Time travel has no future, the peasant girl just wants to farm and get rich
Chapter 132 So sad that my heart aches
Seeing the painful expression on the second child's face, Su Qingshan and Shen Juan did not dare to look into the second child's eyes. They did not know what to say at this time, so they could only remain silent.
Seeing the silence of his family, Su Shiming's heart went cold.
He has always known that his family is poor, and he knows that as the second eldest child in the family, he has a deep sense of responsibility for his family.
However, his parents often let him go hunting in the mountains. They used to earn money for living expenses, but now they hope to earn money for Xiaowu and Xiaoliu at home regardless of their own lives.
This made Su Shiming feel very desperate and worried about his personal safety. He was just a middle-aged man who knew some hunting skills, and he was not a person with high martial arts value.
He expressed his worries and fears to his parents many times, telling them about the dangers and unpredictability of the mountain.
However, parents always use the family's financial constraints as an excuse and emphasize that this is a sacrifice made for the benefit of the family. They believe that only through Su Shiming's efforts can the family have a better life.
However, Su Shiming does not agree with this approach. After careful consideration, he realized that his own safety and happiness were also part of the family.
If he encounters danger on the mountain, the family will lose a pillar of support. He was worried that his wife and children would not be able to withstand such a blow and would be left helpless and in trouble.
His eyes were so wet that he couldn't help but close them and let the tears flow down his cheeks. He said firmly with a hoarse voice:
“This is the only time I go into the mountains, and it will also be the last time I go into the mountains.
I'll put my ugly words here first. If the fifth and sixth graders can pass the exam this year, I will continue to support them. If they don't live up to their expectations this year, I will figure out how to pay for their tuition starting next year!
I'm tired and don't want to waste my hard-earned money like this. "
"Second brother, don't worry! We will definitely be admitted as a scholar this year, and we will not disappoint your expectations and hard work." Su Shiguang was very excited. He and Xiaoliu had made all kinds of preparations, and they would be admitted as a scholar no matter what.
My second brother wants to miss next year’s tuition, so don’t even think about it.
Su Shihui didn't care about that much. He only knew that he would have to pay for the exam this year. It was still early for next year. Let's wait until next year to talk about other things!
He said perfunctorily: "Second brother, don't worry! We will not disappoint your expectations."
"Second brother, Xiaowu and Xiaoliu will definitely not disappoint you. Just wait for them to be the best." Su Qingshan sighed and said.
In the end, he still hurt his second child, but if time came over again, he would still make the same choice.
"If I have nothing else to do, I'll leave first. I'll help Xiaowu and Xiaoliu ask the villagers if they can borrow money."
After saying that, Su Shiming left the old house lonely. His heart felt cold. He didn't want to stay in this depressing place, so he shook his body and left slowly.
Su Shiming returned to the thatched house. In order not to let his wife know his sad mood, he went to his eldest daughter's room with a despairing heart. He sat quietly in the corner of the room and looked out the window with empty eyes.
He was heartbroken by his parents, and his heart was filled with loneliness and helplessness. No one could understand the pain in his heart, and he felt extremely lonely.
"Why do they treat me like this?" Su Shiming's heart was filled with endless questions and pain. He tried countless times to communicate with his parents, but they always turned a deaf ear to his appeals.
His mentality gradually collapsed, and he became more and more disgusted with them and unwilling to communicate with them too much.
He begins to doubt his own worth and the meaning of his existence.
Su Shiming's heart was broken by his parents' indifference and neglect. He felt that he could no longer find any warmth and care in their hearts.
His heart was deeply hurt and his trust was completely destroyed. He tried to find support and comfort, but he found that he had lost faith in the world.
Su Shiming's mental state gradually became negative and depressed. He became obsessed with his own pain and could not escape from the negative emotions.
He felt abandoned by the world and had nowhere to go. He often cried bitterly at night, surrounded by loneliness and despair.
However, despite the huge psychological trauma, Su Shiming did not give up.
He tried hard to find a glimmer of hope and warmth in his heart.
With tears in his eyes, he squatted helplessly in the corner hugging his knees. Suddenly he thought of his wife and daughter, and murmured to himself:
"I can't let the people in my old house influence me. I still want my beloved wife and two sensible daughters.
I can't be depressed, I have to cheer up.
This is the last time, the last time to help them. If these two good-for-nothing brothers don't do anything this time, the two parents will be looking for death and survival in the future, so he won't be soft-hearted. "
After calming down for a while, I quickly ran to the small kitchen and washed my face a few times. After my eyes were much better, I walked out of the thatched house quietly, not letting my wife who was making clothes in the room find her, so as not to affect her happy mood.
He can just bear this matter by himself. He will go to the village to borrow money. If he can't borrow it, he will go to the mountains tomorrow and try to raise fifty taels of silver in a few days.
After walking out of the thatched hut, I saw that it was still early outside and the sun was slowly setting around Shen time. I walked faster towards the place where the villagers' houses were gathered.
Su Shiming dragged his tired body, his heart full of sorrow. He knew that in order to raise enough fifty taels of silver for his two younger brothers, he had to go to Sujia Village to borrow money from door to door.
However, every family is so poor these days, and their family is still the poorest in the village. This loan trip is destined to not be easy.
But thinking about the persecution from his family, he had to borrow money shamelessly, for the sake of his own life and for the ridiculous family affection.
When Su Shiming stepped into the first villager's house, he saw that the house was brightly lit and the villagers were sitting together, enjoying the food and laughing.
He walked in nervously, with a forced smile on his face: "Uncle, I don't know if your family has any extra money. Can you lend me some money?"
As soon as Su Shiming finished speaking, the villagers suddenly stopped laughing and were silent for a while.
"Shi Ming! I'm so sorry! My uncle still has many children to raise. He wishes he could break a copper plate into two, but he really can't get any extra money."
"Well, I suddenly found that I still have something to do at home, so I need to take a step forward."
"I forgot to feed my pigs, so I'm leaving first."
"Wait for me! My chickens haven't been fed yet."
One by one, they made excuses to leave. When the villagers next door heard that they had come to borrow money, they closed their doors one after another.
Su Shiming felt embarrassed and helpless, and his request was like an absurd play that no one cared about.
Then, Su Shiming came to the second villager's house. This time, he didn't even wait too long. He only heard the door panel slam shut with a loud bang, and there was no response.
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