You brought up the divorce. Why are you crying when your wife is gone?

Now when he looks at Rong Xian and me, he feels like an outsider.

It was like this in the past, and he could never get between Rong Xian and me.

Even though we are not a couple at all, we are more stable than a couple.

When we came out of the police station, it was already daybreak. Xiao Li wanted to send Rong Xian back, but I insisted on following him. I said I wanted to see where Rong Xian had lived for the past six months. Rong Xian looked back at me and asked, "What's there to see?"

I said stubbornly, "I want to take a look, just take a look." I want to understand you...the five years of life without me.

Xiao Li said, "You should be locked up."

I looked back at the police officers who were waiting for me and suddenly felt a little dazed.

I want to follow Rong Xian's footsteps.

But...it doesn't seem to work, Rong Xian.

It seems that when you forget me, you live more like yourself.

I followed him back to the police station, and Xiao Li said to me, "I'll come to see you after I send Rong Xian off. I'll keep it a secret for you from everyone."

I went in voluntarily, and then after I entered the detention center and the door was locked, all my emotions slowly became silent.

But I'm not desperate at all.

I am very happy.

I think it's worth it for me to spend time in the detention center.

Because Rong Xian is back.

I looked at the walls around me and suddenly wondered if Xiao Li was like me when he was in prison?

A person is isolated from everything by cold cement, unable to contact the outside world and has no idea what is going on in the outside world.

No wonder many people who get out of prison end up going back to prison.

Because everyone outside is moving forward slowly with the pace of time, but only they are forgotten by the years and locked in a cage, not knowing what day it is, nor the turmoil in the outside world. When they get out, the world has already abandoned them.

Did Xiao Li have such feelings after he was released from prison after two years?

I had this thought as soon as I entered the detention center. What about Xiao Li?

During those two lonely years, whose faces flashed through his mind?

I closed my eyes, lay on a small bed and slowly fell asleep, as if I had entered a beautiful dream, and had no idea that I was in a cage.

Later, I was awakened from my dream and felt someone's hand moving down my body. The cold fingertips pinched my skin little by little. It was Xiao Li.

My whole body convulsed, and I quickly woke up. When I opened my eyes, I saw Xiao Li's scarlet eyes.

It feels like blood is coming out.

How did he get in? After I asked this question, I laughed at myself. Is there any point in asking this question? Xiao Li's entry proved everything.

This is a fully enclosed, independent, cement single room.

Xiao Li's hands groped my body wantonly, even trembling.

I actually had the illusion that Xiao Li was afraid.

I tried to protest, but he covered my mouth, "The soundproofing is not good."

What was he going to do? I opened my eyes wide in fear, and then Xiao Li pressed on me. How could such a small bed bear our weight?

My whole body was wrapped in Xiao Li's breath. After such an exciting incident, I was exhausted both mentally and physically at this moment. I couldn't resist Xiao Li's plunder. I could only try to straighten my body. I said in a hoarse voice, "Don't touch me."

But Xiao Li seemed like a madman. His force was so deep and fierce that I couldn't bear it. My whole body seemed to be breaking apart bit by bit. When I cried, Xiao Li wiped away my tears.

He said to me, "Don't cry to Rong Xian anymore."

I didn't listen and deliberately called out Rong Xian's name. Xiao Li seemed to suddenly lose control and pressed me fiercely on the simple bed. He gritted his teeth and said, "Try to say it again?"

I was laughing while crying, and I said, "Are you scared?"

There was a particularly tearing emotion in Xiao Li's eyes. I met his eyes and laughed heartily, "Are you afraid that once Rong Xian comes back, I will go to him again, right? Are you afraid that Rong Xian is the only one in my eyes, right? Are you afraid that Rong Xian will snatch me away from now on? Even if he loses his memory, I can still run to him, right?"

Xiao Li growled hysterically, "Shut up——"

"Xiao Li, are you afraid too?"

Afraid, he was scared to death!

But how could he say he was afraid? He couldn't do anything at all. Apart from the close contact with my body, he could no longer get anything from me.

I can't even get the last bit of love I have left.

Xiao Li said to me with red eyes, "Is Rong Xian everything to you?"

I took the initiative to hug his neck and giggled, not knowing who I was taking revenge on, "You used to be everything to me."

Familiar body temperature, familiar strength, familiar smell, every inch of skin is familiar, and yet - my eyes are so strange.

Xiao Li stopped suddenly, veins popping out on the back of his hands.

I said word by word, "But don't forget, it's your own hand, not mine."

It's you who don't want me, Xiao Li, not me who doesn't want you.

I love you so much, but you can easily abandon me. Where did you abandon me, the me who loves you to the core?

I cried and laughed, "Xiao Li, do you regret it? I don't regret it at all. Even when I recall the past, I feel like a fool——"

Xiao Li covered my mouth and said, "Stop talking."

He was in enough pain already.

Later he groaned, unable to resist the pleasure brought by our bodies. I was on the verge of collapse and was pulled into the abyss by him. When he stood up, I could feel his wildly beating pulse.

Someone was wiping my body and my tears, and I laughed sarcastically, "What else can you do to me except do this?"

