Infinite nonsense

It's really strange to look at myself in the mirror. Is the person in front of me really myself... Such a question arose in Yang Mo's mind.

I lowered my head and looked at the toothpaste. It was really hard to squeeze out the toothpaste when it was about to run out. Sometimes I would ask my parents to squeeze out the toothpaste and watch them squeeze it out, which would make me highly doubt my own strength.

"Maybe I'm really too weak..." Yang Mo laughed at himself.

Yang Mo quickly finished his buns, picked up his schoolbag on the table, opened the door and left.

Today was the first day of school and he didn't want to be late, but he was too lazy.

Yang Mo quickly ran towards the bus.

"Ah ah! Don't close the door, don't close..." At this time, the bus engine rang and it sped towards the viaduct.

"Oh, I didn't get in the car today, so I had to take a taxi." Yang Mo reluctantly turned on his phone and prepared to call a taxi.

"Why did you arrive so late? Did you oversleep again?" At this time, a boy shouted to Yang Mo on a bicycle.

"Qiao Jing!" Yang Mo said in surprise and waved to him.

"It's the first day of school, why are you late? Do you want to be remembered by your teachers and classmates as soon as you arrive in class? This is breakfast, get in the car and eat! I'll take you." Qiao Jing handed the breakfast to Yang Mo.

"Huh? I just ate some steamed buns at home." Yang Mo said embarrassedly.

At this time, Qiao Jing glared at Yang Mo with a threatening look. Yang Mo shivered before taking the breakfast and sitting in the back of the car.

"Have your notebooks, pens, and books all been put in your schoolbag?" Qiao Jing asked.

"It's all installed, no problem at all! Ah! I forgot my book at home." Yang Mo said frustrated.

"I'll discuss it with the head teacher later and I'll be your deskmate this time."

"Good~"

At this moment, Qiao Jing suddenly braked and stopped.

"What...what's wrong!" Yang Mo was obviously startled and subconsciously hugged Qiao Jing's waist.

"Nothing, there's a car ahead." Qiao Jing said with a smile.

"Really, be careful." Yang Mo exhaled and said with palpitations.

"Yes, yes, be careful next time."

Yang Mo and Qiao Jing parked their cars in front of the school and quickly walked to the teaching building and climbed the stairs to their classes.

"Report!" Yang Mo panted and ran to the door of the class to salute.

At this time, the eyes of the students in the class shifted from the blackboard to Yang Mo.

Seeing pairs of eyes staring at him, the discomfort and tension slowly arose.

"Late again, I'm really impressed by this guy."

"Why does this lonely guy come to school?"

"There is no sense of class at all. Sooner or later our class points will be deducted by him."

"Look at him! He doesn't even dare to look at him. Is he suffering from depression?"

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Yang Mo lowered his head and did not dare to look up at them.

"The malice people have toward others tends to increase over time. If you don't resist now, it will be difficult to resist in the future. Although you may hate yourself even more, it is better than sitting still and waiting for death."

Yang Mo clenched his fists and gritted his teeth, preparing to do just that.

"Sorry! We're late! Can the teacher let us in?" Qiao Jing smiled and looked at the teacher on the podium who was indifferent to the situation in front of him.

Yang Mo heard the sound and turned to look at Qiao Jing in surprise.

"Ah! Classmate Qiao Jing! Why are you so late? Were you too busy studying last night?" The teacher stood up in a hurry and catered to Qiao Jing with a smile on his face.

"No, I just went to pick up Yang Mo." Qiao Jing still looked at him with a smile.

"Oh! That's it! No wonder!" The teacher glanced at Yang Mo and smiled at Qiao Jing.

"So can you come in and have class?"

"You kid! What are you talking about! Why aren't you in class? You guys are too! How can you say that to classmate Yang Mo! We are a group! Come in!" the teacher greeted.

Only then did the two enter the classroom.

"Why does Qiao Jing always protect him? These two are so different."

"I don't know what he thinks, but his dad is one of the investors of this school, and the school teachers won't even pay him any compliments when they see him."

"Qiao Jing is so good at studying. There will definitely be no problems in key high schools in the future. Let's see what he does without Qiao Jing's support in the future."

Ah, of course he knew that there would be such a day, and he would not always rely on him for this. He would rely on his own efforts...

"What are you thinking about! So absorbed!" At this time, Yang Mo was sitting in a chair and his thoughts were interrupted.

"Idiot! Are you thinking about something again?" Yang Mo looked at his deskmate and his expression suddenly turned ugly.

"He Jiaqing, I really am not in the mood to pay attention to you today." Yang Mo lowered his head and prepared to sleep.

"Okay! You've become more capable! You're still pretending to be asleep!" He Jiaqing grabbed Yang Mo's ears with hatred.

