You are planning something evil: Don’t come here, my yandere disciple.

In fact, Li Su was unwilling to do so.

He was unwilling to be rejected by everyone from the moment he was born, to be frozen in a cold pond by his relatives, and to be left in the wilderness. He was unwilling to accept that he was obviously very talented, but in the end he would become a useless sick man who couldn't even lift a sword.

He had resisted countless times and on countless nights.

He practiced those sword moves over and over again, refusing to put down the sword even if his hands were bloody and bloody due to the sword energy.

He tried to use his spiritual power to learn those spells, but in the end his meridians were severely damaged and he could only use the most basic moves, unable to even protect himself.

It seems that the more he wants something, the less he can get what he wants.

However, he clearly did nothing wrong.

He just wants to live, he just wants to be able to protect the people he cares about.

But in the end, he became a burden to everyone.

Wash the marrow and replace the bones, renew the meridians, protect the heart channels...

His master, senior brother, second senior sister, and even the youngest junior brother in their lineage all thought a lot about his injury.

I am such a burden.

Li Su thought, he had obviously accepted his fate, he had obviously accepted that he was a waste and a burden, but why...why were he still so unwilling?

He was in so much pain.

It hurts from body to heart.

He was tortured by this pain to the point of death, unable to sleep at night, and now he even began to vomit blood from the pain.

It hurt so much... it hurt so much that he even wanted to escape and abandon this body, but his soul was nailed in a skin full of holes, struggling and painful, and could not be relieved.

too tired……

Why do you have to work so hard to survive?

He suddenly couldn't figure it out.

Jiang Suiwan and Yun Fei were shocked when they saw him vomiting blood.

Song Yuqing on the side looked at the flustered and concerned expressions of the others with lowered eyes. There was no movement, and they were as quiet as if they were petrified.

Li Su's eyes were full of pain and desolation, as if he had lost his will to survive.

Jiang Suiwan wiped the blood from the corners of his lips and said, "Second Senior Brother, the pain will stop in a while."

He sped up the movement of conveying spiritual power in his hand, and Shen Qi suddenly held down his wrist.

Shen Qi handed him a pill: "Master, Drunk Life Pill."

"With the addition of my blood, the pain relief is very good."

His blood is both poison and drug. Combined with the Zuisheng Dan made from Zuishenggu and other medicinal materials, it can temporarily stop all pain, even in the soul.

It was developed by him after his master was injured in Lingchuan. Just in case, he didn't expect to use it on Li Su now.

Speaking of which, this drunkenness Gu was originally given to the master by Li Su, and then the master gave it to him. Now that it is used by Li Su, it can be regarded as returning to the original owner.

Jiang Suiwan calmly took the elixir and fed it to Li Su.

Jiang Suiwan: "...Thank you very much."

Shen Qi: "Master never needs to say thank you to me, what's mine is Master's."

Although Li Su's life and death has nothing to do with him and he can leave it alone, Master will be sad if something happens to Li Su or dies.

He didn't want his master to be sad.

Li Su took the elixir and soon stopped vomiting blood. As time passed, his consciousness slowly returned. Li Su looked at Jiang Suiwan, and then moved his lips. Just as he was about to say something, he looked Yun Feiyi, whose eyes were red, came to the side.

Li Su smiled at her, and his smile was even a little flat: "Second Senior Sister, you..."

"Wow!" Yun Feiyi interrupted him, hugged Li Su and almost burst into tears.

"You scared me to death!" Yun Feiyi said, "I thought you didn't want to live."

Li Su sighed and patted her back gently, "I really didn't want to live just now."

Jiang Suiwan stared at him after hearing this, his eyes full of worry and a little bit of subtle fear.

"But compared to the thought of not wanting to live, I still want to live more."

"So don't cry." Li Su said with a pale face, "I won't die so easily."

Yun Feiyi let go of Li Su: "Uuuuuuuu, but you just held me and cried and said it hurt."

Li Su froze for a moment: "..."

Yun Feiyi's eyes were red and she looked at him like a rabbit.

