Can read minds and not mark

Lu Anhe's expression at that time was very natural and he said, "Boss, are you feeling too uncomfortable?" Nothing was lost.

He Yunting was silent for a long time. He couldn't think of a reason, but he was afraid that his pheromones would make his subordinates who were also alphas uncomfortable. Although the sequelae of the susceptible period had not completely disappeared, he still collected his pheromones and said no more.

Lu Anhe did not need to explain. The sergeants at the base would no longer take the initiative to mention the fact that the general's susceptible period of pheromones almost went out of control, so this time, this extremely serious susceptible period for every alpha was regarded as Ordinary little accidents were brushed off.

Lin Han asked at that time, what happened next.

But he also knew that what happened next had nothing to do with him. No one would ever secretly keep him in his heart and love him carefully, clumsily and sincerely.

What's even more sad is that he didn't even get the chance to experience it all.

Lu Anhe was hesitant for a time and was unwilling to tell Lin Han, so he did not give many details about the susceptible period.

But sometimes the less something is said, the more human nature wants to think and explore, and get immersed in the exploration and empathize with it.

In fact, Lin Han's lips were trembling when he and Lu Anhe got off the aircraft together. If He Yunting was still anxious because the other party might forget him when he came back from the Proton Star, now he really knows what happened. Finally, all the anxiety turned into tiny pains, creeping up bit by bit, eating away at his original calmness. He wished he could turn the time back a few years ago and walk to that place where he was afraid to even talk to himself. , a fool who is not smart at all, said the first words after the two confessed, "Do you dare to love me?"

While he convinced himself that it was over no matter what, he still couldn't help but think back on what He Yunting had gone through in those three days.

As an ega, Lin Han cannot fully empathize with what the susceptible period means to alpha, but his nature and instinct will allow him to clearly understand what the other person needs at that time.

And he also wants to meet the other person's needs.

I want to hug him as a partner, kiss him as a lover, and offer everything beyond pheromones to my alpha as the most ordinary and innocent ega.

But no.

At that time, He Yunting had just forgotten about himself. He took a step back and said that even without help or the comfort of pheromones, it was better to have a name that he could call out in his heart than to sit alone in a mecha.

As a result, the alpha was surrounded by extreme anxiety and boredom. The more uncomfortable he became, the more he wanted to use a certain name as a sustenance. Even if he couldn't say it out loud, it could slightly alleviate his instinctive desire for destruction.

But he had nothing.

It can only be repeated and superimposed in the silent emptiness, escalating the depression.

When he buried all the unknown emotions alone, he was removed from his life and became two true strangers.

The relationship between the nature of his work and his own personality meant that he and He Yunting would never even pass by each other again.

They were running on their own roads like this. All of He Yunting's emotions were hidden in those blue eyes. He walked faster and faster, and became more and more silent. Everyone praised his military exploits and regarded him as a hero. Blade, and eventually all the people of the Empire will remember his name.

He is remembered by everyone, but he cannot remember an ordinary name that should be blurted out.

"What are you thinking about?" Lin Han asked softly when he heard He Yunting calling his name between movements.

Lin Han raised his head and looked at him. He Yunting's eyes were still beautiful. Even in this situation, they were not wrapped up in lust. They were born with a clarity beyond desire.

He knew what he was doing now. Even though the alpha's sanity could almost be called thin in this situation, He Yunting was still keenly aware of his emotions and slowed down to ask him.

Lin Han shook his head, leaned forward and took a bite of the other person's Adam's apple. He was worried that the position was too high and would not be seen by others, so he did not dare to exert force, so he moved his lips downwards, as if to punish himself for being distracted, and whispered: "It's nothing. "

He was originally glad that He Yunting didn't have the ability to read minds, but now he felt that the other party didn't need this ability at all to easily detect his emotions.

Lin Han put his hands on the other person's back and wrapped his legs around the other person's waist. He subconsciously kicked off the obstructive fabric on his calf, but couldn't help but look at his naked body.

Lin Han has been in poor health since he was a child and has rarely exercised properly. At this time, his skin color has become pale and weak. But the other person was different. His skin color was darker, and Lin Han liked every inch of his muscle texture. After years of training and harsh battles, even though He Yunting didn't have a scarred physique, he still had dark or light muscles on his body. scars.

He saw the long scar on He Yunting's right shoulder. His wound was not completely healed when they first met, but he was accidentally hit by the arranged blood-burning ega similar to Qi Jiaze. The wound was broken and still oozing blood. , but still pretended that nothing happened, with a cold face.

Lin Han moved closer while panting, and kissed the scar with his lips.

There was a little sweat on He Yunting's shoulders, and he gasped after feeling Lin Han's movements: "It doesn't hurt anymore."

Lin Han held his arms a little harder, feeling the other person's presence more deeply, and heard the other person say: "However, I suddenly remembered that the situation at that time was actually not optimistic."

Lin Han naturally knew that with He Yunting's control and reaction ability on the battlefield, the scene where he needed to cut off an entire mecha arm must be very dangerous.

He Yunting seemed to want to get up at this moment and separate from him, but in the end he did not do so.

He didn't finish the rest of his words, but Lin Han seemed to be embedded in the other party, and he still heard He Yunting's hesitant words.

I was injured due to inertia and impact, and an idea flashed through my mind at a certain moment.

I've never thought death was scary, but I was thinking when the home screen shattered and the data box automatically popped up and recorded the message.

If I died like this, would anyone cry?

"I thought this idea was very strange at the time." He Yunting noticed that Lin Han was stunned and explained, "Now that I think about it, that person should be you."