"Ah! It's going to break! How can a girl like you be so strong!"

"What's wrong with girls! I didn't expect you to discriminate against me!" He Jiaqing said angrily.

"I was wrong! Really! Why did it suddenly turn into a political conflict?" Yang Mo yelled.

"Hmph!" He Jiaqing then put down her hand.

Yang Mo covered his ears and looked at her up and down.

He Jiaqing is a very beautiful girl, with regular facial features, almost flawless skin, red lips and white teeth. You Qi frowns and looks at herself angrily with a pair of pink and phoenix eyes. She is just... very cute! Why am I acting like a pervert?

"What are you thinking about?" He Jiaqing looked at Yang Mo and asked.

"It's nothing."

"Is it because of what happened just now?"

Yang Mo's hands shook subconsciously.

"I won't help you for this kind of thing, because the reason why this happened is because you are too cowardly." He Jiaqing observed Yang Mo's reaction with her peripheral vision.

Yang Mo sighed.

"He Jiaqing, I asked the teacher, Yang Mo and I are sitting at the same table this semester." Qiao Jing walked up to her and looked at her with a smile.

"Huh? What if I don't agree?" He Jiaqing raised her eyebrows.

There was a stalemate like this for a long time.

"Forget it! Qiao Jing, next time I'll sit with you, don't be too serious." Yang Mo finally couldn't help but smooth things over.

Qiao Jing looked at Yang Mo and then at He Jiaqing and smiled.

"You two have a good relationship."

"No! Who has a good relationship with her!"

At this time, He Jiaqing stared, and Yang Mo was too frightened to speak.

"Okay, let's do this for now." Qiao Jing said to Yang Mo with a smile.

"Yeah." Yang Mo also smiled back and looked at Qiao Jing.

When He Jiaqing saw Qiao Jing leaving, she turned around and stared at Yang Mo.

"What...what's wrong?" Yang Mo said nervously.

"You should try not to get too close to Zhang Qiaojing in the future."

"Why?" Yang Mo looked at her with some confusion.

"I'm not sure. It just feels like an uncomfortable feeling."

"How is it possible? He is my best friend! How can you..."

"Ding ding ding..."

As the class bell rang, Yang Mo had no choice but to shut up.

"Okay, okay! Stop making noise! ​​The school bell is ringing! Take out the book and turn to page 128..."

He Jiaqing watched Yang Mo raise his hand to her awkwardly.

"You guys, you forgot to bring your books on the first day of school!"

He Jiaqing moved the book towards him with an unhappy look on her face.

Just as he gestured OK to He Jiaqing, he felt a sharp pain in his toes.

He Jiaqing smiled and looked at Yang Mo's painful expression before taking her foot back with satisfaction.

"Damn it, is this the effect of having both gains and losses..."

"Now we will hand out the test results of last semester." The teacher put the thick test paper on the table and said loudly.

"It's over, it's over, it's over, it's over..." Yang Mo suddenly broke out in cold sweat.

"Li Xinyu, 140."

"Zhao Tianyu, 135."

"Zhang Zihao, 120."

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"Okay, now please invite the top students in our class who haven't been named to come forward and collect the test papers."

"A top student?" He Jiaqing looked at the smiling teacher on the podium with some confusion.

"Teacher, are there any top students in our class?"

"Yes!"

"The one whose name was not called is..." He Jiaqing understood instantly and looked at Yang Mo.

Yang Mo slowly stood up and walked towards the podium.

"Oh! My God, I almost lost my mind! The only one in the class who didn't get his name called is Yang Mo!" The boy sitting next to him instantly understood and clapped his hands.

"Oh! It's true! He is the only one who got the worst test in the class." The girls on the side commented.

"It makes me laugh so hard that you actually have the nerve to stand up. I definitely wouldn't be able to stand it."

"Fortunately, I wasn't the worst person in this exam."

Yang Mo walked forward slowly.

"Teacher! Is this a bit too much?" He Jiaqing stood up and asked angrily loudly.

"Excessive? Are you questioning my teaching methods?" The teacher said with a cold look.

"I'm not questioning..."

"Can't I criticize Yang Mo for being lazy in his studies? We are all a whole, and we are an excellent class. Is it because of Yang Mo's problems that our class's grades will all drop one place? If this continues, but As a teacher, I am responsible! Too much? If you are capable, you can take on the position of class teacher."

"Are his grades very good?" the teacher asked loudly.

There was a burst of laughter from the audience.

He Jiaqing clenched her fists with a livid face, while Qiao Jing on the side smiled and waved to her to signal her to sit down.

He Jiaqing looked at him inexplicably.

But now this situation can only be like this.

He Jiaqing sat back in her seat helplessly.

Yang Mo walked slowly to the podium, lowered his head and remained silent.

