Fall in love with your enemy

Next time, I suddenly received a message from Gao Xinci.

I haven't heard from him for a long time since he left the old house. He is no longer like before. He calls me crazily and sends me messages when he has free time. He even has to report to me when he has a meal or a meeting. For a moment, I used to feel very annoying and unnecessary, but now these have really disappeared, but my heart is empty. I also thought about taking a step back, but found that I had no way to retreat. Gao Xinci turned off his phone. , and refused to answer my call.

I thought about it for several nights, and one day I suddenly understood his intention. He hated me for not paying attention to him after his car accident, and he didn't even hear from me at all. Now, he probably just wants me to experience his feelings again, right? I really feel it.

This time, the news was not sent to me by Gao Xinci, but the watch he gave me before could be positioned. The positioning software sent a message to my mobile phone, indicating that he had gone home.

Why haven't you come to see me since you came back? You haven't even told me. Could it be that you haven't forgiven me yet...

Also, he told me that feelings cannot be exchanged with equal value, and hurting me in the same way will not make him feel pleasure.

"Shishi, what's wrong?" The second uncle put down his chopsticks and looked at me with confusion.

I just realized that I suddenly jumped up so abnormally. The whole family was shocked and thought the sky was falling.

"Ah...yes, something happened to my friend, please ask me for help..." I lied.

If it is really Gao Xinci's problem, I'm really afraid that the old man will just copy the guy and send it to the Gao family.

"What's going on? I haven't had lunch yet. Do you need us to go take a look?" The uncle asked calmly while eating, but the aunt seemed extremely nervous today. She pulled the uncle's sleeve and noticed I looked at her, and she lowered her head pretending to be indifferent.

Probably because I didn’t want to make any more trouble before the wedding. Fortunately, I didn’t bother my family with these things.

I pursed my lips and smiled: "No, it's just a small quarrel between classmates. I just went to persuade them. Everyone has always regarded me as a peacemaker."

"I'll go with you." Lu Chengcheng suddenly said. I looked up and saw that he suddenly lost his composure and looked at me with a hint of complaint: "We are all classmates. I just transferred here, so I can Get familiar with them."

"Don't you want to go to the library?"

"You can go back tomorrow. Why? You promised before that you would take me to build a good relationship with you. Do you want to regret it?" Lu Chengcheng raised his eyebrows.

It was clear that Lu Chengcheng had already guessed what I was going to do. I don’t know when he started to feel particularly disgusted with me mentioning Gao Xinci. Normally I could accommodate him, but this time it was different.

"You're a follower, you..." I mouthed.

"If you don't take me with you, I'll tell my dad and cousin." Lu Chengcheng winked.

Good guys, I really picked the two with the biggest tempers. I had no choice but to accept my fate.

"Okay, then hurry up and pack up and go." I smiled fakely, grabbed two tissues and wiped my hands angrily.

"Shishi, if you can't persuade me in the past, don't persuade me anymore. You're not fully recovered yet. Don't start fighting again. Protecting yourself is the most important thing, you know?" The second uncle said with a smile.

"I know, second uncle, don't worry."

"Chengcheng, take good care of your sister." Old Fu added.

Lu Chengcheng nodded, took a coat from the sofa in the living room and put it on me.

"Shao Qin, go see them off. Go directly to the company after sending them off. You don't have to come back to pick me up." Old Fu said. Shao Qin stuck his head out from another small restaurant and responded: "Okay."

Shao Qin was with me along the way, so I didn’t dare to say anything. I could only stare at Lu Chengcheng. It wasn’t until we arrived at the door of Chenxing, Shao Qin put us down and drove away in the car that I clenched my fist and gave Lu Chengcheng a blow. Fist, I was so angry that I almost cried.

"I knew you came here just for Gao Xinci. Why do you think you're so close to him? He could just drop you and run away for no reason. Why do you still like him so much?" Lu Chengcheng pushed. Got me.

"If you don't understand the truth, please stop making random guesses, okay? That's not his fault."

"What don't I understand? Even if you two really get into trouble, he should decide whether his grievance is more serious than your predicament, right? Turn around and leave without even saying hello! Does this mean he likes you? The Gao family Who is this person, who is Gao Xinci? Wake up, others just want to play with you, you are so stupid, you have been cheated and you still gave money to others."

"Isn't it normal that you don't want to see each other after a quarrel? Of course you don't know if you haven't been in love. Besides, although he left when we were at the old house, his mother came when the old man solved the problem. Wasn't it still the same? Come and support me?”

