Ever since he lost control because of Nan Yu's accident three years ago, he knew that Nan Yu would become a knot in his heart.

Xi Moze: "I can't!"

"How do you guarantee that?" Yu Jingxing: "I know you just don't want her to get hurt. You won't restrict her from doing anything. You lost control because she was injured. But what she blames is not your loss of control and anger, but your loss of control and anger. It’s your fault and your limitations.”

"Aze, do you think there is nothing wrong with you blaming her? There is nothing wrong with you not wanting her to get hurt. Your idea is good, but it is not necessarily right. You should not use your idea to imprison her. You were hurt because of her. And out of control, but you don't let her save you because in your heart, you don't believe her."

"You think she is your weakness, but you never thought that she could save you. Did you let her watch you and do nothing? I know you were out of control at the time, so you didn't hesitate to speak, but In fact, this is not the case in your heart, and you are thinking the same thing in your heart now. She is angry that you don't believe her. She thinks you are worthy of trust, but you don't think she is worthy of trust. You may not even know where you went wrong now. , but you only thought she was angry because of your anger."

Xi Moze: "I..."

"Aze, the 'phase' in 'love' refers to each other, rather than one party giving unilaterally. In her opinion, you want to protect her behind you, but you don't allow her to protect you behind you. That means you don't." Don’t trust her, and don’t trust what she can do for you. Unilateral contribution will only make the other person bear a heavier burden.”

.............

late at night.

Nan Yu was lying on the bed, dreaming of fighting a wolf on the snowy mountain before, and saw that the wolf's teeth were only a hair away from Xi Moze's neck.

Then she seemed to hear several more dogs howling and cats purring.

She saw their eyes exposed in the darkness.

In the dark little room, they were gradually approaching, their eyes glowing with different colors, and she seemed to see the bodies that were eaten by dogs in the mountains again.

Nan Yu closed her eyes tightly, frowned, and grabbed things uncontrollably.

When the scene changed, there were many people trapped in the fire, and the fire was spreading into the sky. She wanted to save people, but she seemed to be trapped by something and couldn't move.

A voice said from the side: "You see clearly, they all died because of you. It was you who killed them."

She ran forward with all her strength, but only heard the voices of those people drowned in the huge fire.

She turned around and saw a familiar figure, "Ayu..."

Another fumed: "You shouldn't believe him."

"Mo Bai..."

But the figure became increasingly blurry and eventually disappeared into the sea of ​​fire.

"what!"

Nan Yu straightened up suddenly. She recalled what she had just dreamed about, trying to find more memories, but she couldn't remember them anyway.

Where did that fire come from, and who was that person?

She quickly took the jade chain next to her and took off a pendant from it, trying to hypnotize herself. Time passed by, but she couldn't enter the state.

"boom!"

The cup beside her was knocked to the ground and shattered into pieces, but Nan Yu felt that it was not enough. Anxiety and anger swept over her, and she was on the verge of losing control.

When Xi Moze opened the door, he saw Nan Yu hugging her knees, her face buried in her arms, and her whole body was in a tense state.

Perhaps sensing his movement, she reacted like a tight rope that was suddenly flicked.

Nan Yu raised her head and met Xi Moze's eyes.

Xi Moze saw the look in her eyes, which contained many emotions, including confusion, helplessness, vulnerability and despair.

She seemed to be like a broken cup on the ground in the next second.

She looked at him blankly, as if asking "Why is he here?" but she seemed unable to say anything.

The moment he met her eyes, Xi Moze's heart suddenly felt like something was tugging at him. He walked quickly to her side and didn't ask what was wrong. He just said softly: "I'm here."

Nan Yu was held in Xi Moze's arms, and she held on to his clothes tightly, just like she was held and comforted by him in Nancheng many years ago during countless anxious and sleepless nights.

"Mo Bai..."

"Yes, I'm here." Xi Moze responded hugging her, carefully avoiding her injured shoulder with his arms.

"But why can't I remember?"

Obviously that person is right in front of you, but she can't think of him no matter what. She remembers that there is someone who has always been by her side, but she can't find him in her memory.

There was a hint of pain in Xi Moze's eyes, with a bit of unbearability and pity. He lowered his head and kissed her on the forehead, "It doesn't matter. If you can't remember it, then forget about it. I just remember it."

He didn't know what she had gone through. He suddenly regretted it. Why did he leave?

Nan Yu clutched his clothes tightly, "Xi Moze, I seem to have done a big mistake, an unforgivable mistake. What should I do?"

A lot of people died because of her and she didn't know how it happened, but she knew it was true.

Xi Moze didn't ask what it was, he just held her tightly and said, "It's okay. I'm here. I'll always be by your side. We'll bear it together."

After calming down for a long time, Nan Yu pushed away the person in front of him.

Seeing her cold expression, Xi Moze seemed to have a bad feeling in his heart. He wasn't going to drive him away, was he? "Nan Yu, are you planning to throw it away after use?"

Nan Yu didn't answer his question, but just stared at him, "Xi Moze, will you let me always be by your side?"

She asked not if he would always be there for her, but if she could be there for him.

Many times, Xi Moze would appear next to her, but she was neither there nor knew about it.

"Xi Moze, my mother has always been unwilling to see me. My brother-in-law told me that it was for my own good. I thought that I was too weak, so I wanted to become stronger, so that she would not think that I was too weak, and there would be no Scruples. Xi Moze, if one day, you feel that you can't protect me, will you push me away like her?" Before Xi Moze could speak, Nan Yu said again: "Xi Moze, if that day comes, I will never I will come back to you again and I will do what I say!”

Four years ago, when Li Wenjing was in trouble, she went to the Imperial Capital to find Nangong Qing, but she seemed to treat her as if she didn't exist.

Unlike her, Xi Moze would respond to her, but that didn't mean that she allowed him to stay away from her again and again in the name of doing her best.

Xi Moze: "No, I won't push you away again."

Nan Yu is not only his weakness, but also his armor. She will make him stronger.

Nan Yu nodded, "If you break your promise, I won't want you, and I will make your life worse than death."

Xi Moze smiled, "Okay, I'll do whatever you want."

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