The down-and-out sentinels are raised, and the strong couple is on the list

Yu Yan recalled the memories of that time.

At that time, because Zhuao's mental riot had reached the point of collapse, the situation was very dangerous;

In addition, Yu Yan was very afraid of his spiritual body.

At that time, all the energy was used to avoid the white snake.

Only when I first entered the castle hall, I took a careful look around the room.

And Lao Huo appeared in the family photo on the wall of the hall opposite the door.

But she looks younger, and like the women around her, they all look about the same age as Zhu Ao.

The two of them stood together, smiling and looking very sweet.

Like a newlywed couple.

On the contrary, Zhu Ao and his twin siblings are the same as they are now in the photo.

Yu Yan guessed that it was probably because Zhu Ao's memory of his parents was stuck in the past.

"Lao Huo, could he be Zhu Ao's father?"

Yu Yan hugged her knees and sat on the carpet, asking Yan Wen Qi.

She felt very similar.

But after all, the current Lao Huo is far from the person in that photo.

It can even be said that just looking at his appearance, after so many years of torture, Lao Huo looks like he could be Zhu Ao's great-grandfather.

Yan Wenqi put his hand on her shoulder and played with a strand of her hair unconsciously.

"I don't know, but it's not impossible. Didn't the second brother say that Lao Huo has no relatives and is alone? He only has the family members he said he has not recognized for many years."

"Um"

Yu Yan nodded, this is what the second brother said.

He also said that he and Lao Huo were close friends in life and death.

This old man was pitiful, so he reluctantly tried to be generous and helped him find his family. Even if he couldn't find his family, he would still give him a share of family care.

"As for Zhu Ao..., his mother has passed away, and he almost no longer mentions his father, but I know that he is still looking for him."

"Didn't you say that Zhu Ao hates his father?"

"There is hatred, but it's not just hatred. He has very complicated emotions towards his father."

Yan Wenqi had heard of Zhu Ao's father when he was very young, and maybe he had seen him once or twice.

Of course, he was so young at that time that it was almost impossible to remember anything.

Everything happened later. I heard my mother and Zhuao's mother talk about it.

At that time, there were already cracks in the relationship between Qi Ling and Yan Bocheng.

But fortunately, Qi Ling at that time had not yet run out of energy. She was still young and lively and enthusiastic. Even without Yan Bocheng by her side, she was still the same enthusiastic red rose.

It was at that time that she met Zhu Ao's mother.

At that time, she was alone with a child and was pregnant. Her life was in embarrassment and she went to Yanjia to find a job.

Later, Zhu Ao continued to study with the support of Qi Ling;

Zhu Ao's mother also stayed at the Yan family and stayed with Qi Ling to take care of her.

"Later they said that the ex-husband Aunt Zhu mentioned had visited her twice at the banquet house. They didn't know what they talked about, but they broke up on bad terms each time. After Aunt Zhu saw him, she would behave very badly. sad.

After that, the man never appeared again.

He never appeared again until Aunt Zhu passed away. "

Yu Yan hugged her knees and held her chin, looked at the flower arrangement in the corner of the living room, and said dullly:

"It doesn't sound like the relationship was completely broken and divorced."

"I think so too. I once wondered if there was something unspeakable between them.

Especially now, after hearing about Lao Huo's identity, if he is really Zhu Ao's father, then it seems very possible that he could not help himself because of this special identity.

However, this is just our guess, and Lao Huo may not be Zhu Ao's father. "

"And even if it is, even if it is, it's between them."

"Correct."

Yan Wenqi stretched out and realized that he had messed up Yu Yan's hair.

Quickly, before his wife noticed, he ran his fingers through his hair and combed it, gathered it at the back of his head, touched a small rubber band, and tied it carefully.

"Yanwen Qi!"

"To!"

Suddenly being called out so seriously, Yan Wenqi was so excited that he almost stood at attention.

He thought it was because he was not good at combing his hair and it hurt him.

But Yu Yan just stared at him, with a serious face, and said word by word:

"If one day in the future, you have to face the dilemma of loyalty and righteousness..."

"That day will never come."

"You haven't heard what I said yet."

“I know that a soldier’s battlefield is not necessarily on the front line.

I may also face various tasks, and may be required to keep secrets, remain anonymous, change my name, or even forge another life that is enough to be fake...

I want to be a person whose name goes down in history, and I want to see the day when stability and peace return to the Federation.

But I didn't think so either.

If all this is at the expense of you, I can give up, or I can be an unfaithful and unjust villain, an Adou who loves his children and cannot be supported.

When I was injured before, I knew that no matter how scarce SSS-level sentries were, the Federation would not have to rely on me.

But you are. "

Yu Yan lowered his head, rested his arms on the coffee table, and placed his palms on both sides of his forehead to block himself.

He hid his sourness, swallowed, calmed his voice, and pretended to be disgusted and said: "I'm not."

Yan Wenqi didn't try to expose her.

Sliding from the sofa to the floor, he sat on the carpet like she did.

His long arms stretched out and hugged the person.

The next second, Yu Yan felt his shoulders sink.

The familiar breath, with a hint of solemnity, gently touched her ears:

"But I am, my balance, no matter what is on the other end, always wants to tilt toward you."

Tick~

A drop of water fell on the calm lake.

There were several small ripples on the lake surface.

The ripples will soon return to calmness, and the drop of water will no longer be found in the lake.

But both the lake and the ripples know it.

It's there and never leaves.

Yu Yan put her palms on her eyes and cursed herself for being hopeless.

Yan Wenqi didn't say anything, he just hugged her silently and patted her back gently.

After a while, Yu Yan said:

"I haven't said anything yet, and that's all you think about?"

"I never thought about this before."

"Oh?"

"It wasn't until later that I saw the book you hid in the cardboard box in the study room of the Tea Garden Villa."

Yu Yan was stunned for a moment. What books were in the cardboard box?

Still want to hide it?

She didn't even remember it herself.

"Ahem, that's right, that's the box you marked pain literature."

Yu Yan took a breath, and all the emotions he had just dissipated, and now his mind was full of:

Are those shameful things of mine fallen down or dug out?

“In the past, I may have thought that it was natural to make sacrifices for the sake of the overall situation, and I didn’t feel that there was anything in myself that I couldn’t let go of.

Later, I saw the male protagonist in the story, Master, sacrificing his beloved disciple for the sake of the common people in the world;

The spy who was sent out, because of the mission, had to remain anonymous and fall in love with another person in front of the heroine, just to push the heroine away...

I just felt that that was not what I wanted or what I hoped for.

I can sacrifice myself, but not you.

No matter how demanding the task is, no one can do it except me.

But loving you and spending a lifetime with you, only I can make me feel at ease. "