Concave and Convex World: The Wind of Freedom

Why do you feel so heartbroken? Ah, it turns out that she used to be a normal person, she could have a normal relationship with Lei Shi, she could also reciprocate, and she could be praised for her talent and beauty, but now, she has nothing. She was belittled to the point of being worthless, and her relationship with Lei Shi could not be considered a free love, but she fell in love with him.

This feeling of inferiority has been lingering in her heart since she was a student. When she finally plucked up the courage to tell the boy that she liked him, it seemed that they should not be together. She suffered a major accident and several injuries. It seems that my life is also ruined.

She is so ugly.

She doesn't deserve to be with Lei Shi like this.

After his family members were all asleep, Shen Yun saw the familiar caller and hesitated for a while before answering the call.

"Are you still up so late?"

"Don't say nonsense."

"Don't you want to talk to me? Then you don't have to answer my call."

Shen Yun hung up directly.

Thunder Lion struck again.

"are you angry?"

"No."

"Sorry, I should have checked in advance to see if anyone else around you is coming to see you again. I'm sorry for causing you unnecessary trouble."

"...It has nothing to do with you."

"You always say you have nothing to do with me. Do you want to distance yourself from me?"

"..." Shen Yun had to admit that Lei Shi knew her very well.

"They've always been like this. I've long been used to it. You just intensified the process." Shen Yun lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling expressionlessly.

She actually wanted to say something cruel and stab everyone around her with thorns like before, but the Big Thunder Lion was special, so she softened her tone and said semi-jokingly, "Are you happy? You got an assist." .”

"If you are unhappy, of course I have nothing to be happy about."

"Ah."

"What about you? I'm usually very busy. There are a lot of things I can't do to take care of you, and I rarely have the opportunity to meet you. Will you be unhappy?"

"What's wrong with you? I'm busy too."

"But after all, I am a little busier than you. I have to rush back immediately after receiving the news. Sometimes I leave you without you. I'm sorry."

"This is your job, you owe me nothing."

"Thank you. Can you come and see me when you have free time?"

Shen Yun's hand holding the phone couldn't help but tighten a little, "...is there something wrong?"

"Nothing, I just want to see you. If I can see you during my boring and busy work, it will be of great help to me."

"You don't think I'm embarrassed either."

"Don't say that, I will never embarrass you."

"Don't you think that others will think that you can't stop other people's thoughts? Even if it's friends or strangers, if I come together with you, they will label you and say that you actually met such an ugly person. Guy."

"...Don't say that, Shen Yun." The voice on the other end of the phone seemed a little suppressed, and he took a deep breath, "I know you have a lot of concerns, but I want to say that my friends will never be like this. It's all good. Secondly, I don't care what others think of me. If I'm such a good-looking person, why should I come to you again?"

"You are also very good, don't talk about yourself like that." Lei Shi continued, "This is the first time for each of us to live in the world. There is no hierarchy. You have done much better than many people. You are really It’s very powerful.”

"..."

"...Are you crying?" Lei Shi heard Shen Yun being silent for a long time, and heard her suppressing her sobs.

This sentence seemed to give her a jolt. Shen Yun quickly wiped away his tears and nose, and sat there in silence for a long time before speaking, "I'm sorry, I... I'm terrible, I have no confidence at all. People like me... are not you. want."

"But you are what I want."

"I don't think it's... there are too many people better than me, why did you choose me? I'm a coward, a monster who will bring endless trouble..."

"..." Lei Shi was silent for a moment. Shen Yun's low self-esteem is too deep and hopeless. No matter how much he encourages, it will always cast a layer of suspicion on her, and her never-ending self-denial will make her fall into a long-term depression.

Maybe Shen Yun was right, she would not be what Lei Shi wanted, nor would she be the best match.

But is this the final outcome?

Lei Shi has made up his mind to catch her and will not let her go again.

"Do you want to come out?" Lei Shi held his mobile phone. He leaned on the railing and looked at the black-infested river. The sparkling river surface was illuminated by the moonlight, showing layers of white. The intertwining of white and black rippled and blended into each other. , but we can only meet each other at night, "I'm in Riverside Park, under the pavilion."

"...You haven't gone back yet?"

"I've been busy for a while. I just called you." Lei Shi smiled, "Are you coming? I'll wait for you."

"..." Lei Shi heard the sound of her closing the door while putting on her shoes, and ordered, "Don't hang up the phone."

He leaned by the river, listening to the sound of Shen Yun walking slowly towards him on the ground wearing sneakers on his mobile phone.

"Are you scared? Do you want me to pick you up?"

"If something really happens, I'll say it's you who caused it."

"Hahahaha." Lei Shi smiled, "I can't guarantee it."

Walking to the door of a 24-hour unmanned store, Shen Yun saw Lei Shi slowly appearing in the darkness. He pointed to the convenience store, "Are you hungry? Do you want some midnight snacks?"

"are you hungry?"

"A little, but I don't want to eat yet. Let's go hang out by the river."

"Ah."

The warm lights on the roadside illuminated the dark road. They were not close to each other, but they were as shy and full of expectations as a couple in school.

Lei Shi leaned down and took a look. Shen Yun turned his head to avoid looking, so he smiled and asked, "The eyes are still red."

"...I want you to take care of it."

Lei Shi suddenly stretched out his hand.

Shen Yun subconsciously wanted to retreat, but maybe it was the solitude and dim atmosphere that gave her excess heartbeat and slowness, so Lei Shi held her hand.

Lei Shi led her to the river where she had just stayed. The air was refreshing and the quiet night added an ambiguity.

"Actually, you don't have to care too much about other people's thoughts." Lei Shi said, "Even if what you think is the most real phenomenon in society, so what? Those people hate you, but there will also be people who like you. Although this You may have heard this before, but I still want to say it.”

"I'm not saying secretly that you must be worthy of my devotion to you. I don't mean to hold you hostage morally, because I think you might think so. So, I think you can try to trust me a little more."

Shen Yun didn't answer. She was silent for a while before speaking, "Thunder Lion."

"I'm too timid." She lowered her eyes and looked at the river. "It's precisely because you've been so good to me that I can't afford to repay you. I'm afraid that our ending will be bad, so I don't want to start, right? Very selfish? You are obviously so good to me."

"I'm not a very good person to expect. You really don't need to waste your time on me." Shen Yun looked away, "People who like you will hope that you live a better life, and I also hope that you can be loved." Better people like that than me.”