.

"Okay." Mo Du tilted his head, took a step back and stood up, "I'm going to wash my hands and I'll be back soon."

He went out and the door was closed.

He meant well, but he didn't know that the moment the door closed, I gave up.

After all, I couldn't help it, and I was extremely close to a mental breakdown.

I really can't take it anymore. I can't bear it anymore.

Maybe there was no silent reading, no Aunt Lin, no letter to my brother. Even if I could do it all over again, I would still be me, the living dead wrapped in a skin, the old man’s house, the old man’s illegitimate son, Zheng Lin, the madman, and What do my grandfather's favoritism, the adultery I may experience in the future, or the decadent life that I have been living for ten years, mean to me?

I have never felt that there is anything wrong with me going through all this. As long as I endure it alone, everyone can live in a muddle and just hate me. But God just let them appear.

I also have people who love me, and I am also a living life with an emotional soul. Why should I suffer all this?

Why do you want me to feel loved? In this way, how can I continue to live as if nothing has happened after being wronged so much? Isn't it forcing me to die?

No, I got distracted. Why isn't this forcing me? God allowed me to live once and told me the answer after resistance. Now, if I were to do it again, how could I dare to pursue anything for myself? As long as it allows these loved ones to live safely and happily, I will obey whatever they ask me to do.

Such a good plan, I can only close my eyes and steal a moment of sentimentality.

In the last half minute, I wiped away my tears.

He came back from silent reading, with a smile on his face, and sat next to me.

"Are we... still going for a walk in the afternoon?"

"Brother." I blurted out, "I can't go. My second uncle asked me to go home. Mom is very familiar with this place. She took Brother Shu and me to play on the street before. Let her take you there. , As for me, I will definitely come over when I am free..."

The expression on Silent Reading's face was obviously depressed, and the smile he deliberately concealed looked lame.

"You...what did you call me?"

I still had a smile in my eyes: "Brother, we are a family, a family with the same mother. Brother Shu is my eldest brother, and you are my second brother, don't you think so?"

Mo Du didn't like this answer, but it seemed that not accepting it was not an appropriate answer. He finally nodded with a stiff smile.

"You're right, then... you must come back often. If you want to go home at noon, I will take you there."

After reading silently, I got up and simply packed up. His back was turned to me, and his tall back occupied all my sight. He was wearing a loose black half-sleeve, and everything in front of my eyes was black.

Closing my eyes, I dig out the shadow of my life from the bottom of my heart.

One second, Mo Du knelt down on one knee and proposed to me, and the next second, he fell in a pool of blood, and the ring fell out of his life.

Tears muddy the blood, blood is soaked in love, and love disappears into ashes.

When I wake up from my daydream, it’s time for me to let it go.

Maybe Aunt Lin is right, I am a disaster star. Maybe my timely giving up can save silent reading from disaster. Anyway, with or without me, people who are good at silent reading will definitely be happy. Thinking about it this way, my regrets are nothing. what? So far, it seems that it is just my regret.

"Let's go." Silently turned around and looked at me.

Yes, it's time for me to go.