The end of the world: Beautiful straight man cries and begs to be let go

"Your brother is very ambitious. There are many people he wants to kill, including me." Qin Shi said.

Gu Xingge saw the other person extending his hand, and before he could react what to do, the other person touched his cheek. Qin Shi lowered his eyelids slightly, looked at Gu Xingge and smiled slightly, "Your brother has hidden a lot of things."

"Ge'er." He didn't call his wife for the first time, but read her name. "You just need to remember one thing."

Qin Shi: "No matter how many wrong things I do, no matter how outrageous things I do, there is one thing that will never change with me."

Seeing the young man's somewhat avoidant and wary expression, he smiled and leaned closer, slowly bending down. His white shirt was gently ruffled by the wind, and his waist also bent in the wind.

The thin lips were almost touching the young man's ear, and only the breath fell lightly in the air.

Gu Xingge, who was still itchy, trembled.

Qin Shi said: "I will never harm you or kill you."

Gu Xingge's hand shook. Just when the fish in the water tank he was holding in his hand was about to fall to the ground with it, the man stretched out his hand to help him.

Qin Shi took a step back, but the hand on the young man's shoulder did not leave. There was a look in his gentle eyes that Gu Xingge couldn't understand.

Qin Shi said: "He wants me to die. The word death is not scary to me."

Qin Shi rubbed the back of the young man's eyes and said to Gu Xingge, "But you can't die."

"Gu Heng is my mortal enemy, and I know a little bit about him. He wants to profit from you."

Qin Shi squinted his eyes.

At that time, Qin Shi seemed to have figured out what was going to happen next, and said to Gu Xingge, "He might tamper with your memory. Maybe he doesn't want to restore your memory at all."

"Wife, your brother wants to destroy you and erase all traces of your existence in this world." Qin Shi: "Everyone has desires in this world, and his desire to do these is to resurrect his lover."

"But......"

Gu Xingge was stunned and didn't understand what he was saying. He only saw his lips twitching.

It would be great if Gu Xingge knew lip reading.

That way he would be able to understand that Qin Shi was talking about who had been waiting for a long time.

He, Gu Heng, has been waiting for the person he wants for a long time, aren't they?

Gu Heng's demands and Qin Shi's demands were always on opposite sides.

Holding the fish tank in his arms, Gu Xingge blinked slowly. Qin Shi gently glanced at the young man's eyebrows, eyes, and lips. After a while, in his hooded eyes, he smiled and said, "Okay. No, it doesn’t matter if you don’t understand.”

"You just need to remember to be more defensive about your brother. And..." Qin Shi: "Take good care of it."

"It protects your memory."

Qin Shi pointed at the beautiful fish.

But he looked at Gu Xingge, who was more beautiful than a fish.

"When you are scared later and realize something is wrong and don't know what to say..." There is a dot of smile in his brown eyes.

Qin Shi: "Then just call me by my name. Just mention me to Gu Heng."

"You'll be safe, I promise."

The conversation with Qin Shi that day was strange, but it was like a seed buried in Gu Xingge's heart, and it took root and sprouted today, subconsciously speaking out without being controlled by his thoughts.

The curtain outside the window was blown gently by the wind, and the tense and stagnant atmosphere in the room seemed to flow out for a moment.

The young man's expression also fell into Gu Heng's eyes. Gu Heng chuckled and said in a warm voice: "Why are you mentioning him all of a sudden? Is it a side effect of the withdrawal reaction? Do you miss him again now?"

The small fish in the fish tank beside the table are swimming freely, and their tails are as beautiful as a gauze skirt.

Putting his delicate fingertips gently on the bathtub, Gu Xingge looked at Gu Heng and said softly, a little tiredly: "No, brother."

He pursed his lips, closed his eyes as if giving up on himself, and said dryly: "Okay, I miss him a little bit."

"But brother..." Gu Xingge still said, "I feel like you have hidden a lot of things from me."

The relaxed atmosphere became stagnant again.

He knew, he knew that he could not say this.

But - if he didn't say this, he would still be the same person who had trouble sleeping and eating and was confused.

Gu Xingge opened his eyes again and looked at Gu Heng quietly.

"Brother, what are you hiding from me...what do you want from me?"

He doesn't have that much sense, he can't read them.

The only one he can see clearly is himself.

He could only control himself and whisper what he wanted to say.

And if you can't even speak your own words, you can't express your desires and thoughts. That is something more terrible than death. Gu Xingge didn't want that.

There was something he needed to say, even if it was horribly stupid.