Bug Rescue Team

69. You can be willful

Ever since Wuyue was born, her emotions have not received the response they deserve. Gao Yuhua's long-term cold violence has made depression the background of her life. She is used to suppressing herself and using alienation to cover up her inner longing for family affection.

No matter when, it is difficult for her to truly express her emotions towards people and things she cares about or doesn't care about.

Why is this happening?

It started when she was constantly being denied.

It started with no one caring about her feelings.

It starts with her not caring about her own feelings either.

She thinks this is a blunt force. She is good at forgetting unpleasantness, and she will work hard when she sets a goal... But is this true?

Gao Yuhua's denial, Wu Kongjie's suppression, the first time she escaped from the predicament and was deceived... She had spoken out, but these voices had never been heard. Slowly, her emotions were like sounds, silently distorted, silently replaced, until silently disappearing.

Many people call her queen, but she never regards herself as one. She doesn't know what a queen has to do, and she's not willing to take on the responsibilities of a queen.

She chose to keep moving forward because this path gave her strength. When you have power, you also have the courage to express yourself.

She admired Dalia because Dalia had done a lot of things that she wanted to do but didn't dare. But she didn't want to be Dalia, someone who needed the help of others to move on.

If time could go back again, she would not want Fifth Kongsuke to be the savior. She would drown Wang Jia in oil or be burned to death with her own hands. Only then would she be happy to take her own revenge...

"Are you okay?" Lin Shen's sudden concern made Wuyue a little strange.

"Why do you ask?"

"I feel like you're smiling."

Fifth Yue was using a fake face, so how could she have any expression, "Can you see me smiling?"

"No, I just felt you were smiling."

"Oh, it's how you feel. I thought I had an expression!" Fifth Yue finally saw herself clearly. She was trying to express her suppressed emotions, but she forgot that she had no expression... and she was a little disappointed.

Since Lin Shen could feel Wuyue's happiness, he could also feel her disappointment. I can't help but blame myself, how can I disappoint others when they are happy.

"When is Ian coming?"

"He won't leave."

"why?"

Fifth Yue did not answer.

Lin Shen thought of many reasons, the most likely being that Ian was more valuable than him, so he was kept by Fifth Yue. This speculation made him very uncomfortable, and he couldn't help but change the subject and asked: "I forgot to ask, was the trip going well?"

"It didn't go well, I don't want to talk about it."

Lin Shen sneered, as if every word he said was wrong, "I'm sorry, I can't help you."

"It's okay, I'm used to it."

"You...you..." After hesitating for a long time, Lin Shen still asked, "Are you confident about dealing with interstellar pirates? If more than just the Black-eyed Stars come...can you survive?"

"What if you survive, and what if you die?"

Fifth Yue doesn't care who comes. With her current mental strength, unless a fleet comes, she will just deliver food. What she cares about are the dark spots on her body, and she feels bad every time she thinks about them.

"I hope you can survive!"

"Then, I should try my best to live for your hope? Do I have to call you to keep you safe?" This self-deprecating tone was obviously venting his anger on Lin Shen. Who asked him to ask something he shouldn't? .

Lin Shen didn't know what was going on, and thought Wuyue was addicted to the past and unwilling to come out... because she had nothing worth loving, she lost her fighting spirit.

He thought for a while and said: "Fifth Yue, you have to live for yourself. The universe is so big, don't you want to visit a few more galaxies? If possible, I really hope you can call me to report that you are safe."

Fifth Yue suddenly wanted to touch Lin Shen's face, who made this man look so good-looking when he spoke seriously.

She thought for a while and said: "Actually, I am not worried about the black-eyed stars, nor am I worried about the four-eyed stars."

"Then what are you worried about?"

Fifth Yue wanted to tell the truth and said that she had insect cancer. When the words came to my lips, I felt that it was quite boring to say them. The power was given by the Queen, but because of this power I became sick, and because I couldn't bear to give up the power, I had to die. This feeling of being dominated by fate is too bad...

She said with joy in her misery: "Come here, I will tell you a secret quietly."

Lin Shen honestly approached Wu Yue, who put her mouth to his ear and whispered: "The queen is still alive."

"What!" This was a secret that Lin Shen had never expected. While shocked, he felt as if he had been teased, especially when Fifth Yue's lips brushed against his ear.

You know, they all use mental power to talk, their ears are just decorations, there is no need to whisper...

I was really turned on! With this in mind, Lin Shen turned to look at Wuyue, only to find that her originally smooth hair was suddenly a little messy.

"What happened to your hair?"

"They're so excited to touch your face!"

"They are..." Lin Shen did not dare to think further, for fear of hearing something incredible.

"My tentacles can be understood as my sensory system."

Lin was deeply relieved, it was within the acceptable category. He asked, "So you've always had a sense of taste?"

"They will be very excited when they encounter delicious food... I am worried about scaring you, so I rarely use it..."

"Oh!" Lin Shen was scared by Wuyue and always thought her character was more extreme. Now that I have explained it like this, I feel that I have misunderstood Fifth Yue. She is quite cute.

Although he wanted to know why he was excited when the tentacles touched his face, he was also worried that Fifth Yue would say something that would embarrass him...

He forcefully changed the subject, "What you said is true, so what is still alive? Why? Or did you discover something?"

The queen is still alive, this is the fifth Yue's guess. Telling Lin Shen the news was better than admitting that he was sick.

"I feel like she is still alive. If one day you can receive my call, I will tell you the answer on the phone."

Lin Shen guessed that something must have happened to Wuyue during her journey to find the "flower"... If the queen is still alive, wouldn't Wuyue stay to wait for death?

He couldn't help but persuade again: "Come with me, I will find a way to protect you."

"You will risk everything, including your life, to protect me?"

Fifth Yue knew that she was paranoid. No matter whether she was towards Ian or Lin Shen, she always hoped that they could make a promise. Ian refused to commit, and she was curious about what Lin Shen would say.

"I will do my best to protect you. If you had the choice, you wouldn't let me die in front of you, right?"

Lin Shen was very good at talking and promised to protect Wu Yue when he opened his mouth, but when it came to life and death, he threw the question back. He did not answer whether he was willing to die for Wuyue. He only said that at a critical moment of life and death, Wuyue would not tolerate him dying in front of Wuyue...

The answer was too true, and Fifth Yue was suddenly moved. Lin Shen knew more about her than she thought. At least Lin Shen knew that while she still had some strength left, she really couldn't accept her own death in front of her.

Lin Shen's answer was a recognition of her character and ability. This is something she has needed since she was a child, but has never been able to get it.

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