Li Su: "I was unconscious at the time, and those words were not what I wanted to say."

Yun Feiyi sneered, her eyelashes moist: "You also dragged your junior brother and told him."

Jiang Suiwan nodded: "That's true."

Li Su turned his head aside silently, not wanting to look at them anymore.

Then he saw Song Yuqing, whose head was covered with blood and stuck to the side like a wooden stake.

When Song Yuqing saw Li Su looking over, he bent his eyes towards him. There was blood on his eyelashes, looking a little horrified.

Li Su's eyelids twitched: "What are you doing?"

Song Yuqing: "Ah, I'm not very good at flying with my sword, so I accidentally hit the mountain."

"I've taken the healing medicine, don't worry."

Li Su's eyelids twitched again: "Okay then."

Song Yuqing yawned: "Since you're awake, I'm going to rest first."

Song Yuqing left simply, "You guys talk slowly."

After he went out, he closed the door thoughtfully.

However, a moment later, several people in the room heard a "pop" sound, which suggested that Song Yuqing had fallen down.

Li Su asked: "Song Yuqing? Are you okay?"

"..."

No one answered.

He probably fainted, but with so much blood, it would be strange not to faint.

Jiang Suiwan was about to go out for a look, but was pulled back by Li Su.

"Junior brother, I have something to tell you."

Yun Fei commented on the complaint and said, "Then I'll go see him."

Li Su smiled at her: "Excuse me, senior sister."

"No trouble, but junior brother, don't get too happy too early. You beat me up when you were unconscious, and I want to pay you back." Yun Feiyi smiled like a flower: "I'll beat you back when you're done."

"Take good care of yourself and remember, you still owe me a beating and I haven't paid it back."

Yun Feiyi went out and saw Song Yuqing lying face down on the ground. She threw a spiritual power ball to trap the person inside. Song Yuqing was wrapped in the spiritual power ball and floating in the air, with a thin thread One end was tied to the spiritual power ball, and the other was held by Yun Feiyi. Yun Feiyi took him away like flying a kite.

Jiang Suiwan poked Shen Qi under the cover of his sleeves and said, "You can go out too."

"Ah? I want to leave too?" Shen Qi reluctantly rubbed against Jiang Suiwan, then lightly bit his wrist: "Oh, okay."

Jiang Suiwan: "..."

He loves to bite so much, is he a dog?

Shen Qi left quietly, and now, only Li Su and Jiang Suiwan were left in the room.

Jiang Suiwan sat down next to Li Su's bed and asked, "What does Third Senior Brother want to tell me?"

"Some time ago, I felt that my physical condition had improved a lot, and then I wanted to try to study these Sanskrit texts." Li Su's voice was a little hoarse. "In the end, I was controlled by them. I injured Second Senior Sister and Song Yuqing, and almost exploded. Got the super clear."

Jiang Suiwan poured him a glass of warm water: "Don't worry, nothing happened to Shangqing. It's fine."

"But it's not all without gain this time." Li Su drank the water slowly, and there was a flash of coldness in his eyes. He said, "I found that in addition to eating away my life and torturing me, that thing seemed to be very... You want me to have some bad emotions and thoughts, and those thoughts are, let’s say, a desire for destruction.”

"And it seems that the closer the person is to me, the stronger it wants to lead me to destroy him."

Li Su looked at Jiang Suiwan: "Especially Shangqing and you."

"Junior brother, frankly speaking, I am very scared."

Jiang Suiwan took Li Su's cup and looked into his eyes, "Don't be afraid, we will find a way to help you wash away these Sanskrit words."

Li Su was silent for a long time, and then said: "If one day, I become what those Sanskrit people want me to be," Li Su looked directly into Jiang Suiwan's eyes: "Then please don't show mercy, kill me." Got me."

Li Su smiled at Jiang Sui Wan: "It's just that after I die, every time the hundred-year-old snow demon wakes up, I hope that my junior brothers and sisters can go and see A-Xue for me."

Ashue has a good memory but a simple mind. If you make up a lie to coax it, it will gradually forget about you.