The end of the world: Beautiful straight man cries and begs to be let go

Gu Xingge silently stretched out a hand. The other party saw his intention and deliberately put his arm around the young man's waist. Even if he was about to die, he still felt comfortable and comfortable.

He smiled evilly and said in a weak voice, "Well, you'd better not move around."

"Otherwise, I will fight back."

He watched the young man hear the words, and he was so nervous that he didn't dare to move. His other hand was curled up and pinching the cuff of his own coat.

Shi Minling thought about whether he was good or bad. This is the time to scare the boy.

It is obvious that the other party will be able to break away from him soon.

Gu Xingge didn't move because he was scared.

Instead, he was vaguely aware that the person in front of him had another soul hidden under that playful and evil skin. The soul seemed very tired and wanted to rest.

The person in front of you is treating yourself very badly. But he felt that this bad thing seemed to have never really allowed him to die.

——I am like a tool that the other party just finds very handy.

"He's using me to achieve his goals."

This idea clearly appeared in Gu Xingge's mind after all the yarn balls in his brain were broken.

It seems that pleasing himself is just to numb a certain kind of existence... Gu Xingge doesn't know if his idea is right.

But he couldn't compare to any other moment when such an idea appeared as strongly as now.

"Didn't you really want to get out before? Well...actually, you can't get out as long as I still exist."

The shocking thunder fell instantly.

Gu Xingge immediately wanted to turn his head to look at Shi Mingling, but Shi Mingling held the sleeve of his sweater as a block and pinched the boy's face. Knowing that the boy is afraid of getting dirty, he definitely doesn’t want the dirty things in his hands to touch his.

But this is clearly a boy's thing.

Shi Minling forcibly controlled the other person's face to prevent him from turning his head, while laughing softly: "Shh, don't look at me at this time."

On the first day he met the boy, he had a very magical idea.

Except thinking about what it would look like if the boy's hands were stained with blood.

She was even thinking about what it would be like if she died in the hands of the young man.

He is the leader of this base, but many times, he will wonder why he is trapped in this dead city.

He didn't want to go on like this. He also did not agree with the ideas of that big man, his teacher. He feels that the existence of every living thing has its own value, and human beings are not useless existences.

Only my sister has seen the teacher's appearance. At this time, he will usually fall into a deep sleep. Occasionally, when he is awake and asked to see him, his eyes will be tied with black satin, making his vision dark.

You can only listen to the other party's instructions.

In fact, he and his sister were both the teacher's experimental subjects, codenamed Shuangdie.

The double butterfly is also the teacher's most satisfying work, but he no longer wants to make a butterfly that is forcibly embedded.

He should have died early, he should not have existed in this world.

It was Shi Mingling who wanted a family, so his personality split out of him.

So, he had the same name as her.

He was obviously younger than her, based on the age at which he was born and split. But because my sister wants a brother. So he took the initiative to assume the title of elder brother.

He was born when Shi Mingling was five years old, and spent fifteen years with Shi Mingling, who was born in an orphanage.

The meaning of his existence is just for companionship.

Little Shi Mingling is too lonely. She is weak, timid, socially anxious, and slow to learn. However, she is innocent and kind. Little Shi Mingling often says to her brother:

"Am I too cowardly? Everyone of them is scolding me, calling me stupid, calling me crazy, having brain problems, and often saying that I am talking to myself. What's more, it is because of this that I become nobody. The bastard you want."

"But brother, I'm obviously not crazy. I obviously have a brother they can't see. I really hope you can be seen by others."

"I want to learn to communicate with you in my heart, but I can't."

"I can't learn. I'm really stupid. It would be great if there was a sister who was the same as me and better than me, or...or a younger brother who was as timid as me. Now. I will learn to work hard to protect him."

She is cowardly and timid, and she will only become better when she is close to her family.

He comforted her and said, "We are still young. When we grow up, you will make many friends."

"Those friends will understand you."

As a result, the older she got, the more withdrawn and timid she became. Until the age of fifteen, Shi Minling failed to take the high school entrance examination and couldn't think about it. He said: "I am so stupid. I can't learn no matter how I learn. Why should I live in this world? I should die!"

It was he who tried hard to comfort her and told her, "You see, I have a completely bad personality. I'm not dead, and neither are you. I exist to protect you, and I'm with you. It's still a long time, I teach you You, you will get better and better."

At that moment, he was annoyed. He was obviously protecting his personality, but apart from the endless energy and desire to destroy him every day, he couldn't say any more comforting words.

That was the first time he felt such deep regret.

The younger sister calmed down and begged him: "Then can you take the exam for me? I really can't learn anything, I'm just a fool!"

He rejected him and repeatedly told her, who was not confident, "You are not!"

It was also at that moment that he was wondering why words were so feeble.

After a while, he said: "I am there to protect you, but more importantly, you should live your own life. I can help you for a while, but I can't help you for a long time."

"Sister, I believe you can stand up on your own."

He is just an unstable personality, and he is also a protective personality with bad attributes. He often does things very disorganized.

He once read a book of fables when he was bored. The book told Shi Mingling that it is better to teach a man to fish than to teach him to fish.

He took it to heart and felt it was right.

My sister was silent and didn't speak, but seemed to be convinced.

Later, Shi Mingling met a person and respectfully called him teacher, and also allowed himself to be called teacher too.

From that time on, my sister got to know more and more people.

It was also from that period of time that the time it took for me to wake up from hibernation became shorter and shorter.

In the end, Shi Mingling actually counterattacked in the high school entrance examination.

Shi Mingling was very happy, thinking that Shi Mingling would have a new life. And he is just a split personality. When he feels that the main personality does not need his existence, he will disappear.

He really felt that he was about to disappear.

He was happy with the outcome. Even if he felt that he seemed to be more than just a personality. He felt like he had a soul of his own.

After attending college, Shi Mingling was recognized by a top rich man by accident. It turns out that his father is a romantic type, a very cliché drama about a domineering CEO falling in love with his little secretary, and Shi Mingling is just an unexpected child. Their mother, I heard, suffered from mental illness and committed suicide after abandoning her children.

The father was willing to recognize them only because when he got old, he found that he could not have children with women.

As a result, Shi Mingling got a large fortune for nothing when he was already an adult, realizing the worry-free wealth and freedom he had wanted for the rest of his life as a child.

However, my sister is still unhappy.

It wasn't the loving home she wanted. It was nothing like she imagined.

Until one day, he heard his sister say to him: "Brother, do you want to come out?"

As a dependent personality, Shi Mingling's biggest wish is for her sister to have more family members.

Not every mentally ill person has aggressive personality.

He is a bad person, but he is a protective personality and a special soul.

Then he said: "We are one body, it's okay not to come out."

But my sister still felt it was not enough.

So when he didn't know.

My sister was transformed.

He felt his sister's cardiac arrest, felt his sister's death.

He was supposed to die with him.

But no, he was still alive in pain, he was awake, but he could no longer control this body at all.

Until half a year ago.