"It's been half a month and he's still not calm? He's a hot air balloon! His mother is here to prevent the marriage from ruining it."

"Lu Chengcheng, why do you think so bad of others!"

"I'm doing it for your own good."

"What a fart!"

I shook off Lu Chengcheng's hand and held my hand. I really didn't understand what was going on with him. I finally pulled him back to the right path, but he began to inexplicably follow the path he took in his previous life: persistently admonishing me and Gao Xinci to divorce. .

"People are born with good nature and all I learned from you was in vain. Fortunately, you are still a top student. What you learned is to make a fortune! Why did Gao Xinci offend you? Besides, he always has his own things to be busy with, so You can’t waste all your attention on me.”

Lu Chengcheng still looked sarcastic. He took two steps forward and blocked me in the corner with a sneer: "He has his own business? What is it? Tell me?"

"I……"

I always feel that I have good reasons, but every time we quarrel, Lu Chengcheng always asks me, I really don't know what Gao Xinci is doing, or even where he is.

"I don't know, right? Give up and come home with me." Lu Chengcheng took my hand and started to leave.

I shook him off and blurted out: "I don't care about you, just worry about your own affairs!"

I'm already annoyed, so I don't care if Gao Xinci annoys me. Adding Lu Chengcheng to the mix makes my head almost explode.

But I don’t know why, I always said this in my previous life, and Lu Chengcheng was immune to it, but this time I felt aggrieved and jealous, and I actually had the idea of ​​apologizing.

"I, that's not what I meant..."

"I don't care, I don't care! I'm too lazy to care about you! Whoever cares about you is a dog!" Lu Chengcheng was also annoyed, left me and turned around to leave.

I suddenly felt that I had done something wrong, but I refused to apologize and was not convinced. In the end, I did not catch up and allowed us to go in opposite directions and drift away.

I walked aimlessly on the street for a long time, not knowing whether it was the direction of my heart or muscle memory. After I walked around Morning Star, I suddenly saw the Gao family in front of me.

I had said out of anger that I would never come to him, but in fact I am here again.

My finger just touched the door handle. I came back to my senses. It was too late to take it back. The fingerprint lock had already regarded me as the hostess here and remembered me deeply. The door opened, and the cold wind poured into my mouth from inside. Sleeves.

I dare not go in.

I'm afraid of seeing him again, I don't know how to explain it.

Even though I would never admit my fault when he brought it up and firmly believed that he would never leave me, when it came time to face it, I just wanted to retreat.

Returning to reality, I thought clearly that it was not that he couldn't live without me, but that I couldn't live without him.

Ever since the lies about my sincere commitment to him were exposed and he left, I have clearly realized that I am nothing more than a rootless duckweed. It was he who gave me a home, where I could rest and rely on.

To be honest, I don’t understand how to love someone. Just like no one has ever taught me how to behave in the world of the Fu family, no one has ever taught me how to love someone as a wife. I We have known Gao Xinci for a long time, but when it comes to relationships, the two of us are basically in one step, having a one-night fling, getting pregnant, and getting married.

I can do nothing but be kind to him unconditionally, but what Gao Xin wants is never my bottomless flattery to him.

I don’t know how many times we had quarreled over this matter in the last life. He insisted on saying that I didn’t love him at all. I could never understand what he wanted and what love was like. Gradually, I became paranoid about gains and losses. I really don’t know what to do, so I can only spend time with him day after day, year after year. He refuses to divorce me, and he is unwilling to talk to me and discuss how to change our marriage. Later, the only thing that could affect both of us at the same time was our children, which is probably where the feeling of the seven-year itch came from.

Maybe one day in the future he will really make up his mind to give up on me. I think I can understand it. I just hope that the next person he meets can truly love him and share his worries. If possible, treat our children kindly. One day If you think the child is an eyesore, please don't hurt him. I will take the child away, as far away as possible.

Oh my God, what am I thinking about? How can I take care of my child? I'm already dead, and I think it's been a long time since I died. Gao Xinci from another time and space must have let go of it, and must have remarried. If you think the child is an eyesore, just give the child to Lao Fu. Do you still remember that time? Lao Fu still likes his little grandson. My son is very well-behaved and won't cause trouble like me. Lu Chengcheng should be able to tolerate him.

As for the current time and space, I can only take one step at a time.

But what to do now? Go to him? I seem to have no other choice. He finally came back and I finally got the chance to see him. I really want to hug him.

"Miss Fu?"

