The end of the world: Beautiful straight man cries and begs to be let go

Gu Xingge was dreaming.

In the dream, he constructed all the scenes that Qin Shi mentioned.

Some scenes were very real. He saw the very scared and panicked boy sitting on the bedside...

Gu Xingge was like a spectator in the dream, watching those things happen and watching someone push the door in from behind. But he couldn't see clearly what that person looked like. He only knew that he and that person escaped...

Regarding the subsequent experiences, Gu Xingge watched the development while quietly pinching his fingertips in the dreamland.

He didn't want to see those things anymore, so all those pictures were suspended and turned into bubbles that dissipated. In the dream, only dark colors were left around him.

Gu Xingge sat quietly on the ground alone.

"There is something wrong." These words echoed deep in Gu Xingge's heart.

When he was sober in reality, Gu Xingge often felt dizzy and unclear, but now, Gu Xingge no longer had such worries. It was as if I was in a dream, very safe.

Slowly lowering his eyes, Gu Xingge knew clearly that sometimes compared to some people, his brain was not that strong. In this case, I can only review everything that happened over and over again.

In his memory, he only remembered that when he saw Qin, he rushed into his arms.

But Gu Xingge remembers feeling scared and guilty at that time.

Why fear and guilt?

The first situation is that you have done something sorry for the other person, and the second situation is simply that the other person makes people feel scared.

And when he was awake outside, he would unconsciously rely on Qin Shi. Even though Gu Xingge had never been in love or experienced other psychological problems, he still knew that this was abnormal.

How could one become so dependent on someone so quickly?

There are many other things that Qin Shi will answer whatever he asks. So maybe most of Qin Shi's words are true, but they certainly don't tell the whole story.

For example, about his family, he only talked about his cousin Gu Heng. Qin Shi didn't talk about the friends he knew or his experiences.

Combined with certain things in the diary, it was also combined with Qin Shi's behavior towards himself.

Gu Xingge felt that he might have really done something sorry for Qin Shi, and he really felt that the other party was very scary.

Gu Xingge knew that he seemed to be trapped in a maze.

The map of the way out of the maze is in Qin Shi's hand.

In reality, it seems that he cannot have too many thoughts, because several experiences have told Gu Xingge that if he keeps thinking like this, he will only be uncomfortable and suffer.

"What should I do?"

Does Gu Xingge like his current life?

In the dream, Gu Xingge could tell himself very clearly and decisively that he didn't like it.

Even if he loses his memory, he will not deceive himself.

I prefer to stay in one place alone.

But according to the performance of the past two days, once I wake up, I will fall into a situation where I like the other person very much and can't live without the other person.

"Do I really love him?" Gu Xingge asked softly in his mind.

"If I don't love him, then Qin Shi is still lying to me and hoping that I will fall in love with him."

"What becomes the medium?"

Gu Xingge thought about it in his sleep for a long time, reviewed it for a long time, and finally settled on the large bouquet of flowers.

"It's a flower."

“I’ve smelled it, touched it, and eaten it.”

There were no flowers when taking a shower in the bathroom, and Gu Xingge could feel that his mind was still there. But when I went out, my mind was gone.

Was he really stunned by the fragrance, or was he affected by the flower?

Gu Xingge hugged his knees quietly.

He then thought of the superpower that belonged to Qin Shi's palm. Gu Xingge thought: It would be great if I also had that superpower.

It was pitch dark all around, and Gu Xingge was alone in his dream, but he felt a rare sense of tranquility in his heart.

If he wakes up, he will definitely become what he was before, where he could only pretend to be Qin Shi.

"What should I do?" he asked himself again.

Gu Xingge was stunned by his own question.

When he woke up, Gu Xingge didn't look at Qin Shi first, but looked at his fingertips, trying to exert some strength to stay awake.

Then his eyes moved upward little by little. The moment he saw Qin Shi, Gu Xingge's expression was in a trance. At that moment, the clarity turned into soft mist, and the unfilled longing made him feel that his heart was empty and very empty. Uncomfortable.

He leaned over and asked for a hug.

The young man took the initiative to ask for a hug, and Qin Shi smiled slightly and hugged him.

"what happened?"

The young man's clean voice fell, "I don't know, I want to hug you."

"Well, hold it."

Qin Shi: "I like you."

The young man slowly bent his eyes and said as recorded in the diary: "Me too."

During this day, Qin Shi found that Gu Xingge became more and more fond of sleeping. In view of the boy's drowsiness due to the petals in the past two days, Qin Shi only thought that he had given too much of the petals, causing minor adverse sequelae.

Qin Shi: "It seems that it will still be reduced." He thought.

The original intention of his next dose of heavy medicine was to make the boy behave a little better and make him like himself a little more. It was not Qin Shi's original intention to hurt the young man.

He looked at the boy who was taking a nap after lunch and flipped through the book in his hand.

In the past, Qin Shi never thought that he would live such an ordinary life. Now looking at the pink-faced boy leaning against the table and snoring, he feels that such a life is not bad.

He hoped that such days could last longer.

As a teenager, under the influence of the petals, I can't live without myself.

After counting the time, Qin Shi said in a gentle voice: "Well, there are still two days."

Tomorrow will be the sixth day.

When the seventh day arrives, the young man will no longer be able to leave him completely.

He will gain a cute boy who can only pretend to be himself, and when the time comes, he will remove the psychological implications for the boy.

——Because by that time, even if the boy has all the memories, it will not have half an impact on his dependence and love for him.

Qin Shi unfolded a soft blanket and put it on the boy's body, smiling: "Wife, sweet dreams."

It wasn't like he didn't notice the boy's struggle. However, the wife who can only sink after struggling is also very cute.

The moment he got the white flower, the moment he saw the young man leaving him, always half a beat too late and unable to touch him, gloom had already settled in Qin Shi's heart.

It tortured him all the time.

Why are so many people thinking about you? Why are you so misbehaved?

So, Qin Shi said to himself. If he catches the boy again, they will be together forever.

Use flowers as an introduction and psychological suggestions as assistance.

When a person pretends to be himself wholeheartedly.

No matter how far he goes, even if he grows wings, he will always look back, driven by love.

Very magical love.

He likes to be loved.

He needs Gu Xingge's love.

Hush, he promised to be his wife.

Whatever the reason.

Once you agree, you can't break your promise.