Lin Qian turned her head, looked out the window, and murmured to herself: "It would be great if there was a car accident in the novel that completely caused amnesia after just one collision in reality."

Before Gu Yanci could reply, Lin Qian closed her eyes and said, "My head hurts so much and I feel so sleepy. I want to take a nap."

"Go to sleep," Gu Yanci opened the quilt and covered her skinny body, "Have a good sleep and you will feel more comfortable."

Lin Qian fell asleep in a daze. Gu Yanci remembered the profound lesson yesterday that she immediately cut her wrists when she didn't stare at her. He stayed in the ward the whole time while she slept.

In the afternoon, Lin Qian woke up from her sleep.

The side effects of dizziness, headache, nausea and vomiting have almost disappeared, and the whole body feels much lighter.

She sat up and immediately heard Gu Yanci's voice: "Are you awake?"

Lin Qian said "hmm" and slowly sat up with her upper body.

Gu Yanci put a coat on her shoulders and asked her: "The doctor said that proper exercise and exposure to the sun are beneficial to the recovery of the disease. Today's weather is good, the temperature is neither high nor low, and it is suitable for walking. I want to go out for a walk. go?"

Lin Qian looked out the window again. As Gu Yanci said, today is a beautiful day with clear skies and bright sunshine.

The blue sky is clear, white clouds are floating, and the light clouds and windy background set off the scene of red flowers and green willows downstairs, creating a scene of spring and brightness.

Lin Qian stared at the garden downstairs in trance. After seven or eight minutes, she rubbed her temples and asked, "It seems that I have been staying in the ward. I only take medicine and sleep every day. How long have I not had contact with the outside world?"

Gu Yan was speechless. Yesterday, just yesterday, she was sunbathing in the garden.

She said she had not had contact with the outside world for a long time, probably because she had just undergone MECT, which caused her memory to become confused.

Gu Yanci's heart ached. At such a young age, she should have been the most carefree and unrestrained in her life, but she suffered day after day and lived in a state of confusion.

"Are you bored in the house?" Gu Yanci suppressed the sadness in his heart and said in a normal and calm tone: "Let's go, let's go for a walk outside and go shopping."

After walking out of the hospital and standing in the green belt on the street, Lin Qian stared at the familiar yet unfamiliar street scene in front of her, lost in thought and in a trance: "Why do I feel like I've been in another world? It's like I've been in the hospital for several months. "

Gu Yanci smiled slightly, touched her head, stared at her and asked, "Then when you look at me, do you feel like we are reunited after a long separation?"

Lin Qian's eyes rolled back and forth, and she said seriously: "Not to mention, it feels like we haven't seen each other for months, a little familiar and a little strange."

The breeze blew, and the branches of the sycamore tree swayed with the wind, and the green leaves fell down to the smooth ground.

Lin Qian raised her head and looked through the messy branches of the sycamore tree at the blue sky with floating white clouds. She said with emotion, "It would be great if the environment of the hospital could be as good as the green belt."

Gu Yanci's heart moved, thinking...

He explained slowly: "The sanatorium with the best environment in Rongcheng is the Huanxi sanatorium you went to before. Do you want to go there? If you do, I will arrange for you to be transferred to another hospital immediately."

Lin Qian's expression froze. When she thought of Huanxi Sanatorium, she didn't think of the vast lake and the beautiful scenery comparable to a scenic spot.

The only thing she thought of was Gu Jinyu, who had been treated there.

"I won't go!" Resistance appeared in her eyes, and she said coldly: "I would rather die of illness than set foot in the territory where Gu Jinyu has moved. When I go there, I will only think of her emotionally, and my condition will become worse day by day."

Gu Yanci: "..."

He knew that Lin Qian hated Gu Jinyu, but he didn't know that she was so hostile that she even hated the nursing home where Gu Jinyu lived.

Gu Yanci wanted to say: The sanatorium is so big, and the place where Gu Jinyu lived was only one building.

Besides, it was a nursing home, not Gu Jinyu's private territory.

After thinking about it, Gu Yanci said nothing.

He was afraid that if he said something wrong, he would offend Lin Qian.

Just as he was about to change the subject and tease Lin Qian, a string of soap bubbles of different sizes flew out from behind the bushes.

Soap bubbles shining with colorful luster may burst suddenly, fly into the blue sky, or float among delicate flowers and leaves.

Lin Qian stared at the soap bubbles in fascination, and the corner of her mouth curled up, revealing a childish and innocent smile.

Recalling her childhood, she said in a daze: "When I was a child, I didn't have any toys. My peers played with all kinds of toys, but I could only hold a plastic tube, dip it in some soapy water and blow bubbles."

Gu Yanci pondered the meaning behind her words and asked thoughtfully: "You want to make up for your childhood regrets by asking your childhood self to play with toys? Well, let's go to the mall to pick out toys now."

"No," Lin Qian sighed: "It was easy to be satisfied when I was a child. A plastic tube and a box of soap bubbles could make me happy all day long."

As if opening up a chat box, Lin Qian suddenly talked a lot: "When I was young, I looked forward to growing up. I hoped that I would make a lot of money and eat, drink and have fun freely. Now, I have really grown up and have a lot of money, but I... …”

She raised her hands to hold a soap bubble the size of a table tennis ball, "Gu Yanci, do you believe it? Ten minutes ago, I wanted to die. Now, I want to get rid of depression and be happy. Live happily."

Gu Yanci believed what she said.

The mood of patients with depression is always up and down.

Gu Yanci did not expect her to remain optimistic like she is now.

He only hoped that her happy moments would be extended and extended.

There is a newsstand with a small store in front.

Among the items sold at the canteen, there happens to be a bubble machine that looks like a camera.

Gu Yanci's eyes lit up, and he pulled Lin Qian towards the canteen, "You can still play with the toys you used when you were a child when you grow up."

He bought a bubble machine and handed it to Lin Qian: "Look, times have progressed, and bubble blowing toys have also been updated and upgraded to high technology."

Lin Qian burst into laughter, "Our combined age is over fifty. Is it appropriate for us to play with children's toys on the street?"

One second she said "Is it appropriate?" and the next second she was slapped in the face.

When the knob of the bubble machine is pressed, a series of bubbles will fly out one after another, floating in the air, or slowly falling, or rising slowly.

The crystal clear and colorful soap bubbles float in the bright sunshine, which has a dreamy and innocent childlike feel, making people forget worldly worries in a trance...

The sharp roar of the locomotive broke the silence, and a modified locomotive flew past the sidewalk, leaving a harsh noise.

As the motorcycle drove away, the smile on Lin Qian's face disappeared like magic.

Memories that have not been erased by MECT appear in my mind.

That day, Gu Jinyu repeatedly slandered her in front of Gu Yanci and Zhen Ran... Gu Yanci and Zhen Ran besieged her and accused her... She left Gu's house in anger, and was hit by a speeding motorcycle as soon as she left the gate. fly……

Immersed in painful memories, the scenery in front of Lin Qian lost color in her eyes and turned into monotonous black and white.

Her arms hung stiffly, and the bubble machine fell from her hand. A pair of absent-minded eyes stared at Gu Yanci, half questioning and half venting: "What do you believe she said? She said she was stimulated by me." She missed me and took several bottles of sleeping pills, but you believed her. She said I put cockroaches on her body, but you believed her. You believed in her so much, defended her so much, and you stayed with her for the rest of your life!"

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