"Come Yang Mo, take your test paper." The teacher handed the test paper to Yang Mo's hand.

"Show your test paper to everyone." The teacher put his hands together and said with a smile.

Yang Mo took the test paper and showed it from the front.

"Wow! I did so poorly on the exam!"

"There are so many mistakes..."

"How do you achieve this error rate?"

"This guy is serious, drop out of school!"

Yang Mo put away the test paper.

"Okay! This is to warn all students that they must study hard, otherwise they will be like Yang Mo, who is miserable?" the teacher asked humorously.

"Hahahahahaha…"

Is this what the collective is sending out, it’s really scary.

Yang Mo folded the test paper silently and put it into his pocket. As if his feet were tied to a heavy object, he got off the stage with difficulty, sat back down, and leaned on the table.

"Are you okay?" He Jiaqing asked worriedly.

This time the teacher went too far. No matter what he said, Yang Mo should not be allowed to humiliate him in front of everyone.

He Jiaqing's eyes couldn't help but become more worried.

"He Jiaqing was about to comfort him with a gentle pat on his shoulder.

Yang Mo slowly raised his hand and quickly gave a shiny thumbs up.

"This guy..." He Jiaqing was stunned for a moment and didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

He Jiaqing glanced at Qiao Jing with some confusion and then turned her attention to the classroom.

"They don't care about how you feel in your heart. It's better to say that no one will pay attention to you not only in school, but also in society. With the rapid development of material life, spiritual emptiness and tastelessness will not follow you. On the contrary, if you keep doing this, you will only stagnate. But it doesn't matter. They don't want to think about this problem at all. As long as they have food and drink, they can watch short videos, dress up and talk about boring love. Post rustic love words on QQ, WeChat, etc. This is the ideal life of young people in today’s society. In this case, I would be no different from modern Lu Xun, but it is a pity that I am suffering from unwarranted bullying. It really doesn’t matter who There are days when we all sigh." As he spoke, Yang Mo lay on the table and sighed.

"Ah...I thought my hands were numb after such a long time, so I need to change them."

"Ding ding ding ding ding..."

The school bell rang, and people around started packing their schoolbags and leaving one after another.

"Wake up! Hey! Wake up!" At this time, a boy slapped Yang Mo awake from his sleep.

Yang Mo put on his glasses and looked up at the vicious gangsters in the class in front of him.

"Is there a problem?"

"We are going to play basketball later, help me buy a few bottles of drinks." The boy smiled and used his arms.

"I reject."

"I have an appointment later, sorry." Yang Mo took out his schoolbag from the drawer and prepared to leave.

"You kid, don't be ungrateful!" the boy said in an instant.

"You're going to commit campus violence against me because I don't buy you a drink?" Yang Mo tapped the boy's hand with his hand.

"I'm warning you, stay away from He Jiaqing. If I see you chatting with her again, I will kill you. She is not on the same level as you." The boy said fiercely.

"Speaking of which, if it weren't for his father, I would have moved out of the county long ago." The boy on the side spat and cursed.

"Ah! That's right! It's all their fault. Last year, housing prices in our county dropped dramatically. Our family was planning to sell the house, but it ended up being ruined and no one wanted it!"

"Huang Tao, close the door." The boy smiled at Yang Mo.

"OK~"

"The boy approached Yang Mo and said in his ear.

"Speaking of which, after your father's accident, your mother is really pitiful, just like a widow no one wants."

Yang Mo finally exploded and punched the boy in the face with his backhand.

What's wrong with me? I feel like I can no longer control myself. Ah, if someone else were living in this kind of life, they would have been unable to control themselves. I can really endure it until now.

"Haha, it's really scary." The boy touched his injured face and laughed.

Several people slowly approached.

"Ah!" He Jiaqing was chatting happily with her best friend on the way home and suddenly shouted.

"what happened?"

"My book was left in the drawer!"

"Your memory, I'm waiting for you here, go get it quickly!"

He Jiaqing then trotted back in a hurry.

"This is a little different from how I thought it would end."

"I should have knocked them down one by one, and in the end they wanted me to spare their lives..."

Yang Mo lay on the ground scarred and stared at the electric fan that was still spinning in a daze.

"In the end, I'm just an ordinary person. I'm not as wise as the male protagonist in novels and animations. I can turn the situation around with great power. It's really embarrassing." Yang Mo smiled bitterly and stretched out his hand as if he wanted to grab something.

"I really envy those outstanding people." Yang Mo couldn't help but want to cry.

Yang Mo was about to close his eyes and put his hand down.

"Yang Mo?! Why are you still here? Why are you injured!" He Jiaqing exclaimed and hurried forward to pull Yang Mo up.

"Scared me, violent woman, why haven't you left yet?" Yang Mo said in a hoarse voice.

"You got into a fight!"

