Having witnessed the tone of the prelude before Gu Jinyu went "crazy", Lin Qian understood the sound and said, "Yeah, he's gone crazy again."

"Pretending to be crazy and acting stupid!" Gu Yanci frowned in annoyance, "I keep doing this trick every time, who are you kidding?"

Who are you lying to? Lie to Zhen Ran!

Hearing Gu Jinyu's "Ahhh" sounds, Zhen Ran looked flustered and shouted to the nanny: "Sister Li, come in."

The nanny left in response, and Zhen Ran turned around with the chair and urged: "Quickly, send me quickly, go, go..."

She was incoherent and speechless. After "going" for a long time, the next words were still stuck in her throat.

Seeing how anxious she was, Lin Qian spoke on her behalf: "Send her to XX Hospital!"

"Wait!" Gu Yanci took two steps forward and grabbed the handle of the wheelchair. "She is pretending to be crazy. Let me expose her."

He was about to issue an order when Lin Qian winked at him and signaled him to "be patient".

He took the hint and let go of the armrest.

The nanny pushed Zhen Ran out. On the way, Zhen Ran gave a stern warning: "She has her own shortcomings and I can't spare you."

After she left, Gu Yanci stared at the direction she disappeared with a thoughtful expression.

After being silent for a long time, he sighed: "Anyone with a discerning eye can see that the attack was a lie told casually by Gu Jinyu. How could she not see through it?"

Lin Qian stood behind him, stared at his back, and said faintly: "Don't say she is confused, you were pretty much the same as her before."

Gu Yanci: "..."

Again!

"Mrs. Gu," Gu Yanci laughed sarcastically, "As the saying goes, you can't expose someone's shortcomings when you curse them. Please save some face for me and don't mention the dark history."

Lin Qian sat on the sofa and changed the topic, "You insist on asking Gu Jinyu to provide evidence. Are you planning to use this as a breakthrough to reveal the true face of Gu Jinyu's habit of lying?"

Gu Yanci nodded: "Exactly."

He sat on the sofa chair opposite Lin Qian and said thoughtfully, "Your last suggestion is the best idea. Let's call the police and ask the police to question her. I believe that during the first interrogation by the police, she will be flustered and will reveal more flaws."

Lin Qian shook her head gently, "She is smart and has come up with a clever way to break the situation. In the next few days, she deliberately pretended to be crazy. What can the police do to her?"

She leaned to the right, leaning on the armrest on the right side of the sofa, and asked thoughtfully, "Is your mother partial to Gu Jinyu?"

Although it was a question, she used declarative sentences.

Gu Yanci leaned back, looked back on the past, and said in a sad tone, "It's not just partiality, it's simply preference. When I was born, she didn't care much about me. She devoted herself to her career and left me to be taken care of by a nanny. When I was nine years old, Before I was 20, the number of times I saw her was very few."

"Oh," Lin Qian nodded slightly, "It turns out that Mr. Gu, who was born with a silver spoon in his mouth, was a left-behind child when he was a child."

Gu Yanci tapped her fingers on her knees a few times and talked about old things, "Several times, she came home to see me, and the nanny teased me and said, look, who is here? I grabbed my hair and thought about Auntie for a long time. coming."

Lin Qian couldn't help but laugh. Her mother was an outsider and she was truly a left-behind child.

Gu Yanci's eyebrows skipped a beat, and when he mentioned Gu Jinyu, "Gu Jinyu was different. She tried her best to spend time with her when she was born. Eight out of ten bottles of milk powder Gu Jinyu drank were prepared by her. The toys Gu Jinyu played with, the clothes she wore, She purchased them all herself. The school held a parent-teacher meeting and invited her to go. She said she didn't have time and asked my father to go. But she had enough time and patience to cook for Gu Jinyu."

Lin Qian's mind moved slightly, and she remembered something, "You said that Gu Jinyu got lost when he was three years old, and the responsibility lies with you. Since she prefers Gu Jinyu, then you must have had a hard time during the time when Gu Jinyu disappeared."

One sentence revealed the scar deep in Gu Yanci's heart.

His body trembled, his heart throbbed with dull pain, and he said hoarsely: "Not only is it not easy, it is simply hell on earth. She doesn't beat me, but tortures me mentally. Every day, she forces me to write a thousand-word self-reflection letter, in front of She recited it loudly in front of dozens of servants at home. What tortured me the most was that she was very demanding about the content of the review, insisting that I use words such as "deserving of death" to describe my sin."

Speaking of this, his voice became hoarse again, and looming tears appeared in the corners of his eyes, "I still remember that dark period. At night, the lights were bright, shining on the faces of every theatergoer. I Standing in front of everyone, I recited my sins aloud. Those words written on paper, which were full of trampling meaning, came out of my mouth, were projected in all directions, and poured back into my ears. They turned into countless words. The sharp dagger cut open my face and cut my self-esteem. I pretended to be strong on the surface, but my heart was broken. I felt wronged and wanted to cry but couldn't. The concept I formed since childhood told me that boys should not cry when they are sad. It’s embarrassing for a child to cry.”

As if in response to what he said, the looming tears in the corners of Gu Yanci's eyes dried up, and he smiled bitterly and laughed at himself, "After a long period of self-examination in public, and in order to write content that would satisfy her, I deeply reflected on myself for a long time and forcibly convicted myself. In the end , I all think that losing Gu Jinyu is an unforgivable sin. If I can't find her, I must die to apologize. If I find her, I must do my best to make up for her."

After nearly a year of marriage, Lin Qian realized that Gu Yanci also had old pain that he couldn't bear to look back on.

More than ten years later, when he reached the age of thirty, when he talked about it again, his eyes were still blurred with tears, which showed the depth of the trauma.

Happy people use their childhood to heal, and unhappy people use their whole life to heal their childhood. It was rare that he could turn into a little sun and radiate warmth to heal her when he was covered in wounds.

No wonder he was disobedient and unfilial at certain times, and was at odds with Zhen Ran.

It turns out that he and Zhen Ran had a long-standing grudge.

As she guessed, Gu Yanci's eyes surged, "I don't want to be happy with this experience. When I think of it, I automatically ignore the pain she suffered while giving birth to me. I just want to have a big quarrel with her and fight for the suffering." Feeling aggrieved, I vented my anger."

Lin Qian walked to the sofa where Gu Yanci was sitting, sat down next to him, pulled him into her arms, rested her chin on his hair, and said softly: "If you want to cry, it's not too late to cry now." .”

Gu Yanci raised his head from her arms, his eyes focused in a trance, and his thoughts were brought back to reality from a long time ago, "Sudden pretentiousness, Mrs. Gu, made you laugh."

"No," Lin Qian pursed her lips softly, "When I heard what you said, my throat became clogged and my heart felt tight, as if there was a knife poking at my heart."

This sentence, in Gu Yanci's ears, automatically translated into "chest tightness, shortness of breath and out of breath".

With a sharp look, he held Lin Qian's arm and asked anxiously, "Are the somatization symptoms coming again? It's my fault, I shouldn't have talked about these heart-wrenching past events."

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