Before I could open the door, suddenly there was a call not far away. I turned my head and it turned out to be an aunt who worked in the Gao family.

"It's really you, I was just going to find you." The aunt smiled happily, ran into the small house where she lived, took out an exquisite wooden box, and quickly ran to me again.

"Aunt Wang, what do you want from me?" I held back my tears and forced a smile.

"Xin Ci asked me to give this to you, and also asked me to tell you that he is very busy these days and cannot reply to your message in time, but he will definitely reply as long as he sees it, so don't worry too much. "Aunt Wang handed me the wooden box in her hand.

I opened it, and inside was the watch that could locate it.

"Where is he? Has he not come back? What is he busy with?" I asked.

"Hmm...I'm not sure. This thing was sent back by the secretary next to Xin Ci in the morning. I didn't see him in person. I only know that he went to a branch in other provinces, but I don't know which one it is. I don’t know. As for what he is busy with, Auntie will not understand even after she has not studied for several years. Why don’t you ask yourself? You are his wife." Aunt Wang said half-jokingly.

"I'm not yet." I whispered.

"what?"

"Oh, it's okay, auntie, I'll tell him myself, thank you."

I said goodbye to my aunt in a hurry, and walked away in a hurry. When I got to the road, watching the cars going by, I became confused again.

Gao Xinci didn't come back at all. He just sent this watch back. He said that he wanted me to stop worrying after seeing it. I won't bother him. Why must he send all this back? Doesn't it mean that I can't find any trace of him at all? He just didn't want to see me.

I didn't even have a chance to apologize. Now that things have happened, I really understand how sad he was back then. I was wrong.

As I walked, I went to the bar again, thinking of drowning my sorrows with wine. Although I would always become more sorrowful, I really couldn't think of any other way to resolve my sorrows.

I called a bartender and drank more than 20 glasses of red wine in succession, but the expected intoxication did not come. I thought it was my supernatural powers that had awakened, so I quickly changed to two more glasses of higher alcohol content. After drinking Long Island Iced Tea, it wasn’t until my stomach was full that I realized that it wasn’t my problem, nor was it the “wine” problem. It couldn’t even be called a glass of “wine.”

"Uncle, do you dare to be a little more outrageous? I have endured more than 20 glasses of grape juice before, but this Long Island iced tea... isn't this just iced black tea! I won't let you add any seasonings to change the taste. Is it okay to be so shameless?" I laughed angrily, covering my face and twitching my shoulders.

The bartender took back the wine glass tremblingly, and when he was about to add some more grape juice, I quickly stopped him.

"Okay, okay, don't waste it. I'm full and I really can't swallow it." I waved my hand.

"Miss, please pay attention to your health. Director Fu has promised not to let you drink. It's hard for me to explain..." The uncle rubbed his hands, looking extremely pitiful.

I lay on the table and thought hard, my mind was really confused, so I had to ask again: "Which Fu Dong?" Forgive me, I can't remember which "Ke" door I walked into.

"This is Ke Xuan, Miss." The uncle replied with a little doubt, turned his back and muttered: Can drinks also be intoxicating?

Of course not drinks, but Gaoxin can.

It turns out that this is my uncle's territory. I came here today to "make trouble" all afternoon. I will inevitably get nagged when I go back tonight. I think I'd better go home early. After nagging early, I can go to bed early. , thinking of this, I got up, straightened my clothes and left.

I walked home for twenty minutes. The sun was setting and the silhouettes of people were gradually lengthening. When I arrived at the door of my house, the sun had completely set. I put my hand on the door handle. As soon as I opened the door, I saw a vase as big as a school bag. Fly towards me.

I quickly dodge with my eyes and hands, and the vase shattered behind me, falling to the ground with a loud noise.

I was completely stunned, Yaoshou! Did I go to the wrong door? Why does this trick look so familiar? Isn't this the Empress Dowager Cixi's trick? Oh no! That’s right! I’m going back to the Fu family! Could it be that the Empress Dowager Cixi came here? What is she here for? Oh, that's not right. How could she come back? Her fingerprints have been deleted. Besides, how can she dare to act like a fool in front of the old master?

"What are you doing! Shishi? Are you okay?"

"Madman, have you had enough trouble? Didn't you ask someone to look for it?"

"You yourself made your son angry, but you blame Shishi! You must be sick!"

Just as I was thinking about it, the voices of Old Fu's second uncle and his younger brother-in-law suddenly sounded in the room again. And judging from the tone and content, it seemed that they were not the Empress Dowager Cixi?