He Jiaqing hurriedly took out a tissue from her pocket and wiped Yang Mo's wound.

"No, this is me..." Yang Mo lowered his eyes and was about to use words to deal with it, when he suddenly widened his eyes and looked at He Jiaqing, who was kneeling beside him.

"Why don't you tell the teacher!" He Jiaqing looked at the stunned Yang Mo with red eyes.

"what……"

Yang Mo looked at He Jiaqing, who had been watching him, and tears kept pouring out.

"Didn't you bring your mobile phone? Why didn't you call me when something like this happened! Tell me!" He Jiaqing cried.

"He Jiaqing, can I tell the truth?"

"What?" He Jiaqing wiped her tears with her hands and said

"The way you cry... is a bit cute..." Yang Mo turned around and touched his hair a little embarrassed.

"What! Your brain circuit is really strange. How can you praise the girl in front of you for being cute after being beaten?" He Jiaqing said with a smile through her tears.

"Haha, as expected of me!" Yang Mo made a gesture that he thought was cool, showing off his shining teeth and said handsomely.

"Ah! It hurts!"

"Let me help you go to the health room. I'm afraid you won't be able to go by yourself if you look like this." He Jiaqing said worriedly and reached out to help Yang Mo up.

"Okay, then I'll leave it to you~" Yang Mo said softly, his aura completely gone in an instant.

"He Jiaqing, you are worthy of being in the basketball club. Your muscles are so tight."

"Ah! Idiot! What are you doing!"

"Ah! Why don't you just pinch your flesh! As for hitting me!"

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"It's so slow..." Qiao Jing stood at the empty school gate and sighed helplessly.

"Qiao Jing!"

Qiao Jing heard the sound and saw Yang Mo waving in the distance and said excitedly.

Qiao Jing would also look at Yang Mo with a smile.

"Have you finished your homework?"

"Ah, I forgot!"

"Really! It's due this afternoon!"

Qiao Jing moved his gaze to He Jiaqing next to Yang Mo.

"Something happened to Qiao Jing. I had a fight with someone." Yang Mo said with a smile.

"Really, are they Huang Tao and the others?" Qiao Jing asked.

"Humph, I asked you to tell the teacher but you won't listen!" He Jiaqing said angrily.

"Let's go." Qiao Jing looked at Yang Mo with a smile.

He Jiaqing looked at Qiao Jing uncomfortably.

"Qiao Jing! I want to eat stinky tofu!"

"Okay, let's buy it later." Qiao Jing looked at Yang Mo and smiled.

"Do you want to come together?" Qiao Jing turned to look at He Jiaqing with a smile.

"Okay..." He Jiaqing responded and agreed.

The three of them walked on the street for a few minutes, bought stinky tofu for Yang Mo, and then turned onto an unused dirt road.

"Where are we going?" He Jiaqing asked uneasily as she looked at the empty space.

"Cemetery." Qiao Jing turned around and looked at the scared He Jiaqing with a smile.

"Oh! Why do you want to go to that kind of place!" He Jiaqing said tremblingly.

"Today is my father's memorial day, so I made an appointment with Qiao Jing to come visit him." Yang Mo put his hands in his sweater pockets and smiled.

"Ha..." He Jiaqing looked at Yang Mo's back sympathetically.

Because this incident caused quite a stir in the county at that time, it is said that it was because it was discovered that Yang Mo's father was working on one at the time, so it was in the basement of Yang Mo's family, which led to the day, which also caused the house prices in the county to plummet. Fewer and fewer people come to travel, which is why Yang Mo is not welcomed in school.

"Speaking of which, why should Yang Mo bear the blame for his father's fault?" He Jiaqing felt a little resentful.

"Father, I'm here. Let me introduce you. This is Qiao Jing, and this is my deskmate He Jiaqing." Yang Mo smiled and looked at the pile of dirt in front of him.

"Hello uncle, we meet again." Qiao Jing bent down and bowed.

"Hello! Uncle!" He Jiaqing reacted to Qiao Jing's actions and bowed quickly.

"Father, it's another year. Our family is still hated by others." Yang Mo said as he pulled out the weeds on the mound one by one.

"You said that even if gossip becomes a constant topic, you should live your life well and enjoy every day of your life." Yang Mo knelt down and stroked the mound with his hands.

"I think about why you did what you did every moment. I hate you very much. Do you know what it feels like to be spoken ill of in the county every day? You betrayed us and this family!" Yang Mo shouted angrily. .

"I will never become like you and ignore other people's feelings for your own purposes!"

"I am who I am! I will not compromise the status quo, and I will not give up thinking about who I am! I will never let the people around me feel the pain I do!" Yang Mo lit the incense and the fireworks that flashed reflected Yang Mo's firm eyes. .

So precisely because of this reality, this game called Human Heart was born.