Xiao Li paused, his voice hoarse, "Bo Yan, you..."

"You get nothing." I stared at Xiao Li, "Don't ever think of getting those sweet things from me without paying anything."

There seemed to be some emotion exploding in Xiao Li's eyes in an instant, and that look had a kind of destructive beauty.

He was jealous of Rong Xian. He was jealous that Rong Xian would always have an unshakable position in my heart at all times. He was jealous that Rong Xian could do whatever he wanted and be with me without fear of separation. He was jealous that Rong Xian... could treat me with all his tenderness and protection.

Xiao Li felt that among the three of them, he was the only outsider.

He wanted to rob, to plunder, to obtain, to possess. All these thoughts became his obsession, his inner demon, but in the end, when Rong Xian came back, everything went back to square one.

He wants a confirmation, an answer, but I won't give it to him.

I will never use the words "I love you" cheaply again.

I stared at Xiao Li and whispered, "Xiao Li, none of us is innocent."

I don't know how Xiao Li left that day. I even felt something liquid fall on the back of my hand the moment he turned his head and stood up, but I deliberately ignored it.

How many five or ten years can a person have to measure a relationship?

Xiao Li and I have known each other for so many years, Rong Xian is everywhere, he protects, Xiao Li carries the burden, and I... just have a wrong relationship.

I wonder what went wrong, how we got to this point, and is someone going to have to be kicked out eventually?

Behind the scenes, unknown to me, what Xiao Li had experienced and undertaken for me, and what he had paid silently - I knew nothing.

I just thought instinctively that maybe Xiao Li had done a lot, and because he had done a lot, he couldn't take it back in the end, so I became the source of all his obsessions and restlessness.

He never had the obsession to possess in his life.

pretty good.

None of them will have an easy time.

I curled up in the quilt, my body still trembling slightly because of the tingling pain. The heat from when Xiao Li faded away still remained in every corner of my body. I hugged myself, as if this would prevent me from feeling disappointed.

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That night, Xiao Li drove at full speed. Every time he passed every intersection on the highway, he didn't know how to vent his emotions, and his grip on the steering wheel almost broke.

As the speed increased, adrenaline surged to a peak, and all the emotions poured into his chest. Xiao Li growled like a wild beast, his eyes bloodshot.

He didn't know what to do. Even when making love, he was cold. He really couldn't feel any love from Bo Yan.

How could this be? How could this be possible? Why did it turn out like this as soon as Rong Xian appeared?

Every place he could touch, every attention he could get, was snatched away by another person.

Even if he loses his memory, he can still defeat himself easily.

The less he cares, the more he wants to care; the more he wants to be free, the more he is bound.

The more I want to get rid of it... the deeper I get stuck.

Xiao Li was going crazy. How could he quit his addiction? How could he stop loving her?

Later, Jiang Lin called, and when Xiao Li picked up the phone, his voice was trembling. Jiang Lin was stunned, "You are crying."

Xiao Li shook his head and tilted his neck. His thin neck and protruding Adam's apple formed a sexy and crisp curve. The man's skin was undoubtedly exquisite to the point where there was no flaw. But at this moment, he silently shed a tear and said, "No."

Jiang Lin sighed, "Did you have a fight with Bo Yan?"

Xiao Li said, "No."

"Come on, I don't know you yet." Jiang Lin shouted, "Turn around and go home. Your parents know about Bo Yue's matter. Come and solve it."

Xiao Li's voice was a little cold. He sniffed and quickly adjusted his mood. "Who let them know?"

"Do you think we will tell?" Jiang Lin's voice was also cold, "Who else could it be except Bo Yue herself?"

All of their friends were helping Xiao Li and Boyan.

Xiao Li quickly chose the way back at the fork in the next highway, and then rushed back along the ring road. Jiang Lin said that his parents had met at Jiang's house, and Xiao Li's heart tightened.

When they arrived at Jiang's house, Jiang Lin watched Xiao Li driving back from afar in the garden. When he got out of the car and met Xiao Li's slightly red eyes, Jiang Lin was stunned for a moment, then said, "Your parents know... You should be careful, brother has done his best..."

"Thank you." Xiao Li patted Jiang Lin's shoulder and said in a low voice, "I'll handle it myself."

As soon as Xiao Li walked in, he saw Yu Min coming out with red eyes crying. Before she could say anything, she slapped Xiao Li in the face.

Jiang Lin was shocked, but Xiao Li said nothing.

Yu Min pointed at Xiao Li, her fingers trembling, and her voice was filled with tears, "How could I raise a son like you!"

Yu Min's words were quite distressing. She had never thought that her son would be involved in so many things. The two daughters of the Bo family were all implicated.

What evil had her son done?

Yu Min pointed at Xiao Li. Xiao Sheng next to him didn't want to talk anymore. He never thought that one day he would hear so many unbearable news about his son from other people's mouths.

Xiao Li stood there without saying a word. He also remained silent when Yu Min slapped him. He has always been very stubborn, even now Yu Min was pulling at his clothes, "What do you want? Is what Bo Yue said true? Xiao Li...you-you and Yanyan...you..."