The end of the world: Beautiful straight man cries and begs to be let go
Chapter 196 My emotions are telling me whether I love him or not
The winter in Doomsday is very cold.
Several people have already arrived at the previous mountain trail.
It was also the place where the speed superpower and Gu Xingge parted ways and agreed.
At this time, Gu Xingge, who was living upstairs, sat in the study with a small blanket after breakfast, holding a pen in his hand and scribbling on the white paper.
Gu Xingge's painting skills are not good, but he has nothing to do now, so he can only pass the time by painting.
What surprised Gu Xingge was that Qin Shi's painting skills were pretty good.
He is now painting the birds based on Qin Shi's paintings.
It was a vivid ink painting.
Gu Xingge was actually in a trance as he described the painting scene to himself.
Three figures seemed to flash through his mind quickly.
He couldn't see clearly.
But he subconsciously felt that the three people in his mind were all pretty good at drawing.
Gu Xingge lowered his eyes slightly and looked at the painting again.
He didn't remember these things... Gu Xingsinger stroked his head and shook it several times to shake the figures out.
The dark and soft hair swayed with the boy's movements. The hair near the neck was like a smooth fish tail. The way it moved around was like a fish flicking its tail.
The man standing at the door holding several bags of snacks smiled tenderly when he saw the young man's appearance.
I thought of something. The way he shakes his head is also very nice.
He actually watched it for quite a while.
The young man was sitting there with a small blanket on his face, his calm and focused look was already very attractive.
Anyone who is trying to survive in the apocalypse will feel jealous when he sees Gu Xingge in such a leisurely mood.
Everyone is struggling to survive and working hard at the bottom. Only Gu Xingge seems to be living before the end.
Living in a safe Garden of Eden, you don't feel any cruelty outside.
I can't feel any zombies or deformed monsters.
This is a safe house specially built by Qin Shi for Gu Xingge.
This is also what Qin Shi thinks of as the most youthful way of life.
His wife looked so weak and pitiful that any stronger monster could kill his wife.
In order to avoid this happening.
He purposely built such a safe house.
Qin Shi knew even more.
Most of the memories that belong to the boy now are of himself.
He didn't specifically mention things outside.
So - so the boy didn't know that it was the end of the world outside.
When he looked at Qin Shi's abilities, he simply felt that there were many things he didn't understand in this world. Then Qin Shi's superpower may just be purely special.
I recall the scene where the young man stared at the flames ignited on his fingertips, staring intently at the scene. I also remember the soft and serious tone of the other person asking: "Will my fingertips burn if burned like this?"
Looking back now, Qin Shi felt that his heart was boiling.
He suppressed the enthusiasm in his heart and walked up to the young man.
"How's the painting going?"
The sudden sound frightened the young man's fingertips to tremble, and the ink was thrown out at once.
Next to the half-drawn picture, many ink dots gradually appeared, varying in size.
There was a look of pity in the young man's eyebrows, and he whispered: "It's ruined."
It was indeed ruined. Some of the blank spaces on the bird part looked completely dirty.
"It doesn't matter." Qin Shi touched the young man's hair and asked him, "Are you reluctant to throw it away?"
Gu Xingge nodded seriously, blushing slightly, and said, "Yes."
It took more than an hour to draw.
It's been a long time since he did something so focused.
Although the result of the painting is still somewhat unsatisfactory.
But it was also the result of my own efforts, so it was a bit disappointing to destroy it so casually.
Qin Shi chuckled and put the snack in his hand into the boy's arms. When the boy opened his eyes slightly, he used his arms to strengthen.
Under the white shirt, the man's arms bulged. He directly moved the chair to the side: "You eat here, and I will help you change the rest."
Gu Xingge blinked his eyes and looked obedient.
He looked at the other person's arm again and said, "You are so strong."
The boy who accidentally said what was in his heart felt so embarrassed when he touched his heated face.
How could I accidentally express what was in my heart?
