Pathologically imprisoned by an AI of his own creation

Seeing Ji Yunzhou turning away resolutely, the four words "unclear" echoed repeatedly in Shen An's mind from his mouth.

The past events came up little by little.

His somewhat complaining tone reached his ears, and it was clear that he had caused Ji Yunzhou to suffer. Shen An could clearly understand his resentment and hatred.

But at that moment, after she heard him say that he liked her, she suddenly began to struggle with the unclearness of that sentence.

Thinking of those again, Ji Yunzhou's mother spit them out.

Thinking again of those rumors about her and her mother when she was a child.

In Shen An's heart, he couldn't bear the words that had been stored for many years.

Today, without even thinking, she said it directly:

"I don't know, if we don't know, it's because of you, Ji Yunzhou."

"It's you who never dared to admit your feelings frankly."

Where can I hide the love of my youth?

At that time, even though Shen An tried his best to hide it, everyone still saw that she was attracted to him.

That's why Chi Chu kept targeting her.

And Ji Yunzhou.

When she was young, Shen An finally plucked up the courage and almost expressed her feelings to him, but he was the first to speak and prevaricate her.

She thought he didn't like her, so she recognized the reality and took the initiative to keep her distance, but Ji Yunzhou gave her all the favoritism.

He backed away when she took the initiative, but moved closer when she became discouraged.

If she didn't know Ji Yunzhou's character, Shen An would have felt that he was trying to catch her.

But to her, it actually doesn't matter anymore.

That only spur-of-the-moment initiative took all Shen An's courage. Ever since she saw his escape, she never dared to approach Ji Yunzhou again.

Actually, it’s probably because I don’t like it enough.

Otherwise, why would you be willing to give up once?

Thinking about it, Shen An laughed to himself, seeing Ji Yunzhou starting to frown at her with that look on his face.

The impulse dissipated, and I obviously felt that there was no need to continue talking, so I had to continue talking at this moment.

In fact, it’s better to talk about it:

"You were the one who backed down first. At that time, you were very obedient and didn't dare to confront your aunt."

Shen An thought he would be a little regretful as he dug out the deepest thoughts he had buried in his childhood.

Unexpectedly, there was only relief in my heart. The more I spoke, the more magnanimous I became, and I smiled sincerely.

It's because she can understand.

When she was young, she was still naive and had some unrealistic dreams.

But the older he gets, the more Shen An understands and understands Ji Yunzhou's choice.

After speaking quickly for a while, especially when she saw Ji Yunzhou's pensive expression, she now felt a little regretful and added:

"Of course, I'm not qualified to accuse you, because I don't dare."

"We are all too cowardly, so it is impossible to be together in the first place. Yes, I don't know..."

With a wry smile, Shen An discovered for the first time that Ji Yunzhou's ability to express himself was so strong and accurate.

Does that mean that he has always been aware of their relationship?

In her heart, what she thought was a two-way secret love was actually, to put it bluntly, just hazy and ambiguous.

Ji Yunzhou opened his mouth but said nothing.

Shen An could tell at a glance that he was deep in thought and clutching the sheets tightly. He had begun to reflect and blame himself.

But in fact, she didn't say it to blame him.

I just feel that since we are going to die without contact, it is better to make it clear.

While retreating, she comforted with a smile:

"Don't show such an expression. In fact, you are right, Ji Yunzhou. Tell everything now, and we will never be unclear again."

Then we can say goodbye openly.

Shen An couldn't say these words, so she turned to leave. Behind her, Ji Yunzhou stopped her again:

"Shen An."

Not wanting to look back, she twisted the door handle and opened the door.

Ji Yunzhou's voice came straight through, with his rare urgency and enthusiasm:

"Then what if I'm brave now! Shen An."

She froze in place as she left. She didn't turn her head, but behind her, the voice came closer.

The gentle voice that belonged exclusively to Ji Yunzhou rang in her ears again, as if he had never left or changed.

What's the meaning.

Holding on to the door handle, Shen An was afraid to listen. Just as he was about to run away, he spoke again.

"Don't leave Shen An! You said you were sorry for me, so don't run away."

His feet were completely nailed to the spot.

The guilt for him and the gratitude for the Ji family's kindness made Shen An unable to just walk away.

Closing the door, she turned to look at him.

At this moment, Ji Yunzhou was only a few steps away from her.

But unknown to Shen An, downstairs, Liu Fengyue said goodbye to the dean in a hurry, and the departing figure was anxious.

Another pair of footsteps was also rushing towards her eagerly.

And in front of her now, there was only Ji Yunzhou.

His eyes were full of her, and he was cautious even approaching her.

"Shen An, you are right. I was the one who backed down first, so I beg you to give me another chance to be brave."

She shook her head.

"It's not necessary Ji Yunzhou, I just want the past to be a thing of the past. Now that you have Chi Chu by your side, I also..."

Thinking of that name, Shen An didn't have the courage to say it.

Shaking her head with self-mockery, she stopped talking, just sighed softly, looked at the person in front of her with her calm eyes, and told him silently.

Between them, it should become a thing of the past.

It's just a secret love that ends in vain.

"Do not."

Ji Yunzhou didn't think so.

Taking another big step forward, seeing Shen An's frowning expression of subconscious resistance and stopping in place, he couldn't wait to continue:

"Without Chi Chu, there would be no Liu Fengyue, Shen An."

Hearing this, she looked at him.

Such a firm look was once something she had dreamed of, but at this moment, Shen An just wanted to run away:

"If I can tell you firmly now, I have never wanted to marry Chi Chu. I just want to marry you. No matter who stops me, I want to marry you."

"Can you give me a chance?"

Her pupils trembled after hearing the word 'marry', but she still shook her head.

But this time, Ji Yunzhou didn't want to quit.

Now he and Shen An are only one step away.

From such a close distance, he could even see the marks on her neck.

I thought of the scenes between Liu Fengyue and Shen An again.

For the first time, Ji Yunzhou felt so unwilling.

For the first time, he wanted to force Shen An into his arms.

Why must he give up the one he loves to someone who will hurt her?

He can take good care of her, so why give up.

The injured fist was clenched tightly, the pain and the craziness of unsuppressable love grew, and Ji Yunzhou could no longer suppress it with reason.