"Because, if they die on the battlefield, the soldiers at the base will not shed tears." He Yunting even explained the reason to Lin Han, "That's why I feel strange."

"But this thought only flashed for a moment, and I didn't care. Now it seems..."

"I'll cry." Lin Han replied without thinking much.

Even if the possibility of this assumption is too low, he has not met the other party at that time, and he has not been able to know the memory that has been buried for a long time, and the deep love that no one knows.

His voice was originally broken and soft due to He Yunting's movements, but now it sounded more like a low voice talking to himself.

"I'm not your soldier, just a crybaby coward."

As Lin Han said this, he felt a little embarrassed. It seemed that he had shed more tears after meeting He Yunting. From the day when He Yunting stood downstairs for several nights, his tear ducts seemed to be inexplicably developed: " It’s not like I haven’t cried before.”

He felt that He Yunting was too gentle today. He was extremely anxious when he entered the room, but gradually became gentle after discovering his emotions.

"Then you..." Lin Han moved his lips, just about to ask, do you still remember what happened during your susceptible period three years ago?

He swallowed the words as soon as they reached his lips. He wished that the memories of the vulnerable period had completely disappeared in He Yunting's mind, so that he would not think of them again and endure the suffering again.

"Forget it." Lin Han hooked He Yunting's neck and pressed him against him, "Just kiss me more."

He recalled that He Yunting's resistance before was probably related to that susceptible period.

After all, the susceptible period is related to too many things, and sexual desire is nothing to be ashamed of.

Not knowing what happened, the other party would subconsciously hesitate at first.

But fortunately it was all resolved.

Nowadays, technology is so advanced that people can control mechas and sail in space that was unimaginable before. Everything is in order.

Information technology has reached unprecedented heights. They have overcome certain laws that have been used for hundreds of years and survived in a completely new way.

Other research has also made progress, such as memory can be stored, and even stored in various forms.

But no matter how advanced these things are, humans are still humans.

Even though the life span of the general public has been extended, their bodies are still very fragile.

A sharp instrument can prick a finger and bleed, and a simple emotion can bring tears to one's eyes.

Lin Han thought, if he was more developed, it would be possible for him to go back to a few years ago and take the initiative to find him.

All the love in my life has been responded to, but the other person is always unfulfilled.

He always insists on what seems to be the hardest. If possible, I would like to find him earlier, talk to him, smile more at him, whatever it takes.

"It's not bitter." He Yunting suddenly spoke.

Lin Han didn't understand for a while.

The other party's tone became softer. Even though he still didn't get back the memory that belonged to him, he seemed to be able to resonate with his thoughts at that time. He said to Lin Han: "Mr. Lin can persevere until now. How could you be a coward?"

He seemed to be thinking seriously, guessing his state of mind at that time, and completed the sentence just now.

"Have you ever seen the polar night? It's different from the polar night on Earth many years ago. Because there is no gravity, you can only control the mecha to drive in a darkness where you can't see anything. No matter which way you drive, you can only drive people. Crazy despair.”

"So, having a crush is not bitter."

That kind of thing is too clean and too simple.

It didn't matter if he didn't respond. I just wanted to hide him well, so how could I be willing to waste time on the bitter aftertaste.

"Just thinking about being able to love someone so much, I can still see the light even if I'm walking in the dark night."

It was late at night, and Gululu had accepted the fact that the bedroom door might not be opened until tomorrow, and a ball quietly retracted next to the TV.

Lin Han looked very tired, his limbs were weak and he had no strength.

"Shall I carry you to wash you?" He Yunting stretched out his hand towards Lin Han, hoping that he would grab his arm so that he could pick him up and walk to the bathroom.

Although Lin Han's whole body was limp, he acted like a fool and deliberately refused to let him pull him up: "Let's wait a moment."

He Yunting asked: "Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

"No." Lin Han's hair was a little wet, and he raised his hand to let He Yunting come closer, as if to speak in a low voice.

The other party bent down along with him and put his face close to Lin Han's lips, thinking he was going to say something.

Unexpectedly, Lin Han took advantage of his lowered head and dragged him to the bed again, holding the other person's earlobe in his mouth in this position.

"I haven't reached my estrus yet, and I may still have it for a long time," Lin Han's voice was still very clear, as if the words didn't come from his mouth, "At least tonight, please help me forget this, okay?"

He couldn't help but feel distressed, and he couldn't pretend that nothing happened.

But he still wanted to say something to He Yunting at some point.

Don’t have to deal with yourself, and don’t be too hung up on the time you missed.

I am right in front of you.

"Lin Han." After an unknown amount of time, Lin Han felt that even the slightest sound was too mute, and he could hardly open his eyes, when he heard the serious and quiet voice of the other party.

"Please accompany me... to the exhibition hall."

He Yunting actually didn't lie.

He was indeed worried about various things, such as what would happen if he got his memory back, and whether there would be new difficulties between them.

But if you think about it carefully, there is nothing terrible.

He also believes that secret love is not bitter.

He originally divided love and sex into two halves. Lin Han, wearing the uniform of the institute, represented beauty and purity, while sex for him seemed to be a compromise of beastly desires and instincts. It was ugly and should not be defiled. of.

But tonight the two of them talked about almost everything, and he could possess her again and again, and love her again and again.

So he really feels that secret love is not bitter.

Even though he never had the other person's youth, he really held onto this beam of light that only belonged to him, walked out of the darkness step by step, and walked to a place where he could be seen.

Mind reading is really a great power, He Yunting thought.

The name that I couldn't pronounce for so many years finally rang in the other person's ears.

All love will be heard by him.

The propagation of sound requires a medium, but it is light.

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