With this thought in mind, the young man opened his beautiful eyes again, stared at Qin Shi obediently, and tried his best to change the subject, "How do you change it?"
Qin Shi didn't say anything, he just took the pen and started moving it.
Soon, based on Gu Xingge's original painting, an eagle was modified and painted by Qin Shi, leaving only some feathers unpainted.
Qin Shi smiled when he saw the surprised expression on the young man's eyebrows.
My wife is really easy to coax.
The feeling of loss and reluctance in the young man's eyebrows had all dissipated.
Because he knows that the other person will not be angry with him, the young man now shows a little bit of his true nature and doesn't seem to be very afraid of him.
Gu Xingge urged: "Hurry up and draw, I haven't seen the finished product yet."
He rubbed the boy's head and then continued to draw. After finishing, he looked back at the young man and saw the young man clapping his hands, "You are so awesome."
Qin Shi: "You are the best."
The gentle voice said coaxing words, making the young man smile.
"If you didn't draw the base first, I wouldn't be able to draw the character of the eagle."
"This is a joint statement between the two of us, and you are the main creator."
I know the other person is trying to coax me, but I still feel very happy.
Looking at the young man's crooked eyebrows, Qin Shi calculated in his heart
Soon.
The seven days are almost up. His wife will also love him completely.
Is it just that my heart is so unsettled?
Qin Shi looked at the boy who had been coaxed happily and ate the potato chips.
Lowering his eyes, he snatched a piece of potato chip from the young man's finger and smiled when he saw the young man glaring at him lightly.
The potato chips cracked into pieces. "It tastes good," Qin Shi commented.
He doesn't like eating these things.
The boy seemed to like it very much. He followed suit and tasted it. A little better than expected.
At this moment, there was a knock on the door.
"Boom boom boom——"
Qin Shi paused.
Who will come here?
His brain wandered quickly and he quickly told Qin Shi the answer.
The words that the speed-type superpower had said before about coming to find someone in five days appeared in Qin Shi's mind.
While looking at the boy who was still eating potato chips, he clicked his tongue softly in his heart.
It seems that that person came to the door.
The reason why I didn't deal with anyone last time was to avoid trouble.
The other party is here to complete the task. He let him go back just to make it easier for the other party to do business with him, so that the young man wouldn't have too much trouble if he stayed here, and he wouldn't attract attention.
Qin Shi never thought about putting the boy back.
It's so chaotic and dangerous outside, and it's not suitable for young people to stay in such a chaotic place.
He told the speed-type superpower that if the boy was willing to return to the base, he and the boy would return to the base to live together. Of course, it was also true.
Just not now.
This time the other party came here, Qin Shi had no intention of letting that person go back alive.
The study is at the very back, and the doorbell cannot be heard by ordinary people like Gu Xingge.
After gently rubbing the boy's hair, Qin Shi bent down and pulled the warm blanket on Gu Xingge's body, and said to Gu Xingge, "Stay here for a while."
Qin Shi smiled: "I have a friend looking for me outside. I'm going to handle something."
Of course his beautiful wife cannot meet anyone outside.
In the boy's memory, he would always forget some things when he was sick, and they also stayed together for a long time.
Gu Xingge's subconscious has been struggling. Qin Shi has always known this, and the speed-type superpower is a high-risk thing, once the two people meet. If Gu Xingge's consciousness came up with the idea of struggling at this time, as long as he asked a few more questions - then most of the control of psychological suggestions would fail, and the young man would completely fall into memory confusion.
This was not the ending he wanted.
This meeting was particularly revealing. No matter how powerful his psychological suggestion control and the "beautiful fragrance" of the flowers are, they cannot be without weaknesses.
Before the boy fell in love with him completely, he couldn't take any risks.
He doesn't like surprises.
Qin Shi's face showed a gentle and decent smile, "Okay, wife, I feel sorry for my wife to stay here alone for a while."