I looked over and saw that I had really misunderstood the Empress Dowager Cixi.

It was Lu Yinyin who hit me, she was so bold! You dare to attack me in the Fu family, Grandpa Cangtian, what kind of stimulation are you getting? Didn’t you pretend to be pretty good before? Besides, I didn’t mess with her!

Seeing that Lao Fu had completely pinned her down, I walked in. My uncle rushed up and looked me up and down. My second uncle slowed down a beat, stood aside for a while and then turned to Lu Yinyin's direction, lost. The scolding of grace.

"You can't raise your children well, and you always make excuses. Lu Yinyin, let me tell you, this is the Fu family, not a place for you to act mischievously! Don't think that as the wife of the Fu family, no one will dare to do anything to you. As long as we want to , I can remove you from the Fu family’s genealogy at any time!”

"Chengcheng is also a child of the Fu family! You can't just focus on this girl and ignore Chengcheng's life and death! He was originally a good person, but when he came back from a trip with her, he made a fuss with me and now he has run away from home... He It's never been like this before..." Lu Yinyin's eyes turned red, she first pointed at my nose and scolded me, then lowered her head and cried until the sky was dark.

At this point, I basically understood that it was Lu Chengcheng who finally couldn't hold himself back and quarreled with Lu Yinyin for the first time, and then ran out of Lu Yinyin's sight. Probably because the topic of the quarrel was related to me, Lu Yinyin blamed it on me. In my case, she has always been a person who regards her son as her life.

"Yes, Chengcheng is my son, but Shishi is also my daughter! Who do you think you are? Why should I fight against Shishi? Lu Yinyin, I've tolerated you enough. If it weren't for Chengcheng, do you think you deserve the title?! I I will make it clear to you today, whether it is Shi Shi or Cheng Cheng, as long as they lose a hair, I will come to you to settle the account!" Old Fu threw Lu Yinyin out, and his tall body was like a big mountain in front of Lu Yinyin, weighing him down. Lu Yinyin couldn't breathe.

I breathed a long sigh of relief, squeezed out a smile and said to the uncle who was standing in front of me: "Don't worry, I'm fine." Then I walked forward to face Lu Yinyin who was lying on the ground crying. She seemed so in this farce. Especially calm.

"Tell me, what kind of ecstasy soup did you pour into my son..." Lu Yinyin raised her eyes and looked at me desperately.

I looked at her condescendingly and felt that she was really pitiful.

"I didn't do anything, you ruined him." I said calmly.

"What?" Lu Yinyin's eyes were full of disbelief.

I squatted down, but the old man still wanted to stop me, so I signaled that nothing would happen to him.

I found a picture from the photo album on my phone and placed it in front of Lu Yinyin.

"Moderate depression, claustrophobia, and social phobia. Chengcheng and I have only known each other for a short time, less than... half a year? Can't I force these mental illnesses?"

"What do you mean? What are you doing with these? This is not me..." Lu Yinyin wanted to avoid it.

I pressed her head and forced her to watch. She became anxious and mumbled excuses and arguments: "What kind of disease is this? It's all just pretending, it's pretentious!"

"Hypocritical? Aunt Lu, I think he can still call you aunt on face, don't you pretend to be better than him? You look like a loving mother, you don't even dare to kill a chicken, but what about Chengcheng's blood? Have you really never touched it? "

"I never hit him!"

"There is a finger-long cut on the left side of his lower back, a three-centimeter-deep stab wound two inches below his chest, and a stab wound on his palm that is not a birthmark but a stab wound. You have never hit him, but you know all these wounds. How did it come about?"

"You...how do you know?"

"He told me that I am willing to listen to him, but you are not willing." I smiled slightly, and then stood up: "You want to be a good mother, but unfortunately you used it in the wrong way. Loving your child is to support his health and happiness. Life, give him hints when he takes the wrong path, not force him to take the path he wants. He still has a few wounds on his body. You are his mother and should know better than me. "

"He is not who you said! He will come back..."

"He will indeed come back, but you have to understand that he has never been afraid of you, nor does he think you are doing the right thing. He loves you too much, and he understands that you are the only one with him. It is useless to say more, think about it yourself Let's go." I said calmly, and after that, I turned around and went out again.

"Where are you going?" my uncle asked quickly.

I waved my hand: "Go find Lu Chengcheng. Oh, by the way, call back all the people who were sent to look for him. They can't find him even if they dig three feet into the ground."