I was exiled and I took away my supplies and ran away with my whole family.

She had slept so deeply just now that Shen Xingmian even felt that she could make another trip to the capital in the middle of the night.

Of course, you can but it's not necessary.

The family gathered together to prepare dinner. During the chat, she learned that the two officers had sold the uneaten pork to prisoners who were willing to pay for it.

It's quite smart. On such a hot day, it will definitely go bad the next day.

In fact, those coarse grain pancakes already have a faint sour taste. If they are left out for another night, they may not be edible tomorrow.

But those who don't have a single coin on their body probably have no choice but to eat it hard, otherwise they will starve, have no energy to keep up with their teammates, and be whipped by officials.

If he eats it, he may fall behind due to diarrhea, or he may need a beating...

Looking at it this way, it is really miserable to be reduced to this situation, and there is no telling how many people will fall because of this.

But this is not something that a twelve-year-old girl like her should worry about...

Looking at his body shape, Shen Xingmian looks a little melancholy. He is short and thin, like a little washboard that has become a spirit.

Even if her face was darkened, it would be impossible to tell whether she was a boy or a girl.

When will I grow up? Damn.

Many people look forward to growing up when they are young, but when they grow up, they feel that it is better to be young. Only Shen Xingmian has never had this idea.

She has always felt that when she grows up, she makes her own money and controls her own life, that is how she lives.

She was really fed up with the feeling of powerlessness she had felt as a child.

She seemed to have never missed her grandma, nor had she ever burned paper money for her, not even before the end of the world.

If someone said she was cold-blooded, she would nod her head and admit it, and then continue to go her own way.

Especially after feeling her grandfather's love, she felt that her grandma had never really loved her, but had always regarded her as a broom star and a scapegoat.

The feeling of being rejected is really painful and desperate for a sensitive child.

The psychological shadow was so severe that when she grew up, she was extremely sensitive to all malicious looks and would immediately want to stay away.

This is also the reason why she has always been alone and never made friends. Of course, it is also the reason why she can survive for so long in the apocalypse.

After coming here and receiving all the memories, this sensitivity gradually became dull. Convincing yourself that you are loved really makes people slowly become more confident.

Moreover, her "slow" process was actually quite fast.

Looking at the family members around her, she smiled from the bottom of her heart.

Then she walked towards the donkey cart with a bowl of thick meat porridge. Of course, the people she brought back should try not to trouble others.

She has been used to solving her own problems since she was a child, and her good habit has continued here.

She had no concept of imperial power in her mind. Neither her grandfather nor her parents had instilled this in her, and she had no sense of identity. So looking at those beautiful black grape-like eyes, Shen Xingmian smiled and whispered: "Brother , can you get up, do I need to feed you?"

In the past, such words would have been an offense to the imperial power. However, Xiao Yanyue was very clear about his current status as a prisoner, so there was no doubt or displeasure at all.

At this time, it was already a great thing that someone would bring him a bowl of warm meat porridge.

If following the Shen family can help him grow up smoothly, then it doesn't matter even if he has to treat them as benefactors.

However, he had a vague feeling in his heart that the Shen family was not like that.

He struggled to get up. He thought it would be difficult. After all, he had suffered too much during the escape and his body had many hidden injuries. However, he did not expect that it would be very easy to get up.

Suppressing the doubts in his heart, he politely thanked you: "Thank you, Sister Shen, I will do it myself."

So Shen Xingmian watched the child take the bowl and drink the porridge seriously.

His eating manners were very good, even pleasing to the eye. As Shen Xingmian ate his bowl of porridge, his eyes were fixed on him unconsciously.

He must have been well-educated before, probably according to the standards of a prince, so the etiquette has been engraved in his bones, and even in such a bad time, he did not appear embarrassed.

Such a well-behaved little one made her really reluctant to let him continue to suffer.

Well, maternal love seems to be overflowing. Although she looks like a child now, she just feels sour in her heart.

I want to take care of him more.

It wasn't until an empty bowl was handed to her that Shen Xingmian came back to her senses and asked gently: "Are you full? There are some over there. Is my aunt's craftsmanship very good? I also want to have another bowl."

Xiao Yanyue was embarrassed to ask for another bowl. He felt that he had already caused trouble to the family. If he ate more, it would be even more trouble.

The life of escape gave him a new consciousness and a change in identity. He needed to adapt to it as soon as possible, from all aspects, such as the second bowl of porridge.

But the sister in front of him didn't give him a chance to refuse. She touched his head with a sweet smile and said warmly: "Have another half bowl, I decided happily like that!"

After saying that, he took the bowl and ran back to the pot, filled more than half of the bowl for each of them, and took it back to the donkey cart.

The two of them finished half of the bowl of porridge in silence, feeling that their souls felt at ease for a moment. The food was indeed heart-warming.

Shen Xingmian held two empty bowls and smiled at Xiao Yanyue: "There is a lot of wild boar meat left. I will ask my aunt to fry it into dried meat. After it is done, I will bring you some."

"You are still weak and the porridge is easy to digest, so don't come down and do any activities. Just take good care of yourself for a while."

She believed that the child would understand what she meant. If he recovered too early, he might be taken back to the prison car. Only with the Shen family would he be safe.

But when she said this, she didn't notice the flash of despair on the child's face.

Xiao Yanyue slowly lay down and sensiblely did not forget to say thanks: "Thank you sister for the dinner. I am a little dizzy, so I will go to bed first..."

After saying this, he closed his eyes and "fainted".

Shen Xingmian almost laughed out loud. Fortunately, there was no one nearby, otherwise it would be difficult to deceive others with his poor acting skills.

The covering curtain was not only to block the sun, but also to block the view. If it had not been damaged, grandpa would not have to endure it now, but could have dinner with the child.

With her space, it is very easy to cheat. Others will only see her giving a bowl of porridge, but in fact, she can give whatever she wants without being discovered at all.

It seems that I still need to hurry up at night.

There are not many broad-leaved plants in the north, and the further north you go, the fewer they become. And those like pine trees that only have pine needles are completely useless.

It was already the second night, and in five days, they would completely leave the capital. By then, even if the second uncle's people failed to find them, she would leave with her family first.

She really couldn't live a day with such restrictions everywhere. It was really hard to endure.

Going to be depressed!