"Didn't you say you wanted to eat egg tarts yesterday? I'll make them for you in the evening."
The floor heating inside the house is sufficient, so it won't get too cold for teenagers.
Gu Xingge hugged the potato chips and nodded: "Okay."
Seeing the other person's leaving figure, Gu Xingge blinked slowly.
He looked at the painting for a while and did not go out at this time.
Gu Xingge slowly ate the potato chips, one after another. His eyelashes fell quietly, Gu Xingge gently tilted his head, a small smile appeared on his eyebrows, and he said softly: "He's gone."
He left, why did he feel that he felt happiness and joy from his soul.
According to what the diary said, he was in love with Qin Shi.
If you love Qin Shi, how can you feel depressed because of the other person's close relationship with you? Couples in love should want to be with each other all the time, right? Gu Xingge didn't know how long the two of them had been together.
Qin Shi did not give himself an accurate time.
The boy's white wrist was placed on his chest. Now, his tense heart felt relaxed when the other party was out and no longer staring at him all the time.
He was happy because of the other party's departure, just like countless little people jumping for joy and beating gongs and drums in his heart.
"Dong dong dong——" It seemed to beat a little faster.
Even without his memory, Gu Xingge subconsciously knew that he was a guy with poor acting skills and could not deceive anyone.
Compared with smart people, he is a fool. But no matter how stupid he is, he also knows that his truest emotional reaction will not lie to him.
Gu Xingge quietly raised his eyelashes.
His favorite reason for being in the study.
It was also because there was only a bouquet of flowers and a few labels made of white flowers in the entire study. There used to be flowers in many places, but on the first day, he cleared most of them out.
And his body and eyes were telling Gu Xingge all the time when Qin Shi appeared.
He liked, relied on and loved Qin Shi.
He touched his heart and covered himself with a warm blanket. The young man gently raised his head and swept his soft hair towards the back of his forehead. A faint ripple of light appeared in Gu Xingge's eyes.
I really don't love him. This conclusion appeared in Gu Xingge's mind as if the dust had settled.
He opened his lips with difficulty and said: "I don't love him."
He didn't say a word, just moved his lips slightly.
Without Qin Shi, Gu Xingge would be able to have his own consciousness, and he wouldn't be filled with the other person's thoughts.
He can think about his own things.
It was precisely because the other party was not there and he didn't feel the eyes staring at him everywhere that Gu Xingge dared to express his truest emotions like this in an empty room.
The water-colored ripples swayed gently in his eyes, and he lifted off the blanket on his body.
He whispered: "I've finished the painting.
"I've finished eating the potato chips I opened."
There was no audience, so he could finish the fake line by himself: "I miss Qin Shi, I want to find him."
He didn't know if there was any spy from the other party in this room. He couldn't quite tell whether Qin Shi had known for a long time that he might not like him.
But now, Gu Xingge, who had experienced Qin Shi's punishment and did not want to be punished again, worked hard to use his head and understood that he had to find an excuse when going out to meet people.
Little thoughts emerge.
If I went to find him because I missed Qin Shi and loved Qin Shi.
It’s not like I didn’t listen to what he said.
The young man pursed his red lips and walked out in soft fluffy slippers. His beautiful eyes were as clear as the quiet snow.
He opened the study door that was not closed.
This is the second happy thing today.
The door was open, so he didn't have to think of a way to get out.
Head outside.
Gu Xingge's footsteps were very light. The long sleeves covered the young man's fingertips. The nails on the young man's fingers were also pink. The nails on them were trimmed by Qin Shi, showing a faint arc shape.
Gu Xingge looked at his nervously clenched fingers and walked outside step by step.
He walked faster and faster, and saw Qin Shi's figure leaning against the door in a bright light.
The outermost door is not opened very wide, only a third of the way.
It was only one-third, but Gu Xingge stopped hesitantly, and the bunny ears on the plush slippers stopped shaking.
How does it look outside, with so many people?
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